I am trying to find some bright blue fur, anyone know of a good place? I can't find anything on distinctive fabrics or crscrafts.
Any websites would be appreciated. And let me know if you have ordered from there before.

Okay so I'm bored, and I wanna make some new friends, anyone feel like talking?
AIM: Dragonessxiao
Yahoo: manedwolftsuki

I prefer aim :3
Tsuki <3

Is anyone going to furfright? I am so dang excited to go! I booked a flight for my mate and I, and as it looks, we're staying at the second overflow hotel. Couldn't find anyone in the main hotel to room with. But that's ok. >3 we totally get the room to ourselves. << I have epic plans of jumping on the bed and running around with scissors :3

I am so excited!!!!!!!!!
WHOO!
Tsuki :3

Hey, anyone have room at Furfright? My mate and I need a room. We both have suits and we aren't loud. Need a room from Thursday night to Monday morning.
And any hotel is fine!
Let us know!
Tsuki

my mate:
 kuruscaarun

So, like I said earlier .. my vet fucked up and one of our cats passed away... on the 24th (My birthday.. whoo)
Dad went out and adopted a little nine week old kitten, his name is Shere Khan.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4377478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4377469/

But yea.. only pics so far. HE never stops moving.. EVER.
He also eats everything.
He likes tomatoes, spaghetti, sausage, bologna, cheese, anythign you eat, he eats.
He discovered that candles, paper and cell phones are also not edible :3

o.o So I totally wanted to say that, I'm 22 and now I am older than dirt and there is really nothing to live for anymore.
Time to start trying to find medicare and a good doctor for a prostethic hip.

On a lighter note, I am spending the day with my mate... and its raining tigers and dire wolves outside. (raining cats and dogs outside, for those of you who didn't get the reference, just really heavy rain)


Annnnd ;D sheep!

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Update

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Found out today that
1. My dad put one of our cats down...
2. My mother has breast cancer.

And people wonder, why the fuck I have anxiety and depression issues? Should I list the other things?
1. my sixteen year old brother knocked his seventeen year old girlfriend up
2. my step dad died (bastard, didn't effect me at all, just my bro and sis)
3. Dad is having surgery and the last time he did, he died on the operating table. He's been out of work for the past two years, was laid off. Went back to school for additional education and since we don't have health insurance.. his motorcycle accident pretty much took most of the extra funds that we had. So there are financial issues to worry about on top of this.
4. I'm going to school for a degree I don't care a bit about and I can't change majors because I'm a year and a half away from finish it and my grandmother won't pay for the degree I want. I am hoping to go back after I graduate and get a degree in Art. It sucks when you realize what you want to do, way too late in your school career.
5. I am at a job I absolutely hate, I have daily anxiety attacks and I ask myself everyday why the hell I keep going back. Oh, that's right.. bills.
6. My stupid credi card that I ran up during school last year and I'ma lmost at my limit on.. and can't seem to fucking pay off.
7. Worried about boyfriend, that sorta thing. Its his private stuff so I'm not going into it.
8. I keep getting sick over and over and over again..

This plus other stuff is just what has been weighing in on me since january. I finally wen tto the doctor's for it and now I'm on xanax and celexa.
Its hard sometimes not to just crawl into a hole and say fuck the world.
I'm normally not one of these bitchy people, but I just had to get this off my chest.

Thank you.

Stolen from  kuruscaarun <3
100 question meme

1. How old will you be in five years?
Roughly 27... ._. I am so old.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Mah mate <3

3. How tall are you?
5'4 D:

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks
Seeing my mate and turning 22 :3

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Um.. o.o... ._. I dont remember.

6. Who was the last person you called?
my sister

7. Who was the last person to call you?
my mate

8. What was the last text message you received?
A barrel roll, from my mate

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Sister

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Watching youtube videos with my mate ^O^

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Divorced and bitter

13. When did you last see your mom?
Last night

14. What color are your eyes?
Blue

15. What time did you wake up today?
9 something :3

16. What are you wearing right now?
FWA Shirt, and Capris..

17. Do you like Christmas songs?
Mhmm

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
In my mate's arms

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
At publix

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Anywhere my mate is. (Yep, even the bathroom.)

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Not dead :3

22. Do you tan or burn?
Tan!

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The troll my dad swore was under my bed..

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Animal video on youtube.

