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Posted 15 years ago*blinks at title and mutters* Hm...hope I spelled that word right ^_^;
*waves tiredly* Hey all you crazy cats and kittens! ^____^ *giant four arm hug for everyone* I've missed you guys!
*plops down on her seat* Welp, here is whats been happening lately....
...Still under the microscope of my ex-tyrant. But at the same time I feel weird not being able to express myself the way I want. *grins sadly* I've loved coming to the this site and meeting all my friends and family here ( not to mention all the naughty fun ^_~) and I just can't make myself really let go of the experiance of being with all of you. I mean lets face it...no place on the web is nicer or more excepting then good ole FA! ^__^
Bottom line is giving up this place is too hard on my heart so its a no go. That still leaves me with the underlining problem though of what to do about my snoopie ex. So far he's only made some veiled threats but he seems to be on a simmer about something. Still, I can't put my life or my desires on hold just because of him. It's not fair to me and in a strange way it's also not fair to him either. He needs to move on with his life and stop trying to scare me away from mine.
Thats all well and good to say but the underlining question is what to do with this account?
Well, as it turns out I happen to not only be a fairly decent porno artist (just plain fun!) but I'm also very good with other mediums and art types. I'll be posting several of my recent mixed media/sculpture pieces on here. As for the adult pics Tuffyt and her spyder clan will live on...but less in the spotlight I think.
I've already developed another fursona for this site. From that account I can post all of my dark desires (including some that I haven't explored yet) and post the best of my old work. I won't mention the name here but for anyone who is interested just keep an eye out for a supple multi-limbed body blending in with some of my new characters.
Love you all folks! ^____^
*waves tiredly* Hey all you crazy cats and kittens! ^____^ *giant four arm hug for everyone* I've missed you guys!
*plops down on her seat* Welp, here is whats been happening lately....
...Still under the microscope of my ex-tyrant. But at the same time I feel weird not being able to express myself the way I want. *grins sadly* I've loved coming to the this site and meeting all my friends and family here ( not to mention all the naughty fun ^_~) and I just can't make myself really let go of the experiance of being with all of you. I mean lets face it...no place on the web is nicer or more excepting then good ole FA! ^__^
Bottom line is giving up this place is too hard on my heart so its a no go. That still leaves me with the underlining problem though of what to do about my snoopie ex. So far he's only made some veiled threats but he seems to be on a simmer about something. Still, I can't put my life or my desires on hold just because of him. It's not fair to me and in a strange way it's also not fair to him either. He needs to move on with his life and stop trying to scare me away from mine.
Thats all well and good to say but the underlining question is what to do with this account?
Well, as it turns out I happen to not only be a fairly decent porno artist (just plain fun!) but I'm also very good with other mediums and art types. I'll be posting several of my recent mixed media/sculpture pieces on here. As for the adult pics Tuffyt and her spyder clan will live on...but less in the spotlight I think.
I've already developed another fursona for this site. From that account I can post all of my dark desires (including some that I haven't explored yet) and post the best of my old work. I won't mention the name here but for anyone who is interested just keep an eye out for a supple multi-limbed body blending in with some of my new characters.
Love you all folks! ^____^
Fucking insane...
Posted 15 years agoI started cleaning the gallery and actually began crying.
I'm crying over porn. Nudey pics, booby smooshes, futa girls....I just started tearing up because the one place I had freedom to express whatever I wanted is being taken away.
I don't know if I can do this. I'm not sure I can mentally take this.
If I've done a request for you and you would like to post it on your own page let me know and I'll get the pics to you.
I've finished cleaning my gallery. I feel really hollow right now. It knocked out nearly seventy-five percent of my imaga count but at least now he can't use any of it against me....when this whole thing blows over...which I'm almost...kinda sorta...certain it will in a couple of months...I'll repost some of them again.
Right now I'm tired, depressed, and feel useless. That last one seems to be a reaccuring theme.
I'm crying over porn. Nudey pics, booby smooshes, futa girls....I just started tearing up because the one place I had freedom to express whatever I wanted is being taken away.
I don't know if I can do this. I'm not sure I can mentally take this.
If I've done a request for you and you would like to post it on your own page let me know and I'll get the pics to you.
I've finished cleaning my gallery. I feel really hollow right now. It knocked out nearly seventy-five percent of my imaga count but at least now he can't use any of it against me....when this whole thing blows over...which I'm almost...kinda sorta...certain it will in a couple of months...I'll repost some of them again.
Right now I'm tired, depressed, and feel useless. That last one seems to be a reaccuring theme.
Probably a good idea to quit...
Posted 15 years agoHey guys...
Look I'll make this brief-- My ex-husband is under the assumption that I have some kind of evil plan in mind for him. We had an altercation that still has me shaking and my hands feeling cold...but worst of all this is effecting my son again.
Jojo doesn't deserve that. Right now he's upset at his father and I can't say to him that " Daddy didn't mean to scare mommy, it's alright" when I don't believe that for a minute.
Regardless of...anything really...I'm going to be taking down my page here.
I love it here but I really don't need anything floating around online that might give my son's dad fuel against me.
It's been really fun meeting you all on here and I'm sure that when things cool off I'll post a new gallery.
