I actually got 2 homework assignments done today and drew two pictures!
Yay for me! x3

...also I just finally broke my PG13 barrier with one of them pix...

Oh, annnnd Im finally getting some Parkour practice at school!
Today I was working on doing a back flip! x3

Got this from  Leonclaus

Abasiophilia (Casts, Braces, Wheelchairs) - no thanks
Age Play? - whats that supposed to mean?
Adult Baby/AB Parent? - again, wtf?
Algolagnia (Pleasure derived from physical pain)? - Dose light bighting count?
Amputee Fetishism (Amputation/Deformity)? - No thanks.
Anal Sex? - No, sorry xP
Andromimetophilia (Androgeny)? - No.
Arse (Ass Play, Worship)? - You guys got some odd hobbies here...
Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play, Choking)? - No.
Balloons? - No.
Bestiality/Zoophilia? - No.
Beating (Flogs, Whips, Canes, etc.)? - No.
Biastophilia (Committing Rape/Sexual Assault)? - No.
Biting/Teeth? - Yes but gentle.
Blood (Drawing Blood, Cutting, etc.)? - uh... *almost passes out from remembering old encounter* ...next! @.@
Body Hair? - for girls, I don't think hair belongs on arms and legs... but for guys, if its over an inch, i think it needs trimmed... of cores that doesn't include head hare... mine is past my shoulders, waiting to be trimmed into emo bangs
Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.)? - its okay, just not obsessive
Bondage (Blind folds, Gags, Restraints)? - eh... sure^^;
Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.? - bleh, no torture, I don't like leaving people sore... unless thy like it, then maybe... xP
Candle Wax? - hot wax? sounds comfy *likes heat* ^^
Chains? - ...depends on how you use them...
Chastity Devices? - ...eep! *hides*
Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads? - ...*still hiding*
Cling Film/Plastic Wrap? - ...the heck is that for...couldn't find a condom?
Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc.? - *hides again*
Collar and Lead/Leash? - merr?... sounds comfy... >.>;
Confinement/Caging? - id go crazy if i were caged
Coprophilia (Shit Play/Scat)? - do do belongs in the toilet!! ...or behind a bush... witch ever is closer...
Costumes (Period, Fetish, etc.)? - ...?
Cross Dressing? - ...?
Cupping (Suction of the Skin)? - uh.... ya you lost me...
Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears)? - No tears thank you, unless they are happy tears ^^
Defilement (Seeing a partner dirty or wet)? - ...wet is okay with me ^^
Denim? - eh? @.@;
Depilation/Shaving? - nah, messy...
Diapers/Diaper Lover? - No.
Dildos (Hand-held & Strap-ons)? - *speechless*
Discipline? - No.
Doctor/Nurse Fetish? - ...who doesn't?
Domination? - can lead, but its so much easier to be a puppet xP
Ears? - ...damn... i think that a weakness right there
Electrotorture (EMS TENS units)? - uh... my family has a bad history of getting struck by lightning... no idea what would happen
Emetophilia (Vomit, Regurgitation)? - No. @_@;
Erotic Photography? - who doesn't?
Exhibitionism/Sex In Public? - ...not IRL xP
Feathers? - ...maybe
Pyrophilia (Fire Play)? - I'm a pyro, but no burns thank you.
Fisting? - ...on request...
Food Play? - *giggle* yay for whipcream and eatable whatevers! x3
