Like holy shit! Me and my boyfriend just created his fursona. Hahaha!!!! His name is Marley. The Marlboro smoking bear!!! :D I love it.

So i thought I'd put up a verbal ref, just for the hell of it. Here goes.

Basic Info:
Name: Aiden Fenix Croft
Species/Race: Folf (Fox/Wolf)
Gender: Male
Age: 19

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Appearance:
Height: 5’8”
Weight: 160
Eye Color: Sapphire Blue
Body Build/Type: Light, Toned, like a runner
Body Fur/Hair: Reddish-brown fur covering whole body, except for under chin, across chest, into pants, and hands and forearms up to the elbow, which is a warm cream color. Slightly longer fur on the top of head.

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Clothes and Accessories:
Upper Body: Long sleeved, rolled-up collared green and white plaid button-up shirt. Necklace with a nice pendant on the chain. Three silver earrings in left ear, two in right. Stylish square glasses with silver metal half frames, and black arms. Polo/ Ralph Lauren brand
Lower Body: Lucky brand jeans, perfectly cut. White belt, Express brand, with a rectangle silver buckle. Light tan Sperry’s.
Tail: around the base is a silver bangle with Sapphire blue jewels. And just above that, farther up the tail is a black, or white belt, depending on the occasion, wrapped around, crossing over itself with a silver buckle.

And there you go. Have a blast bitches.

Ok, I am the luckiest guy I know. I drunkenly told my boyfriend that I am a furry, and he said he has absolutely no problem with it. Yes.

I guess it's time I made the cliché "Happy St. Patty's Day" journal. Good lord. Well, all you furs have a good holiday, and don't do anything too stupid when you drink. :P

So life's pretty awesome righ now.




Also, I need to come up with better titles. I know. Any suggestions?

=Rules=

* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 5 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

My Band : Sara Bareilles. Oh yes.

Are you male or female?
"Love Song"

Describe yourself!
"King of Anything"

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Not Alone"

Describe your current relationship.
"Hold My Heart"

Where would you like to be now?
"City"

How do you feel about love?
"Gravity"

What's your life like?
"Uncharted"

What would you ask for if you only had one wish?
"One Sweet Love"

Say something wise.
"Say You're Sorry"

I'm gonna tag:
None. If'n ya want it, ya take it. That simple.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZhRvd0bzIoE

I'd like to put the video on this journal, but all I know how to do is post the link, so yeah... :/

ANYWAY. I just discovered this song today. Is it weird that I can really relate to this song? Well, whatever, I can really relate to this song. :P I just absolutely love it. Does the fact that it's David Archuleta make me like uber gay? WELL I DON'T CARE!!!! It's a fucking amazing song, and all you bitches are gonna like it, I just know it! BAHAHAHA! Peace out loves!

Ok, I can;t really get into it, but y'all, I REALLY need a hug....

Ok y'all, I've decided to start taking a multi vitamin because I don't always eat right, and since i have mono, If i don't eat right, I get sick, I thought it would be a good idea. It's the One A Day Energy vitamin. So here's the bad thing about it. If i take it on an empty stomach, within like 10 minutes, I'm throwing my guts up, and even if I eat then take it, I feel horribly nauseous all day. My mom says that I should get over it after taking it for a couple of weeks, and I'm already one week into it, so is it worth feeling sick all day to take this vitamin? ANd again, sorry for the weird question errybody, lol.

Ok, this is a documentary called "Furries - An Inside Look" It gets a feel of the fandom from furs themselves. It is totally worth watching. All that I ask is that if you watch this, you'll make a journal and pass it around to as many people as you know. Thanks so much.

http://vimeo.com/17995012

You know, sometimes, I just want to ask what's the point? Is there a limit as to how many good things can happen to you, then you fill up your "good things" meter, and then you start to lose some of your past good things? Is Karma just out to get everybody? Does God just sit up on his celestial throne and laugh at all us pathetic humans and our measly attempts to attain happiness? Is anything fair anymore? Was anything ever fair? Why do I keep asking all these questions? Will this many questions bore my minuscule amount of readers? I just don't know. Let's just say some things have happened the past couple of days, some good, some bad, some i have no f*ucking idea as to how to classify them. The good things I'm happy and grateful for. It's the bad things, well, thing, that has happened that has me the most puzzled. Examining all of my past experiences, all of my past dealings with people, all of my mistakes, you would find that at this point in time, I should be angry, nay, furious, but I'm not. Why is that? Could it be that I have somehow changed completely in these last couple of months? Could it be that someone has changed me these past couple of months, that my entire outlook on life has changed, fragmented, and reformed? After everything that has happened, I just don't know anymore. Is it so bad to wish for things to go back to a simpler time, when everyone around you was happy? Now that I say that, I don't know that I want things to go back the way they were. I wouldn't be who I am today without everything I've been through, and frankly, though I'm not happy, I like the way I am right now. Yes, I'd like for things to be easy again, but at what cost? Is losing everything I have, everything I've gained worth the way things were? And who knows? Things soon to come may be better than what I've already had, so is there even a point for this journal? Who knows? But all i know is, life's a bitch, and you're not gonna like half of the things in it, but the few things that you do get that are worth it, truly are worth cherishing.

-Awen

So today, My boyfriend and I have been together one whole month, Let's hope this is a sign of good things to come. : D

50 slots. free. go.....NOW!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1592426/

OK, is it just me, or do showers help you clear your head? Yes, i know that's random, but listen. This guy I've been dating for a little while, who i really like, mind you, every time i would text, or fb chat, or try to call, would be too busy to talk. So i stopped talking to him thinking i was bothering him. This was this past Wednesday. He hadn't contacted me since then.

So I got worried, then pissed that he hadn't even tried to contact me. So i shoot him a fb message like 20 mins ago asking him if he was mad at me or something. He says he needs to call me. He calls me. He tells me that he's going through a lot of stress atm, and he can't really maintain a serious relationship. And me being the bitch i am says, "Well i can see that." I feel really bad for saying that. SO i tell him that I'm pissed that e hadn't called me, but I'm not mad at him. He says he's sorry. And we decide that we are going to just be friends for the time being, but in the future we'll try it again, because we both like each other. Then i tall him that all i ask is that he keep in touch; a text every once and a while, or a fb message, or something. and is he ever decides to drop off the face of the earth again to let me know. But then i tell him just not to do that again, and he says he'll try. I can respect that, because i myself try to stay away from absolutes that are concrete in meaning, because who knows if you'll be able to follow through with your promise. So anyway, this brings us back to the showers. i think I'm gonna go take one. Thanks for listening to a long winded folf. Everybody have a nice night.

A good friend of mine,  Michia_Elvelian , is writing a new story, and all of you should go read it. Take is from a writer (lol) it's really good!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/438...../#cid:32817894

and if you could, spread this around so he can get a lot of views :3

Ok, I'm writing a stroy with a good friend of mine  Aquias and we have the very rough first look ready to be critiqued. If you guys read this journal, will you also make a journal to spread it around? Thanks! And here's the link to the story

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4322808/

PLZ LEAVE COMMENTS ON HOW WE CAN MAKE IT BETTER, but no flames, and yes i know it's a ROUGH rough draft

ok, thanks guys! ^^

Ok, I'm in the middle of reading 's story "X & Y" and a though popped in my head. Isn't it ironic that the people that don't seem to have any problems with people that are considered different themselves? I mean, it's a complete and total paradox. "Normal" people who need to realize that being different doesn't matter, that it's something the individual can't control, whether it be who you love, what you were born as, or whatever, don;t realize this, and this leaves only other "different" people to ponder these things. Is it just me, or is this a little bit skewed? And that's the kind of thing that runs through this folf's mind. Thank you for listening. Tune in next time for "Awen's Deep Corner of Deepness" xD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1589600/

just follwo dem instructables :3

For those of you that care. I know my last journal seemed kinda cryptic, but i just needed time to myself, lol. But now I'm a me'd out, lol. Well, on to the update. Finally got all of my college stuff in order, and i start on August 23. But that's not the best news about college. I GOT A FULL SCHOLARSHIP FOR TWO YEARS AT THE SCHOOL I'M GOING TO!!!!!!! :3 I'm going to nursing school, which should be fun, and i think i have a job working at Panera Bread Company. I have a guy that says that he wants to try dating in the next few months, so we'll see how that goes. And that's about all of my news all you furry delinquents out there.

Awen out.

Ok, i'm going through some stuff right now, So i most likely won't be on all that much, sorry guys. Just know I'm ok, just thinking too much....

Ok, just did this for a friend, and it was like "are you gonna repost this" And i was like "SURRREEEE!!!!!!"


What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

ok, i had to delete my MSN account, and i created a new one, aidenfolf@live.com. So if you had me in your contacts, sorry, but if you want to chat, either send me a request, or leave a message on this journal, and i'll send you one. Hope to talk to you all soon! ^^

JESUS CHRIST ON A STICK COVERED IN PEANUT BUTTER WITH ROASTED ALMONDS!!!!! D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: OK, my computer got a virus, and I'm so technologically inept that I'm having a lot of trouble with it. I did like 2 full computer scans, and it said there's nothing wrong with the computer, but it still sends out these links to the virus to like everybody on my contacts list. To everybody who got the link from me, I'm very, very, VERY sorry, and i hope that you didn't open it. I may have it under control now. I've changed my passwords, reinstalled MSN messenger, changed my name on there, and started using Firefox, so i think I've covered all of the bases here. It was my own stupid damn fault for clicking that link, i know that, and I'm pissed as all hell at myself for doing that. I hope that all that shit i did fixes it, or I don't know what I'll do. Goddammit, why does this have to happen? UGH!!!!!!!


OK, thank you all for listening to the angry rants of an irate folf. I appreciate it. and wish me luck that all this shit is fixed.

Awen out

Ok, i've seen a lot of people try this test on FA, so i thought i'd check it out. AND, it's actually very accurate, for me at least. I got 8

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT (aka "The Challenger").


"I must be strong"
Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.



How to Get Along with Me

• Stand up for yourself... and me.

• Be confident, strong, and direct.

• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.

• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.

• Give me space to be alone.

• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.

• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.

• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.



What I Like About Being a EIGHT

• being independent and self-reliant

• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on

• being courageous, straightforward, and honest

• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life

• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me

• upholding just causes



What's Hard About Being a EIGHT

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to

• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence

• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it

• never forgetting injuries or injustices

• putting too much pressure on myself

• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right



EIGHTs as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit

• are sometimes loners

• seize control so they won't be controlled

• figure out others' weaknesses

• attack verbally or physically when provoked

• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings



EIGHTs as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted

• are sometimes overprotective

• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid


anyway it was a fun way to spend a few minutes. here's the site, lol

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/th.....enneagram-test

Ok, have any of you ever been to the point where you're bored with your life, and you want something more? Well, I'm there now. And i know it's because I'm about to graduate, go to college, move out of my house, and all that jazz, but still. I can;t focus on anything. I'm supposed to be working on a religion paper, discussing how much God loves me, but not gays, or some bull crap like that......anyway, i'm just bored....don't want to do school, bitch bitch complain complain. And thank you every one for listening to me complain. See you all around.

Awen out.