My my how life has changed :), the reason I've been afk is that im now a medic in the army, but im back fur real now

Hey everyone I'm finally back, Amepix, sekhmet-inanna, Bluesky.love, and redhusky i am so sorry for ghosting y'all. Long story short I had some major anxiety issues combined with other mental health issues and ended up hospitalized. After that my parents took my devices for a few months and added restrictions to them when they gave them back, however as of Oct 6th I'm now 18 and removed the restrictions and as of today remembered my FA password XD. I've missed everyone and really hoping you're still active. I actually changed my name to Farah Lily Estes (not legally yet) and my artist name is now Ronyn Estes. I'm so happy to be back with my furry friends!!!

- Trix

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Hey guys Im kinda struggling today and I was wondering if anyone had any tips?

Hey everyone im back :)

Im SOOOO tired of everyone asking weird things like "whats it like to bark at people..." or "whats it like to sleep in a dog bed". Also being disowned by anyone I tell that Im a furry.

every year I am reminded how few people actually give a crap that Im alive. This year I tried to open up and one of my friends accepted to be my valentine... well they moved last week so I have no one and am left to listen to everyone else brag about their plans and their valentines. q-q

I've been writing some stories and trying to kill off some of my characters from the stories... but its hard... does it always hurt like this?

Hey, I just wanted to update everyone on my mental health since it's been a few days.
Currently, I'm struggling to even get out of bed and it feels like everything in the world is weighing on me... I've counted 15 or so major anxiety attacks in the past four days. I'm having a lot of things happen to me IRL that I can't control and it's taking a major toll on my mental health, I haven't left the house in a week or two and it's making me insanely lonely.
Also Im having dreams recently that happen IRL a few days after I have the dream and last night I had a dream that I was killed...

I did a bass boost request for a friend and the bass was so heavy that when I hit play it busted my $200 pair of in ears and they dont work now.

Paregoron ASMR (F4A,"Teen" Listener, Wholesome)

(start with school sounds followed by a car door opening and shutting)
"hey sunshine" -pause-
"how was your day?" -pause-
"Sweetie can you please put your phone down?" -pause-
"I know you have friends... but its unkind to be on your phone while someone is talking to you..."
-sigh-

"hun just pay attention for a few minutes"
-pause-
"wait... what's that on your neck?" "no don't look away"
-gasp-
"That's a bruise... sweetie what happened?"
-Sigh and pause-
"Now why would I get mad about you being hurt? Just tell me what happened"
"they said that to you? and what'd you do?"
-uh uh and mhm's-
"Why would you hit him?" -pause- "uh huh I did say that you needed to stand up for yourself but not in a harmful way".
"let's go home"
-sounds of a car driving BRIEFLY and then the sounds of a car door opening, closing, footsteps, house door opening, and closing-
"Come here... I know you have homework... but we both know it doesn't take that long... so come here" |
"Sit down with me"
"no two years from now (<sarcasm)... yes right now"
"look at me, darling"
-pause-
"Don't listen to those bullies... you are not worthless... you are not weird... you are not a misfit"
-Pause-
"yes I mean it... you are amazing... You are enough... You are one of the strongest people I know and thats saying something because I am a literal goddess"
-Pause-
"You have the best smile... You are always so helpful... and yes they said you're ugly, and you're not!!!, remember your inside is even more beautiful than your outside... You inspire me... You have the best sense of style, even though at times it can seem a little odd to me. I hope you can be proud of yourself because I am! and You are more fun than anyone or anything I know, including bubble wrap".
-pause-
"are you crying now? I didn't mean to make you cry, darling"

-shushing-
"its ok you can cry... I'll hold you!"
"you mean the world to me darling" -pause- "YES I really mean it"
"So... let's talk about what happened... for real and don't leave any details out".
-pause-
"oh wow... that's pretty bad... mortals are idiots... not all of them though"
"its ok to feel hurt, upset, and angry... but its not ok to hit people ok sweetie?"
-pause-
"But I want you to know that Im here and almost whatever you want to do about the issue I will help you do... you don't deserve to be treated like that so I want to help you fix it... because you ARE NOT worthless!"
-pause-
"Look... people that are hurting... they hurt people... so maybe whatever her name is, is just lonely or hurting at home?"
-pause-
"oh her parents divorced? -sigh- You wont like my answer but just hear me out... try to talk to her about it... see if she doesn't become more friendly once you show an interest in her issues".
-pause-
"I love you sweetie"

so... in my short stories I have a plot twist planned but dont know when to use it

Script by: Celeste Rose
Quick Note for Usage: Free to use with credit given.

