I just don't know, I've been so busy lately with School I just feel that way without knowing anything thats good for me v3v I'm kind of depressed and not feeling happy lately while I'm trying to do something but I can't. I just need to relax until things are right for me.

Yeah I knowits like 4am, to the eastern time people but Twi's friendly friend needs help to pay off his student loan, earilar ago he was selling his games and I pay the $20 for Tatsunoko vs. Capcom (Which is fucking great game btw) and if you wanna know more details then check out his journal

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6127907/

Yesterday my Aunt wanted to talk with me about her yearly stay with my Mom and she told me a lot of horrifying events been going on...

Like she told me that her and my Sister have like Schizophrenia, that I do beilieve because mom and my sister have that phased out feeling then everytime its like March she goes into this horrible phase thinking about me and sometimes act violent because my dad took me into custody but do know that she kidnapped me when I was 2 years-old and fighting with a bunch of cases and also I'm giving her a Black Widow title because 3 husbands she went through only one made it out and thats my current father and the other two were put into jail for something they didnt do, like the last husband was put in jail due to kiddy porn however, the man was innocent because my Mom was distant to him and pretty much he did the cheating phase causing to do something like that.

Some Mom I have right? But to be honest I'm deathly afraid that she might do the Black Widow thing on me but Im just afraid to come to Thanksgiving from a Family Promise and getting murdered by her and trying to get away from it.

After what I just found out my mind has been pondering of what the fuck just happen when I was gone for 18 Years... My Sister and my Mom I really dont trust and my Brother I can trust but from being raised from her... I'm just worried, I might need to tell my Grandmother and hell my Grandfather to tell me what the fuck happen and why is my mom being fucking crazy...

Plus I did predict something horrible that made me think, that I might be killed by her and suddenly I just defended myself and killed her instead... I don't know but this feels like I'm in a horror flick with a Twisted Mom and a Sister that might kill me.

Do you guys think I should vacation at Vermont? Or not? To face the horrors I just found out... Hell, after what my Aunt told me about the Schizophrenia phase they had and a guy like me, who loves Genectics, that might have it due to dominate traits and such.

By the 12th in America you can get a Pokéball Pattern Vivillon! Go gets it! Kyu~~ (\9u6/)

Uggghhh... It's been a fucking week with non-stop house hunting and trying to find one under $800 - $1300 Monthly Budget and through a damn realitor I found out fucking Section 8 Housing with the outside of the house wanting me to burn it down and such. And my fucking god for finding rental here pisses me off because they're like $1600+ a month plus fucking application fees and more shitty fees that can suck the green out of your ass! Like my god one place was a total of $6600 for a damn 1 BD Studio Appartnent at the first month with restrictions applying it. And that wants to make me leave this expensive area or just owning a house here but what the hell am I going to do? I'm stuck with my dad with a great job he has and fucking hell I'm just so mad at this area not able to fucking LIVE here... If I get really annoyed... I just might move out of Florida on my own and find some other place to live and continue fucking college

Ah I'm finally back home just to relax for the big moment to finally move to Miami, FL Yay~ ^3^/) So now for a couple of days I'm going to relax because my energy is wored off like a fishy out the water and it'll be about 3 or 4 Weeks to get started and then I cam finally get my shit together and have to find a school to resume my education.

Still on Vacation but lonely as fuck hnnnngh x~x And yeah I know Twi break the rules and stuff but I'm here to say hi and how you doing? ^3^

Twi is on a Vacation/Business thing for jobs and enjoying Miami and stuffs Kyu~~ 9u6

And after that I'm gonna go to Orlando for Disney and hopefully Visit if I can manange to Visit him because his work schedule is a bit this or that ^^;

Since Thursday and today through a 6am wake up time Twi has been selling shit through the heated hours against Deer Flies, Negociations, Final Fantasy 6 on my celly, heavy lifting, and awaiting to the 3pm closing time... Ugh... Twi hates the heat x~x;;; *cooling off in 46°F room while eating Blueberry Ice Cream*

At least I made $800 to pay some bills off yay~

Pretty much for the next 2 weeks Im just going to be busy as a heads up because I went through a job interview and I have to wait for a call from them, playing birthday gift games that I got and resetting my sleeping schedule because I wanna be ready and studying for the drivers test.

And my poor car RIP 87" Honda Civic ;3; I gotta find a new car ;~;

Finally! 21! ;u; So go ahead... Card me!

While surfing around on FA I noticed this artist has the same exact style as G-Sun, if you know who G-Sun is then you like Pokemon! Whats really interesting about this guy is that he is in the beginning stage of being an artist, like literally he's starting out and yeah their will be some mistakes you would notice, HOWEVER from a picture from G-Sun and the next G-Sun, I've notice in a comparison from old to new that uses more concentration for color, other then known as Vector, it's a good sign that in a possibility he might get better then the original G-Sun himself on his current stage and if you want to watch him grow to see that he'll get better then its the right time to see how it works! =D

My advice is if you wanted to see the next G-Sun and see his improvements then go for it to watch him, it'll be funny if he'll try to draw all 718 Pokemon of what would it look like, because I'm rather curious and from looking at the old G-Sun's work I only noticed he went up to Gen 5 and the new one made it up to Gen 6 already.