I'll be arranging things at first and on the final day I'll be sure to post a send off journal. I may just delete the whole gallery and leave just a goodbye pic so that I can sort of reserve the name I was so happy to get when I joined up years ago.
...Anyway...its been...a fucking awful night...and it's not fucking fair that I still feel this way...this helpless and useless...becaus of that man...it's really not fair.
Look I'll make this brief-- My ex-husband is under the assumption that I have some kind of evil plan in mind for him. We had an altercation that still has me shaking and my hands feeling cold...but worst of all this is effecting my son again.
Jojo doesn't deserve that. Right now he's upset at his father and I can't say to him that " Daddy didn't mean to scare mommy, it's alright" when I don't believe that for a minute.
Regardless of...anything really...I'm going to be taking down my page here.
I love it here but I really don't need anything floating around online that might give my son's dad fuel against me.
It's been really fun meeting you all on here and I'm sure that when things cool off I'll post a new gallery.
I'll be arranging things at first and on the final day I'll be sure to post a send off journal. I may just delete the whole gallery and leave just a goodbye pic so that I can sort of reserve the name I was so happy to get when I joined up years ago.
...Anyway...its been...a fucking awful night...and it's not fucking fair that I still feel this way...this helpless and useless...becaus of that man...it's really not fair.
Back to School ^__^
Posted 15 years agoAnother summer on its way out and a new semister begins! ^__^
My little boy is starting his first year of school as well. I hope he makes friends! (and doesn't try to duplicate any of mommy's drawings ^__^;;....I try to keep them away from him but hey, you never know).
Today in Design 3 the teacher said he wasn't going to treat us like kids. We are all adults (fuck yah I am; a kid, a divorce, a battered woman's tale...I damn well better be considered an adult by now!) and that he considered us all professional artist. I'll admit that made my little broken heart skip a beat.
Yah! =^______^=
Then he asked (since it is a color theory class) who had worked with color pencils before. I raised my hand and then he told me to bring in some samples.
...Samples?...er...um...yeah...those...those are...um...all...kinda...*mutters*...porny....
^__^;; so main thing is I gotta get some non-ish pron color pencil works down by Monday. No biggie really. Just gotta...try not to draw dicks or boobs....yeah...I can do that....I think. ^__^
Anywhoo, wish me luck cats and kittens! And good luck in the coming school year for all yall out there who have started up your schooling again too! Giant huggles for everyone!
....Oh, and some time soon I'm posting an updated pic of myself ^__^ I think it'll be great (but if you see it and are like "well, thats a let down" just keep those sweet little thoughts to yourself darlin'...I'll appreciate it.) Love you all!! ^_____^
My little boy is starting his first year of school as well. I hope he makes friends! (and doesn't try to duplicate any of mommy's drawings ^__^;;....I try to keep them away from him but hey, you never know).
Today in Design 3 the teacher said he wasn't going to treat us like kids. We are all adults (fuck yah I am; a kid, a divorce, a battered woman's tale...I damn well better be considered an adult by now!) and that he considered us all professional artist. I'll admit that made my little broken heart skip a beat.
Yah! =^______^=
Then he asked (since it is a color theory class) who had worked with color pencils before. I raised my hand and then he told me to bring in some samples.
...Samples?...er...um...yeah...those...those are...um...all...kinda...*mutters*...porny....
^__^;; so main thing is I gotta get some non-ish pron color pencil works down by Monday. No biggie really. Just gotta...try not to draw dicks or boobs....yeah...I can do that....I think. ^__^
Anywhoo, wish me luck cats and kittens! And good luck in the coming school year for all yall out there who have started up your schooling again too! Giant huggles for everyone!
....Oh, and some time soon I'm posting an updated pic of myself ^__^ I think it'll be great (but if you see it and are like "well, thats a let down" just keep those sweet little thoughts to yourself darlin'...I'll appreciate it.) Love you all!! ^_____^
"Hey Momma" & "Sit Down John"
Posted 15 years agoAs is the family tradition of our house (whomever's house it is that we stay at on the 4th) everyone sat down to watch 1776. In case you're unfamiler with these numbers (besides them being some configuration having a marginal amount to do with the USA) it's a musical about the writting and signing of the Declaration of Independance.
These days with all the stupid crap my country has done this movie is one of the only things that fill me with any sort of patriotism. Well, patriotism...and fangasm seeing Mr. Finny from Boy Meets World playing John Adams ^__^;;
Lemonade in chilling in the old butter turn urn; Boston butt is full smoked; cakes are decorated with strawberry and blueberry; and the waters of the lake outside are choppy with people boating, floating, and seadooing. All thats left is to secure the fireworks do not meet with untimely lighting due to impatient childern or impatient adults acting like children.
Happy fourth everybody. I hope you get some lemon fluff pie, brownies with walnuts, or home grown tomatos with your meal today. (Unless you happen to alergic to any of those...or, God forbid, all of them ^_^;; )
Have fun with fireworks and swimming everyone!
