On Vacation: Oct. 23 - Nov. 3
General | Posted 12 years agoThis is just a journal to let everyone know that I'm gone for this month in Brattleboro, VT
is in charge of my account for the next 2 weeks to just check and write "Dicks" all over in green text of my profile. (I'm so close to her! >;u;>)
I'll have no internet up there but taking a traveling Laptop with me to check in and such like important emails~
See you soon~ 8D
And
WE'LL BATTLE IN POKEMON X/Y SOON!! YOUR ASS IS MINE!! >8C
is in charge of my account for the next 2 weeks to just check and write "Dicks" all over in green text of my profile. (I'm so close to her! >;u;>)I'll have no internet up there but taking a traveling Laptop with me to check in and such like important emails~
See you soon~ 8D
And
WE'LL BATTLE IN POKEMON X/Y SOON!! YOUR ASS IS MINE!! >8CNext Week
General | Posted 12 years agoI'll be on Vacation seeing my mom for the first time in 18 years WITH SURPRISE FAMILY
In Brattleboro, VT~ Da place where I was born~ :V And pretty much gonna be offline- 'ish'* through Oct 23 to Nov 3
*I'll be checking shit on FB from peeps and on FA would be eh
And no worries my Moving Tantrum is relieved a bit but I'll be okay the reason why with that is because I got some sort of moving type of fear that I'm getting tired of traveling due to bad past experiences.
Oh and Pokemon X Version is great, I talked with
and she's doing okay and just very busy~ She gave me a seahorse that you can only get in Y and I gave her a squidy that you evolve by flipping the 3DS upside-down and evolving my new Gengar~!!!! <3
In Brattleboro, VT~ Da place where I was born~ :V And pretty much gonna be offline- 'ish'* through Oct 23 to Nov 3
*I'll be checking shit on FB from peeps and on FA would be eh
And no worries my Moving Tantrum is relieved a bit but I'll be okay the reason why with that is because I got some sort of moving type of fear that I'm getting tired of traveling due to bad past experiences.
Oh and Pokemon X Version is great, I talked with
and she's doing okay and just very busy~ She gave me a seahorse that you can only get in Y and I gave her a squidy that you evolve by flipping the 3DS upside-down and evolving my new Gengar~!!!! <3Just fucking great...
General | Posted 12 years agoI have a fucking bad feeling that Im going to move another state again... >>; GEE THANKS FLORIDA... Work on your fucking god damn attitude with all the fucking complications for my dad to piss him off and decided to make him say to move ANOTHER FUCKING STATE I fucking hate it... Hate it, hate it, hate it, HATE IT! I dont want to go to fucking California! Its a fucking bitch just to have to deal with MEDICAL BULLSHIT ON WHAT I GOT AND WHAT I FUCKING TAKE AND DEVELOPING REGIONS TO ONE STATE FROM ANOTHER GIVING ME AND FUCKING RESRICTIONS!!
Yeah I'm pretty pissed about moving again...
Yeah I'm pretty pissed about moving again...
Another Mikomi update~ (\@u@/)
General | Posted 12 years agoHIYA PEOPLES! TWI THE SLAVE DOING ANOTHER UPDATE FOR MIKO OR I WILL GET A WHIPPING! /)@u@/)
So while
is not on her FA until things get back in order I have to be her voice for now.
Okay so Miko's bro
, is doing a contest over on Instagram and SHE WANTS YOU to add a lot of likes TO THIS LOVELY PICCY OVER HERE
...Right here
http://instagram.com/p/fJ7oGXSqVx/#
BECASE SHE NEEDS A CONTEST TO WIN A GUEST APPARENCE OF SOME SHOW I NEVER WATCHED BEFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRE!!! oAo
I think its called Teen Wolf? Yeah thats what it is... So click it up there (\eue
I dont want to get the whipping! DO IT FOR TWI!! BECAUSE I'M HER BITCH/VOICE THING!! /);A;/)
And yes I'm linking this to Miko's shouts after posting this and she is doing fine btw @u@
So while
is not on her FA until things get back in order I have to be her voice for now.Okay so Miko's bro
, is doing a contest over on Instagram and SHE WANTS YOU to add a lot of likes TO THIS LOVELY PICCY OVER HERE...Right here
http://instagram.com/p/fJ7oGXSqVx/#
BECASE SHE NEEDS A CONTEST TO WIN A GUEST APPARENCE OF SOME SHOW I NEVER WATCHED BEFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRE!!! oAo
I think its called Teen Wolf? Yeah thats what it is... So click it up there (\eue
I dont want to get the whipping! DO IT FOR TWI!! BECAUSE I'M HER BITCH/VOICE THING!! /);A;/)
And yes I'm linking this to Miko's shouts after posting this and she is doing fine btw @u@
If you're wondering where Mikomi is
General | Posted 12 years agoIt had to be done, I have to get a sucidal dad help
General | Posted 12 years agoHi guys I just got to be brief about this, but this week is so much tiring that I had to stay up all night and having 3 hours of sleep while containing myself to be on the computer to make myself entertained and forcing myself to take a week off from work...
The reason why is my dad was having on of his suicidal thoughts while he thinks he's being watch, yes again if you knew already.
I had to call 911 to help him through because he was Over Dosing himself to death with 20 prescription pills of 6 Ambian, and 14 Hydrocondon pills in one whole day. And yesterday I had to tackle him down because he was trying to hang himself and other ways even what the hell he has to go through and making that 911 call is the most hesitated thing I have to do because of all the risks I have to just to get him help.
Well thats about it and I know this is pretty dark of me but I really need to get some sleep and shower really badly I look like a fucking wreck and smell like I just went through the New Mexico Desert while breaking dancing on the 4 corners.
I just hope he gets fucking better...
The reason why is my dad was having on of his suicidal thoughts while he thinks he's being watch, yes again if you knew already.
I had to call 911 to help him through because he was Over Dosing himself to death with 20 prescription pills of 6 Ambian, and 14 Hydrocondon pills in one whole day. And yesterday I had to tackle him down because he was trying to hang himself and other ways even what the hell he has to go through and making that 911 call is the most hesitated thing I have to do because of all the risks I have to just to get him help.
Well thats about it and I know this is pretty dark of me but I really need to get some sleep and shower really badly I look like a fucking wreck and smell like I just went through the New Mexico Desert while breaking dancing on the 4 corners.
I just hope he gets fucking better...
Le Blah contact info
General | Posted 12 years agoIf you wanna chat with me during the outage I'll give you three things... And hey, everyone is doing it! 9u6
First my Gmail because emails are totally better than notes
icespirit05[at]gmail.com
My Skype which is
Twlight05
And finally my Google Voice~ Its like texting for frees in an emailing system and the number is
(352) -600-2825
I'll be playing card games with friends so if you wanna play YGO or MTG... Let me know and maybe I'll be at work during one of those days lol
First my Gmail because emails are totally better than notes
icespirit05[at]gmail.com
My Skype which is
Twlight05
And finally my Google Voice~ Its like texting for frees in an emailing system and the number is
(352) -600-2825
I'll be playing card games with friends so if you wanna play YGO or MTG... Let me know and maybe I'll be at work during one of those days lol
Update 09ish/2013
General | Posted 12 years agoWell hiya there peoples if you're just wondering what I've been doing is just I'm working as a park Ranger in Florida for 5 hours a day or less, depending on the day and if it rains... I get an automatic day off, which I really hate to see rain punishing a great day of work with verities of being like a tour guide showing the visitors the animals, while describing their nature and such -3-
Also, if you're wondering where are the commissions, well I'm actually saving money to go on a trip to Vermont to see my mom for the first time in 18 years and buying materials to make my costume, if I have enough in that case. Yeaaaaah I know it looks odd but I have to make a decision *shrugs* =/ So I don't know when new stuff will be coming back to the submission for now but no worries I'll try~ ^^
And I think that's about it so what I'm doing currently is just dealing with the rain that's happening today! >3< What I'm doing now is just playing games and I guess studying on Zoology and Math a little o3o
Also, if you're wondering where are the commissions, well I'm actually saving money to go on a trip to Vermont to see my mom for the first time in 18 years and buying materials to make my costume, if I have enough in that case. Yeaaaaah I know it looks odd but I have to make a decision *shrugs* =/ So I don't know when new stuff will be coming back to the submission for now but no worries I'll try~ ^^
And I think that's about it so what I'm doing currently is just dealing with the rain that's happening today! >3< What I'm doing now is just playing games and I guess studying on Zoology and Math a little o3o
I got a job~ ;u;
General | Posted 12 years agoToday, I should tell everyone this because EEEEEE~ I'm super excited but I have a job!! ^3^
And and the best part about is that I'm a RANGER!!!! >8U I work at a State park in Homosassa, FL which contains a ton of animals and I'll be doing 2 positions which is a park host and I'll be doing interpitive programs which means I'll handle the animals with care~! ^3^
So pretty much I'll be looking good in my uniform as well ;D I'll be there around the weekdays except for Friday because FNM yo and a Saturday~ ^3^
*giggles and super happy that I gotten my dream started* Eeeeeee~ ^U^ Happy happy happy and the best thing I can say is... I may be dealing with a life issue but I can deal with it no matter what it takes =D
