Gotta issue refunds. I got offered a full time position. which means two things for me:

1.i'm finally making money enough to pay off my debts.

2. i'm not going to have any time to finish what i said i would. the last journal i posted i hadn't yet been offered full time. it just happened thursday! as excited i am to finally have a stable job, i'm heartbroken to tell you guys that i have to give refunds.

so please note me your amount. and when i have paid you back, post it in this journal. it might take me a few weeks to pay everyone back.

from now on it will just have to be personal pieces and trades.

sorry guys for all this confusion but i hope this will be the most fair way for everyone.

Hey everyone. I'm not dead. But I did need to step away from FA. I'll be ready to come back next week.

A few things I'd like to comment on:

1. I will do your commissions. I'm not going to NOT do them. I'm not going to skimp out on you. That isn't the kind of person I am. I'm sorry if it has come off that way but this hasn't been my ideal year and things still aren't improving. I don't really know what else to tell you, other than yes I'm still going to do everything I said I would do.

2. I realize you're frustrated. And I totally deserve it.

3. I haven't been totally there for everyone. I realize that as well and after this needed break I now know that I need to manage my RL time and my FA time better.

4. I'm not perfect, so I'm sorry that I have made mistakes but promising things that just didn't work out.

5. I have a life outside of FA. And that was what I needed to focus on and get in order. I have now, I have a stable job, a roof over my head, and time NOW to spend on commissions or things that have been ordered. Like I said it's been a really shitty year for me. When I first moved out, I didn't realize how much work it takes to keep everything in order (which is when i first started taking commissions). I was young and immature.

6. I bet I sound like a broken record. But 4 realz this time. I'm not going to have everything finished in a day. This will take time, but if I work on it alittle bit everyday I know I can finish it.

you can stop stalking me on google. And if you looked at the post. you might have realized that i wasnt "looking for a husky puppy" I was actually giving the one I have up because I CANT TAKE CARE OF HER ANYMORE. I simply dont have the time.

To everyone who has be very polite and supportive, thank you. I really needed that and it has helped me more than you know.

OK. Today I'm working on commissions and getting things done that you've all paid for. I finally have some time to dedicate to getting everything done. I have a few comic commissions, random pic commissions, sketch commissions, and private commissions.

I also have a few projects I'm working on by myself and with other people. There are some artists that have decided to write some more stories. I'm not sure when those will be posted, but I will make some pictures to go with them. I'm trying to move the Isen/Almond story along. I'm working by myself on another attempt at the 'fattened dog breed' series. but those wont be posted for awhile.

I've decided to take a few requests again. But please note: just because i'm taking them again doesn't mean that they will be done any time soon. i am also picky about who i do requests for. if you are clearly someone who is a moocher then don't expect me to hand you one. i'd be happy to give you one if you're really interested in my style or characters.

i'm also looking for people to rp with. again im picky about who i do this with as well. lets set the record straight. i'm not looking for anything above mature. and i'm only really interested in detailed rp not short responses. and only weightgain. if you think you are up for this please note me and we can work something out.

i'm looking for trades. any one of any talent level! i might not always be able to do them right away if i'm busy but feel free to check back.

i'm feeling alittle better, but i'm still under the weather with sickness. :/ but i'm trying my best to not let it stop me. even though sometimes its really hard. i've started taking daily vitamins so i hope that will help me out alittle bit. in bigger news. im going to tell my good guy friend i like him today. i'm not going to chicken out this time! i'll let you guys know how it goes >.> even if i get rejected i just want to know that i was able to do it! but i hope he'll be okay with being friends again after.

it's my birthday today. i'm 19 and man do i feel old.

funny story. when i was younger i wasn't the brightest bulb. i thought my birthday was on the 31st for a good 5 years when really it was on the 30th. i have no idea why i thought that, or what made me think that for so long. hah anyways. happy birthday to me and any one else who was born today!

so i got a new job. and im pretty settled in now. so i'm starting up on commissions again. look forward to seeing them soon. i have a few projects coming up as well. pretty excited about finally getting everything done. woot. for realz this time.

in other news. i'm sick again. with a flu/bug or something. ;_; and i dont want to have to call in sick since i just started my new job. (i work tommorw) i geuss i'll see how i feel in a few hours.

hey guys, have been meaning to write an update but I have been really busy.