These days with all the stupid crap my country has done this movie is one of the only things that fill me with any sort of patriotism. Well, patriotism...and fangasm seeing Mr. Finny from Boy Meets World playing John Adams ^__^;;
Lemonade in chilling in the old butter turn urn; Boston butt is full smoked; cakes are decorated with strawberry and blueberry; and the waters of the lake outside are choppy with people boating, floating, and seadooing. All thats left is to secure the fireworks do not meet with untimely lighting due to impatient childern or impatient adults acting like children.
Happy fourth everybody. I hope you get some lemon fluff pie, brownies with walnuts, or home grown tomatos with your meal today. (Unless you happen to alergic to any of those...or, God forbid, all of them ^_^;; )
Have fun with fireworks and swimming everyone!
Shake it off.
Posted 15 years ago*Stretchs her arms and pops her back*
Hey there Cats and Kittens...been *checks calender, blinks, checks again to be sure then shrugs* well...lets just say its been awhile kay? ^__^;;
Last week I spent everyday cleaning my old house (which is offically not mine as of 10 am today) and with no power under the unforgiving Alabama sun you can imagine how fun that was.
And last weekend (as if I had not enough to do) I put togather a fairly fun pirate party for my little man's fifth b-day. ^__^ It rained a bit but everyone had fun getting treasure from the chest and hunting for Captain Ducky in the wading pool! ^__~
Due to my current unemployment I've been drafted into cook/housekeeper/personal shopper for my mom's house. At least this way I'll feel like I'm contributing to the function of the home. And it doesn't hurt that I actually enjoy/preform well vacumming, laundry, cooking, and mopping. Jojo is here with me all day too so I've also come up with a day to day schedule that includes fun, learning, and even a little bit of free time for me.
...well...veeeeerrry little free time but hey, anything is better then nothing. ^__^;;
I know there are folks I owe pics to...*cringes a bit* but it would be a big help if everyone who was getting a pic would send me a reminder on this journal. ^__^;; My brain is seriously scattered right now...last week/weekend was brutal.
Hey there Cats and Kittens...been *checks calender, blinks, checks again to be sure then shrugs* well...lets just say its been awhile kay? ^__^;;
Last week I spent everyday cleaning my old house (which is offically not mine as of 10 am today) and with no power under the unforgiving Alabama sun you can imagine how fun that was.
And last weekend (as if I had not enough to do) I put togather a fairly fun pirate party for my little man's fifth b-day. ^__^ It rained a bit but everyone had fun getting treasure from the chest and hunting for Captain Ducky in the wading pool! ^__~
Due to my current unemployment I've been drafted into cook/housekeeper/personal shopper for my mom's house. At least this way I'll feel like I'm contributing to the function of the home. And it doesn't hurt that I actually enjoy/preform well vacumming, laundry, cooking, and mopping. Jojo is here with me all day too so I've also come up with a day to day schedule that includes fun, learning, and even a little bit of free time for me.
...well...veeeeerrry little free time but hey, anything is better then nothing. ^__^;;
I know there are folks I owe pics to...*cringes a bit* but it would be a big help if everyone who was getting a pic would send me a reminder on this journal. ^__^;; My brain is seriously scattered right now...last week/weekend was brutal.
Too few hours...
Posted 15 years agoI'd like to make something perfectly clear to all of you on here who read my often depressing whiny journals.
I love it here. I really do. I've tried myspace (before it died), and facebook (mafia camp) and even livejournal ( *cricket cricket* hellooo?...hm...guess I'll just use this place to download porn then) and yet here at this site is the only place I truely feel I connect with people. It may not be a phsyical connection but never the less everytime I come online and post my fears, tragedies, and woes the support and careing I recieve from the wonderful folks on this site is second to none.
And with that heartfelt confession warming you all down to your toes I would like to announce...
...I got fired today.
Apparently there are no more hours to give anyone in the department least of all a new hire thats only been there a month and a half. My boss and her boss both gave me glowing recomendations and told me that they'd never had anyone work so hard, so fast, or so well for them and they hoped that (should a posistion ever become available) that I would re-apply.
I thanked them for their time and for the job and made a mad dash to my car before I openly wept.
During the drive home I decided I'd allow myself 48 hours to mourn. That should take me from today all the way to mid-afternoon Saturday at which time I will indulge in yet another sacred ritual of mourning known as the "happy hour". Then, come Monday morning, I will put a big fake smile, where a shirt that shows plenty of cleavage (very NOT fake), step into some high heels and go out in search of employment...again.
I'm not even going to mention how this is all probably connected to my aforementioned bad luck. For one I feel that it is already painfully obviouse. Also, honestly, I'm kinda too bummed to give a damn if it is or not.
What is it that principle in that Charlie movie said? "I can't die I've got too many repsonsibilties." Yeah, I feel that.
I love it here. I really do. I've tried myspace (before it died), and facebook (mafia camp) and even livejournal ( *cricket cricket* hellooo?...hm...guess I'll just use this place to download porn then) and yet here at this site is the only place I truely feel I connect with people. It may not be a phsyical connection but never the less everytime I come online and post my fears, tragedies, and woes the support and careing I recieve from the wonderful folks on this site is second to none.
And with that heartfelt confession warming you all down to your toes I would like to announce...
...I got fired today.
Apparently there are no more hours to give anyone in the department least of all a new hire thats only been there a month and a half. My boss and her boss both gave me glowing recomendations and told me that they'd never had anyone work so hard, so fast, or so well for them and they hoped that (should a posistion ever become available) that I would re-apply.
