Hellos, I have established a better system for comms with more defined prices.
I can make a variety of things but only things with defined prices are my:

Big Oll Eyes for 12$ (kinda self explanatory)

freehand colored sketches for 15$

from scratch commissions from 15$ -60$

(depending on detail, scope and number of characters, ECT)

If your interested in anything send me a form here or don't hesitate to message me on my socials.
However do be aware I'm not active on twitter anymore, and sending notes here on FA may take me a bit to get to.

Anyways, y'all have a splendid time today and be good to yourselves!

Hellos!
I'm looking to try and open up for commissions, and i'm curious to know if anyone is interested.
I would probably start off with something like a simple bust with Color, shading, and and expression of choice for maybe for around 5-12$ just to get things started?
If your interested just send me a note or message me on Telegram or Discord and we can figure something out.

if you Geo navigate to this message by happenstance send me a ref, and I might draw ya cause i'm bored, and I draw too many canines

Theres alot of people out there right now struggling, me included in my own way.
But just because everything looks down now,
dosent mean it will be in the future and most certainly not indefinitely.
Make sure to check up on those friends or someone who looks like they need it,
for your words might just be what they need to get back on their feet.

Its been a month and a bout a half now since the break up. I dont know what to feel anymore. Working full time at an auto shop doesnt help, but it does in terms of financing.
I really feel like I need someone to talk to, but I dont know anyone trust worthy of talking to about it. Everything feels empty, but hey ive got a bunch of art to post I guess.

Its been 2 months. I never though 2 months would slip away from me already. im graduated from high school now, and im starting a real job soon.
Im no longer mated...im on my own. I invested in clipstudio, cause firealpaca and krita honestly suck. im studying for an ASE certification.
im 18 now, and im already heading to court for speeding. Gezz, what am I...
Thank you to anyone who even cared to read this. Im going to be drawing alot more now.

Lately ive been a little inactive on here, buut thats not so on actual progress.
But recently ive been kinda pushing myself to start using Krita instead, I just personally like it better.
annoyingly that means Ive got to get accumulated to it again.

Art wize, I honestly feel …, inadequate Its like no mater how hard I try I cant seem to get it right.
I think it may be time for me to go look at some tutorials or read a fiew articles or books.
infact I know i should be studying the anatomy as well.
Its like im being stubborn and shying away from what I realy need to do, by instead brute forcing it.

So im very aware of my lack of artistic capacity right now.
I honestly dont know whats up with it.
Im back in school and it seems during lunch in the library is where im the most effective at doing anything art related.
Who knows maybe its just my environment at home, which frankly probably wont change.
On the other hand, I almost feel...discouraged, my expectations of what I think I can do VS what I really am capable of are warped.
Ill probably just give it some time and see what happens.

This is a journal, a journal that people will probably not see
anyways, life is just boring right now, theres nothing going on, no projects or anything i guess.
Thats a lie I actualy have 2 in the making ones probably going to be posted in a day.
anyways, surface pro 5 is yes, and art is also semi yes.
last week of school till break (more work).
and one more week of not knowing what to do.

The car, a automotive class, and a make shift mechanic.
Ever since early December a fabled clutch on a particular mode of transit decided it was time to let out.
After 2 months progress has been made, parts ordered, and parts removed, ready for assembly.

That makes it sound so easy doesn't it.
All in a week my savings went from good to go to completely exhausted.
MAN its so easy to lose your mind in what you do and dont need.
2.25 hrs max a day for the past 2 weeks, and im already half way there?
pft nah, this is just the beginning.

Onwards!~

I assume quite a bit of people have noticed a staggering lack of any art what so ever!
Annoyingly and partly amazingly my surface 3 broke after 4 years of day to day service, work to play. :(
Luckily I've got a better surface on the way to replace it!
Not so great again it seems ive forgotten how to draw legs and bodies XD (back to square one I see)
lots of sketches to go, lots of sketches to make.

The past 2 months have been a hand full alight. But I feel like ive been stuck in a rut, and now im going to have to build my momentum up agian. Even though Yes i have been working on A project, and its coming along very well now. Im just tied up between work school and home life. 3-4 times a week especially last week I was working 5 days a week. Which would be fine if there wansn't so much to do besides work at school. The only time i get to do anything art related is during lunch were i can barely squeeze 30 minutes a day 4 days a week cause Wednesday is weird. I should probably start posting some sketches ive done in the past 4 months in my note pad. Hopefully using that I can start to post more, cause I usualy draw one new thing a day in there.

Updates on that project of mine include that im finally coloring me and my boi, back ground is next!

You know, i never knew how much you feet want to kill you at the end of a 5 hr shift. Anyway, im working now! Its not exactly fast food, but its still alot more...different than you would likely think.
...now i just gotta wait for that first pay check, to in which will get imidiately dissolved into getting my car more road worthy...

