Context:
Posted 8 years agoI guess long and short is: My flames burned out ages ago. Back when I was 13, with a church out in West L.A., I recall the pre-teen leader saying I had “A flame that lit everyone else up”. At that time I was very outgoing, very charismatic, very much a people person even if my peers at times resented me for connecting with adults a lot and wasn’t quite one to welcome their heckling.
…That was back in 2000. Back when my mother was still in a good spot pushing out her script to become a film, where while wer were living off of food stamps and Section 8 for rent, we could still go out and -do- things without a lot of stress. Back when I could scooter around from my home all the way to Santa Monica because I didn’t have 50 cents to ride the bus and be fine.
…Two years after that, the cchurch fell apart, my mother got into a deal that ccosted us everything and then some, we were fored to move towards Chicago as my Grandmother was the only person willing to support us in that time of need.
Living in Chicago was, and always has been terrible since. I got mugged a few times just half a block away from home just because I was an ‘easy target’ for everyone else. I couldn’t get back into the systems I had in Californa, meaning I couldn’t take Riddlin for my ADHD anymore, nor could I get check ups and the like given no medicade. I couldn’t dare leave the front door unless I knew I had busfair to get around.
If not for the internet becoming what it was around that time, I chances are would have been destroyed right there and then :’D But, I held on, I dug into the ryona groups to pervert all this stress in ways to become an outlet and to bare with the day-in-and-out struggles my mother and I was having with trying to adapt. She coudln’t score a job, so she eventuraly went back to script writing once Section 8 cleared us for the state move and we could get our own place.
I tried to go to college, to escape Chicago and to make something of my own. Sadly 2007 happened doing that time, and my co-signer at the time died in turn.
So…I was forced to drop out, with the school unwilling to give me my credits till I payed up what I owed, with Sallie Mae now over my back in turn. Even if I got a job, I wouldn’t have any money of my own. I still tried though, but dropping out of college with nothing to show is a worse action then dropping out of highschool. No one wanted to hire me, and online jobs that where just mindless clicking and posting tasks for a few cents per thing done where not listable job experances.
I’m been struggling since then just to live. To make -something- for myself, but 10 years ongoing and I’m still no better off then I already was. I still have to pretty much beg for cash, if I get anything, it’s ether a hand-me-down or a gift from someone else, never from my own pocket. On top of all of that, the help I should be getting, I can’t. Seeing someone for my mental issues is too expensive. Getting a check up is too expensive. I’ve got shattered teeth that no matter what I do are rotting away. I’ve got a libido that doesn’t have a 'down’ moment. My feet as well have started to develop some really odd sensations and numbness as well. Though I can’t do anything about it unless I was on the verge of death, and only then would a hospital be willing to toss me under debit harder then I was before.
…it is a wonder how I still stand. How I can still have anything akin towards a 'flame’ after all of this. My mother can’t get her veteran benefits because of how she got discharged to hide the fact that one of her higher up’s felt like 'using’ her and even with the changes to the ruling, she still hasn’t been able to budge on that. My brother is mentaly disabled to the point where someone will always have to watch and take care of him, and he’ll be 27 physically, but 13 mentally.
This is my life, this will chances are ccontinue to be my life, and with how the world’s going, it’ll only be worse. Food stamps are being cut back more and more, my brother’s disability check is our only real income to speak of and that’s starting to be cut back, Section 8′s cutting back…You can only cut at a thread for so long till there’s nothing left.
30 years
Posted 8 years agoJust to knock down the previous jornal. I'm 30 years old now. Yay.
That's....all.
That's....all.
Sudden evection notice
Posted 10 years agoI haven't wanted to post much of anything on FA for a while, butt my hands been forced. Our landlord just felt like forcing an eviction onto us, and the law apparently isn't on our side on this matter ether.