I thanked them for their time and for the job and made a mad dash to my car before I openly wept.
During the drive home I decided I'd allow myself 48 hours to mourn. That should take me from today all the way to mid-afternoon Saturday at which time I will indulge in yet another sacred ritual of mourning known as the "happy hour". Then, come Monday morning, I will put a big fake smile, where a shirt that shows plenty of cleavage (very NOT fake), step into some high heels and go out in search of employment...again.
I'm not even going to mention how this is all probably connected to my aforementioned bad luck. For one I feel that it is already painfully obviouse. Also, honestly, I'm kinda too bummed to give a damn if it is or not.
What is it that principle in that Charlie movie said? "I can't die I've got too many repsonsibilties." Yeah, I feel that.
They say "accidents happen..."
Posted 15 years ago...But personally I am truely starting to believe that I have some really rotten luck.
Yestarday I fell asleep at the wheel (again) and...plowed into a brick collum mailbox.
The side of my van is mangled and my body hurts like shit. I'm getting alternate reponses of "these things happen its fine" and "you only have yourself to blame for not getting enough sleep." Forgetting of course that I've been waking at 3am everyday to work a job, then clean out my house, THEN pick up my son, THEN come home make dinner and pick up after my child, and only going to bed when I can finally get his rascally little rump to sleep....yeah...I brought this all on myself.
I'm just a moron trying her best and getting spit in the face by fate. Its all MY fault that Jason hasn't taken his son for the last month or that he doesn't pay child support. And its certainly MY fault that I couldn't find work for months despite going for countless interviews, filling out every application I could find! Its really all MY fault that in a house with two grown adults I was SOLELY responsible for finding a way to pay for EVERYTHING and loosing the house was entirely MY fault!
WHY DON'T I JUST DIE ALREADY?????!!!!!
*curls up into a ball to just wait for this whole mess to be over with*
Yestarday I fell asleep at the wheel (again) and...plowed into a brick collum mailbox.
The side of my van is mangled and my body hurts like shit. I'm getting alternate reponses of "these things happen its fine" and "you only have yourself to blame for not getting enough sleep." Forgetting of course that I've been waking at 3am everyday to work a job, then clean out my house, THEN pick up my son, THEN come home make dinner and pick up after my child, and only going to bed when I can finally get his rascally little rump to sleep....yeah...I brought this all on myself.
I'm just a moron trying her best and getting spit in the face by fate. Its all MY fault that Jason hasn't taken his son for the last month or that he doesn't pay child support. And its certainly MY fault that I couldn't find work for months despite going for countless interviews, filling out every application I could find! Its really all MY fault that in a house with two grown adults I was SOLELY responsible for finding a way to pay for EVERYTHING and loosing the house was entirely MY fault!
WHY DON'T I JUST DIE ALREADY?????!!!!!
*curls up into a ball to just wait for this whole mess to be over with*
Aches and Pains
Posted 15 years agoOkay....I am fucking exhausted!
Just to clearify I'm pretty sure this is the way I'm going to die...bogged down by too much shit to do!
Let me back up a bit and explain. *Sits down and starts rubbing her four tired legs with four equally tired hands* As alot of you know I've been trying to find a job for ages now. Thats no great revolation; jobs are hard to come by for everyone right now. Lord knows you don't need sexually repressed spyder like me telling that the economy sucks.
But as luck would have a job did open up right before I started my finals. Things were going pretty good...until we (my brother and I) realised that even with a job and taking my little cub out of daycare...we wouldn't be able to keep the house.
So once finals ended I started packing. Now I am trying to condence my life. Its been hard on my bro (this is his 77th move) and because of that he's off staying with friends until I can get everything taken care of. But (and I just HATE how selfish this is) he only had the stuff in his room for the most part. Everything else in the house was mine and I've got to get rid of the bulk of it.
The three of us are moving in with *shudder* my mother.
*waves hand dismissively* Now, my mom is great. Awesome in fact...and its because of her that I got my job *cringes* still...I can't believe we lost the house.
*Presses bridge of her nose to stop headache...and maybe some tears*
The house isn't empty yet...between working, no gas money, and *rolls eyes* a fucking six hour roadtrip for a 3 year old's birthday (my niece) I've barely made a dent in all the work I have to do there. And, of course, everything has already been shut off because we don't have the money to pay any of the bills.
*sighs deeply feeling all that left inside her seeping out* I'm just so fucking dog tired...I want to draw and sculpt but theres just no time...I'm too busy to enjoy anything anymore.
*snorts* I have a friend who wants to take me out to dinner to cheer me up. *growls* but I don't need a dinner out. I NEED a friend with a truck and a free weekend god damn it! *huffs and looses her steam again* They're just trying to be nice and to help...but honestly I hardly ever relax or stop worrying...there's always so much that needs to be done and not enough of people willing and able to do the job.
*shakes head and archs to pop the knot in her back* Thanks for letting me vent folks. I appreciate that I can come here when things get really tough and just let loose all my frustrations. *grins and winks* Maybe next time I can release some slightly sexier frustrations with a pic or two. God knows I could use a good screw! ^__~
See you later my lovelies!