So as we all know, i've been moving. and honestly. i think someone has it out for me. Because as my boyfriend and I began out long drive home (crossing 5 states) on about the second day something awful happened. My boyfriend had taken too many caffeine pills at once and had internal bleeding. At this point we were in Fargo, North Dakota and I rushed him to the hospital. We got there at 6 and I was waiting there until about 8 or 9. thankfully the bleeding was very minimal and the doctors let him leave that day with medication and a strict diet that didn't include caffeine. He was throwing up the rest of the way home from the medication. It was a lovely drive home made even better by the fact that I don't yet have my drivers license.

FINALLY we got home and I pretty much collapsed for a few days and had a decent xmas with my family. A few days after xmas I was scheduled to have my wisdom teeth taken out. Sadly due to ALOT of family financial problems we weren't sure I was going to be able to have them taken out on that day. This was really only a big deal because my dentist told me I had to get them taken out asap due to a shit ton of crowding. Thankfully a family friend was kind enough to loan us 3000$ for me to get them taken out. I cannot thank that person enough.

And for the past few days I've been recovering from having all four out at once. it's been going okay so far. and now that i'm back at my old house i was digging through some of my old art. like super old from last year. i felt bad i hadn't posted anything for some time and decided to let you guys know i was still around.

i feel awful that all my commissions have taken this long. honestly, this year has been really hard due to alot of things that havent been mentioned. I'm really glad you guys have been understanding. and now after the new years i'm getting my life back on track. i even have a job lined up for petco! and now that i have an AMAZING scanner at my house i can post my art! now i just have to dig all my shit out of the boxes i packed. fun. but yes i will get my shit together. thanks again everyone.

ok, so things happened. We were given 48 hours to get the fuck out of the apartment. And now we are temporarily staying at my relatives house, she rescues racing dogs so it's kinda of cool. anyways long story short, we're moving back to my boyfriends home state near the coast, since he has a job offer out there. I also got a job offer out there!!!!! Woot! I didn't think it was going to work out this well! But thankfully I might be catching a break. The shitty part is we have to live in...HIS PARENTS BASEMENT. this isnt all the bad. but his parents scare the pants off me. Besides my credit being raped up the ass I think I'll be alright for now.

I HAVE UPDATES! :D YyYyYyAaAaAaAyYyYyY

I'm being evicted. And I don't really know what to do.

So here's the scoop. I have packed, crammed, and completely filled this sketch book with fatness. It's mainly filled with dogs. But there are a few other animals in there. It's mostly feral stuff, I have another sketch book for chubby anthro's that may come at a later date. It also has exclusive sketches of Isen and Almond, Jackson, and other short story comics of other random characters.

It's 215 pages of fatties. The book is pretty big! It's mainly in pencil but only a few things are inked out. I've decided to auction this off because I think it would be cool to offer up my sketch book. All of the money for this will be going towards my cat's neutering. I don't expect it to go for much. But whatever the highest bid is I will cover shipping. It will be shipped in a large padded envelope.


Starting bid: 20$
Winning Bid: 135$

Auction ends on Nov 12.

Please no notes offering a bid, if you want to offer a price post it here.

I have posted a few pictures of the first two pages of my sketch book just to show you what it looks like.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4733396

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4733396

P.S. Does anyone know how to get rid of a sty? I've gotten one on my eye and I'd like to try some home remedies before I go to the eye dr.



November 12th, 2010 11:58 PM noone with 135 is the winner.

so, i get up this morning pet my cat eat some food and take my dogs to the dog park. i come home and sit in bed. the cat jumps in my lap and i instantly find one flea. i panic. a flea? where could this have come from? both of my dogs receive flea medication and the cat has already been treated for fleas last month. and then i remember. our next door neighbors have about four-five cats. all of whom live outside basically without shelter all year round even in the winter. i take pity on them most of the time because i see what their owners leave outside for them to eat. usually left over take out and scraps of food. they're thin and not starving but obviously will eventually die of a clogged artier or something. i will occasionally give them a bit of real cat food and reach down to pet them since all they ever do is beg for anyone's attention. big mistake. now i have to deal with fleas who i know came from the nearly stray cats. and dont mistake me, these are not barn cats or feral/strays. they all have collars and tame enough to handle. but are left outside to fend for themselves during any type of weather and find whatever food they can. some others around the hood have even taken them to the vet themselves from what i hear. but yes, great. now my cat has fleas. after i quickly shoved the flea in a plastic bag to save for my trip to vet today i practically fainted when i saw the size of my cats lip! i quickly googled for some possible answer and discovered that swollen lips are a common side effect of cats bodies have some type of allergic reaction to the fleas. -sigh- and i have a sty in my eyelid. i just can't catch a break here.

