Yes, I'm pretty much the most enraged I have ever been in the history of my being alive. How did I manage that? Well, it's all thanks to my wonderful ex-landlord. Did you know that I <i>hate</i> that woman? And that hatred comes directly from her screwing my mom and I over very badly.

We recently moved into a new apartment. Hence the reason that I'm never online anymore. x3 Well, anyway, we're not allowed to have pets in our new apartment. Which meant that my cats had to stay until the end of April in our old place. Why? Because my grandma couldn't take them until then. We let them in and out and made sure that they were well cared for whilst we were away from them.

Well, Wednesday, my mother gets a couple of calls from our ex-landlords exclaiming that the cats were no longer allowed in the house and, although our rent was paid until the end of the month, our cats' was not. ...Alright, seriously? Who the fuck has the right to exclaim that my <i>cats</i> didn't pay their rent until the end of the month. THEY'RE FUCKING CATS! OF COURSE THEY HAVEN'T PAID THEIR RENT! THEY DON'T HAVE A FUCKING JOB! ONCE AGAIN, THEY'RE FUCKING CATS! NOT AS IN THE PEOPLE IN THE MUSICAL. AS IN ANIMALS. PETS. PART OF OUR FAMILY PERMANENTLY! Fucking idiots. That's like telling my mom that she could still live in the place, but my sister and I couldn't because we didn't pay rent becuase we're her kids and don't have jobs! They're idiots.

Anyway, that meant that we had to take them to our new place. The problem? We can't have pets. Dogs or cats, anyway. Which means that, if you're caught with one, you're going to get evicted. Fun! So, Wednesday after my NAHS painting experiencept[I might talk about that later on], we got to smuggle my cats into our house! Which was <i>NOT</i> an easy task, to say the least. We had to cover the poor things up in towels and carry them up to our two-story apartment. -angry sigh-

And if that wasn't enough, Tigger wouldn't stop meowing in the fucking bathroom all night. Meaning that my mother and I got a mere two hours of sleep Wednesday night. [hence my not being at school for the last two days, if anyone was wondering] So, that wasn't stressful enough, was it?

Well, Thursday afternoon we smuggled my cats back into the car and drove them down to Aztec so that they could live with my grandmother.

Think that was the extent of the screwing over by the fucking slut?

Well, you're <i><b>very</b></i> wrong.

So. My mother wrote a letter to the terrible two-some to tell them that it was wrong for them to treat her like that and to say that her cats didn't have the right to live there when she paid the rent until the end of the month. It was strongly worded, but there wasn't any vulgarities in it. Unlike my wonder-filled rant here. So, she gets a call from my grandmother today telling her that she's going to get a very nasty letter from that woman[let's call her Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin for convience, shall we?]. -rolls eyes- Anyway, my mother is supposed to be getting her deposit for the apartment here soon from Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin. 500 bucks. Which is A LOT for us considering that Mom doesn't have a job and we're living on food stamps and in low-income housing.

However, with this letter, we are expecting to not receive this deposit. Why? Because Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin is a bitch. A really, really, REALLY big bitch. Now, on Monday, Mom was cleaning with Grandmother and Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin came by and told them that it looked as though no one had lived in it.

However, now she is claiming that we did all this shit to the place that we didn't do. Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin claimed that she wouldn't take out any money from the deposit for carpet cleaning. Fat chance on that one.

My mom feels like an idiot because she was going to take pictures prior to giving the keys to Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin so that, had anything been taken from her deposit, she could take the old slut to court for it. However, in her anger-fuled stress over the cat extravaganza, she ended up not taking the pictures. And now, we have no way of taking that woman to court if she doesn't give our entire deposit back.

500 dollars that we desperately need completely gone because of Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin. Thank you, you fucking bitch. Because that's not money that we don't need to fucking survive.