Tuffyt ^_^
Just to clearify I'm pretty sure this is the way I'm going to die...bogged down by too much shit to do!
Let me back up a bit and explain. *Sits down and starts rubbing her four tired legs with four equally tired hands* As alot of you know I've been trying to find a job for ages now. Thats no great revolation; jobs are hard to come by for everyone right now. Lord knows you don't need sexually repressed spyder like me telling that the economy sucks.
But as luck would have a job did open up right before I started my finals. Things were going pretty good...until we (my brother and I) realised that even with a job and taking my little cub out of daycare...we wouldn't be able to keep the house.
So once finals ended I started packing. Now I am trying to condence my life. Its been hard on my bro (this is his 77th move) and because of that he's off staying with friends until I can get everything taken care of. But (and I just HATE how selfish this is) he only had the stuff in his room for the most part. Everything else in the house was mine and I've got to get rid of the bulk of it.
The three of us are moving in with *shudder* my mother.
*waves hand dismissively* Now, my mom is great. Awesome in fact...and its because of her that I got my job *cringes* still...I can't believe we lost the house.
*Presses bridge of her nose to stop headache...and maybe some tears*
The house isn't empty yet...between working, no gas money, and *rolls eyes* a fucking six hour roadtrip for a 3 year old's birthday (my niece) I've barely made a dent in all the work I have to do there. And, of course, everything has already been shut off because we don't have the money to pay any of the bills.
*sighs deeply feeling all that left inside her seeping out* I'm just so fucking dog tired...I want to draw and sculpt but theres just no time...I'm too busy to enjoy anything anymore.
*snorts* I have a friend who wants to take me out to dinner to cheer me up. *growls* but I don't need a dinner out. I NEED a friend with a truck and a free weekend god damn it! *huffs and looses her steam again* They're just trying to be nice and to help...but honestly I hardly ever relax or stop worrying...there's always so much that needs to be done and not enough of people willing and able to do the job.
*shakes head and archs to pop the knot in her back* Thanks for letting me vent folks. I appreciate that I can come here when things get really tough and just let loose all my frustrations. *grins and winks* Maybe next time I can release some slightly sexier frustrations with a pic or two. God knows I could use a good screw! ^__~
See you later my lovelies!
Tuffyt ^_^
Commission Impossible!
Posted 15 years agoHowdy Ya'll! ^__^
Its been a couple of weeks since my last update but this one is a biggy so hold on to your hats and zip up your flys cause I'm swoopin' in fast and low! ^__~
I have been working for the last few weeks on a bunch of wire sculptures, jewelry, and geek gear. So far, I've amassed a sizable collection of self made art pieces that I'm hoping to sale on Etsy (or die trying!!!...okay...well...maybe not...die die ^_^;; ). Of course in order to do that I've got to have the funds to actually post my items.
That being said I'm opening up for commissions! ^__^
Buy a slot and heres what you get: a full inked and colored pic featuring up to three characters with dialogue optional. Porn is of course accepted but more sedate composistions are also welcome. Price is dirt cheap (hey, we're all struggling but that doesn't mean you don't deserve cool art) and if all you want is an inked or a sketch that will of course cost less.
Orders will take two weeks (one for sketching and composistion and next for color).
I'll start with three slots and add more if needs be.
Sample of a recently filled commission I did for Deadthewalk89 : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3597676/
Its been a couple of weeks since my last update but this one is a biggy so hold on to your hats and zip up your flys cause I'm swoopin' in fast and low! ^__~
I have been working for the last few weeks on a bunch of wire sculptures, jewelry, and geek gear. So far, I've amassed a sizable collection of self made art pieces that I'm hoping to sale on Etsy (or die trying!!!...okay...well...maybe not...die die ^_^;; ). Of course in order to do that I've got to have the funds to actually post my items.
That being said I'm opening up for commissions! ^__^
Buy a slot and heres what you get: a full inked and colored pic featuring up to three characters with dialogue optional. Porn is of course accepted but more sedate composistions are also welcome. Price is dirt cheap (hey, we're all struggling but that doesn't mean you don't deserve cool art) and if all you want is an inked or a sketch that will of course cost less.
Orders will take two weeks (one for sketching and composistion and next for color).
I'll start with three slots and add more if needs be.
Sample of a recently filled commission I did for Deadthewalk89 : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3597676/
Spring Break coming soon
Posted 15 years agoSpring break will soon be upon us (and by that I mean me ^__^) and I'm busy as a bee! Buzz buzz!
I've been getting together an inventory for an etsy store, doing a commission (all done!), and filling out applications...again.
The apps might be in vain since I've kept a ton of the things in circulation around where i live and still seem to be unemployable. Still have to try with everything I've got ^_^;; *trying to stay positive*
The etsy store for those of you interested is going to be geek tidbits, wire sculpture, and crappy little jewelry that I make while I walk around campus...its really theraputic.
The commission I've been working on is all done but i'm having problems with my paypal account. After its all said and done though I'll be open for commissions. If anyone is interested go ahead and note me and I'll start up a "to do" list. ^__^
Anywhoo thats the update for now...See you all real soon! ^__^
I've been getting together an inventory for an etsy store, doing a commission (all done!), and filling out applications...again.