Fuck Machines/Robots? - *shrugs*
Furry/Fur Fetishism? - ...der?
Gangbangs? - uh...?
Genital Worship? - ...more odd hobbies...?
Guns (Gun Play, Worship)? - thats new... and interesting... unloaded please, i value my life and yours >>;;
Hair Pulling? - nuuu ><; hare not for pulling!!
Handcuffs/Shackles? - ...maybe...
Harnesses? - ??
High Heels/Stilettos? - Danger! D:
Humiliation? - nuuu ><;;
Infantilism (Pacifiers/Bottles, etc.)? - No.
Kidnapping Play? - ...na xP
Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema)? - ...*shrugs*
Knives (Razors, Swords, other blades)? - I like (my) weapons... but not for use in such manner...
Lace/Lingerie? - Ya?
Latex? - merr?
Leather? - ...i don know ><;
Making Home "Movies"? - nu...
Masks (Erotic/Gas Masks, etc.)? - @.@;
Masochism? - ...suttle...maybe...
Massage? - heck ya, im grate at that X3
Master/Slave? - eh.... some times
Masturbation (Mutual or Forced)? - der?
Medical Scenes/Equipment? - ...maybe not...
Menstruation (Sex During, Eating, etc.)? - ...messy... bloody... bleh... maybe not xP
Murder Fetishism? - don't like killing.... or thought of being killed....
Military Fetish/Uniforms? - I like camo... but dislike "military dogs" ... thank goodness for my loose jointed arms, they will never take me!! xP
Milk Fetishism/Lactation? - Heck, milk is practically half my diet, I barely drink anything else... a little more wont hurt... xP
Necrophilia (Death, Corpses)? - na... but is it okay if your a zombie?
Nipples? - ...fun to tease?...>>;
Oral Fixations? - hmm.... sure x3
Oral Sex? - uh... sure?
Pain (Giving/Receiving)? - eh...*shrugs* a little...
Piercings? - Already asked.
Pinching? - No. ><;
Play Piercing/Needle Play? - nu... but I used to stick my fingers together needles back in elementary... fun times...
Plushophilia (Stuffed animals, Plushies)? - ...wish I had a plushie to cuddle... I hears there better than just a pillow...
Podophilia (Foot Fetish)? - nu xP
Power Exchange? - ...hu?
Pregnancy Fetishism? - heck if i know
Punishment? - No.
The Rack/Medieval Devices? - No thanks
Raptophilia (Sexual arousal from being raped)? - ...maybe?
Religious (Nunplay, Priestplay)? - oi?
Retifism (Shoes or Boots)? - No.
Rimming? - nuu.. xP
Role Playing? - Its all the experience ive gotten so far... >,>;;
Rubber? - rubber what?
Sadism? - I hate to see people sad... but its fun to cheer them up...^-^
Scent? - Depends on whose scent it is.
Sensory Deprivation? - I value my senses... all 8 of them >>;
Smoking Fetishism? - No.
Spanking/Paddling? - usually, no... but will make and exception...
Statuephilia (Mannequins, Dolls, etc.)? - nu...
Stockings/Fishnets/Pantyhose? - Fishnet is good x3
Talking Dirty/Verbal Humiliation/Abuse? - No.
Tickling? - always fun to tease x3
Tongue Fetish? - Yes.
Toys (Buttplugs, Vibrators, etc.)? - Vibrators sound good F3
Transvestism? - uh.... what?
Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine)? - ew, messy xP
Violence/Physical Injury? - rather not leave marks, or make anything sore >>;
Voyeurism? - If thats all the action I can get, sure...
Wrestling/Fighting? - ...maybe...
Zombies/Gore? - ...no thanks XP