I'm planning on calling her once we get that letter and if there's no deposit. And I'm sorry, Mom, but I am going to give her the talking to of a lifetime. I'm really close to tears right now because I'm so angry. I can't believe that someone could be such a conniving, vile, evil woman. But, then again, it is Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin, so I suppose that I really can if I try hard enough.

To put it in the least ammount of words possible, Bitch the Scatter-Brained Goblin is going down.

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In other news, prom was incredible. I had so much fun and it was definitely the best night of my life. I'll have to tell you guys more about it, but I'm really not in the mood to right now. xP

Also, I dyed my hair. The bangs and tips are now a really pretty dark blue that changes to blue violet in certain lighting arrangements. Hopefully I can get some pictures in here for you guys. <3 And of prom, too. <3

Alright, so here I sit.
At the library, on the computer with the scanner attatched and am scanning in quite a bit of my recent artwork.
Quite a bit of my better work, if I do so say so myself.
Anyway, yeah. Expect an ammount of new submissions from me.
Because dA is being stupid and I actually have a scanner and am on FA, so here I am.
Submitting.

Anything else going on in my life?
Not really. I went to prom with Raka. Which was INCREDIBLY exciting and exhillirating. I had so much fun.
I put blue in my hair again. So that's fun and colorful. I'm enjoying it because it changes color in certain lights. From dark silver-blue to a really pretty bright violet.
I totally LOVE the color that I have in it right now.
I'll have to get some pictures to show you guys. <3

But yeah, look forward to some art here soon! <3

Alrighty. So...I have not posted anything here in the past...what? Four months or something like that?

Well, I'm hoping to change that. Because, as I said, I want to become more active on this site. Like how I used to be before I really converted myself to dA rather than here. But anyway, I'm going to be flooding all you that actually bother to watch me with submissions that I've been putting on my dA rather than on here.
Because I hardly ever come on here anymore.

I will be activating my activity more here than I have been because one of my favorite artists from dA is converting over to here because dA is stupid and counts their artwork as porn...even though it really isn't. Whatever.
I love their artwork because it's Zutara! <3 And I love Zutara! <3 If you couldn't tell.

Anyway, yeah. That's about all I have to say.

Enjoy my artwork, I'm hoping to get at least some comments on some of my stuff...

<3 -- Trinity

Yeah, I couldn't stay away for long, could I?
I've gotten a lot of art updates to do, and I'm amazed that I've held out this long from the not coming on and posting anything. xP
Though I highly doubt that I'll get recognized for it, but whatever. *shrugs*

Anyway, yeah. After a long break, the Trininator has returned! <3

I just wanted to tell you all that I will be leaving FurAffinity. I'm not really happy with the people on it nor with what those people are saying about me.

First, I would like to propose an apology. I am sorry to any of those who I hurt by me simple getting my emotions out. I will admit that I probably shouldn't have posted those things. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings and you know, I was simply trying to express how I feel. No, I don't expect anyone to listen to me or do anything like that, because clearly, I am much hated in this world...whatever. I couldn't care less anymore who likes me and who doesn't.

So yes, this account will remain inactive. If you would like to contact me, then just drop me an email or something like that. I do have an dA account, but I'd rather not give that out. If you really want to, you can just somehow find me by doing somthing. Proably won't be that hard, actually...

Anyway, this is my last good bye to all of you on FA. Again, I am sorry to anyone I have offended or anything. I was unaware that in this FREE country, I could not express my right to free speech without getting bitched at for it...

