Hey guys this is your kind hearted cupcake fennec here. I was thinking I think it is time for me to get back to being more active again not sure how but I just know I say it a lot and I apologize that I am aware of what negatives there are to this fandom but most fandoms are like that, I aim to be more optimistic cuz truthfully since I been more like this I am not feeling down so much I mean yes sometimes depression hits me but I just more keep my chin up. I am thinking of getting back into getting art again but not sure yet I might get to getting mods on SL again and make some new characters or something. I also wanted to thank those who have watched me I am honestly surprised that many would want to watch me it sometimes makes me wonder why are yinz watching me and what about my fursona drew you to want to watch me I have so many questions on this but I try to just ask the questions that matter at least. I can say from the bottom of my heart it means a lot to know that some like what I put together and there are some who are glad I am one who tries to be in a way a positive role model tot he community yes I am no jasonafex but for some furs they are happy I came into their lives, so I will keep being what I am until I die or I quit the fandom and truthfully it will take a lot for me to dare want to quit so hopefully yinz will enjoy having me be in this community. I again want to thank the watchers and anyone who stumbles onto my profile yinz are the reason I am the cupcake fennec with a heart of gold and will always be a person in general who has a heart of gold. Anywho I think I dragged this out too much for now so do have a good morning, afternoon or evening and remember look on the bright side of things :)

Not sure if many notice but my reason why is just cuz I still look and fave just trying to clear my head cuz been dealing with a bit of mental stress and demons I got to fight on my own but no worries I am not leaving and hope to see of getting more art though got to get a new ref sheet on her soon since I gave her new hair and outfit. For those who have stuck by me and enjoyed art I get or pics I take I thank you all so much the support does mean the world to me.

Best title I could come up with hehe but anyway I was wanting to ask my watchers would yinz like to see more pictures of Princess. Ever since I put together my pitbull character many have complimented on how cute/sexy she looks, I been enjoying using the avatar and honestly I love pitbulls they are such a sweet loving dog when raised right. But anyway let me know in the comments if yinz want to see more of Princess the pitbull.

Do give TexFx a watch and a chance they really need a bit of help never hurts to help a fur out. :3

So I at some point checked out someone and they got amazing music. His name is P.D.Tokay go check him out and take a listen to what he has to offer.

If yinz are seeking to get a commission that is reasonably priced and pretty darn cute go and check out SparklyLynx. Do give her a watch and a chance I promise you will not regret it.

I'm not sure if anyone notice or not, but to those who did my gallery does not show any signs of my rottie character. I removed all of the SL pictures and art of her because for me the old version of me only gives me bad memories and just did not feel right to keep her in the gallery if I'm to never again get art of her, my fennec is staying up because for the moment I do not have an updated ref sheet on the fennec now. So yeah it was the final nail in the rottie's coffin she will never come back but her memory lives on. Yes she was what I began as but I'm happy with what I am now so please respect that.

Its official I'm 30 years old now. Hard to believe I am this old now

so yeah it is the day where I am proud of my Irish side hehe and also in a couple days I'll be turning 30 years old damn I am getting old here luckily I do not have any grey hairs XP

I can't believe that on March 19th I'll be turning 30 I'm getting old XP but my age does not stop me from being silly and childish

being random hehe but yeah I realized I am close to hitting 600 watchers yet unsure if I should do something special for it or not cuz in all honesty was surprised I even got any watchers at all. But yeah thinking of possibly do a raffle if I hit 600 watchers but also got to take into account my funds so we'll see what happens.

A few days ago I wrote a journal I wanted to let people know I am not trying to seem conceded I'm not like that, I wrote it cuz I have wondered a lot what kind of purpose do I have to the world. Am I meant to help other or something of the sort. I just pretty much try to do what I can in this world I just hope to one day know what my purpose is.

been having a lot of things go through my mind lately but here is my main thing, I been in the furry community for getting close to 3 years I think and seen how some furs have made quite an impact to this community I think to myself.....what impact could I possibly have to the furry community? I say this a lot that I am not really popular and it is not my goal I just want to be accepted and try to be of help to my friends in any way I can. But yeah my question to myself is will I ever make any form of an impact or if I have made one to a community I have grown to love and enjoy?

So I was thinking that many started watching me cuz of my old version of Trixie aka the rottie but I wondered who would stop watching me just because of me wanting to change up my fursona to what I like? I seen this happen a few times to some people over my time on here but I will say this if yinz do not like that I no longer want to be a rottie then deal with it. I am now really happy with my new form, yes Trixie the rottie and Tiffany will be retired and never sold but I was able to use the two to create what to me is now the true me in fursona form.

For those who watch me might notice my profile pic has changed well pretty much for me I have been my fennec more than my rottie. Some might not like I am switching up pics but yeah it feels right to me cuz honestly change never hurts.

Ok so many notice on SL I am mostly my cupcake fennec what is everyone's honest opinion about her? Tiffany back then may have been just a random experiment with a mod but now she has become a fursona that reflects me in a way. But yeah do let me know.

Hello to all the lovely furs I am back finally got power back and so happy to have it back

So the hurricane will be here soon for me and am scared. Reason why is because I have never dealt with a hurricane like this I was unable to evacute so I will be trying my best to keep safe thankfully I am in a well built house but for my watchers and good friends please keep me in your prayers and pray I will be ok.

ok so I been part of the furry community on here for if I recall about 2 years and wondered something. I've seen a good bit of furs have made an interesting impact for how they look or how kind they are etc... but it got me thinking what kind of impact could or have I made to this community. A few times felt like I have caused issues with some then again my goal was to not be known it was to be accepted cuz I grew up not being judgmental and a person who would give the shirt off her back to help someone. Not going to lie I am also a person who beats myself up on things...but anyway back to what I was saying. I just been wondering how I have impacted those who are friends with me or who in general watch me on here. Sorry on this rant it is a thing I constantly think of hell surprised I do not have gray hair hehe. For those who read this thank you so much but now time for me to end my rant. To all the furs out there have a good morning, afternoon or night.

ok so as of late been debating on making one of my avis into a fursona one I been thinking of is Natasha the lioness but with her tattoos would be tough so I'd have to either find a different tattoo design or get rid of her tattoos all together I'd like opinions should I go for a tattoo design that would be easy for an artist to draw or just not have her have the tattoos?

Ok so as of late I been very stressed and worrying a lot, one reason is because of my good friends that I know (will not say names) are dealing with so much bad shit in their lives and worrying if anything bad happens to them. Also I know I do not have pics of my rottie avi in SL my reason is because well with someone mention to me it needs some shading and some sort of details it now feels not complete to me and I miss using my rottie avi no lie I love using my other avis but would be nice to throw my main avi on to show everyone what I am and what my good friends know me as. I also have thought to myself about what kind of purpose do I have to people furry or not. What have I done to make an impact on peoples lives? Who has seen me at my worse of times? Things like that go through my mind tends to keep me up almost all night or make me overthink and upset people. Granted I'm not popular but just can not help but wonder what good have I done to people and how does one see me as? Some see me as bad some not so much just depends on how they interact with me. Anyway yeah that's what is on my mind. So hope yinz have a good day, night or afternoon.

Ok so as of late I have been thinking of things. The main thing on my mind is how some wonder what or who got them to join the furry fandom, some say of a certain character others say cuz of a love for a certain animal. I will not lie I have seen a few people only join this community to be big and famous like some popufurs and they fail to do so for who knows what reason. My reason to join is not to be a popufur, frankly I would never see myself as popular but this is my honest opinion, anyway my reason to joining this community is because I was seeking to be accepted for who I am and I feel like this community is very accepting granted every community has those few people who can be mean and all but I found many good friends ever since I became a furry. Some people might think I want to bash some people which I am not doing just saying what exactly is on my mind. So for anyone who reads this if you love me then cool if you hate me then oh well I just am a furry who is wanting to rant about what is on my mind. Anyway now to end this before I ramble longer than anticipated. So hope yinz have a good day, night or afternoon.

I just cannot help but wonder why people block me I try to not do anything wrong and yet people block me all I am is a kind hearted woman. Oh well if they want to block me it is their choice just typing what is on my mind

so as of late I been wondering what kind of art I should try to get or what artist to go check out. I guess you can say I want to see what watchers would like to see me go for on art. I know I am not as well known as for example artica, SherriMayim or JZ-Jake but I know that I try to just get art of my fursonas and showing people that I can be a bit creative in SL on how I set up an avi. Sorry I seem to be all over the place on this but I have had many see me as a bad person when in all honesty I am just a woman who has a heart of gold who was treated badly in my past. But anyway I also want people to know that when I joined this community my aim was not to be well known or have attention, I joined cuz I really love art does not matter if it is naughty or more PG I always appreciate how an artist can have their own way of doing art or a style they feel comfortable with and I also joined this community because I have made some friends on here who helped me get out of my times I felt like leaving the community and that no one would care if a chubby rottie has vanished. But I saw that there are people who do care. Sorry so all over the place with this and I apologize but I sometimes like to type out what I think I know by now I am sounding like a broken record but it is true. Anyway if yinz read all this randomness then wow :P have a good morning, afternoon or night

As I write this journal I am on vacation and will be home Sunday. Anyway I can't help but ask what everyone's honest opinion is about me? I ask because I know over my time in the fandom I have made friends and some enemies. I mean hell I'm no popular fur I'm just an average kind hearted person who at times was taken advantage of but I try my best to not let any negatives get to me and focus on the good things of the fandom. There I go ranting hehe but yeah I am curious.