I need to go into a bit of detail but a few days ago we found someone in the laundry room. We of course called the police as no one's suppost to be in there. Our landlords apparently got a police tracker though, called the police off, and then called us telling us not to do such. So this is already a red flag both ways, we feel something's fishy, and he doesn't like us. Today we get a notice from peoples gas saying they are turning off gas for the entire building. We call about that, because having gas turn off doing winter, after it's been snowing at that, is PRETTY BIG. He get's pissy about that, and then declares we're being 'too much of a problem' and pretty much says "Get moving papers, I want you out'. We call housing on the matter to fight it off, and their answer was pretty much "Well, if he wants to kick you out...he's allowed to kick you out...". We call the cops, because he doesn't have anything directly on us to force this ( we haven't damaged anything, we've passed our inspections, we've paid our rent and unity bills on time without fail )...But because we are on a 'month by month' lease, he apparently can just declare us "Not allowed to live here" ( because the lease isn't singed every month on our end in turn, so on any single given month, we're apparently not on the lease beyond the first time we singed ) and there's nothing they can do about it.
...We are pretty much in a spot where, someone doing wrong, directly, and got his hand caught in the cookie jar, will get no reprimand...while we, who have been doing our best to do and stay level, now are being punished because we poked our head into a situation, and then asked about why the hell is there a notice saying the gas is being shut off. So...after moving, getting set up, getting a new PC, actually enjoying the location we are in and the like...we're forced to move, if we like it or not. I am crushed, destroyed...and honestly...I don't even know anymore if I'm even worth the effort to save this time. My projects have been dead in the water for a while, my job hunting's been null, and I don't really have anything to show for it all...
...but I wanted to get this out here, in case I end up vanishing for good, and no one's able to get in touch. At least this is here.
I need to go into a bit of detail but a few days ago we found someone in the laundry room. We of course called the police as no one's suppost to be in there. Our landlords apparently got a police tracker though, called the police off, and then called us telling us not to do such. So this is already a red flag both ways, we feel something's fishy, and he doesn't like us. Today we get a notice from peoples gas saying they are turning off gas for the entire building. We call about that, because having gas turn off doing winter, after it's been snowing at that, is PRETTY BIG. He get's pissy about that, and then declares we're being 'too much of a problem' and pretty much says "Get moving papers, I want you out'. We call housing on the matter to fight it off, and their answer was pretty much "Well, if he wants to kick you out...he's allowed to kick you out...". We call the cops, because he doesn't have anything directly on us to force this ( we haven't damaged anything, we've passed our inspections, we've paid our rent and unity bills on time without fail )...But because we are on a 'month by month' lease, he apparently can just declare us "Not allowed to live here" ( because the lease isn't singed every month on our end in turn, so on any single given month, we're apparently not on the lease beyond the first time we singed ) and there's nothing they can do about it.
...We are pretty much in a spot where, someone doing wrong, directly, and got his hand caught in the cookie jar, will get no reprimand...while we, who have been doing our best to do and stay level, now are being punished because we poked our head into a situation, and then asked about why the hell is there a notice saying the gas is being shut off. So...after moving, getting set up, getting a new PC, actually enjoying the location we are in and the like...we're forced to move, if we like it or not. I am crushed, destroyed...and honestly...I don't even know anymore if I'm even worth the effort to save this time. My projects have been dead in the water for a while, my job hunting's been null, and I don't really have anything to show for it all...
...but I wanted to get this out here, in case I end up vanishing for good, and no one's able to get in touch. At least this is here.
C2E2 this weekend
Posted 10 years agoI'll be going on Saturday thanks towards a friend covering the bill. If anyone would like to meet up that day just to see more face-to-face or chat, let me know and we can try to arrange for something?
Interview with SLina Desira (meme-journal)
Posted 11 years agoRULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
OC picked: Slina Desira
Tagged by
s-nina
1. What is your name?
Slina Desira
2. Do you know why you were named that?
It's something of a homophone, a corruption of 'Slime Desire'. I do think it's pretty obvious why I would have such a name~
3. Single or taken?
Taken by my oh so lovable Latex Swines. Taking care of them is a lifetime duty~! But oh, you mean more something like dating don't you? Single would be the correct term I guess~
4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well I am made out of liquid latex after all! Any latex mass I touch, I can corrupt and control as if it was my own, and of course my own goo is able to do all sorts of fun 'tricks' in turn. How all did you think I've gotten so many piggy's in such a short time?
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Well I'm not perfect! I need my Latex Swines to keep going, their endlessly lactating body's fuel me. But I can't really help it if so many just come towards my delightful figure, my alluring voice, and my oh so wonderful teasing ways to take advantage of them!
6. What's your eye color?
Purple, thought I do hope you notice I lack iris of any kind...
7. How about hair color?
Cyan.
8. Have you any family members?
There's of course my Latex Swines, and following them the Slime Swines. Past them thought there's no one else relative towards me.
9. Oh? How about pets?
Where you thinking of becoming one? Otherwise the Swines are both Family and 'Pets' in context~
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Fire, extreme heat and cold, and those nasty little do gooder's who think hunting down little ol me is some sort of...noble...task or something silly like that!
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Beyond pleasuring my pets and seeing who else desires to join my folds? Not really, one could say I'm a very single track mind in that regard.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Define 'hurt'. Physically? Not really, by the time I would do anything 'harmful', their body's are already rubbery inside and out, and at that stage, one would need to apply so much force before they even found such painful~. Mentally might be a different issue...
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Oh no~! I'm not some murderer! I might make others into my thralls, but I wouldn't dare take a life!...Including when that life can join mine~
14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a pig dear, a swine who's known for frolicking in her own mud. Get to know me long enough, and you'll be doing the same as well~
15. Name your worst habits.
A habit I could declare bad...? I'm not even sure there is one for little ol me~ [She can get far too full of herself]
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Towards myself~ No one else is quite like me after all~
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I take anyone into my folds dear~ Race and Sex tends to be of little interest when you'll be a big breast Latex Swine for me anyway~ But I do favor females and those already carrying breast over the small chested ones. Always so hard to get them lactating!
18. Do you go to school?
If I did, it would to make that school my own bog of rubbery fun~
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I already have so many 'kids', so I don't need to even marry!
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I figure I do, many of such have already become such squeaking swines thought~! Pretty sure the others are just as eager to join them~
21. What are you most afraid of?
Running out of mass, that's what keeps me going. But as long as I have at least one Swine to come back towards, I'll be fine.
22. What do you usually wear?
As I am, there's no such thing as 'clothing'~
23. What's one food that tempts you?
My Swines lactating latex~
24. Am I annoying you?
A Bit~ This is starting to go on for longer then I care for.
25. Well, it's still not over!
...Wonderful...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
As money's not a desire, nor a keepsake, I could only guess low class towards the social norm? But I'm a queen towards my own thralls, so in that I am also high class?
27. How many friends do you have?
Again, my swines are the key towards this, and honestly it's hard to keep count of all of them...Maybe I should start labeling them with numbers...
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
A cute trap to replace it's filling with my own brand~
30. Favorite drink?
Anything purple I could blend in with~
31. What's your favorite place?
My bog, my home and villa~ We travel and spread a lot thought, so it's never in a single spot for long~
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
I might be eying a few people to convert yes~
33. That was a stupid question.
...Do not ask what you will later regret...
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Mmmm~ if only I could take over the ocean itself, but all that salt ensures I just bubble over the top of it. So lakes tend to be my home instead, far easier to convert for my Slime Swines to live in and the like~
35. What's your type?
Someone who's secretly slutty under whatever mask they desire to wear towards the public. The kind who don't want to admit they are as perverted as they really are, and attempt to hide that fact as hard as they can. Getting them to 'break' and admit is the best sensation~
36. Any fetishes?
I think my Swines fill that void obviously enough~ Anything of them is a fetish of mine you can say, they are made to please me afterall~!
37. Seme or uke?
Hmmm? Going to have to explain this one dear~
38. Camping or indoors?
Both are rather fun to intrude onto~
39. Tag People!
Mmmm~ guess I have no choice~!
gluepaw,
vhbeaver,
xenolugia150 and
ayasebunny I guess can take a few moments to give this silly thing a spin next.
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
OC picked: Slina Desira
Tagged by
s-nina1. What is your name?
Slina Desira
2. Do you know why you were named that?
It's something of a homophone, a corruption of 'Slime Desire'. I do think it's pretty obvious why I would have such a name~
3. Single or taken?
Taken by my oh so lovable Latex Swines. Taking care of them is a lifetime duty~! But oh, you mean more something like dating don't you? Single would be the correct term I guess~
4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well I am made out of liquid latex after all! Any latex mass I touch, I can corrupt and control as if it was my own, and of course my own goo is able to do all sorts of fun 'tricks' in turn. How all did you think I've gotten so many piggy's in such a short time?