Oh and to the Commissioners, I don't know if he's ready to do Commissions, Trades, and Requests, except suggesting a Pokemon and he'll draw it. But later in time he'll be ready for it ^^ I say if he'll evolve with his work... Give him about 2 to 3 years to say because he told me if he's working on learning how to do Flash and if anyone knows to do Flash ask him because he really wants to learn it badly! ;3;

That's all for me to say and if you want to watch 's G-Sun style works of art then be my guest because I'm glad we got another G-Sun artist xD

Im not going to spoil but its fucking great! Sad part is that I havent seen it in 3D but from watching the whole movie in 2D it would look fantastic! I really recomended you guys to watch it! ^^

Also I think they're making a 3rd one '3'

EEEEEEEEEEE IM SO EXCITED BECAUSE THIS YEAR IM GOING TO BE...
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TWENTY ONE~! On March 12 Im gonna have some drinks... LEGALLY! WOOOOOOOOO IM CHOOSING SOCIAL DRINKER BECAUSE I WANT TO! 8U

Also if you're going to do surprises Im gonna giggle and wiggle~ ^9u6^

Oh yeah btw... Uhhhh... Listen I'm single and yes I dealt with my aftermath issues so if you were thinking of me and 'her' from the surprises, please don't I really don't want to go back to that phase because the headaches were pretty rough and I dealt it quite enough >>;

I decided to try to earn the Platinum Trophy, and I went through a lot and I just needed the last trophy on there which is "Epic Tier 3 Engineer (GOLD) Complete the game on the hardest difficulty setting" and so I thought, "Alright I'll beat Hard Mode for the Platinum!" and I did and until the screamer part with the credits rolling no trophy was earned and I gotten confused until the last part saying "You have Unlocked Impossible Mode! " annnnnnnd Twi was sad ;3;

So now Im gonna get the Platinum because this game of mine will be beaten on Impossible Mode~! Kyu~~ D8< FOR THE PLATINUM!!!!

Due to them giving me a special "Upgrade" with a nice Wireless Modem and a DVR and how it performs~ I hate the new wifi they gave out! And I got so pissed that I just ran up to the closet and grabbed my Black Netgear that I got from Radio Shack and plugged in every wire and activate the internet connection to have a better performance and then I just said "FUCK YOU! I'M DOING MY OWN WIFI AND YOURS SUCK! >8U But thanks for the DVR so I can watch MLP whenever I want too~ 'u' "

So apparently I caught a virus on there and its strange because this is not on my computer and its over on my phone so I have to factory reset mine in order to keep it alive and such and if you caught it I am very very sorry and I never talk about finacials and hopefully I don't have to make another Skype >>;

Oh my fucking god I hate it so much, the cable company said I got credit to improve for an upgrade... -~- They gave me a modem that can connect wirelessy and MY GOD IT SHUTS OFF WHEN IT WANTS TO! >A< Im tired and Im going to get my Netgear set up tomarrow and hopefully it wont dick out on me because Twi was trying to get that co-up trophy for Dead Space 3! >3<

I've been seeing people doing a lot of links to their weasyl and such while trying to figure out hardly that my broken head tries to calculate from reading every comment over on that Project Phoenix Journal.

Also I'm going to say I'm not leaving FA but I do have other contacts but I rarely use them because I'm usually afraid what to figure out and whats good or bad so its too dangerous to go out so take this link '3'

https://www.weasyl.com/profile/twlight05

I got a copy of Monster Musume by Okaydo~ <3 And Volume 2 is coming tomarrow~! O3O *spasses out for excitement*

Its been a while that I have to do a journal
It might be long to write so grab some kernal

I hope everyone is having a great holiday
And I am still okay

With many gifts I gave out Pokemon
Even as giving away eggmove Glaceon

In the middle of the holiday with my mom being like a dick
As I endure it like a brick

With a vacation in October I was glad
But how it would can she think of me bad?

From a text of sending her a card to cheer
Even though I was being a queer

But I guess its okay in a cliche
Even though Im being presuade

With many gifts like a TV
No really a TV that make me glee

I wonder you're getting tired of me speaking like this
Because it really is christmas

I hope you got a lot of great bags
Because you are the best fags

2723-8813-9073

Because everybody loves Pokemon and my Safari is Poison Type~
Contains Venomoth, Cascoon, and Muk

If you got my FC gimmie yours~ Cause of fun stuff~ @u@

You know~ For Pokemon~ 'u' Should Twi do this cause me is nervous about it .3.

When suddenly, you woke up, and then gotten sick with the common cold 8I

TIME TO FEEL BETTER THROUGH THIS ANGRY PHASE! >~>

Okay back from New Englandish Vacation at BRATTLEBORO, VT~!

Was pretty cold and did a lot of stuff there and met family stuff o3o

I had the creepiest costume according to people at the Rocky Horror party I was at, and the creepiest part that the people don't know who I am =3c

And I brought like a bunch, like 4 games, thanks to New Hampshire which I can literally walk to there in 10 minutes o3o

And I had a lot of Vermont food, including the weird kinds lol

Watched a shit ton of movies that I could memorized in order

Mom was being silly and Grandma is awesome o3o

IT WAS FUCKING COLD UP THERE! I love the cold, but I have a limit when I couldn't take it xAx

So I'm doing good except for the plane ride making me sick due to the air pressure >3<^ But I has RL family but it feels really odd to have it when you're not the only child xD