Yes, after years of not finding an anime that I deem worthy enough to waist my life over like all other fangirls, I have found one. Scary, huh? Me? A fangirl? I mean, mostly I'm against fangirls, they're so annoying and like 'zomgnowaylikehe'ssocuteomg!' However, I must now admit to the world and my followers that I have succumbed to those dark and stormy depths of being a fangirl. *dies*

So, I'm presuming that you are all wondering 'what the hell are you talking about?' or 'what anime, what anime!?' Well, I shall answer the second one only because I sort of put the first one in there just to...well, I don't know. Anyway, the answer to the question 'What anime are you fangirling over?' is simple. It is Avatar; the Last Airbender. I know, I know, it's a Nickelodeon show and Nick doesn't do anime. But let me tell you this, Avatar is very possibly the best western-made anime to date. They have realistic voices for all the characters since it hasn't been dubbed over twenty-million times to fit the American language. That, and the characters are just so cute! *huggles them all*

Now, like all good fangirls, I have a few relationships in mind for this said anime. The first is *drumroll* Zutara[Zuko x Katara]! *wiggles and huggles them* And of course, the second is...well, I don't care about the second one because Zutara is just so cute! *squeels like the little fangirl she is*

Oh, and any of you Zutara-haters had better shut up! Because I have PROOF that they're going to end up together! And although the 3rd Season ends in just a couple of weeks, the Almight Creators[Mike, Brian, and Nick] still have yet to create THREE more movies of the anime itself. SO THERE! Even if there is only a little interaction between Zuko and Katara in the Season Three finale, there is still hope! Of course, I think I know what will happen, but I won't tell any of you! =3

So yeah, I basically lost my fangirl virginity in the last few days and have become...*drumroll* a Zutarian Avatard! x3

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In other news, my younger sister is still gone for another week. I'm happy, because that means that I actually get to spend more time with my mother alone. Of which I never get to do. So there. Uhmm...what else is new? Oh yes, I finally joined/stalked a 'dA group' or 'dA club' or whatever you guys call it here...x3 And...yeah, that's about it.

 menos tagged me. =3

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1. Post these rules.

2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.

3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.

4. At the end of the post 8 more peoples can be tagged and named.

5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

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1: I have a really strange obsession with rain. I love dancing in it, playing in it, the smell of it. Everything about it. I swear, I could sit in the rain for hours and not get bored. Mostly because I love it so much...

2: I'm the type of person that simply puts on a smiling face just to make everything seem okay and not have people obsessing over how I feel. Hell, World War Three could have just hit in my home and I wouldn't show it because I want to be stronger than I have been in the past. The only thing that I will cry for is if I break something, or someone close to me dies. That's about it.

3: I really don't think I'm pretty what-so-ever. I could name a million flaws to so many people and they would still tell me I'm pretty. I hate getting compliments that I'm pretty or something because I don't believe it...

4: I'm sick and tired of people telling me that I'm skinny and tall. No fucking way? Are you serious? I could have sworn I was 200 hundred pounds and 4'2" this morning! It just pisses me off because they're stating the obvious...as if I don't already know that I know I'm skinny. I was born skinny...it isn't anything new to me, thank you very much...

5: I am a very romantic person. I love being loved. Simple as that...

6: I have undiagnosed OCD. Hell, can they even diagnose that shit? Well, I have it and I hate it. I can't walk two steps without worrying that I might have counted wrong on the last surface. It drives me insane sometimes. And I feel bad for my friends who have to deal with me counting all the time when I walk. I also have to have everything on my workspaces at school and at home arranged the same everyday. It bugs me when something is out of place.

7: I have a really big problem with people talking about me behind my back. After going through all elementary and middle school getting taunted because of the way I look[hey, I am a bat-eared fox for a reason here...], I'm to the point were you can say whatever the hell you want to me, just do me a favor and say it to my face. Otherwise, if I find out about you talking behind my back, I am not going to be a very happy fox...

8: I'm a grammar nazi. Yup! I will correct your spelling, punctuation, capitalizationg, hell, even your speech, if I find it unacceptable. I appreciate life's wonders with being able to speak that you need to speak correctly for me to be happy...


Tagged...
 zag
 ryaki
 kojo
 vulpeschild
 thelastsibling
 lunatsukario
 mudkip
 kurisu7885

Yes, please. I am sick of your fucking shit all the gods damned time. And you know what? When you yelled at me today? I wasn't going to give you the fucking reaction that you wanted because I didn't want to give you the fucking satisfaction that you got to me. Go ahead, call me whatever you fucking want to. I don't give a shit. It won't phase me because, I'm over it. You're a psycho bitch, and that's about it.