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Well I'm not perfect! I need my Latex Swines to keep going, their endlessly lactating body's fuel me. But I can't really help it if so many just come towards my delightful figure, my alluring voice, and my oh so wonderful teasing ways to take advantage of them!
6. What's your eye color?
Purple, thought I do hope you notice I lack iris of any kind...
7. How about hair color?
Cyan.
8. Have you any family members?
There's of course my Latex Swines, and following them the Slime Swines. Past them thought there's no one else relative towards me.
9. Oh? How about pets?
Where you thinking of becoming one? Otherwise the Swines are both Family and 'Pets' in context~
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Fire, extreme heat and cold, and those nasty little do gooder's who think hunting down little ol me is some sort of...noble...task or something silly like that!
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Beyond pleasuring my pets and seeing who else desires to join my folds? Not really, one could say I'm a very single track mind in that regard.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Define 'hurt'. Physically? Not really, by the time I would do anything 'harmful', their body's are already rubbery inside and out, and at that stage, one would need to apply so much force before they even found such painful~. Mentally might be a different issue...
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Oh no~! I'm not some murderer! I might make others into my thralls, but I wouldn't dare take a life!...Including when that life can join mine~
14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a pig dear, a swine who's known for frolicking in her own mud. Get to know me long enough, and you'll be doing the same as well~
15. Name your worst habits.
A habit I could declare bad...? I'm not even sure there is one for little ol me~ [She can get far too full of herself]
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Towards myself~ No one else is quite like me after all~
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I take anyone into my folds dear~ Race and Sex tends to be of little interest when you'll be a big breast Latex Swine for me anyway~ But I do favor females and those already carrying breast over the small chested ones. Always so hard to get them lactating!
18. Do you go to school?
If I did, it would to make that school my own bog of rubbery fun~
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I already have so many 'kids', so I don't need to even marry!
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I figure I do, many of such have already become such squeaking swines thought~! Pretty sure the others are just as eager to join them~
21. What are you most afraid of?
Running out of mass, that's what keeps me going. But as long as I have at least one Swine to come back towards, I'll be fine.
22. What do you usually wear?
As I am, there's no such thing as 'clothing'~
23. What's one food that tempts you?
My Swines lactating latex~
24. Am I annoying you?
A Bit~ This is starting to go on for longer then I care for.
25. Well, it's still not over!
...Wonderful...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
As money's not a desire, nor a keepsake, I could only guess low class towards the social norm? But I'm a queen towards my own thralls, so in that I am also high class?
27. How many friends do you have?
Again, my swines are the key towards this, and honestly it's hard to keep count of all of them...Maybe I should start labeling them with numbers...
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
A cute trap to replace it's filling with my own brand~
30. Favorite drink?
Anything purple I could blend in with~
31. What's your favorite place?
My bog, my home and villa~ We travel and spread a lot thought, so it's never in a single spot for long~
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
I might be eying a few people to convert yes~
33. That was a stupid question.
...Do not ask what you will later regret...
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Mmmm~ if only I could take over the ocean itself, but all that salt ensures I just bubble over the top of it. So lakes tend to be my home instead, far easier to convert for my Slime Swines to live in and the like~
35. What's your type?
Someone who's secretly slutty under whatever mask they desire to wear towards the public. The kind who don't want to admit they are as perverted as they really are, and attempt to hide that fact as hard as they can. Getting them to 'break' and admit is the best sensation~
36. Any fetishes?
I think my Swines fill that void obviously enough~ Anything of them is a fetish of mine you can say, they are made to please me afterall~!