Hey everyone, thanks for all the input on my relationship problems. it gave me a lot to think about. I'm still trying to figure it all out. I'm trying to give it alittle more time before I jump the gun.

Still working on commissions. I'm re-doing a few panels on some of comics because I'm just not happy with them otherwise things are finally getting done. After this I'm not going to be offering Traditional comics for awhile, I'm running low on supplies and I need to get some more. Not sure when I'll be able to do that yet.

Also I was thinking of auctioning off my sketch book, full of 215 pages of fat dogs and exclusive Isen/Almond comics I've kept for myself. Would anyone be interested in bidding for it? I would probably start at 15 or 20 just because of how many sketches there are in the book. I was thinking if people would like it I would start the bid in the beginning of Nov. I will post some sample pics of my sketches up later.

And there are more Isen/Almond themed things coming up. I'm working with a few different people now who are generously taking time to help me create their story.

Sometimes I feel like I'm loosing my way. I don't know the difference between right and wrong. So I'd really appreciate some input.

I moved out to the west-coast with my boyfriend for college. We rented a town house and moved out west. I ended up hating college and dropped out. I am currently looking for a job. He has a job at a banking call center and complains about it everyday. And it seems like lately, he's taken to holding hating his job against me. Whatever the conversation maybe it always ends as him saying, " Yeah well I worked (some number) of hours this week at work! And you haven't!" Don't get me wrong, I'm proud of him for keeping his job and trying hard to do better. But does that mean I have to do everything he asks of me?

Here's the conversation that set me over the edge today:

Him:* sitting down at computer* Get me some yogurt from the fridge.
Me: Uhh..? Why don't you get it?
Him: I just worked my ass off and I'm going to be working for the next 8 hours tomorrow.
Me: So you can't get your own yogurt?
Him: Fine, I'll do it. Just like I do everything else around here.

I don't mean to mix my personal problems in with the furry world but I really just need some words of wisdom or input. So my question is, is it far for me to get the yogurt? Or is he just making me for the sake of not wanting to get up from the computer?

I GOT MY SCANNER!!!!!! :D Yay! Everyone be happy for Tulip!
People who I still Own Commissions to:

 chakatthriceborn 1/2 done comic commission
 oggggo all sketches done, 1/3 colored.
 dekopuma all sketches done. need to paint pictures.
 barisaxophone77 all sketches done. need to paint pictures.
 fatwolf899 Sketches done, working on coloring.
 herro sketches in progress
 yoshi-warriorsketches in progress


Thank you to everyone who commissioned me, all of your money went to my dog Dragon and his medical condition. After talking to the vet a few more times, we decided to give topical and oral medication another shot, this time at the same time.

It's actually kinda creepy, I have to wear rubber gloves while applying the cream to his bald spots. Thats how powerful the cream is. Otherwise he's also taking high doses of heartworm medication to help fight the mites.
((don't try both medications at once without your vets recommendation if your dog also has mites.))

Would anyone possibly be interested working with me on another chapter for Isen?

Also what would like to see me draw more?

Sorry guys once again about the delay in commissions. My cable got turned off, but it's back on now! yay! UPDATES COMING SOON :D


I have another account now, for something different and not fetish art.

 Flowerz watch if you want.