25. What was the last thing that really made you cry?
._. My mate leaving.

26. How big is your bed?
full size

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
both

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Depends.

29. What color are your sheets?
White and purple

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3

31. What is your favorite season?
Fall

33. What do you like about winter?
Light snow :3

34. What do you like about the summer?
Ripe watermelon

35. What do you like about spring?
New birds

36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
1

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Mims, Florida.. Titusville, Florida

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Depends

39. Are you a social person?
yup

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Pringles

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Olive Garden or Applebee's

42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Cookie dough

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Fruit

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Beef barley

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Raspberry

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Yurps, especially egg drop soup

47. Do you like coffee?
Yup

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
6

49. What do you drink in the morning?
water or soda

50. Do you have any phobias?
Uh.. nope

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Left

52. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Hell yes

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
No, want to.

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
o_O I have no idea.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Not sure.

57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
No D:

59. Do you want kids?
Nope.

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Little bit of German

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
:3 Nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Nope

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Depends

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
window

65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
No, wanna learn.

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
o.o Nick, and Ice cream.. and pets.. and shirts.

67. Do you wear any jewelry?
Usually a necklace

68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
House and Lie to Me

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yurps

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
I dunno.

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yep, either a bear or a wolf

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
I Believe in a Thing Called Love, The Darkness

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Yes, dress or two

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
:D A lighter for my candle

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
Sometimes

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Off, theyz broken o.o

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bear o.o.

78. Do you flirt a lot?
Sometimes

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
No idea, don't eat that stuff.

80. What is your favorite food?
Right now? Steak.

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
Nope, but I can drive it to the car place :D

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Yea.. <<

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
Nevah

84. What is your usual bedtime?
Any time between 12 and 4

85. What was the last book you read?
I don't remember, but I am reading a few right now.

86. Do you read the newspaper?
Sometimes

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Nope

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Nope

90. Do you dance in the car?
<< at times

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
106.7, I think

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
Me, or me and dad from when I was little

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
Info for dad

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Baby powder, watermelon or cotton

95. What is your favorite board game?
Clue

97. When was the last time you attended church?
Three or something years ago

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Mr. Browne

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
Never done it.

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
My mate and I miss him ._.

Stolen from  strype


[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
Total: 5

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 2

[X] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink (good Ol' Water can't be beat!)
Total: 6

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 4

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[X] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[x] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 5

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ ] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[X] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 6

o.o... 74%...
Is this good or is this bad? O_O

Thse two girls I met at a con a little while ago, and they're a lot of fun so I"m shamelessly promoting them :D

 miharuokami

and

 keryu

(They're adorable and there are semi floppy puppy dog ears involved :3)

I needa get some stuff up in my gallery, so I'm going to do twenty pictures, a mix of traditional and digital before school starts.
Not opening back up for commissions or anything until I'm freakin' done.:
NO PARTICULAR ORDER, JUST AS I THINK OF THEM! ><

1. Rel Klaber, Pin up (Digital)
2. Rel Klaber, Traditional
3. Kit Keiko trade, Digital
4. Dani Looming commission, digital
5. Calafin, biiigg thank you art, not sure if digital or traditional yet, contact needed.
6. Onai Folf, badge, traditional
7. Twitchie, art, traditional
8. Private art, digital
9. Private art, traditional
10. Icons that are owed
11. Private art (dog) traditional charcoal
12. Tsuki bunny, badge, traditional
13. Onai Wolfwind, badge, traditional
14. Maniac Badge, traditional
15. Maniac picture, digital?
16. Draco, badge, traditional
17. Draco, picture, digital
18. Surprise
19. Private art, traditional
20. Private art, digital

Wish me luck and kill me now :3

Had a family death and a funeral to go to, I'm not going ot make Megaplex, but for those of you who are going to Elliotts I'm hoping to see you there. That is, pending dad's surgery ;3

Much love to all!
Tsuki

I was wondering something, I sent a journal out a little over a week ago, asking for help and hoping I'd get commissions.. and I didn't get one response.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1542142/
Journal

And I put one out at some point earlier in the year and not one person ever even responded.