The apps might be in vain since I've kept a ton of the things in circulation around where i live and still seem to be unemployable. Still have to try with everything I've got ^_^;; *trying to stay positive*
The etsy store for those of you interested is going to be geek tidbits, wire sculpture, and crappy little jewelry that I make while I walk around campus...its really theraputic.
The commission I've been working on is all done but i'm having problems with my paypal account. After its all said and done though I'll be open for commissions. If anyone is interested go ahead and note me and I'll start up a "to do" list. ^__^
Anywhoo thats the update for now...See you all real soon! ^__^
Birthday Bash!!!^__^
Posted 15 years agoWOOT!!! 26 Bah-Beh!!! ^_________^
Let's all go drinking!!!...or...maybe we could all have pizza and watch a Psych or a Burn Notice or a MST3K marathon. ^__^;; Maybe Venture Brothers if we have time too!
What can I say? I don't drink that much...I just get drunk off good shows! ^__~
Right now I'm cleaning the house for my friends coming over this weekend (all of two!) and taping up my bat'leth for its paper mache treatment. I've been waiting for a book I ordered to show up for the last three weeks and its still not here...*sniff sniff* I want my Nase Yamato office man romance! U_U;; *sigh*
^_____^ Well, happy birthday everyone!!! You guys rock and I love ya!
Let's all go drinking!!!...or...maybe we could all have pizza and watch a Psych or a Burn Notice or a MST3K marathon. ^__^;; Maybe Venture Brothers if we have time too!
What can I say? I don't drink that much...I just get drunk off good shows! ^__~
Right now I'm cleaning the house for my friends coming over this weekend (all of two!) and taping up my bat'leth for its paper mache treatment. I've been waiting for a book I ordered to show up for the last three weeks and its still not here...*sniff sniff* I want my Nase Yamato office man romance! U_U;; *sigh*
^_____^ Well, happy birthday everyone!!! You guys rock and I love ya!
KAPLAH!!!
Posted 15 years agoHey everyone! This is sort of tiny update to cheer me up from being sick and also...a blatant reminder to everyone out there that I LOVE Star Trek (before Christopher Pine and Zachary Quento made it hip and cool again...bromance...awesome).
"QAPLA!!!" Success everyone!!! I have (though I still have a fever) constructed the base for my Bat'leth! I'm making it out of cardboard and paper mache for my design 2 class. ^___^
I missed all last week and most of this week so I have to make it at least look really good (though if I could give it some weight and make it usable that would be SUPER sweeeeeeeet!).
I got off on a rocky start last night with it (lost my cookies shortly after dinner actually) so I scrapped the whole first design and started over this morning. And it looks great guys! I don't wanna brag but I am making a MOTHA' F@*KING BAT'LETH!!!
Hail to the Klingon Empire! ^_______________^ After this I'm gonna make the Grand Negus' staff!~ _~
Passing Away
Posted 15 years agoI'm going to a viewing for one of my art professors today.
He had cancer and was suffering for a long time. Everyone knew it was coming still the art department of the university will be closed with no classes for the day.
I'd only met the man a couple of times and actually got to talk to his wife twice. We are all going to miss him and extend our love and support for his grieving family today and in the months and years to come.
He had cancer and was suffering for a long time. Everyone knew it was coming still the art department of the university will be closed with no classes for the day.
I'd only met the man a couple of times and actually got to talk to his wife twice. We are all going to miss him and extend our love and support for his grieving family today and in the months and years to come.
February and turning 26
Posted 16 years agoWell its that time of year again everyone. February 18th I will turn another year older slowly clawing my way to the happiness of milfhood and cougardom. ^__^ A few friends might point out that I am still so very very young and to them I say..."but whats the point of wearing a sequince jump suit if not to make your teenage son's friends envious and uncomfortable?"
During the silence that follows this statement I plead jk and run about the house making muffins and drawing pretty pictures. ^__^
As sort of an update on Tuffy's general well being I'd just like to say that I am in f*ing horrible pain but at this point I've gotten kinda used to it. All the sensations of a numbing throb and none of the fun in actually obtaining the feeling in a useful place on my body. *sigh*
At school I've been constructing a statue out of woven wire of a winged fey boy. Once he's done I'll take a picture and post it for you all to see! Proof that I'm more then a snuggly rack and an extra set of arms...I'm a metal artist too! ^__^
Since this is my birthday month I'm going to be spending it drawing my favorite fandoms/ characters. Expect to see a lot of Akane (ranma 1/2), Ninja Turtles (my shell of choice), and perhaps some more 80's cartoon updates (Rainbow bright needs more of my attention!). As well I've got some pics for friends to post that I hope everyone gets a kick out of.
Any suggestions as to a good Valentines Day pic? You guys can decide by vote (since your the only ones I can send Val Day cards to anyway ^__^;; ).
I'll be on as much as I can lovies!