(start with the sound of keys jingling followed by a door opening)
"hey, Honey how's it-" -pause- "whats wrong darling?"
-pause-
"Don't give me that "I'm fine" answer again... we both know everyone uses that when they aren't"

-pause-
"dont give me that... your problems aren't going to 'burden' me hun"
"yes, im serious... -pause- but I won't pry..."
"come here... come cuddle up with me on the couch"
-Pause-
"Come here" -in a slightly begging voice-
"there we go" -pause-
"you know... not everyone has a literal Goddess for a girlfriend"
-pause-
"no... no... no... Im not gloating or trying to embarrass you, darling"
-Pause-
"though you are a little cute when you are embarrassed"

-Pause-
"so what happened that you are this upset?"

-pause-
"oh... oh... WHAT IN HADES?!?!?!?!?!?! (( •_•) ( •_•)>⌐■-■ (⌐■_■) < Ignore this unless you're proud of that historical reference too) How could they say that to you -stutters- Why would they say that?"
-pause-
"oh don't listen to them darling... you're not worthless. -pause- yes Im sure... a goddess never wastes her time, especially not me... Hestia"
-giggle-
"so how could you be worthless?" -pause- "how could you be not worth anyones time?"
-Pause-
"Im guessing by you not answering the question you realize I have a point darling"
-pause-
"something that mortals do not realize is you do not have to solve every issue in one day -pause- also saying you're fine or ok and hiding your pain only makes it worse darling"
-pause... mhm-
"your issues will NEVER be a bother to me... whereas some idiot mortals may make you feel insignificant and weak... I will never get tired of helping you through all the problems in life darling".

-Pause-
"yes, I'm sure... I wouldn't have said it if I wasn't... you should know that about me by now"
-pause-
"you seem tired... don't worry I'll lay here and stroke your hair until you fall asleep honey"
-pause-
"no... no... it's ok, I'll put dinner in the fridge and we can eat when you wake up... it's ok..."
"Just stay here... lay back... get comfortable..."
"Just let me hold that cute little face of yours, darling"
-Pause and gentle giggle-
"Gosh, I love you so much" -kiss sound?-

"don't worry you're with me now... there's no need to go off anywhere... just close your eyes and relax"
-pause-
"that's it... Im holding you... so NOTHING and NO ONE will be able to hurt you right now"
"you are stronger and smarter than you know darling"
-pause-
"you are brave, bold, beautiful, and you Belong dear"
"just relax and fall asleep and I'll hold you!"
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I got a code from a random person! XD

I was trying to sign up for ToyHouse... but it says I need an invite code from an existing member... anyone got one?

Prompt by:

Script by: Celeste Rose...
Quick Note: This script is free to use for your own ASMR videos/audios but PLZ give due credit where it is due for writing the script. Thx.

(open to an outdoor ambiance)
"What a splendid day today" (birds chirping)

"I wonder why the others won't ever just take a break and enjoy nature"

"Such a beautiful forest"

-sigh-
"it it such a shame... they sure wouldn't be as angry if they'd see the world for what it is"
-twig snaps-
"What was that? -pause- Who is there?" -say this normal no fear-

"hey... hey... hey... no need to be scared young human" -shushing-
"I won't hurt you... -pause- but how does such a young human such as yourself get all the way out here?"

"what? -pause- why are you crying young one? I didn't mean to make you cry...."
"oh come here" -Shushing- "it'll be ok darling... Im holding you now... it's ok to cry" -pause-
"it doesn't seem like the world has been too kind to you sweetie"
-pause-
"but how did you get out here Darling?" -pause-
"THEY WHAT???" -say it passionately but don't yell in the listener's ear-
-stutter-
"HOW COULD THEY???" -pause- "JUST DUMP YOU OUT HERE"
-stutter some more like you are fumbling for words-
"I ought to strike them down where they stand"
-Scoff-
"dump you out here cuz they didn't want a child"
"HOW DARE THEY" -pause- "mortals are so stupid... how could a family not want such a beautiful young child?"
-growls in anger- "they'll get punished for this" -pause-
"oh don't cry I didn't mean to scare you... I'm sorry... Im here honey... just let it out"
-pause-
"come on darling"
-pause-
"it'd be nice to know your name. -pause- Im Athena -pause- such a beautiful name to match such a beautiful child"
"yes Athena like the goddess... no... no need to kneel my child... it is good to know that you know who I am but please... you don't need to bow to me... not after what happened to you".

"here we are..." -pause- "I know it is amazing isn't it?" -pause- "the pillars are made from the finest marble".
-pause-
"you know... there is something I want to do for you, sweetie... -pause- would you like to be my child?"