37. Seme or uke?
Hmmm? Going to have to explain this one dear~
38. Camping or indoors?
Both are rather fun to intrude onto~
39. Tag People!
Mmmm~ guess I have no choice~!
gluepaw,
vhbeaver,
xenolugia150 and
ayasebunny I guess can take a few moments to give this silly thing a spin next.List of Storys (Always Updating)
Posted 11 years agoStory Links'Restricted' Testing(Zetta:Latex/Virus/Corruption)
1 : 2 : 3
Lacquer Ambuscade(Blaze:Latex/TF/Mind Break/Corruption/Enslavement)
1 : 2 : 3 : 4
Latexmon(Latexmon:Latex/TF)
Single
'Devote'd Display(Devote Underwood:Latex/TF/Corruption/Enslavement)
Single
(Story not done by me)
Bad-Mare(NiGHTS:Tentacles/Mind Break/Corruption/Enslavement)
1 : 2 : 3 : 4 : 5
BAD END(Q-bee/Tyamet:TF/Corruption)
Single
A.M.P. Model 03: Zetta(Zetta:Info Dump)
Single
Purple, Green, and now Pink?!?(XJ-9:Slime)
Single
Let's Bounce!(Zetta:Slime/WAM)
Single
(with follow up images/no story)
Cofagrigus 'Mummies'(Lopunny:Mummification/Cum/Corruption/Enslavement)
1 : 2 : 3
(with follow up images/no story)
It's in my mouth, umm you guys, it's in my mouth!(Devote Underwood:Slime/WAM)
Single
You CLEARLY didn't watch your step!(Q-bee/Weavile:Slime/WAM/TF/Corruption)
Single
(with prequel & follow up images/no story)
Cat Glue & Glued Cat(Blaze:Latex/TF/Corruption)
1 : 2
I want some 'Honey'(Slina Desira:Latex/Slime/Outfit TF/WAM)
Single
Cat got your tongue?(Devote Underwood:Latex/TF/Degrading)
Single
OK, NOW it's green!(XJ-9:Slime)
Single
A 'Rare' candy gift~(Weavile:Slime/Human X Monster)
Single
The Lair of the Swine(Slina Desira:Latex/Slime/TF/Enslavement/Objectification)
Single
You'll not be needing that & You never needed any of that(Blaze:Slime/TF/Corruption/Enslavement/Mind Break)
1 : 2
A Sticky Trap(Blaze:Latex/TF/Enslavement)
Single
Tar Sluts(Rena-Slut:Tar/WAM)
Single
The Void's Ooze(Nidalee/Cassiopeia:Slime/WAM)
Single
A Slut's Gift(Kittyslut:Latex/TF/Outfit TF)
Single
Slina Desira(Slina Desira:Info Dump)
Single
A 'Sticky' Situation(Q-bee:Tentacle/Slime)
Single
Kitty in Heat(Blaze:Latex/Slime/TF/Enslavement)
1 : 2
A Slut's Meow(Rena-Slut:Latex/Slime/TF/Corruption/Hypnosis/Enslavement)
1 : 2
Like Honey(Q-bee:Latex/Slime/TF)
Single
'Hang'ing around & Changing Apperances(Rena-Slut:Latex/TF/Limb null)
1 : 2
Annoying yet effective(May:TF/Mind Break)
Single
The X-citement Curse(Rika/Renamon:Latex/TF/Mind Break/Enslavement)
Single
Update towards profile
Posted 11 years agoNot too sure how well this will work/Look, but I desided to add storylinks and the like towards my profile, more less some slight cleaning up/updating. If it works out well enough, any and all new 'story' images that get posted will be added there in turn!
Backlog reminder
Posted 11 years agoJust another FYI, but almost everything uploaded as of now has been stuff I had for almost a year now, but never uploaded for different reasons. Some of it I wanted storys for, others where on pause till other things got done first. Some stuff was simply forgotten about uploading in the massive pile of other stuff!
But I've been taking this month to kinda fix that all together, so don't go thinking any of this is new goods gotten in a single day, I've been TRYING to space out my uploads to not flood inboxes, more less to try to ensure all of the images got enough limelight. Today was chances are my most heavy upload of days as it's nearing the end of the 'backlog' and getting closer towards the start of the 'newer' stuff. Anyone who follows some of the stuff I get chances are know exactly what I'm talking about.
For now thought, just bare with it and enjoy~! =D
But I've been taking this month to kinda fix that all together, so don't go thinking any of this is new goods gotten in a single day, I've been TRYING to space out my uploads to not flood inboxes, more less to try to ensure all of the images got enough limelight. Today was chances are my most heavy upload of days as it's nearing the end of the 'backlog' and getting closer towards the start of the 'newer' stuff. Anyone who follows some of the stuff I get chances are know exactly what I'm talking about.
For now thought, just bare with it and enjoy~! =D
Massive Blacklog incoming!