Tuffyt
During the silence that follows this statement I plead jk and run about the house making muffins and drawing pretty pictures. ^__^
As sort of an update on Tuffy's general well being I'd just like to say that I am in f*ing horrible pain but at this point I've gotten kinda used to it. All the sensations of a numbing throb and none of the fun in actually obtaining the feeling in a useful place on my body. *sigh*
At school I've been constructing a statue out of woven wire of a winged fey boy. Once he's done I'll take a picture and post it for you all to see! Proof that I'm more then a snuggly rack and an extra set of arms...I'm a metal artist too! ^__^
Since this is my birthday month I'm going to be spending it drawing my favorite fandoms/ characters. Expect to see a lot of Akane (ranma 1/2), Ninja Turtles (my shell of choice), and perhaps some more 80's cartoon updates (Rainbow bright needs more of my attention!). As well I've got some pics for friends to post that I hope everyone gets a kick out of.
Any suggestions as to a good Valentines Day pic? You guys can decide by vote (since your the only ones I can send Val Day cards to anyway ^__^;; ).
I'll be on as much as I can lovies!
Tuffyt
Flash....AHA!!!
Posted 16 years agoTwo things kiddos,
One does anyone have a firm grasp of a flash program and would be willing to help me out with a new project?
And two anybody miss the days when I'd take a kids show and see the happy grown up side? ^__~
One does anyone have a firm grasp of a flash program and would be willing to help me out with a new project?
And two anybody miss the days when I'd take a kids show and see the happy grown up side? ^__~
Spyder's don't say "Hi" befor they catch you^_^
Posted 16 years agoClasses start for the spring semister tomorrow so I'll try to post again real soon and answer comments again! ^___^
I've got several inked pics to color for you all including a chibi pic with all the spyder girls you know and love! See you soon!
I've got several inked pics to color for you all including a chibi pic with all the spyder girls you know and love! See you soon!
Whoops!! Sorry bout that!! ^_^;;
Posted 16 years ago...heheh...heh...eh...o..kay...I think I might have had a bad night....
Lets all just forget that the last journal happened and chalk that up to Tuffyt needing more pills again. ^__^;;
Lets all just forget that the last journal happened and chalk that up to Tuffyt needing more pills again. ^__^;;
HOLY CRAP!! 10 WATCHES! O_o
Posted 16 years ago*blinks in surprise*
You know, as me and my brother were out eating for my birthday dinner he informed that he'd posted a little journal. He said "hey, if you get a couple of birthday wishes from folks you don't know..they're my friends and I just asked them to say happy birthday and stuff."
The converstaion really only touched upon this subject briefly before it turned to more fun/emotional/"my isn't this seafood good" topics. I don't think either of us were really expecting the response to be more then a few candles on the birthday cake.
10 new watches, 20 new comments, and I've gone from about 4270 to 4300 on my page views. My page normally gets about four views a day and maybe a couple watches a month if that.
I thank you all for your well wishing and promise to make your watch worthwhile. I'd also like to take a moment to thank you all as a little sister who is very touched to see just how much her older brother is loved and respected by his friends and fans.
*bows* Thank you all very much. Lets have some fun togather. ^__^
You know, as me and my brother were out eating for my birthday dinner he informed that he'd posted a little journal. He said "hey, if you get a couple of birthday wishes from folks you don't know..they're my friends and I just asked them to say happy birthday and stuff."
The converstaion really only touched upon this subject briefly before it turned to more fun/emotional/"my isn't this seafood good" topics. I don't think either of us were really expecting the response to be more then a few candles on the birthday cake.
10 new watches, 20 new comments, and I've gone from about 4270 to 4300 on my page views. My page normally gets about four views a day and maybe a couple watches a month if that.
I thank you all for your well wishing and promise to make your watch worthwhile. I'd also like to take a moment to thank you all as a little sister who is very touched to see just how much her older brother is loved and respected by his friends and fans.
*bows* Thank you all very much. Lets have some fun togather. ^__^
Past the day of love
Posted 16 years agoHello happy campers!
Been awhile since I posted a journal and I thought today would be a good time to make some anoucments.
First, sorry to my friends on my watch list. I haven't been commenting on submissions or giving comments back on my own submissions for a couple of weeks and I feel bad about that. Honestly, I've been fucking crammed with school work. My current Design project might just be my death with all the painting I have to do on it (and its due tomorrow! ^_^;; )!
So, sorry and I'll try to make up for it soon.
About Teneba-chan's fursona pics I've made the changes to the sketchs that you asked for. It won't be til this week when I get a chance to ink it and color it but as soon as I've got my school work managed I'll make it a top priority.
4k pic...yeah, lets just call that a loss. I'll do something for 5k to make it up.
On a more personal note the 18th I'll turn 25. I'm trying to put togather a birthday pic for myself to celebrate but I really gotta finish my projects first.
Any comments, curses, or questions ask away I'm in the mood to answer anything right now. Love you lots and see you all soon.
Love
Tuffyt ^_~
Been awhile since I posted a journal and I thought today would be a good time to make some anoucments.
First, sorry to my friends on my watch list. I haven't been commenting on submissions or giving comments back on my own submissions for a couple of weeks and I feel bad about that. Honestly, I've been fucking crammed with school work. My current Design project might just be my death with all the painting I have to do on it (and its due tomorrow! ^_^;; )!
So, sorry and I'll try to make up for it soon.
About Teneba-chan's fursona pics I've made the changes to the sketchs that you asked for. It won't be til this week when I get a chance to ink it and color it but as soon as I've got my school work managed I'll make it a top priority.
