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REMINDER: Tablets For Sale
General | Posted 10 years agoOkay everyone, just a little reminder that I am selling a VT Mini and Yiynova UC-Logic Sketch Pad.
VT Mini:
-is brand new. got it from my school but never had the need to use it for classes.
-if you are bothered about the price, just remember that the price of the tablet is like doubled for me since it is a part of my tuition for college and i have to pay it back. if you are interested maybe we can negotiate.
Yiynova Sketch Pad:
-only a couple months old.
-condition like new.
If people are interested feel free to comment or note me.
VT Mini: link
UC-Logic Sketch Pad: link
Love you all
VT Mini:
-is brand new. got it from my school but never had the need to use it for classes.
-if you are bothered about the price, just remember that the price of the tablet is like doubled for me since it is a part of my tuition for college and i have to pay it back. if you are interested maybe we can negotiate.
Yiynova Sketch Pad:
-only a couple months old.
-condition like new.
If people are interested feel free to comment or note me.
VT Mini: link
UC-Logic Sketch Pad: link
Love you all
Need To Rant
General | Posted 12 years agoOkay, you know what?! I am getting so fed up with this site. With the people. The artists. The people who call themselves fellow furries. I am so fucking sick of it. Why can't you people be like normal human beings and actually I dunno...be nice! I can't stand your rude comments, just because someone is trying to be helpful. Or claim shit as your fucking own WHEN IT'S NOT. Stop playing off the poor woe is me I'm a tortured artist bull-crap if people are spending way to much money for your fucking art. People on this site just need to grow the fuck up, and get a pair of balls. Seriously.PLEASE NOTE: this is not directed towards anyone in particular...I'm just tired of seeing and hearing the same shit over and over again.
...All Out Of Faith
General | Posted 12 years agoI've been having so many problems lately. I have been trying to work on my halloween ych pinups and nothing is working. I hate everything I draw. And it doesn't help when I post stuff and ask for opinions and all people do is favorite. Like that's nice and all but not entirely helpful. My digital art takes so long because it has to be done with a wireless mouse (and believe me it's a pain in the ass). I would do stuff traditionally but I mess up so much...and then things look like crap. I have like no faith left in my art anymore, which makes me think I'm in the wrong by going to Rasmussen for Graphic Design. What's the point if I can't call myself an artist anymore? I wish I had the talent like so many artist here that are so great. But I'm not. And I know it. Losing faith in my art and in my school. And now I'm starting to lose faith in my life. I still can't get a job...which makes me a disappointment to my family, mainly my mom, and then to myself. And then it hits harder because I'm living at my boyfriend's place like some mooch. And I can't take it. I should just be living on the streets. I'm no help to anyone. And the worst is that I've been trying so hard. All I ever do is give 110%. I'm useless, worthless. And nothing helps when I'm losing faith in my relationship. Things have happened quite some time ago...and I wish I could forgive and forget. I've been working on forgiving, but forgetting is so much harder. I'm just so stressed out and nothing has been going right.
I's not like anyone will read this or comment. I'm not popular or good enough. I guess I just needed to vent. Even though it doesn't feel like it is helping me at all.Up Coming YCHS!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoPlanning on doing some Halloween Pin Up inspired YCH pieces. No sure how many yet. But each piece will have like 3 slots open. Also since ABC FAM has been doing a Harry Potter Weekend Special...come by for a Harry Potter Houses YCH, again there will only be like 3 slots open per piece. Hopefully will have the YCHS posted within the next week. School takes up a good portion of my time. So please be patient.
I Hate Trying To Name Journals...Updat 69 Question Thing
General | Posted 12 years agoHonesty...I'm sorry I can't remember who's journal I got this from. But it seemed like something fun to do.
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Uhh duh. Smoking is a gross habit.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken...but feeling hurt...
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
“Uhmm....thank you?” *says quietly all Fluttershy like*
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Never.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Well, obviously...just wondering if he's still interested back...
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing...
