I'm pretty tired of seeing fursuits in bondage gear/in (can't spell what I mean but it begins with l) skimpy underwear/etc.
But then again I don't get off to animals like a lot of people here do. That's probably why. (Not saying anything against that, just stating a fact.)

I'm still working on commissions, so I'm still here. The biggest one is done, Yay!

After I've finished my commissions,
I'm giving up drawing.
I'm giving up furry.
I'm giving up fursuiting.
I'm giving up art whoring.
I'm going to be normal.

I have always been a firm believer that you cannot just simply 'leave' the furry fandom. But I feel nothing for it anymore. (Well, to be honest, I don't really feel much...)
I have enjoyed my time here, met some awesome people, had some fun times, but it's just... died in me.

You can't draw without emotion, and for the past few weeks, I've had none. I'm stuck in the same boring rut of trying my hardest to draw something, failing, trying to draw it again, failing, over and over again... And I know as much as any fucker no one is even going to look at the shit I draw. Okay, the people commissioning it might look at it once and say thanks, but after that it'll probably just be saved to a drive and never looked at again. I'm not having a go at anyone here, it's just what I feel.

I have no idea what I will do instead. I've been furry for as long as I've been alive (One of my first words was woof, ffs) and I have no idea what normal humans do. I think I'll keep Xyx and do more cosplaying, I guess that is fursuiting but meh, I can't get rid of her, I love her... I guess I'll google how to be a normal person :B

I'm not saying I'm leaving the fandom forever, I'm just saying I'm leaving until I feel it again. Who knows when that'll be. But for now, I'm out. I'll finish the commissions, but after they've been submitted, you won't be seeing me for a long while.

But I'd like to take this chance to say thank you to my watchers, and to the awesome people who did art for me. I appreciate everything you've done.

A friend of mine is taking them.
He's an awesome writer, if you're interested in getting a cheap little story (As little as 10 pages for $1.50! That's madness, if you ask me :D) check him out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3339395/

(Yes he's the guy who is writing the Russian spy drama that I asked for people to join earlier. :P)

(My n key is missing and I have to copy and paste ns, so sorry if it's missing any xD)


** We've all seen what you can do, now lets see what makes you tick :) Answer the following questions (honestly!) and share with the world who you really are. Ready? Go! **

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
My name is Thea IRL. People that don't know me well call me Tuss. People that know me well call me Thea, Tea or Theebes, but don't you dare call me the latter, that's family only.

2. How tall are you?
5'3"-5'4" Abouts

3. Natural hair color?
Brown. Boring :B

3. What about eye color?
Grey

4. What orientation are you?
Pansexual.

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken.

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Sleep, wait for GuildWars2.

7. What's your job?
I draw for stupidly low amounts of money, and I am also sort of working at KFC (Waiting for the Yeovil store to open and looking for another job before it does)

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Errrrrr...

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Pretty much everything, but I can tolerate it :B My memory is the worst ever thing.

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I don't know... They usually think I'm shy and innocent as far as I know.


** Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready? **

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any)?
I believe in different things. I know there is no God, I believe in reincarnation, Karma, and stuff like that.

12. Do you drink?
I AM A CIDER DRInKERRR, I DRInKS IT ALL OF THE DAYYY (That's the Wurzles if you didn't know.)
Yes.

13. Do you smoke?
No. I never will. It's disgusting and ugly :B

14. What are your fears?
I'm scared of everything... :l Swans, lifts, people I don't know, water, loneliness, having to depend on someone, drips (Yuck... >: ), Closed spaces, tidyness, fire, Failure, success, heights, clowns, dolls, blood... And a ton more.

15. What are your dreams/goals?
Goals; I have none. I do really want some, but I can't see myself going anywhere in life so I don't set any (I hate having high expectations of myself...)
Dreams; Get a camper van, live in camper van.

16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Duh. no shit.


** Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D **

17. Who's your best bud?
Err... I guess that is Fara.

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Errr... Anything I have :B

19. Favorite drink?
Tea.

20. Favorite color?
Purple or green

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Shapeshifting.

22. Favorite movie?
I dunno lol xD

23. Least favorite food?
Peanuts in any form. The smell of them alone makes me feel queasy.

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Vegetable lasagna with chips, and white chocolate icecream with stroopwafels for afters.

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I don't have a car.
But god I want an E type jag. Murr :3
But in realistic terms, I'd have a green Ford falcon.


** Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin. **

26. Most disliked bug?
Errr... Mosquitoes. I hate those buggers- they're the only things I will kill out of wrath.

27. Most hated pet peeves?
LEOPARDS =/= CHEETAHS =/= OCELOTS YOU BLOODY IDIOTS >.<

28. Dislike in life?
Being so far away from all my friends :l

29. Most annoying?
Children. :V

30. Most disliked TV show?
Stupid reality shows... Fff.

**END**

You should totally go poke it and watch Ergo, he's awesome and you should be watching him.