4k pic...yeah, lets just call that a loss. I'll do something for 5k to make it up.
On a more personal note the 18th I'll turn 25. I'm trying to put togather a birthday pic for myself to celebrate but I really gotta finish my projects first.
Any comments, curses, or questions ask away I'm in the mood to answer anything right now. Love you lots and see you all soon.
Love
Tuffyt ^_~
4k !!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!
Posted 17 years agoWahh!!
Eek! I hit my 4K and didn't even notice! Any ideas on what I should do for special 4K pic?
Don't be bashful!!
Eek! I hit my 4K and didn't even notice! Any ideas on what I should do for special 4K pic?
Don't be bashful!!
Rough Night
Posted 17 years agoYesterday I had a headache...that turned into a fever...that brought on chills.
I needed up having to go to the emergancy room. I feel like real shit but I'm on pills (ugh more pills!). But at least the fever is under control...as long as I take my meds on time I don't get chills. Of course chasing after my little boy is making this an interesting illness.
*shakes head* Anywhoo...lets see...
teneba male/female fursona with Tuffyt :those pics are almost done.
Mathmachine requested some spyder girls pics.
And I think there was a shout out for Sagwa pics.
Also, a little bit of good news. I regestered for classes. We're just going to call the semester "Tuffyt took what she could get" . I got my design, I got the english, and then I just had to take what was left. I was hoping for yoga but in the end got one online class which is just too embarassing to mention right now. But the other one seems like it'll be fun and useful. Plus Clothing Construction could be actually very good in learning how to draw cloths better.
Who am I kinding? If I'm lucky I'll just learn how to make my neice some cute dresses. ^_^;;
My fault for waiting so long and certainly a fact to remember in the future.
I needed up having to go to the emergancy room. I feel like real shit but I'm on pills (ugh more pills!). But at least the fever is under control...as long as I take my meds on time I don't get chills. Of course chasing after my little boy is making this an interesting illness.
*shakes head* Anywhoo...lets see...
teneba male/female fursona with Tuffyt :those pics are almost done.
Mathmachine requested some spyder girls pics.And I think there was a shout out for Sagwa pics.
Also, a little bit of good news. I regestered for classes. We're just going to call the semester "Tuffyt took what she could get" . I got my design, I got the english, and then I just had to take what was left. I was hoping for yoga but in the end got one online class which is just too embarassing to mention right now. But the other one seems like it'll be fun and useful. Plus Clothing Construction could be actually very good in learning how to draw cloths better.
Who am I kinding? If I'm lucky I'll just learn how to make my neice some cute dresses. ^_^;;
My fault for waiting so long and certainly a fact to remember in the future.
gallery buffers
Posted 17 years agoWell...back in the saddle as it were yet I'm kind of at a loss.
I'm not really sure what I want to do right now artisticly but I do know that I want to draw my spyders again.
So heres the dealio anyone have any suggestions for Tuffyt pictures? Lets not be too fancy or over do it but I'd like at least five solid ideas for pics. Stuff I can really sink my teeth into and get to know the persona again.
Lets hear some chatter folks!
^__^ Tuffyt
I'm not really sure what I want to do right now artisticly but I do know that I want to draw my spyders again.
So heres the dealio anyone have any suggestions for Tuffyt pictures? Lets not be too fancy or over do it but I'd like at least five solid ideas for pics. Stuff I can really sink my teeth into and get to know the persona again.
Lets hear some chatter folks!
^__^ Tuffyt
Shy Hi
Posted 17 years agoI think...I might be ready to come back. I've been keeping a low profile..still drawing even posting but I've not felt very much like doing this.
If anyone is still on my watch I thank you for staying. I'm not making any promises since alot of my old friends I've noticed aren't here anymore. I think Sharra is still going strong and Zero might still be around.
I'll just post what I've got but don't expect too much from this old spyder. She's still stinging from alot of bad things that have happened in RL so please just be a little more patient with me. I can't garuntee that it'll be worth it but I will really appreciate it.
Thank you
Tuffyt
If anyone is still on my watch I thank you for staying. I'm not making any promises since alot of my old friends I've noticed aren't here anymore. I think Sharra is still going strong and Zero might still be around.
I'll just post what I've got but don't expect too much from this old spyder. She's still stinging from alot of bad things that have happened in RL so please just be a little more patient with me. I can't garuntee that it'll be worth it but I will really appreciate it.
Thank you
Tuffyt
Feeling fluked.
Posted 18 years agoSince leaving my ex-hubby I've been staying with my mother. But a family emergancy calls for me to vacate the rooms I'm staying in.
I have already found a place and hopefully will be moved before my step-sister and her little family arrive.
I'm feeling a little fluked but by now so much shit has happened in the last two years I"m not surprised by any of this.
I'm putting off colleuge again...which is a shame because maybe if I started now I could learn to spell ^_^ hehehe
I have already found a place and hopefully will be moved before my step-sister and her little family arrive.
I'm feeling a little fluked but by now so much shit has happened in the last two years I"m not surprised by any of this.
I'm putting off colleuge again...which is a shame because maybe if I started now I could learn to spell ^_^ hehehe