Because of you, I'm shaking with fury. No, I'm not going to show it or do anything because I am going to be a bigger and better fucking person here and not extend these things out. Everyone agress with me that I am being the bigger person in this situation, so you know what? Fuck you. Just keep spreading your lies and keep lieing your reality up so that you can get through living.

Yeah, you heard me. You want to know the real reason why we had such a big fucking fight earlier? It was because I told you the truth in all these matters, and you didn't want to listen. Don't try to tell me wrong, either, because I know I am right. I'm done with being your pet, always doing what you wanted and letting you manipulate me in anyway you wanted. Yes, you heard me. You're a control freak bitch, and that's about it.

And I have a question for you, all mighty Bitch-Queen from Bitchonia. If you are so over Donavan, then why are you making such a big fucking deal out of every fucking thing?

Please, be a big girl, not a five year old and stop this shit...

So, what is new? Um...let's see. I'm doing good in school, and I flipped out on Thursday because I was at an emotional state, sort of. So...um...yeah. I wigged out and that was about it! =3

Um...let's see. What else? Oh yes, I'm currently chasing after someone, but I'm not going to say who, because if I do, I'll more than likely get shot for it. I'm doing good in school, so that's good. I'm having a good month, so far. The days are going by fast and I have finals in two weeks. Yay! That means I get a three and a half day weekend as well as new classes. I'm really sick and tired of dealing with all the dumbass people in my classes. They just all fucking suck.

Um...let's see. What else? Oh yes! I'm going to be The Phoenix from X-Men 3 for Halloween. It's because I'm awesome like that and the dress-thing I got looks a lot like the one that Jean Gray wore when she was with The Brotherhood and was The Phoenix. So yeah, I'm going to have fun this Halloween! =3

So, with the hopefull promises of a mate, new classes, and a fun costume, things should hopefully go good! =3

So, what is new? Um...let's see. I'm doing good in school, and I flipped out on Thursday because I was at an emotional state, sort of. So...um...yeah. I wigged out and that was about it! =3

Um...let's see. What else? Oh yes, I'm currently chasing after someone, but I'm not going to say who, because if I do, I'll more than likely get shot for it. I'm doing good in school, so that's good. I'm having a

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
"Pedestal" Fergie

How would you describe yourself?
"Yellow Brick Road" Eminem [wow]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage" Panic! At the Disco [again...wow...]

How do you feel today?
"Friends Don't Let Friends Dial Drunk" Plain White T's [um...okay...]

What is your life's purpose?
"Knowing Me, Knowing You" ABBA [lol, wow]

What is your motto?
"Scandalous" Head Automatica [amazing...]

What do your friends think of you?
"The World is Black" Good Charlotte [again, amazing. well, I suppose it does describe my mind frame...x3]

What do you think of your parents?
"Vampire Heart" HIM [how ironic!]

What do you think about very often?
"The Kill" 30 Seconds to Mars [wow, actually, I do! x3]

What is 2 + 2?
"Here Without You" 3 Doors Down [Um...okay?]

What do you think of your best friend?
"Major & Minor" The Procession [I guess that describes zag...]

What do you think of the person you like?
"Three Flights Up" Yellowcard [Haha!]

What is your life story?
"We Believe" Good Charlotte [I guess you could say I always try to look forward to the future, planning it out in ways that most people don't do...]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"My Bloody Valentine" Good Charlotte [Oh dear gods...]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"So Damn Clever" Plain White T's [Um...sure? He is pretty clever, actually...lol]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"With Me Tonight" The Used [Does this mean anything?]

What will they play at your funeral?
"Fool" Shakira [Wow, sad...]

What is your hobby/interest?
"Holly Wood Died" Yellowcard [pretty sweet, if you ask me]

What is your biggest fear?
"Babylon of the Orient" The Shanhai Restoration Project [Um...so I'm apparently scared of chinese stuff?"

What is your biggest secret?
"Crash" Gwen Stefani [I don't like crashes? I dunno...]

What do you think of your friends?
"The Story of my Old Man" Good Charlotte [oh dear gods, I hope they're not like my old man...]

What will you post this as?
"When You're Gone" Avril Lavigne [oh god...]

1.) Make 100 pieces each one having a theme listed below. Only one theme per piece!

2.) No time limit so have fun!

3a.) Pieces should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos. Your pieces can be anything from sketches and doodles to great masterpieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that...
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) Make sure to update this list with a link to your artwork.

Now the good part. CHALLENGE YOUR FRIENDS. CHALLENGE ME.

THE LIST

1. Introduction <-- I have yet to upload it
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood <-- I have yet to upload it
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat <-- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/744247/
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow <-- I have yet to upload it
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes <-- I have yet to upload it
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps <-- I have yet to upload it
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

About time! I'm going to hopefully have a mass art update by the end of this next week. My friend/neighbor has a scanner that she is going to see if it works and then if it does, she's going to let me use it whenever I want because she's getting internet on Tuesday!

So, that means that I'm going to have like, oober many submissions coming in at once so for those who watch me and want to see what I've been up to, now is the time! =3

So, I've been working on my techniques for drawing furries since I know I'm really not good at them. I think I'm getting better and I think they're looking much better and more original than mine used to be. So yay!

Um...what else? All this stress has caused me to have a mass art impulse that's allowing me to get rid of emotions better than any other way. So yeah. That works out for the better beause not only am I pulling art from my ass, but I'm also getting rid of emotions! Yay for that! =3

Now, if you will excuse me, I am going to get back to drawing... =3

I AM NOT TRYING TO BE FUCKING OFFENSIVE HERE! IF ANY OF YOU ASSHOLES TRY TO TELL ME OTHERWISE, I WILL BITCH YOU OUT! I am sick and tired of having to deal with assholes saying that what I said was offensive when I am merely trying to speak my fucking mind! Anyway, moving on...

So. Apparently, they're friends now. However, I still feel at the center of everything and the cause of every damned thing. Or at least it feels like everyone is blaming me. So, I'm all depressed, feeling alone and everything. So, neither will barely talk to me, making me feel more outcast. The worst thing is though, she's still treating him like he's her mate.

And you know, I can't stop worrying about her because she's my best friend and is having suicidal thoughts. If I lost her, I don't know what I'd do. But, I'm even more worried because if he gets another mate, which I have a slight feeling he might soon, she will be so fucking devastated, it'll probably drive her to do worse things than crying in the commons and not coming to classes...

So, stress from all this and trying to get things done for my classes is really fucking wigging me out worse. I mean...I'm at the point where I'm near breaking and every little damn thing that someone does or says to me is going to make me fucking snap.

And when I'm pissed off as all hell, no one better be around to fucking witness it because with all this shit going on, I am going to be like I am when PMSing, only fifty times fucking worse...

So, I'm feeling a little...depressed right now. There's this whole thing going on with my best friend and someone else and it's just freaking me out right now. I'm going to be there for her, but at the same time, I just feel as though...I don't know. It's like...I'm forced to listen to them both bitch about how much they hate the other all day and I'm not going go into detail about this anymore because I don't feel like going into much detail about anything anymore...

Anyway, I'm just stressed beyond all belief because midterms were this week and I'm trying to have fun for homecoming and I'm trying to be there for my friend and I'm also trying to tone done my OCD. However, my stress is only making my OCD worse, so that just blows my thing away to shit.

Grah, in other news, I'm still crushing on Luke, it's just not as bad as stalker-ism because he doesn't like me anymore than a friend. That just disappoints me because I thought that I could have had a great chance with him and yet BAM! I was shut down...so yeah...I just feel bad. I surely know that I will more than likely have no mate within the rest of my highschool years. Yes, I know, depressing on my part and I shouldn't say that, but I just have this feeling that I'm not going to have a great mate anytime soon. Probably not until college... x_x

So yeah...that's basically what is going on in my life as far as nothing goes...x_x

So...apparently, I'm a corrupted child!

Now, there's sort of a long story behind this, and I don't feel like going into much detail, but yeah. I'll just summerize. Bascially, my grandma isn't the same grandma she was a year and half or so ago when she met her current boyfriend/fiance/husband...whatever the hell he is now.

So, I guess she was talking to my mom about how I'm a corrupted child because I don't clean the house constantly and I'm not a slave to my mother. What the fuck? So what if I don't clean my room and keep it clean? I can still live without having to clean it! I'm just fine with not cleaning it! So what if I don't clean the house? It's fairly clean already and if she really gives such a damn about it, why doesn't she clean it herself? This just pisses me off to no end, especially since whenever she's over when I'm at school, she leaves little notes on the desk. It's not a 'have a good week, sweetie!' note like she used to do, it's a 'clean the house for your mom when you get home!' note. That pisses me off and makes me feel like I'm being forced to do something that I really don't need to do that much of...

Oh, not only that, but my grandma thinks that the reason that my mother's back is so damn bad is because she smokes and she drinks diet coke. Where the hell did that come from? It can't be because she has a shitty bone placement, now can it? That just really pissed me off...

So overall, my grandmother is really pissing me off right now...

Other than that, I might join in the crew of kids doing Independent Studies. *nods* Dapps dragged me in there today and I would have talked to Mr. Nash had he not been busy with giving the AcaDeca kids their test scores back...so yeah...x3

So, next week is my school's homecoming and I need some ideas for what/who I can dress up as for everyday of next week. The theme is "Movie Madness" and so far, I only have one idea for as to what I am going to dress up as for one day. And that is a final idea seeing as how it is awesome.

Anyway, I would appreciate some help as to what/who I should dress up as and where I might find a costume for your ideas. I can find pictures online if you can't give a discription of a costume, but yeah.

So, here are the days and their themes.

Monday
Musical Day
1.
2.
3.

Tuesday
Action Day
1.
2.
3.

Wednesday
Highschool Movie Day
1.
2.
3.

Thursday
Sci-Fi Day
1. Ravenclaw from Harry Potter <-- This is a definite going to dress up as, I'm not going to take any ideas for this category, since I'm not planning on changing my plans...x3

Friday
Super Hero Day
1. Poison Ivy [from Batman]
2.
3.

Please note that I would prefer to get ideas before this weekend...so yeah...*nods*

Well, let's see. This last week fucking sucked. The one I really like doesn't like me anything more than friend, and that just hurts me in ways I can't really describe right now. And then, I found out that my mom can't work because of her back. This means one of three things - A) Because she can't work, she's going to get fired from her job. B) She's going to have to quit her job because of her back. C) She's going to end up working half days and make half as much as she does now. Either way, she's screwed over and we're screwed over with supporting ourselves and all that crap. So, pretty much, I'm fucked.

Um...what's the good news in my life? Homecoming is the week after this one. So I guess it's technically next week. Fun. I've always loved homecoming for the general fun of dressing up every day. The dance is next saturday. I'm not so sure if I'll be able to go or not because of my mom not working and everything...which will fucking suck because I love going to homecoming and dancing. That's the whole damned point of homecoming, is it not? Uhmm...yeah. I doubt I'll get a date for it, but whatever. I don't really even give a shit anymore. Men are just so...gods damned complicated and I hate them for it...

It sucks.

>Basics <

+ What's your character's name? +
Trinity

+ How old is she/he? +
That's a Secret!

+ Gender? +
Femme, duh!