Link for artsies;

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7708523/

Okay, first off, I have to say I am very sorry. There are a few of you who I have owed things for absolutely ages and haven't got around to. Some of you may have been forgotten, some have been niggling at my mind since I got them. (These people are in the list.)


TO DO LIST (In order of who has been waiting longest)

ASAP;
SayreFox - Group pic (Comm) - Sketch done.
ZeeM - Macro pic (Comm) - sketch done
Ryuzan - Single pic (trade) - Sketch done
Onyxwings - single pic (trade) - Sketch and BG done (Redoing from scratch because the one I was doing sucked)

Refund BFK ($7)

ASAPATO;
Aroo - Conbadges x 2
7 People - nsfw (Comm) - Background, sketches done 2 lined
Makari (CM2011 Prize) - Evil Makari
ZeeM (CM2011 Prize) - Macro pic
BambiBun - 2 refs, 2 conbadges (Comm)
Aura - Stuff (Comm)

ALL requests are cancelled. The 100 person thing is not going ahead anymore, I am so very sorry. It is just too much work alongside all of this.

I just wanted you lot to know I am sorry, and I am sorting everything artwise out as much as I can.

I'd write up a huge thing about it, but my phone is stoopid, so go here and see for yourself;
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3114279/

I feel betrayed. Everything seems to be adding up to disaster.

Is it that much to just want to feel secure?

Nothing I can do can help. Everything makes it worse.

I'm so fed up.

That will be all.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2952832/

Yup. :3

I actually gave out some gifts last year, let's see what I can do this year (I'm so in the holiday mood <3)


Christmas/Holiday Wishlist:

Step 1
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

Step 2
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special

Step 3
The List

1. Christmas off of work? >:

2. GW2 to come out, been waiting for sooooo long (You can't really help that though :P)

3. A new job, somewhere closer to Fara (And one for her, too)

4. More hats! A vulture needs lots of hats...

5. Conbadges :>

6. Hugs. Always good. x3

7. A graphics tablet with pen pressure?

8. Hot chocolate. Mmmm <3

9. More music! Cool remixes, and some types of music I don't have on my laptop at the moment.

10. I also would like everyone close to me to have a good christmas. From my watchers and friends, to My family and partner. We should all have a pint (Of dandilion and burdock, or perry?) and enjoy the festivitiness. :3

I NEED SOME
PLOX

Large dogs preffered T.T

 zaru666 - v
 Fenrari - v
 rayoelgatubelo - v
 xx2tailsxx - v

IF YOU HAVE NOT AGREED TO MY NOTE BY THE TIME A NEW PERSON APPLIES, YOU WILL LOSE YOUR SPOT.
People with v's next to thier name have agreed and own that spot.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2934599/

£1 a ticket, and you get a headshot sketch for your entry, and you're put into a draw for some awesome artwork x3
And all proceeds go to the British Heart Foundation (A worthy charity if you ask me. :3)

I'd recomend her x3
 atherra

Price guide;
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6881367

She is awesome and her style is so cute x3

I'm not in the free raffle, but you guys might be interested ;)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2916378/

It's about me, but not by me. 2 chapters have already been written, and King wants some more characters to be in it x3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2883681/

An update before the tag; Sorry I'm quiet. Work training is happening soon, so I'll be even more quiet. No art for a while after this week, from me or i8. .

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal -no.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.- No.
6. No tag backs.- ...No?
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You have to tag 11 people.- I have to? Or what? No.


1) What is your best accomplishment in life?
Nothing so far.

2) If you had a million dollars what would you do?
Buy a motorhome and move to Canada. Give half of what's left to my family, then shove the rest into a savings account.

3) If you could only save your life and one others life in this world.. who would it be and why?
Me and Fara. That was easy. :l Why would it be anyone else?

4) What is your favorite holiday and why?
Err, I aint got one. Probably Haloween if I had to choose.

5) Who is your favorite celebrity and why?
Celebrities are stupid. Well, not stupid as in stupid dumb, but the idea of them is stupid. Therefore, I do not have one.

6) If you had ONLY ONE wish and you couldnt ask for more what would it be and why?
Get an awesome job that pays a lot and isn't at KFC. Then I'd have lots of money to grant my own wishes with :B

7) What is your favorite animal and why?
I can't choose one. Cheetahs, lynxes, vultures, snakes, fishies... Yeah, them. Because they are?

8) If you could get married and had no limit on money what kinda wedding would you have?
Something quiet and purple. With the best buffet and wine celebration afterwards. Oh yeah, and cheese. Lots of cheese.