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really...I enjoy being taken.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in...except for a fast trip to Cub to get ice cream.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Hmmm...1:00 to 2:00-ish.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
A couple months over a year ago.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Mist, Diet Coke and Mountain Dew...the orange one.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Not intentionally...
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Uhmm...kinda...it's a long story.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yes, like every night. We sleep in the same bed so yeah.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
It was.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Watching tv, can't remember what.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Yes.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Always. I don't drink like ever. So, it's not something I'd miss.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Abel, Alice (Alice in Wonderland).
21: Do you miss anyone?
I'm not sure...?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Never. ...I'm not a tramp.
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Nope.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Oh god no. If I'm feeling something, you'll know. I wear my heart on my sleeve.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes, I did just last week.
26: Who did you last see in person?
My boyfriend's mom, she came into his room to show me a shirt and ask me if he had Tuesday and Wednesday off. But he doesn't this week.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
No, actually Beauty And The Beast movie.
28: What is something you currently want right now?
A job, a fancy graphic tablet, to finish college...get commissions.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Why my boyfriend had to work. “ He had to go in today because they knew it was going to busy and also since Maggie had to quit because she started college. So he's gonna get Saturday off instead.”
30: How is your heart lately?
It's healthy...but torn and sad.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
No...I just don't like to. So I let it hang.
32: Are you wearing socks?
No...I don't really have any socks anymore.
33: What do people call you?
Sam, Sami, Twitch, Nekozilla, Shorty, Shortstack, Hun, Love.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Most likely...it's kind of inevitable since I live at his house.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
A ton: I don't have a job, college classes and trying to pay for a new quarter, My boyfriend's parents stealing his money all the time, His sister had to bring her baby home, All the pets and possibly a new one...ugh.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My boyfriend.
37: Did you do something bad today?
Not that I know of.
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Earlier today.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Uh...yeah.
40: Will you sing today?
I have been singing today. It's hard not to when watching Disney movies.
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
All the time. I wish I could...but I don't have the right.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
My friend Cody, he's like my big brother that I don't have...but he lives in Texas and I'm in Minnesota..so we text now and then.
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, which is good because hospitals freak me out.
44: What are you listening to right now?
Beauty And The Beast movie.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
TMI: but I have this rash on my upper arms, I think I'm on my period again!, my boyfriend hurt me...and I'm trying to forgive and forget...it's a long story.
46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing but some old scars.
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Old Navy...its a gray tank top and my boyfriend's black XBOX hoodie.
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate. Hmmmm yummy!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
When I happen to notice the time then maybe I will...though there's really no point.
50: Are you a good artist?
I'd like to think I am...but no one makes me feel like I am. :C
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I guess so...
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
I dunno...I guess it's all kinda been the same...so no then..since nothing seems to change.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Once.
54: Do you have trust issues?
Very. Especially as of last night.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Nope...I don't like talking on the phone.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yesh! Lots.
57: Do you use chap stick?
All the time...I even have a chap stick song that I sing every now and then. C:
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yes, but only playfully. I'd never actually hurt someone.
59: Do you have a little sister?
No, I'm the younger sister. Ha ha
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
...I'd like to think so...
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yes. I like hugs! Want one?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Uhmm...watching a movie...I think?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Uhhh....no?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
There are a select few.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yes.
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
I would like to say alone...only because I hate my boyfriend's bed...it's crowded.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
Probably not.
I need to make a commission price piece sometime soon...and also need to work on character designs...it's just hard because of school.
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Uhh duh. Smoking is a gross habit.
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken...but feeling hurt...
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
“Uhmm....thank you?” *says quietly all Fluttershy like*
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Never.
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Well, obviously...just wondering if he's still interested back...
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing...
7: Do you want to be single?
Not really...I enjoy being taken.
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in...except for a fast trip to Cub to get ice cream.
9: How late did you stay up last night?
Hmmm...1:00 to 2:00-ish.
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
A couple months over a year ago.
11: Last three things you had to drink?
Mist, Diet Coke and Mountain Dew...the orange one.
12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
Not intentionally...