Posted 11 years agoNext few days is going to be a ton of uploads from my backlog of smut I've built up over a while! So I guess look forward towards it...or something...! XD
July 13th
Posted 11 years agoBirthday day =w=
I might be online, but unsure! I might just spend that day offline all together honestly, just take a break from things, but I'll make sure to read anything left for me otherwise =O
I might be online, but unsure! I might just spend that day offline all together honestly, just take a break from things, but I'll make sure to read anything left for me otherwise =O
PC Woes, and a question
Posted 11 years agoWell, it was about due time for this hunker to start breaking down on me. From having to overclock it's Feeble CPU and GPU to keep up with most games and media nowadays, towards the sudden flash humid days making everything wet this year, I guess my PC's starting to at last kick the bucket. It's started running a bit more sluggish in this week, till today when it suddenly felt like rapid blue screen on me. I...seem to have it now a little more under control, but I can't say these turn of events make me happy by the slightest. It's about that time I start investing in a new PC looks like, but here in lies the first, yet only, problem:
Money.
I've gone from a job fair with
kirisha, hunting jobs around my locations since the move, knocking on every door for the odd job for just a few more bucks and the like...and I gotta admit it's not working. None of this is working. I did get shot one idea thought, and I wanted to hear from you guys if it's something worth doing, but if I do, it would have to be 'soon' and hopefully done in a way that doesn't kill my PC outright:
Streaming Games.
Not just any games mind you, but shmups. I seem to be above average skilled at them, enough to be able to 1 credit clear a few of them here and there, and they are a style of gameplay that I think can be exciting for the viewer, while still an obvious display of skill on the players end. The problem becomes on the fact of asking for donations and the like while streaming such. Said friend had suggested I try using twitch with it's subscription modle with adverts and the like, and that kinda rubbed me all sort of wrong ways, but I'm asking you guys if such an idea would even be valid towards you? Could you see yourself willing to support me if I worked in such a way?
I did have one other idea, streaming me working on my game projects, but I fear these would be so painfully slow, dull, and hard to keep going on ether persons end that it might not even be worth the effort. But then again, I've never acually asked you guys if watching someone click on a lot of things and typing text into boxes and lines would come off as 'fun' ether! So I'm doing that as well I guess!
So, bottom line: I'm trying to figure out a way to present my skills in a way to get some money in turn to nab a better PC. 2 ideas, streaming shmups, and streaming my working habits, exsit as of now that 'might' work. Out of these two, what would you suggest I do? Or do you have perhaps another idea I could work on?
Money.
I've gone from a job fair with
kirisha, hunting jobs around my locations since the move, knocking on every door for the odd job for just a few more bucks and the like...and I gotta admit it's not working. None of this is working. I did get shot one idea thought, and I wanted to hear from you guys if it's something worth doing, but if I do, it would have to be 'soon' and hopefully done in a way that doesn't kill my PC outright:Streaming Games.
Not just any games mind you, but shmups. I seem to be above average skilled at them, enough to be able to 1 credit clear a few of them here and there, and they are a style of gameplay that I think can be exciting for the viewer, while still an obvious display of skill on the players end. The problem becomes on the fact of asking for donations and the like while streaming such. Said friend had suggested I try using twitch with it's subscription modle with adverts and the like, and that kinda rubbed me all sort of wrong ways, but I'm asking you guys if such an idea would even be valid towards you? Could you see yourself willing to support me if I worked in such a way?
I did have one other idea, streaming me working on my game projects, but I fear these would be so painfully slow, dull, and hard to keep going on ether persons end that it might not even be worth the effort. But then again, I've never acually asked you guys if watching someone click on a lot of things and typing text into boxes and lines would come off as 'fun' ether! So I'm doing that as well I guess!
So, bottom line: I'm trying to figure out a way to present my skills in a way to get some money in turn to nab a better PC. 2 ideas, streaming shmups, and streaming my working habits, exsit as of now that 'might' work. Out of these two, what would you suggest I do? Or do you have perhaps another idea I could work on?
3DS is awesome
Posted 12 years agoMostly because I can stay in bed and still surf FA and check my e-mails w/o having to go towards mycold sunroom to do the same. Also M2's 3D SEGA collection, but that's a different topic.