+ What's his/her race? +
Bat Eared Fox, sweet hearts!

> Appearance <

+ If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? +
Um...probably not very much...she's just like me...so yeah...

+ Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?+
Nope, not really! She's a representation of myself, so of course not!

+ What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? +
Her pink and white fur as well as the bright purple 'Trinity' sign in the middle of her forehead!

+ Would you consider your OC as attractive? +
Not really...again, a representation of myself, so no.

> Personality <

+ Temper? +
Yes...very much so

+ Leader or Follower? +
Leader, most definitely

+ What is the main aspect of his/her personality? +
Um...outspoken? I don't know...

> History <

+ Does your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive? +
Yup, I've got mah pack-mates! And my family...*grimace*
And of course they're still alive!

+ Has she encountered any traumatizing events? +
Umm...nope!

+ What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? +
Um...moving to where we are now.

> Romance <

+ Single? +
Yups

+ Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? +
Nope

+ Virgin? +
Yup

+ Does your character like flirting? +
Yeah, it's fun, but I don't do it all the damned time...I'm not a whore...and neither is she.

> Symbolism <

+ What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!) +
Wow, is that discrimitating or what? ASSHOLES!
Anyway, a bat eared fox...duh!

+Musical Instrument+
Vocals

+ Element? +
Fire

+Planet+
Venus - Not to hot and not too cold...where as on Earth, you can't win either way...>.<

> Showing the Love <

+ Do you draw your character? +
Um...duh!

+ Do you write about them? +
Yup Yup!

+ Do you use him/her in any rps? +
Yup

+What Other ways have you appreciated your character+
Um...she is me, so does that count?

> RANDOMIZE! <

+ Is your character wanted for anything? +
Nope

+ What are three weaknesses in him/her? +
1. Caring for animals[but who said that's a bad thing?]
2. Hiding emotions and bottling things up until we break
3. Falling for things too fast. And not trusting ourselves to fall in love.

+Strengths? +
I don't know...Um...*shrugs*

+ What's one quirk about your OC? +
She has OCD! [does that count?]

+ Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)? +
Ew, no. We'd rather die than do so...

+ Does your character have any phobias? +
- Falling/burning to death
- Claustrophobic
- Clowns...EW! >_<

+ What could you do to get them into a blind rage? +
Um...many things, actually...

+ Does your OC like chickens? +
Um...not really

> The Final Question <

+ What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like? +
*blinks* we are the same person, are we not?

So...today was not a good day. It was quite a bad day, actually. A whole mess of things happened at lunch...and I really don't want to relay them to you people because I'm not in the mood today.

But, D talked to Luke and apparently, he only likes me as a friend...*sighs sadly* It really stung and hurt, but I didn't really succumb to my emotions. Yeah, that's my goal for this year; not to cry during school unless something oober major has happened like someone dying that I'm close to. So, I teared up a bit but didn't cry or anything. But, I'm home now, so I'm going to sort of retreat into myself until my mom comes home because I hate getting all emotional around people. I'm one of those 'smile just so people don't worry' people. So yeah.

I don't know...I just feel like I'm not going to find anyone here that's going to want to be my mate anytime soon...so yeah...x_x That just sucks because I love feeling that I'm loved. And I know that I am loved, but I mean as far as mates go. I don't know...I think I'm just scared that I won't find one and then life will just...suck. *sighs* I know, I'm being an emotional idiot, but still. I have a right to be.

Anyway, yeah. Today sucked. I have a shit load of homework today because of the fact that school is a bitch and I hate it...x_X

So yeah...

The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it!

Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.

Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.

Title your response "My Bar Tab is$........"