I don know about you guys, but this weekend for me all ended as bunch of frustration... aren't holidays supposed to be a time to relax?

I guess I did enjoy looking after my 3 nephews and 1 niece for two days, doing a remodel on a "fort" back in the woods that got smashed by a tree, and zombing out to video games.
>.>;

But thanks to all that; my brain is scrambled and fried, I cant concentrate worth shit, my fingers are full of holes from all the dang black berry bushes, my sleeping schedule is all messed up, and I haven't gotten any of my homework dun!!
x_x;;

...thank goodness energy drink seems to cure most this...

Id love to draw you all a bunny or something, but I just cant draw with a towering mound of homework threatening to fall and crush me... besides that, i was forced back to my crappy desktop due to the fact my laptop is kaput because my sisters power cord finally kicked the bucket and she stole mine... so all I have now is battery...
...
witch also makes it hard to do my homework since my desktop also doesn't have Word...
Oh well...*adds a bunny pick to my already long art list*
-.-;;;

*looks at what ive tiped*..... OMGZ something slightly productive! what an improvement!
*hits head on desk*
I really need to stop being such a freaking lazy ass! xP

Again I have come to the realization that I'm not just the average anything!

I'm defiantly not your typical guy.
Some times I swear I act more feminine than...what is it... masculine? My hare is perfect girl hare and I grow out my nails into claws (and use them) and sure ill admit I think girls are confusing, I at least try to understand... but guys are flat out baffling... I don't even understand how, or why most guys do the stuff they do. I'm almost always gentle and wont get into a fight just because of a small thing. Bump me, step on my shoe, or heck call me names ill just laugh at your ignorance.
But be for warned. If you shove me or mess with my friends, I might shove back, and I don't seem to know my own strength... so you might end up allover the pavement. xP
Yet I tend to use my head rather than my fists.

I don't think Ive ever been average...or even normal... I mean Ive had a freaking deformed eye from birth!
...and Ive tried being normal... its no fun at all!

Sure the security guards get a little edgy when they see me cloaked in black and running around, jumping over and off everything I see, but ten again they hardly ever see me anyways... ether that or I never stick around long enough to notes them or hear there BS.
They always seem to think I'm up to no good or going to splatter my brains allover the pavement, but I never do! xP


Who knew I could be an artist, genius, geek, goth, emo, pyro.... and still end as one of the sanest people I know...
...even in those categories, Im still not the typical.... 9.6

I'm actually starting to get threw my work!
Hopefully this means soon I will get around to all the art projects that have been at the bottom of my list for way to long...

Do me a favor and feel free to bug me about my homework or art... I seriously need some help with my work ethic...

Today I found out that depression and energy drinks don't mix well....
made me feel emo... and not just the regular sad emo
the bad version... feeling like inflicting pain on yourself and screwing up your body emo

For instance, I randomly found myself pulling on my skin and wondering
"If I pull harder will it tare like paper?"
Oh and also looked at a pin tool and my lighter and odd, disgusting thoughts came up from them too...

I really need some TLC from some one that cares...

To bad it seems that I have pissed of the only person capable of such a thing...
Witch is why I'm feeling so hopelessly depressed to begin with...
sorry Nemi....

I'm not sure exactly whats going on.
All I know is that I'm finally starting to pull out of my slump again and hope not go back to sitting around for hours doing nothing... Except for think about Nemi, I do that 24-7 ^w^
I love you tuns Nemi and will always be here for you!<3

So...ya, I can actually focus on my work again... that has been piling up over the last...month?
As soon as I get threw all my junky homework I can get back to all the art I have been promising. ><;
Until then... Ill be working on it in between papers when I need to take a breather. ><;

1 . YOUR (not so) REAL NAME:
Trom?

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Davizzle

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Red Fox

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Mesda

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Black Monster... but i don't like the caffeine x,x

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Askeidner... eh? x_X;

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle names)
Merrel Diane... wtf

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Reno... XP

I stole this from
ice_sick_el

stolen from Leonclaus
hmm... okay this quiz convinced me to give my spirits there long awaited physical forms, as well as more solid personality types...
1. How do you generally design your characters?
well... they kinda grow from a basic idea... like an element... or emotion or something x.x;
they kind of... just... manifest on there own... >.>;

2. How did you decide on your fursona/s species?
...kinda at random.... what ever seemed to fit

3. What are your 5 favorite species?
Foxes, Dragons, Cats (big and small)... um...rapture?...robot?...

4. Ok, ok, you can extend it to 10.
?????

5. Have you made characters out of all of these?
...kind of?

6. Most violent character?
Lex, hes always burning and braking junk when Trom isn't looking.

7. Happiest or Nicest character?
Trom.

8. Your most personally significant character?
Trom Blitz Alexandre! x3
I consider him to be my alter ego/alias.

9. Sluttiest character?
hmm........Myou^^;
"eh, really? >//>;"
well, you are now x3

10. ‘Unsluttiest’ character?
Mocktore, hes a robot, he ant got no man parts!