-pause-
"if not I'll find you a suitable home for such a precious child" -pause- "OH! you do want to be my child?"
-Pause-
"great! I will have to tell the Counsel, my Father (Zesus) ... ooo that might not be the best idea up front..., my brother (Hercules) would be better to tell"
-Pause-
"dont worry darling... no one will ever hurt you again"

Read the title XD
but seriously plz do this im in writers block rn

“If you make your bed every morning, you will have accomplished the first task of the day. It will give you a small sense of pride and it will encourage you to do another task and another and another. By the end of the day, that one task completed will have turned into many tasks completed. Making your bed will also reinforce the fact that little things in life matter. If you can’t do the little things right, you will never do the big things right. And, if by chance you have a miserable day, you will come home to a bed that is made—that you made—and a made bed gives you encouragement that tomorrow will be better. If you want to change the world, start off by making your bed.” - Admiral William H. McRaven

Picture this. Two weeks ago one of my best friends in the entire world sent me a book. Now she is a fitness nut, and I am not, and she is a vegan, and I am not. So I had my skepticism about getting a book from a person such as herself. However, as I read through this book I learned a LOT of things to improve my mood and lifestyle. Now I'm still not perfect (and never will be...) but I tried 1 thing. I made my bed every morning... and still am. It gave me pride... a piece of hope to hold onto doing my crappy day life.

Something else stood out to me (and seriously (ADHD moment here) go get this book and read it). “...start singing when you’re up to your neck in mud.” No matter how big of a piece of s*** that life hands me for that day I can sing through my day... if it be literal singing (it is a majority of the time) or just trying to find the bright side.

Heres the link to the book https://www.amazon.com/Make-Your-Be...../dp/1455570249
- Celeste

Im thinking about starting to write ASMR scripts but I'd need people to voice them... anyone interested by chance?

Fair warning... some people may view this one as fairly dark... but I write out my feelings so plz no harsh comments if you dont like it, thx cuties :)
- Celeste

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We've all seen it before - a person, or in this case, a pet, steps out of line, breaks the rules, and immediately pays the consequences. Kylie made a mistake and broke the rules once again. She talked back and questioned Katniss... which everyone knew didn't yield any friendly results... especially if the instigator is one of Katniss' slaves.

Katniss was furious with Kylie for breaking the rules like this. She couldn't believe that Kylie would do something as stupid as this! Katniss finally had enough. Kylie kept forgetting where she was supposed to be and was always late for the training sessions. On top of all that she was now talking back and questioning Katniss. She also seemed distant whenever Katniss tried to make contact with her eyes. Katniss thought of a way to make Kylie become distant from her.

Katniss latched a collar unto Kylie's neck, and Kylie growled at her. Katniss was furious and tempted to slap Kylie as hard as she could, but she knew that this would put Kylie in her place. Kylie blushed and tried to apologize but Katniss would hear nothing of it right now. Kylie was still a bit embarrassed by her actions and was trying not to let that affect her performance. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry," she said.

Kylie was always a rule-breaker. But it was this time she did it that may have cost her the most. Katniss was going to make her pay. Katniss took Kylie outside and made her stand in the middle of the street, in the pouring rain. She was cold, wet, and embarrassed. She was humiliated, exhausted, and miserable. But she learned her lesson. Katniss was trying to show that breaking the rules never pays off. "get a towel and new clothes and find me" Katniss said walking back in the door walking off in another direction.

Kylie was in trouble even worse than she thought. She had been warned time and time again not to cross Katniss, but she just couldn't help herself. She was always pushing the boundaries, testing her limits. And this time, it had finally caught up with her. Katniss was waiting for her in the punishment room. Kylie knew that she was in for it now. She had seen the look in Katniss' eyes and she knew that she was in for a rough time. She walked into the room, her heart racing, and faced her punishment.

Katniss wasted no time in getting started. She grabbed Kylie and pushed her down onto the bed. She then began to spank her hard, each slap causing Kylie to yelp in pain. Kylie tried to fight back, but Katniss was too strong. She continued to spank her until Kylie was crying and apologizing for her actions.

Finally, Katniss stopped. She looked down at Kylie, who was lying on the bed, tears streaming down her face. "You disobeyed me and now you have to pay," she said. "This is just the beginning". Kylie was terrified. She knew that Katniss was not someone to be crossed, but this was a WHOLE nother side of Katniss that Kylie had never seen.

Kylie knew that she had messed up when she disobeyed Katniss. She knew that she would have to pay for her actions. And that's exactly what happened.

Katniss made Kylie sit in the corner for a long time, and she was not allowed to move or speak, and if she did Katniss would slap her. Kylie knew that she deserved it, but she still couldn't help but feel frustrated and angry and feel a sort of self-pity and loathing.