Is my art shit?
Am I so bad that I can't even get a commission?
What am I doing wrong? I dont even get responses of "I wish I could, but I dont have the money right now." responses.

o.o I'm trying to get some monies together, my ass is really broke due to some .. rather excess health bills I am trying to pay off.
Anyone up for some sorta badges? I can take a crap ton, ready for Megaplex the 23rd.
I can do both digital or in physical.
Digital is $8, drawn, inked and fully colored.
Physical is $10 and will be colored and laminated by the 23rd. I can either mail them out there or have them ready for pickup at Megaplex in Orlando, Florida.

Let me know. I'll more or less do whatever ya want. Though, they are usually torso or head badges.

I'm also open for digital and physical sketches, again, those ought to be done by the end of the month, badges will come first.
Lineart: $5, another $2 per additional character, PG or Adult.
Full picture, colored etc.: $8, $2 per additional character.
I can work with these prices as well.
Icons: $2. :3, probably derpy or excessively toony

Anything else, note me about.

I'm trying to get money together for a visit to see my mate ._.

My mate is looking for a realistic artist who doesn't charge muchmore than 30$ for a color picture.. medium doesn't matter
If anyone knows of any that have a deal or anything going on right now, that would be.. amazing.

Thanks.
TSUUUKI <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekFC-O7h7qQ
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LatorN4P9aA

Thank you eighties

also, no thank you eighties for..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byx8kt0O_mk

Okay, so the list is as it goes, for those who are wondering:
1. Rel Klaber, Pinup, 2 chars, sketched
2. Kit Keiko, trade
3. draco Unplugged, winning art
4. Possible art, not sure yet
5. TDIWolf, two owed commissions

Current list.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zJv.....ure=grec_index
rofl, dipshit.

My dad's computer is having some issues. Its an older, custom built desktop.
It has windows xp on it.
For some reason, after the computer ran with norton 360 it rebooted and is asking for an admin password, no other accounts are showing.
I'm not sure what the hell is wrong, the version of windows that's in it, is a hacked one that I installed years ago.

Anyone have any ideas how to get around it?
I have no idea if I ever put a password in it.
He's driving me crazy.

Anyone going to Megaplex in July? I need to find a room for me and my mate. We don't mind sleeping on the floor, probably would stay friday and saturday night. We're not too loud and we're not obnoxious, and my mate may not be able to make it. But does anyone think they might have room?
Details needed.
Tsuki :3
Also, we're both suiters:
My mate:  kuruscaarun

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwE-SLnLkqY

o.o Scares the tar outa me, but at the same time it is more awesome than manyother things.

Ok two things.
1. Caffeine, holy fuck ;D
2. Streaming a short fursuit thingy on Blogtv
3. Showing the Jungle Book


:D Come visit, join and chat!
Tsuki/Arin

STreaming at 1 AM Eastern TIme :3:
http://www.blogtv.com/People/Tsuki

I am having the worst time trying to figure out how to draw big cats. I started with wolves and dogs etc. and I'm so used to the shapes..
Anyone have any pointers on how to draw big cats, particularly the head. I dont relaly care about hte body right now. Its like I can't figure out the basic shape of the tiger muzzle. Are they square, more circular?
Sounds silly but its like I have a mental block.
Pointers? Sketch to show the difference?
THanks everyone,
Tsuki/Arin

I just spent the last couple of days with my mate and now I probably won't see him until after AC and it just feels weird. ._. I sorta feel empty and something is missing.
I may just be stressed out, but I dont wanna go to sleep because I've been snuggled up to for the past couple nights.. and it always feels weird going to bed alone.
o.o maybe I'm just lonely.
This journal is just here for the sake of my sanity, I'm not expecting responses and I'm utterly exhausted but I dont wanna shower because I'm afraid I"ll lose his scent cuz its sitll sorta on my skin... (Is that weird?)

Goddamn the next couple weeks are gonna suck. I couldn't afford to go to AC this year due to some work issues (and the fact that the fucking ticket is like.. a bajillion dollars now, yay airplanes!) I wanted to see my kitty sorta.. come to life at his first con.
... I'm going to kill him if he doesn't come back with some good video..
Sorta feel like I failed, Iw as gonna work on his suit and stuff for him but I didn't get around to it.

Ugh.. fuck everything. I'm gonna go shower, grab my goddamned dog and sleep on him whether he likes it or not..
Night all.
Thanks for reading the rant, I"m sorta goofy right now.
Tsuki

does anyone have a blackberry for att that they are getting rid of? Mine busted and I dont have the money to renew the contract.
lemme know.
Tsuki