9) If you could do one thing in this world to make a difference what would you do and why?
Make canabilism less strange to people. It'd get rid of some people and solve wold hunger and poverty.

10) What is your favorite song and why?
No idea, lol.

11) What is your favorite season and why?
Autumn because CRUNCHY LEAVES :DD

If you want to do this I'll give you some questions but I'm not tagging.

I got a job.

The pay is rubbish, and it's against my morals, but it's a job, I've been job searching for 2 years too long to give a crap.

But hey, everyone in Yeovil seems to be happy about the new KFC opening, apart from me. ._.

WHAT IS WITH ALL THE STUPID PEOPLE WHERE I VOLENTEER FFfffffff

Theres signs in the windows. Signs in the doors.

THE SHOP IS NOT FUCKING OPEN YET!

We unlock the door for 10 mins whils someone went to thier car to get some food...

5 people (a couple and 3 single people) decided they wanted to come in and look at what we have. All the higher ups were cleaning graffiti from the top floor (looks like it's an ex-swat upstairs) and I was alone cleaning the shop floor at the back. Then someone tapped me on the shoulder and was "excuse me, I want to buy this please." I said "We're not open yet"and they were like "OH! I saw the signs but thought I'd come in anyway. Could I have this please?"...

I just... just... Fffffffffffffffffffffff.

I wanted to punch them, but I just facepalmed insted.

Rage.

'tagged' by  ryuzan

Half of these are people IRL, half of them online. Some will be blatently obvious to people that know me well :B

Rules
-Pick ten people to write messages to
-Do not say who they are meant for
-Tag five people (lolno)


1: Deal w/ it.

2: Why the fuck did you marry that worthless cunt, and not even tell your fucking actual family? Have you forgotten about the three children you gave birth to for his kids? Wait, I already know the answer to that...

3: I wish I could talk to you more often. I miss talking to you D:

4: I'm still sorry for what I did to you, and I still have nightmares about that day. It's been, what, 3 or 4 years now? One would think one would be over it by now...

5: Please GTFO.

6: Stop calling me "cutie". I know what the fuck you're after and you're not fucking getting it. I am NOT FUCKING INTERESTED. I love Fara, and you know that. >:@

7: Fuck off, you stupid worthless piece of shit. You fucking stink, and stop FUCKING walking and shitting on the floor...

8: I want to make you a three course meal and drink wine with you. :D

9: You're a fucking two faced bitchcunt and I hope you go die in a fire. Now I don't wish death upon many, but I fucking wish it upon you, you fucking useless, two-faced bitch. I just wish I had the guts to show the people that think you're thier friend what you actually think about them. Fucking two faced fucking bitch fucking die. (Lovely, Tuss :P)

10: Yeah, shut up, we get the point. And guess what? It's not gonna change my opinion.

Browser meme. Type the letter into your browser and see what comes up.

a: www.furaffinity.net (it has an a in it? xD)
b: www.forum.ukfur.com
c: www.deviantart.com
d: www.furaffinity.net...
e: www.ebay.co.uk
f: www.facebook.com
g: www.deviantart.com
h: www.photobucket.com
i: www.furaffinity.net
j: www.yiffy.tk/image/character/129554.....955453941144208324.jpg
k: www.ukfur.org
l: www.furaffinity.net/logout
m: www.deviantart.com
n: www.furaffinity.net
o: www.ukfur.org
p: www.photobucket.com
q: www.deviantart.com
r: ... www.deviantart.com
s: www.tylasayswoof.deviantart.com...
t: ... www.deviantart.com
u: www.ukfur.org
v: www.deviantart.com/messages
w: www.photobucket.com
x: www.ausmotive.com/images/topgear/TGA-01x04-05.jpg
y: www.youtube.com
z: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:A.....ote_Zagato.jpg

Wow I'm sure thats exciting for you. Shows how boring I am xD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2666918/

I don't need it, but I'm sure some others do.

I woke up and came on my phone for a while, and I couldn't see an interesting journal in the mass of fat bunny shite.

Shut the Fuck up.
Just please. That ugly banner is enough for me.

This week is a load of shit.
I think a lot of unwatchings will happen from me this week.

I should have more like for fat bunnies, they'd be so much easier to catch and kill.

All I can draw is ref sheets. I keep trying to do the trades I owe but they just don't come out right... It seems I can do is ref after ref at the moment... It's good because I do need a few refs for my characters and it's good anatomy practice, but it's getting a little bit on my nerves because I owe so many people stuff >:l

Hopefully this phase of ref drawing will end soon. :l I appoligise to anyone I owe art to, I have not forgotten you, just having the strangest art block I've ever had... :s

I want to play SL again but I have no idea what to do on it that isn't annoy Nieh on her home or dance in AnthroXtacy.

Thely needs some more places to explore and stuff to do, and people to play with. Not like that. *facedesk*