Eventually, Katniss allowed Kylie to leave the corner. But Kylie knew that there would be more punishment to come. Katniss glared down at Kylie, pressing her heel into the other girl's head, making her kneel before her. "You should know better than to cross me, Kylie," Katniss said, her voice cold. "Now, you're going to apologize for your insolence."

Kylie whimpered, her face pressed into the floor. She knew that she deserved Katniss's wrath, and she was scared that the other girl was finally punishing her for her transgressions. "I'm sorry, Katniss," Kylie muttered. "Please, don't hurt me."

Katniss smirked slightly but pressed harder "what. did. I. Tell. You. To. Call. Me?", "I'm sorry, Ma'am," Kylie said in a fearful tone. Katniss was satisfied with Kylie's apology. "That's more like it," she said. "Now, get up".

Kylie gratefully stood up, wiping the tears from her eyes. She knew that she had been lucky this time, but she knew that she wouldn't dare cross Katniss again. Katniss was deadly when she was angry, and Kylie didn't want to find out what she would do if she crossed her again.

Katniss grabbed Kylie's hand and forced Kylie to look at her. Once again scolding her for disobeying, but gently caressed her ears. Kylie melted in Katniss's touch, her eyes closing as she savored the sensation. "Please," Kylie begged, "I won't do it again." "I'm sorry," Katniss said, "but you have to learn to listen." She released Kylie's hand and turned to leave, but Kylie grabbed her arm. "Please," she begged again, "just a little more." Katniss hesitated, then softened as she saw the desperation in Kylie's eyes. "Okay," she said, "but this is the last time." Kylie beamed as she felt loved once again by her owner.

Katniss had been hard on Kylie ever since the girl had disobeyed her orders. But despite the fact that she was in the right, Katniss couldn't help feeling a subtle sympathy towards Kylie. After all, the girl had been through a lot lately, and she was just a kid. Despite her better judgment, Katniss decided to show Kylie some mercy. She didn't go easy on the girl, but she didn't yell at her or punish her as harshly as she could have at this point. Kylie was grateful for the small show of mercy, and she tried her best to obey Katniss from then on.

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I hope you like the story. Honest, but gentle, feedback is welcomed... plz nothing harsh or hateful... I cant really deal with that today.
thx.

The moment Kylie looked into Katniss' eyes, she knew she was in trouble. There was something about the way Katniss was looking at her that made Kylie feel like she was being hunted. She tried to look away, but she couldn't. It was as if Katniss' eyes were hypnotizing her. She could feel her heart racing and her palms sweating. She was frozen in place, incapable of moving or looking away. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Kylie was able to break the spell that Katniss had over her.

Yet, Kylie knew she messed up and no words were needed. The broken glass on the floor, with the milk, spilled everywhere, the eerie silence, and the shaking Kylie was all that was needed to tell the story with no words involved. Katniss tapped her foot angrily on the floor in front of Kylie "you can't ever go one day without disappointing me, can you?" Katniss said harshly staring down her nose at Kylie. Katniss pulled out the controller to Kylie's chip and looked at her. "Because I don't want to deal with blood too I suggest you move away from the glass," Katniss said... slightly gently.

Kylie backed away from the broken glass and sat on her knees and lowered her head... knowing fully what was coming next. The world seemed to stop when Kylie heard the chime of the chip go off, her ears began ringing, her thoughts vanished, and a second later felt the soul-shattering shock that always followed. Kylie fell over and tears fell from her eyes. After a few seconds, the shock stopped and Kylie rose back to her feet. She looked at Katniss in hope of a little bit of sympathy but didn't receive any... just another cold stare from the harsh owner. "I-i-im sorry ma'am," Kylie said keeping her head bowed. For once Kylie knew she was wrong, she had been in a hurry and only used one hand to steady the tray.

Katniss was stunned to see Kylie almost crying. Kylie was shuddering and trying to formulate the right words. For a split second, Katniss felt pity for Kylie... but it quickly vanished when the milk hit her heels. "UGH... great now these will have stains on them!" Katniss hissed. Katniss stormed forward and forced Kylie to her feet "you BETTER have this cleaned up before I get back or you'll sleep in the basement for the next WEEK". Katniss stormed off mumbling something about it's hard to find good help these days. Kylie instantly grabbed a towel and began wiping up the spilled milk, and ironically crying over it. Kylie accidentally grabbed a shard and it cut her so she let out a sharp yelp. A fear settled over Kylie that wasn't easily dealt with, she rushed and tried to get everything done as quickly as she could.

In her rush, Kylie slipped and hit her head causing her to cry more. But she hurried to her feet. She picked up the last piece of glass as Katniss came back in barefoot. Katniss looked over the scene. "you did a fairly good job Kylie" she said looking slightly impressed "in such a hurry too". Katniss walked closer to Kylie and held Kylie's head in her hands "oh... you are bleeding girl" Katniss said finding the spot where Kylie had hit her head. Kylie took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down. She knew she had to face her fears head-on. She had to be brave. Kylie could do this. Kylie was scared. Nothing had ever made her feel this way before. She was shaking, and she felt like she was going to vomit. She was sure that she was going to die.

But now, looking at Kylie, Katniss couldn't help but feel a twinge of sympathy. Kylie had been through so much in her short life. She had lost her parents, her home, and her way of life. And now, she was living in a world that was foreign. Katniss knew that there was nothing she could do to take away Kylie's pain. But she vowed, secretly, to protect her... even though it didn't look like it right now. Katniss looked at Kylie "you do know that I have your best interest in mind?" she asked. Kylie looked up slightly "yes ma'am," she said with a slight sparkle in her eyes.

Katniss rubbed Kylie's head a little bit. "It may not look like it right now but I'm trying to train you and give you an AMAZING life". Katniss sighed as she locked eyes with Kylie and kept the gaze for a minute "but you have to submit and accept this new life" Katniss moved her hand to the back of Kylie's head and scritched her ears "can you do that for me?". Kylie slightly smiled and took a deep breath "yes ma'am". Katniss smiled "good girl" she replied as she moved her hand and grabbed Kylies hand "lets get your head patched up".

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HEY!!! It took forever for this story and Im a little self-conscious about my writing so can I get some feedback?

Whats the difference?

Im trying to use my new anime picture of Es as my pfp but cant get is down to 100px by 100px AND below the kb amount... any tips?

"nah uh uh" a voice rang out "Where do you think you're going?". Kylie's eyes widened when she heard the voice and she frantically looked around for a way out... but it was too late. The chip in the Australian Shepherd chimed and Kylie fell to her knees after the chip shocked her. "how many times must you try?" a figure asked emerging from the shadows. Kylie started crying "I'm sorry Katniss". The figure walked forward and revealed a beautiful female black house cat. She had dazzling green eyes with a slim green spaghetti strap dress to match her eyes. The click of her heels frightened Kylie. Kylie looked down at her own clothes, a white long-sleeve dress shirt, a green and black tie, a black apron, a black skirt, and white high-top canvas shoes.

Katniss walked up to Kylie and put her claw on the bottom of her chin forcing it up. Katniss looked Kylie in the eyes for a minute, then suddenly slapped her as hard as she could. "What'd I tell you to call me?" Katniss said harshly. Kylie cried "Im sorry ma'am". Katniss smirked "get up" she growled. Kylie stood up quickly leaving her head bowed. Katniss glared at Kylie "be a good pet and fetch me a coffee NOW". Kylie muffled her whimper and nodded and turned to rush to the kitchen.

Kylie was in such a hurry that she ran into another slave. Kylie screamed as she tripped but the other slave caught her. "You ok Kylie?" the gentle deer asked as she helped Kylie to her feet. The doe then saw the mark from Katniss' hand on Kylie's face. "oh..." The doe gives Kylie a hug. "Sorry Rosemary," Kylie said wiping a tear "I was in such a hurry I didn't see you". Rosemary smiled warmly "it's ok... but you should probably get whatever she asked for before she does worse".

Kylie nodded and ran to the kitchen and made the coffee and then walked back to the sitting room in the giant mansion that Katniss owned. Kylie walked carefully with the saucer underneath the coffee cup, walking slowly to not spill any coffee on the dark green carpet. Katniss was sitting in a big green chair by the red brick fireplace. Kylie made sure to stay quiet and she walked up and handed the coffee to Katniss and then turned to walk away.

Yet, Kylie heard the chip in the back of her neck chime again. She spun in a hurry to look at Katniss who was pointing at the ground. "y-y-yes ma'am" Kylie sat on her knees beside Katniss' chair. To Kylie's surprise, Katniss put her elegant hand on the back of Kylie's head and scratched her ears gently. Kylie couldn't help but wag her tail slightly in joy. Kylie looked up at Katniss and she could have sworn she saw a slight smile. Kylie now realized that there might be much more to Katniss than any of the slaves ever saw.

If you like the story above please share it by writing your own plot twist and/or ending :)
Thanks
Celese Rose

I have a couple of short stories written up that I wanted to post, but I needed to ask this question first. How kinky/fetishy can a story be before its labeled 18+?