You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did Ecstasy -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with members of the same family -- $50
Had sex with two different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend --$50
Given oral -- $5
Received oral -- $5
Given/Received oral in a car while it was moving-- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $100
Spit in someone's food --$25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
Been raped -- $500
Have raped -- $200
Had sex with some one under 16 -- $300
Had sex with a dog -- $25
Had sex with a horse -- $50
Had sex with a cat -- $75 (add $50 if you tied it up so you didn't get scratched)
Have you ever had sex in a fursuit -- $100
Have you ever had sex while your partner wore a fursuit -- $100
Been spanked by a lover -- $50
Been whipped by a lover -- $ 100
Been fisted -- $150
If you know what "CBT" stands for -- $250
Used whip cream in bed -- $25
Used handcuffs in bed -- $50
Used a whip or paddle in bed -- $75
Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had someone come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
Drove away from a car accident you caused -- $500
Cut yourself on purpose -- $100
Cut someone else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one -- $10 (Add $10 if they drank it)
Been pissed on -- $15 (add $20 if you drank it)
Shit on some one -- $20 (add $25 if they ate it)
Been shit on -- $25 (add $50 if you ate it)
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked while having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich while having sex -- $50
Slapped someone across the face while fucking them-- $100
If you ever shoved a candle up someone's ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked someone while they were crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked your own cum out of a guy's ass -- $200
If you took this test and were completely honest add -- $500
Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planned to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have

Tally it up and title it..."My Bar Tab Is $...."

Woo! I'm so happy! I can't wait for monday!

I'm not going to say anything about it because I don't want to jinx any chance I have. So yes. You shall all be left out in the dark until Monday after school when I have the final results of certain things...

but yes...*smiles and wiggles again*

Alright! So, Luke isn't avoiding me! *dances happily*

Anyway, the mini-rave at Fifth Quarter was really fun. I should have brought my glowsticks so that I could glowstick, but yeah...I'll work on that next week. *nods*
So, the football game was lame, like always. We won 32 to 7. Pretty big win when you think about it... So yeah.

Um...what else? Oh yes! I talked to Luke today. It wasn't much, he was working concession and I saw him and was all like 'what a great excuse to get concessions!' so I went to get some water and nachos[which tasted like shit, by the way] and he gave me my order and everything. We talked breifly, saying 'hi' and 'what's up?' and what not. Small talk, I know, but at least I'm talking to him! So yeah. It was nice, it gave me energy for the rest of the night.

Let's see...uhm....
Oh, right! He wasn't at the mini-rave, which sucks because I sorta wanted to dance with him or something like that, but oh well. It was still fun. I got so sweaty though by the end of it, that I was practically dying of heat and my sweat was being used to keep my hair out of my face. I know, sad, huh?

My goal for next week is to talk to him and see if we could maybe hang out at the game next Friday if he's not doing concession again. And if so, I'll just go get something to eat again! =3

But yeah, that's pretty much it. The mini-rave was awesome, except for all the 'hip-hop/techno' mix shit and the lack of glowsticks. But oh well, I still had fun.

So yeah! That was my night!

Well, I officially think that I am being avoided by Luke. No, I don't think, I'm damn near sure of it. And it sucks because I really fricken like him...

Well, I came to this conclusion about an hour and a half ago. I was walking to the room for Philosophy club and I saw him there in the Senior hall talking with his friends. I smiled and waved slightly at him, and I know he saw me because he smiled and nodded. So, I go into the philosophy club room and am all excited because that means that I'll be able to talk to Luke for a bit without his friends around. Because quite frankly, that would just embarass the shit out of me...

So anyway, the sponser starts talking and he's all like 'Woah, Luke isn't here. He said he would be. Anyone know where he is?' And I feel like 'damnit...what the hell?'

But yeah, I don't even know what the hell I'm going to say next...

Oh, and you wanna hear the best news of my life?
My mom might loose her job because of her back...

Well, I aparently didn't win the President position...

That pisses me off...*frowns and grumbles about how much people have to hate her*

Oh! But I got my hair cut today! It looks fucking awesome; I love it! =3

I'll try to get pictures up sometime soon, but I'm not sure how well that'll work out...so yeah...x3