11. ‘Stereotypic’ male?
Lex.

12. ‘Stereotypic’ female?
Myou! shes the only female i got... win by default...

13. Tomboy?
Lex or Trom...

14. Girlyboi?
...Trom >.>; "thats a dirty lie! >//<;"

15. Androgynous/genderless?
Mocktore! robot!

16. Fastest character?
Trom, hes a ninja!

17. Most muscular?
Lex... i think...

18. Thinnest character?
uh.... Mocktore! hes nothing but raw hardware!

19. Chubbiest/heaviest character?
um....

20. Deformed character?
...Mocktore dosn't really have a shape...

21. Most fun to draw?
Myou... once i figure out how...

22. Any Marysues?
WTF is that?

23. Draw pr0n?
who hasn't?

24. Draw one gender more than another?
Ill draw everything once i get my tablet! x3

25. Stuff you don’t like to draw?
.....backgrounds?

26. Stuff you love to draw?
Anything that comes to mind!!

27. Species you see mostly in the fandom?
Foxes, Cats, Dragons, and hybrids

28. Species you see least?
Bugs, Birds, Dinos, Lizards, Bares.....

29. What do you want to see more in the fandom?
uhhh... more quality work?

30. Anyone you want to tag?
...anyfurr?

Last Friday I went up to the mountains for the weekend with a Christian youth group for some winter fun. (we barely ever get snow ware I live)
I had to sit threw about 4 sermons about two hours long each, but it was worth it.
On the way there I bought a lighter. I got to ride down two sled runs. One wasn't fully made and I got to fix. The other one was icy and worked purity well with the iced up skateboard deck that I found in the woods right before I left. Right before we left I found a cool black hat with red flames on it. x3

The only bad thing was that when I was riding the board down the ice, my arm popped out for a minuet. It seemed fine so I continued playing, but it was actually the adrenalin numbing the pain... I found this out the hard way at dinner when I finally settled down... x.X;

On the way back we made a pit stop for pizza and wile I was waiting I talked to Nemi for a bit ^//^<3

Finally got my sketchpad back... to bad im so worn out from preparing for the cooking final tomorrow to finish anything....
But eh i made a cheesecake today from scratch......*passes out*

Ello all! this is my second journal here... w00t!

Anyways, hope you all had fun on the holidays and such.
Mine was kind of uneventful (not as exciting as usual due to parents lack of cash and me being clueless when people asked what i wanted for X-Mas)
Best thing i got was a new desk...
But soon to take place of it is a simple 100$ Tablet! ^w^
Thus speeding up the rate of production, importing speed, possibly adding quality in color and BEST OF ALL! kicking out the PG-13 rating on my drawings!
That was due to having to much hassle hiding my sketchpad and finding a "safe" place to draw and scan)

You know how bad that can end right?^^;;
"hey man what you do- OMG! ANIMAL PROWN!!!" @0@;;
*is shunned and kicked out of school/grounded for a week* x,X;;

Yes I'm sneaky, but I'm also smart and I'd still rather not risk it and my already semi-questionable rep... >.>;

PS: Ice, sorry your Birthday pick isn't finished yet, i left my sketchbook in my friends car >__<;;

yesterday i was feelin like crap because my parents were pissed at me for making some stupid mistakes, and i was going to be dragged off camping wile my sister went to a birthday party.

then right before we were going to go camping, everything changed! I got to stay home alone for the night, and got a call from Market Trends to go and beta test a new game (we speculate it might be a MMORPG) on my birthday and get 75$ for doing so!

Update: they dubble booked me the 15th(my birthday), so I got rescheduled to the 19th, but its still good x3

and this morning i went to the store and bought a monster with some cash that i snatched from this bitchy guy at school yesterdayx3

morel of the story... things cant get to much better if your already happy.