Oh, yes, check my workblog around the end of today...
Oh, yes, check my workblog around the end of today...
Tyamet Chapter: AoYC Updated: 10-26-2013
Posted 12 years agoGame Streaming with Gluepaw!
Posted 12 years ago...and welcome back towards your normal perversion.
Posted 12 years agoYup, nets back, and best news is that foodstamps are too...at $300 bucks.
That is double the foodstamps we normally get just about.
Oh, yes, I got gifted a 3DS as well from a friend doing the downtime, so PM me if you want to swap friend codes and what not!
That is double the foodstamps we normally get just about.
Oh, yes, I got gifted a 3DS as well from a friend doing the downtime, so PM me if you want to swap friend codes and what not!
Internet shut off yet again...
Posted 12 years agoYup. So offline till the first sadly. *sigh* It's always one thing after another...
July 13th
Posted 12 years agoMy birthday
If you want to do anything for me this year, just nab me some Q-Bee porn from someone or draw it? =O
Pretty much hoping for a Q-bee spree this year mostly!
If you want to do anything for me this year, just nab me some Q-Bee porn from someone or draw it? =O
Pretty much hoping for a Q-bee spree this year mostly!
Specal update
Posted 12 years agohttp://lipucd.blog.fc2.com/
Check my blog for it. Also sorry if my updates having QUITE been a day by day ordeal like I had first planned. I'm hoping to keep it as up to date as possible though, so do bookmark it, subscribe towards it's RSS feed, and the like!
Check my blog for it. Also sorry if my updates having QUITE been a day by day ordeal like I had first planned. I'm hoping to keep it as up to date as possible though, so do bookmark it, subscribe towards it's RSS feed, and the like!
Setting up a work Blog
Posted 12 years agohttp://lipucd.blog.fc2.com/
Because it's a good place for me to just post progress updates towards ether codename, or project as I move forward with both. Slowly working on setting it up, but take a peek if you desire.
Because it's a good place for me to just post progress updates towards ether codename, or project as I move forward with both. Slowly working on setting it up, but take a peek if you desire.
...and MAJOR thanks!
Posted 12 years agoHAHAHA....I should have guessed..
Posted 12 years agoAT&T shut us down today. So nets gone for the rest of the month...;~;
Anyone in Chicago going to Reggie's on the 20th?
Posted 12 years agoI'll be working the door's that night for the 'Gearbox fantastique 3' event that day. So if anyone's in the city wishing to meet me, that's a good time as any.
Kinda of a 'steampunk with music and apparently freakshow' event, My mother helped out last year, and this year going in her place. $15 to get in, and as I work doors from 9~10:30PM-ish, I assume that'll be the time allowed to get in. Obvious 21+ event, so ID is must.
If checking for me, just try calling me by 'lip-you-see-dee/lipucd'. =3
Kinda of a 'steampunk with music and apparently freakshow' event, My mother helped out last year, and this year going in her place. $15 to get in, and as I work doors from 9~10:30PM-ish, I assume that'll be the time allowed to get in. Obvious 21+ event, so ID is must.
If checking for me, just try calling me by 'lip-you-see-dee/lipucd'. =3
and back~
Posted 12 years ago..and doing my absence I hit 60K+ hits @w@;;;
Sadly I doubt I'll have anything to cheer that on, but thanks towards everyone regardless for the support! =D
Sadly I doubt I'll have anything to cheer that on, but thanks towards everyone regardless for the support! =D
Gone for the weekend
Posted 12 years agoAnyone trying to catch me, or just see what I'm up towards, I highly recommend following my Twitter.
https://twitter.com/lipucd
Direct Message me or whatever~ =D
https://twitter.com/lipucd
Direct Message me or whatever~ =D
Anyone up for a random game stream? [Finished]
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.livestream.com/lipucd
Streaming Sonic & All Star's Racing Transformed for PC. Doing S rank challenges, and might do some randoms online.
Come watch, enjoy the chatter, and make fun of me fail ( or cheer me on to succeed! =O )
Streaming Sonic & All Star's Racing Transformed for PC. Doing S rank challenges, and might do some randoms online.
Come watch, enjoy the chatter, and make fun of me fail ( or cheer me on to succeed! =O )
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