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Uhmm...kinda...it's a long story.
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yes, like every night. We sleep in the same bed so yeah.
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
It was.
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope.
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Watching tv, can't remember what.
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Yes.
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Always. I don't drink like ever. So, it's not something I'd miss.
20: What would you name your future daughter?
Abel, Alice (Alice in Wonderland).
21: Do you miss anyone?
I'm not sure...?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Never. ...I'm not a tramp.
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Nope.
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Oh god no. If I'm feeling something, you'll know. I wear my heart on my sleeve.
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yes, I did just last week.
26: Who did you last see in person?
My boyfriend's mom, she came into his room to show me a shirt and ask me if he had Tuesday and Wednesday off. But he doesn't this week.
27: Are you listening to music right now?
No, actually Beauty And The Beast movie.
28: What is something you currently want right now?
A job, a fancy graphic tablet, to finish college...get commissions.
29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Why my boyfriend had to work. “ He had to go in today because they knew it was going to busy and also since Maggie had to quit because she started college. So he's gonna get Saturday off instead.”
30: How is your heart lately?
It's healthy...but torn and sad.
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
No...I just don't like to. So I let it hang.
32: Are you wearing socks?
No...I don't really have any socks anymore.
33: What do people call you?
Sam, Sami, Twitch, Nekozilla, Shorty, Shortstack, Hun, Love.
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Most likely...it's kind of inevitable since I live at his house.
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
A ton: I don't have a job, college classes and trying to pay for a new quarter, My boyfriend's parents stealing his money all the time, His sister had to bring her baby home, All the pets and possibly a new one...ugh.
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My boyfriend.
37: Did you do something bad today?
Not that I know of.
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Earlier today.
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Uh...yeah.
40: Will you sing today?
I have been singing today. It's hard not to when watching Disney movies.
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
All the time. I wish I could...but I don't have the right.
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
My friend Cody, he's like my big brother that I don't have...but he lives in Texas and I'm in Minnesota..so we text now and then.
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
No, which is good because hospitals freak me out.
44: What are you listening to right now?
Beauty And The Beast movie.
45: What is wrong with you right now?
TMI: but I have this rash on my upper arms, I think I'm on my period again!, my boyfriend hurt me...and I'm trying to forgive and forget...it's a long story.
46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing but some old scars.
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Old Navy...its a gray tank top and my boyfriend's black XBOX hoodie.
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate. Hmmmm yummy!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
When I happen to notice the time then maybe I will...though there's really no point.
50: Are you a good artist?
I'd like to think I am...but no one makes me feel like I am. :C
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
I guess so...
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
I dunno...I guess it's all kinda been the same...so no then..since nothing seems to change.
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Once.
54: Do you have trust issues?
Very. Especially as of last night.
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Nope...I don't like talking on the phone.
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yesh! Lots.
57: Do you use chap stick?
All the time...I even have a chap stick song that I sing every now and then. C:
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yes, but only playfully. I'd never actually hurt someone.
59: Do you have a little sister?
No, I'm the younger sister. Ha ha
60: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope.
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
...I'd like to think so...
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Yes. I like hugs! Want one?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Uhmm...watching a movie...I think?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Uhhh....no?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
There are a select few.
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes.
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yes.
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
I would like to say alone...only because I hate my boyfriend's bed...it's crowded.
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
Probably not.
I need to make a commission price piece sometime soon...and also need to work on character designs...it's just hard because of school.
Inspired Free Art??!
General | Posted 12 years agoYes.
So I was going through some Rise of The Guardian pages on Google...and I came across these cute like painted button badge pics...and I wanna do some art inspired by them...so anyone interested?? You get FREE art. :DD
(you can find what I'm talking about here http://riseoftheguardians.tumblr.com/) (they are the tiny icon pics that you can click)
If so...comment on this journal and give me a link to your ref. Not sure how many I will do. Just FYI.
Will be getting to working on these icon/button things within the next couple of days...been having major issues with school and that's what's making this take longer than expected.Making Refs
General | Posted 12 years agoHi Everyone
So I am currently making some new refs for some of my characters. Just came up with another design last night. But...sadly a part of my wants to change Twitch's design again... D: I don't know what to do.Anyways...still open for cheap commissionsLove Everyone ❤
Twitch
Open For Cheap Commissions!
General | Posted 12 years agoWilling to do lots of art for other people. Art for myself is boring.
Just Comment or Note Me!
Willing to draw just about anything. :D
Just Comment or Note Me!
Willing to draw just about anything. :D
COMIC KICKSTART
General | Posted 12 years agoOPEN FOR CHEAP COMMISSIONS!
General | Posted 12 years agoYeah that's right you read it correctly!
I am currently open for basically any type of commissions. I know I don't have any commission or price info, but that would be due to these being my first. :D So I'm very excited.
If anyone is interested comment on this journal, shout on my page, or just note me. I'd be happy to do art for others.Also, in the meantime I am gonna be working on my own new character ref sheets...and possibly some other personal art.Love you all ❤
Twitch
Going To Work On It...
General | Posted 12 years agoToday I am done with homework for this week of any college work. So, yet again I will attempt to work on art, since I'll have nothing else to do.
Note: (not that anyone read or cared)
My last journal had an auction piece....that wont be happening.
I just need to work on art that will make me happy. Which involves me and my bf and new ref sheets and character designs...and some possible badges.
The end.
Note: (not that anyone read or cared)
My last journal had an auction piece....that wont be happening.
I just need to work on art that will make me happy. Which involves me and my bf and new ref sheets and character designs...and some possible badges.
The end.
Artist Block....Healing Process
General | Posted 12 years agoOkay everyone. I have been in this huge art block lately and my boyfriend keeps telling me to do art. So now here I am.I am opening up some commission auctions to those who are interested.
1. Butt Icons: will have 3-4 different poses with 3 slots open for each. (more info will be provided once I post stuff).
2. Possible Chest Icons?...not sure yet.
3. Wanting to work on some YCH ideas: some adult poses, and some pinup stuff.To those who care or are interested please feel free to comment on this journal or comment on any of the stuff I post up about said commissions. More Than Useless...
General | Posted 12 years agoSo....I really don't want this journal to be like a woe is me...but it can't be helped...I know most people will not read this but I really just need to get some stuff out.
1. I am having so many problems with my school right now. I'm currently going to Rasmussen online full-time to get my Associates Degree in Graphic Design. But it seems it will take me forever to finally get that degree because I'm working on my schedule for quarter 3 and I can only take 7 credits because I have NO money No job to actually start paying. ...I hate it. :/
2. So this song fits me very well because I am worthless right now. I can't do anything for myself or for my bf and his family who are letting me stay with them. ...The thought about asking my parents to let me move to their new place is coming to mind...and then I can work on getting a job down where they are. But I'm being picky about jobs because I can't handle so much human to human communication...I know it sounds utterly stupid but talking to people gives me so much anxiety I feel like breaking down. I did have a job at subway for a day...but quit then I had a job at kohls for 2 days then quit but I had justifiable reasons. But now I'm looking and it just doesn't feel like I will find anything.
3. I'm hating myself more than ever right now...and the idea of relapsing with self mutilation has come across my mind too...but I've been clean for like a year now thanks to 
Kazuya_violet_deathcoil
Kazuya_violet_deathcoilhttps://youtu.be/n1oN9vskt4w
I Don't Fucking Cheat.
General | Posted 13 years agoFor those of you who are going to sit here and accuse me of tracing you might as well just shove it now. keep your wrong opinions to yourself and if you don't you will be blocked.Get the message?
I am a copy/reference artist. Give me a picture and I can redraw it almost perfectly. I don't approve of tracing. ALL of my art is either hand draw first and then brought into an art program where I can mess with it OR is free handed in an art program and morphed from there.
So, hopefully this can clear whatever negative bullshit you people have to say to me.
Thank You.
Have A Nice Day.
Sincerely,
TWITCH