Well, life has a way of kicking my ass when i least expect it. Let me say one thing, I AM NOT ONE TO BEG. I'm not looking for pity or a huge rush of commissions. But I just want to put the word out there that if you are interested or something I will be taking on however many commissions I can. Heres the low down: My dog Dragon, he's a sickly Brittany. He has a weaker immune system than the typical dog. Whenever he gets a large cut, the large cut will most certainly become infected within a few days. If he catches a cold, he will curl up in my lap and sleep for hours. Once he actually caught kennel cough and I was sure he wasn't going to live. But the most upsetting condition he has is a also an immune defect called Demodex, a type of mite. Its actually a completely normal thing to have, we all have the mites. But our immune systems are capable of keeping the mite in check. For more detailed information see the link: http://www.peteducation.com/article.cfm?c=2+2109&aid=729

Anyways, I thought for awhile after countless treatments of topical cream and vitamin supplements that we finally had his condition under control. But just the past week I've been noticing sores all over his body where ever his hair is thinner. After visiting my vet it seems the only option I have left is to start dipping him. This is an expensive treatment, Im trying to find all sorts of odd jobs as well as commissions. so commissions are open! :)

Here is Commission information:


Sketches [sketched with pencil and ink] = $2.50 per sketch

Single Traditional Colored Page [watercolor pencils] = $4.00 per drawing

Comic [water colored pencils] = $25.00 for 6 to 8 pages

Stuffed Animal Fursona [samples coming soon] = $15.00

Hey guys! Just got done with my first week of college and i discovered how horribly mistaken i was when i thought i'd have time this week to figure out college and all of its mysteries and finish up my line of commissions. for that, i apologize. but now that i have public transit all figured out and i have a solid class schedule i will be capable of putting aside time for commissions and trades.

So heres the deal on comission info:


Sketches [sketched with pencil and ink] = $2.50 per sketch

Single Traditional Colored Page [watercolor pencils] = $4.00 per drawing

Comic [water colored pencils] = $25.00 for 6 to 8 pages

Stuffed Animal Fursona [samples coming soon] = $15.00

Recently my scanner and my tablet broke. I was saving this commission deal for later in the year. But I'm saving up to replace my broken equipment. So I will now be making 6 page water color/colored pencil comics for 20$ to 25$ dollars. As well as my sketch commissions for 2.50$

I will make the comic with any number of characters, I don't have any limits to what I draw. I wil draw anything.



I'm using a family members old scanner currently so I'm back in business until I have to give it back. :D

OMG sorry you guys about commissions. I've been pretty sick lately. I suspect I have a food allergy of some sort. or something wrong with my digestive system. I've been bed ridden for the past week. Which I'm starting to get worried about. I'm going to go and try to see a doctor soon. I've been trying to work on the commissions I owe when I've felt strong enough, and I will continue to do so. It feels like whenever I try and finish my commissions, something has to go wrong to postpone it!

hey guys! i just moved into my new house. so this means. im finishing up commissions and still taking them. please note me whom i still own commissions. i will push them out as fast and neatly as i can, i seem to have a lot of things to do! :)

hey guys, all of you that sent your money, your commissions are done. My scanner and every other electronic that I own seems to be out of order. But I have good news, I have another scanner but it's an older model. I will be uploading all of them Tomorrow. Thanks for your patients!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4097282 Check it out! I have a scanner now and I'm ready to draw anything you want me to!

More info, go to link.

Hey guys, as some of you may know I have a few projects going on right now. Mainly Isen's Story. Which is almost finished, hopefully without anymore problems. (mainly my constant broken laptop)

But now I'm looking for some new projects, mainly story one's like I've done in the past. If anyone who enjoys writing about weight gain wants to work on something with me, I'd be more than pleased to do so. I'd love to do some random story lines, but I'm also looking for someone to help me tell Natasha's story, and Jackson's story.

If your interested feel free to message me! :3

Sketches: 1$
This includes rough outlines on tablet. Not colored. Text allowed.

Colored Character: 2$
This includes a fully colored and shaded character. No background.

Non-Colored Character and Background: 3$
This includes full background and character. Not colored. Text allowed.

Fully Colored Background and Character: 4$
This includes fully colored background and character. Text Allowed.

Multiple Character Non-Colored: 5$
This includes multiple characters that are not colored. No background. Text allowed.

Multiple Character Colored: 6$
This includes multiple characters colored, no background. Text allowed.

Multiple Character and Background Non-Colored: 7$
This includes multiple characters and background non-colored. Text allowed.

Multiple Character and Background Colored: 8$
This includes multiple characters and background colored. Text allowed.

Yay! This means I can post art on here finally! Enough of the lurking! I'm hoping to start getting some commissions too! It's a Sony laptop and I plan on getting Manga Studios and Photoshop Elements 7. Luff it.