The concept of a space, online is interesting, like i just though. If you REALLY wanted to find someone to talk to, its really not that hard, but its the anxiety or a rejection that makes us feel isolated in out own minds. Like rn I could find some random person here on this website, and JUST by looking through a little I can find a way to talk to them or communicate. Now weather that works or not all depends on the person on the other end, or the way you present yourself. Like I know alot of you on this site new and old, veterans of time, or just the newbie to the block. I hope that some day, I can leave a foot print on this world, this community that can show people of all origins, life styles, and hardships, that there is always a way to move forwards. Granted I lose my cool sometimes to my life around me, the people around me, but who docent, like seriously. If I can live in a world surrounded with failure, and make those failures into lesser failures, i will eventually end up with something i can call a success.

Iv been doing alot of scetches lately and im starting to get in syinc with what i want to make, but I have this crazy idea, so, if anyone knows, i record all of my projects, right? well thoes files are recorded in 1080P and because in thoes recordings im drawing im zooming in and out, so it might just be posible to save what progress i made...but now i realize the grid, shiz...ugh that was one idea out to the trash.. i still dont know if ill pick the project up, even tho I kinda wish I could, but ill have something new coming up soon.. so i guess i might. what really funny, is that project will officaly be one year old in November XD. jezz maybe ill just start from scratch and draw it all back up, because my style and skill? had differed over this long course of time, and you might just be able to see it if you look hard enough.

You know what screw it, im not gona let some measly freakin crappy thing hold me back, im hurt not gona lie, but right now i need something to look forwards to, so ill set my sails up high, and see what comes of it. theres alot every one everywhere dosent know about me and i wich i could share my story with everyone, a story of falure, and knowlede gained from the endless falures, some funny some not so much, but what ever, i dont even care id no ones my audience, ill be my own audience for all i know.

All art is gone...i attempted to install ubuntu on my surface 3, that was the dumbest thing ive done in the past 8 months.
to put this into prospective, the art project "cafe somewhere" was started in August 2019, my latest version was lost so im now back to pre back ground levels, over 8 hrs of work
2 art projects were in the making the one i just said, and the other one was supposed to be my first night scale drawing with lighting, with a more mellow setting, but that work (over 12hrs of work) are now gone...right now...im fed up with my self...and i dont know where to go from here but just sit around beating myself up to unessisary proportions.
your probably thinking "oh just start over agian" its ...not that easy, all my art, all my work has a purpose, like a part of me, a part of what I want to share. its like someone just took half my soul and tossed it in a fire saying fuck me, like the past week has already been. I just wish someone would tell me to keep going, but i dont think thats ever going to happen. so i always have to pick myself up, because were all in it for our selves right? even tho i dont get why..

So do any of you out there, if any of you actualy read these, ever think about what got you where you are now, and whats to change in the future? Life, Time, Knoledge, Space, Events, Places, and the complete randomly controled things that brought you HERE to this journal. its incredeble really, and I know many of you out there right now are struggling, succeeding, failing, and even prospering. Is the world is just a conglomeration of what ifs? But if it is thats good, infact its great, because if the world started on an "if" the conceivably impossible becomes possibly possible. and like all possibilities theres something great and something greater that comes out which could lead, well, any way really. but at the end of the day, on one day you will make an "if" that can change the world forever, for good or bad is up to you, and the way the people who see it receive it. In a way..i hope to make one of thoes "if's" if good id make the best of it for everyone, if it turns sour, well so be it. If I can make something worse, I can sure as heck make it better, how ever hard that may be... and how ever hard it may be right now, in your lives, my life, everyones life...

My surface pen kicked the bucket....agian this is the 2nd pen iv gone through, the first tho was lost, but this one was a real one, and holeh crap there expencive.
so you would think i could get some sort of trade in for a discount or something for the darn 100 freakin dollar pen. Anywhoos i gotta wait for my replacement to show up, so art is on a little of a hiatus rn.

Every day seems to get worse...i dont know why, but I just want to cry atleast once every day but of course I cant. Really what the biggest struggle has been the fact that I have no one to go to, i dont have any friends to talk to well...yet anyways, and dont say just go to events and meets and stuf because i already do that its just anything that makes me anxious, or makes me just want to die, I just have to take it and push through like compressing it into a little ball and I can only take so much of it before I lose it again and again and again but so far the only thing that keeps me sain in my bike, this tablet, and the occasional person who says hi to me, then when i finaly feel like im getting somewhere life just takes another thing from whats left of whats keeping me going like a slap to the face then the torture process of keeping it together starts all over again. The mood swings, suicidal toughs, lack of motivation, lack of interest in everything, but yet here I am, so you know what, FUCK IT if you want to try and kill me you better try your damned best because im not going anywhere until I get somewhere.

I HAD a fully functioning desktop 3 weeks ago....now my GPU died again X,D soooo no speed paints PC gaming until I find a good deal to replace it..... How ever art production is in FULL SWING!!!!

DIVORCE. EXE HAS NOT BEEN EXECUTED PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER