Ok so I just can't help but look at all the amazing yiff art that is on FA, it makes me want to try and get more yiff art. I only have that one piece and it just makes me want more, but I just then think to myself who would want to be in a yiff piece with a rottie? There may be some who do want to get their paws on her, some have said she looks very hot. The real challenge would be who to hire to do a yiff piece with me and some other fellow. But yeah had to get a random bit of rambling out hehe.

Ok ever since I said of my idea to do some commissions of me sparring with someone I've just been so wanting to do some of those because I want to show that I'm not always some sort of delicate flower and all. In my life had to fight for certain things because I'm someone who refuses to give up on things so want to show it in some form hehe. Anyway I'm just rambling here on wanting to do sparring commissions so don't mind the scatterbrain rottie here :P

I must say I'm one who likes to try new things so why not give this a shot hopefully, anyway whoever does use second life and want to maybe have fun with me, it will be easy to find me my username is spelled the same way as it is on here.

Ok so I've had my fursona created almost 3 weeks ago and I love how it turned out, but I can't help but think who else would love to draw her in a pic? Probably not many but hey I could be wrong, there might be someone who would love to draw her with their fursona or in their own style whatever. I won't know for sure but hey who knows what the future holds for me on FA.

Oh my I can't believe Megaplex is getting close, been looking forward to this convention ever since I discovered it, no lie I'm getting a little nervous since I'm going and will not know anyone there. Right now I am thinking will I make possible friends there? Like I said in one of my journal entries don't have many friends here in Florida and am hoping to find some, who knows may find some who are part of the FA community. Anyway I am onyl wishing that megaplex was already here, crossing my fingers and hoping to find some people to make friends with

Ok now I am finding me typing certain things out can really help so here goes. Not many people know this or would even guess it but I happen to have asperger's syndrome, if I recall it's a form of autism it's mild but sometimes having it is not so grand. I am someone who would say something wrong to a person and not realize pretty much I have a bit of a hard time understanding some people's emotions, it got me in trouble many times in school as a kid but I am trying to learn to understand it still have trouble but am getting better at it. Another thing is that I was one who had a hard time making friends, but as I grew up I began to make friends I just had to find a way to make it happen may seem odd how I explain it but for me it makes sense. One thing I am not fond of is that my hearing is a bit sensitive so if someone is talking to loud it really bothers me, I had to tell my friends to not talk too loud when around me and they happily understood. Sometimes I am one who does not keep eye contact easily so if I do not make eye contact or ignore you so please don't take it personally, I just have not gotten to know the person better I just got to warm up to you. There are certain times I take things literally that's if I am unfamiliar with a person but if I know you well I can get if you are being sarcastic or not may seem odd but it makes sense to me. But I am pretty good with pattern recognition, now I can not solve a rubix cube well not yet anyway, the pattern recognition is a hard one for me to explain but yeah it's pretty good. The one thing that can cue someone that i have it is if I begin to get nervous or worried too much it triggers a panic/anxiety attack where I begin to cry and almost hyperventilate and it drains me physically and mentally. Anyway yes I have asperger's syndrome but with me I am the sweetest, most kind hearted person you'll ever meet, I am even someone who can be the person you vent to. Man I sure do write a lot in the journal but hey for me it helps sometimes, to those who read this all the way through I hope you do not look at me differently for having it, just to accept me for me that's all I ask.

For some time I have been wanting to go to a furry con but was too chicken to go but around the end of July I'm going to Megaplex in Orlando, Florida. It would be interesting to make some new friends while I'm there but I don't know for sure. Lets just say I have not got many friends here in Florida because I use to live in Pittsburgh, PA and decided to move to Florida to start a new life for myself, don't get me wrong I love it here but it is not fun to sit around my house and not have physical friends to talk to, hang out or even head out to do something fun. I'm sure some people would know what I'm talking about and there are others who don't. But yeah it would be awesome to makes some friends while I'm there who knows I might, but I have to wait for a while to find out. All I can say is I need a bit of luck on that, I just am scared someone will judge me in a bad way while I'm there or I saying the wrong thing. I am now getting nervous about some of the con goers judging me. Ok I better snap out of it being a nervous Nancy won't do me any good so I should just keep positive. I just hope it will be worth the wait

For about two years now well close to that I have been part of an interesting community of furries. I was scared at first on trying the furry thing because I heard some horror stories and such, but anyway for me after creating my first furry I just started to enjoy it and very recently created a fursona of me and with this one I feel like I can be myself but still have fun with the fact I came up with this idea. Another thing is I now have some awesome friends on a certain website for furries some friends that I can just talk to them ooc probably sound like I'm talking out of my ass here but I speak the truth yes my fursona does not have a pic yet but they get the idea and all. I just hope I can still make some awesome friends in the furry community.