And and the best part about is that I'm a RANGER!!!! >8U I work at a State park in Homosassa, FL which contains a ton of animals and I'll be doing 2 positions which is a park host and I'll be doing interpitive programs which means I'll handle the animals with care~! ^3^
So pretty much I'll be looking good in my uniform as well ;D I'll be there around the weekdays except for Friday because FNM yo and a Saturday~ ^3^
*giggles and super happy that I gotten my dream started* Eeeeeee~ ^U^ Happy happy happy and the best thing I can say is... I may be dealing with a life issue but I can deal with it no matter what it takes =D
Been doing alot of stuff lately
General | Posted 12 years agoHi guys~ o3o Throughout this week I've been taking care about 4 things to improve with life stuff and I really just need to get it going =o
I managed to get a job at the park but starting out as a Park Host meaning I'm a Tourguide about the park's history and the telling about the animals with their history as well~ And when things to get through time I'm going to be going through interpretive program to develop as much needed experience to become a Wildlife Biologist~ <3
Then I need to finish some things at College but the biggest program... Their site is on maintenance and its pretty annyoing from time I have to do and such >~<
Then practicing on driving and getting a learners permit because its a thing I have to go through with while getting the chance of driving to places that I really needed to go, I'm looking at you FNM, I need to play... >.>
And thats about it and if I typed in that I sounded a bit sluggish in all its because I'm so tired and I've been up since 3am! x~x But the funny part is that I'm dealing with my head issue, but I've been improving alot hahahahaha! 8D
Oh and I've been playing a fun game called Monster Girl Quest Parts 1 through 3~ <3 Its such a kinky game to play hehe <=3 And if you wanna get it then my suggestion is to go browse on Googily Lands to find the copy and make sure its in English! >3<^
Thats all for now take care Kyu~~ 9u6
I managed to get a job at the park but starting out as a Park Host meaning I'm a Tourguide about the park's history and the telling about the animals with their history as well~ And when things to get through time I'm going to be going through interpretive program to develop as much needed experience to become a Wildlife Biologist~ <3
Then I need to finish some things at College but the biggest program... Their site is on maintenance and its pretty annyoing from time I have to do and such >~<
Then practicing on driving and getting a learners permit because its a thing I have to go through with while getting the chance of driving to places that I really needed to go, I'm looking at you FNM, I need to play... >.>
And thats about it and if I typed in that I sounded a bit sluggish in all its because I'm so tired and I've been up since 3am! x~x But the funny part is that I'm dealing with my head issue, but I've been improving alot hahahahaha! 8D
Oh and I've been playing a fun game called Monster Girl Quest Parts 1 through 3~ <3 Its such a kinky game to play hehe <=3 And if you wanna get it then my suggestion is to go browse on Googily Lands to find the copy and make sure its in English! >3<^
Thats all for now take care Kyu~~ 9u6
Update 07/2013 Wtf Medical Community of FL
General | Posted 12 years agoHi there guys well, I'm just giving an update in life and pretty much I've been really absent over on FA due to alot of stress to take care of... Pretty much I've been looking for a Nerulogist in Florida and fuuuucking hell I went through this and that and delays because they said my insurance didn't went through and I called them to varify that I do and the biggest reason why is because the kind of medicine I take is dangerous.... Holy fuck I even give them verification and what they said is that I don't have a Florida ID... Which I don't because I've been busy studying to do an impossible thing like DRIVING and a test to get into college for my Tech Micro Biology Course. Thats what I've been doing so pretty much they said it was state law if I don't have an ID for Florida.... And GEEEEEEEEEE WHY DID I SHOW YOU MEDICAL DOCUMENTS? AND DISCS OF MY MRI REPORTS SHOOOOOOOOOWING IT! And all they need is a Florida ID and thats pretty dangerous because, I'm closely out of my Anti-Seizure Medicine and hell I could just give them my previous doctor's contact number to show the verification that I do indeed take it.
And sadly its not really the doctors fault, when I go to the clinic, its pretty much the staff at the frount desk's fault because they were trolling me to wait in the waiting room for 3 hours saying my insurance needed verification and such and then gave me the "Sir, you need a Florida ID to see a doctor." Howcome they don't say that in the begining? And fuck my insurance is pretty much GOLD due to the situation and I'm kinda pissed at them because they wanted me to go to the emergency room to get care. At a emergency care hospital is pretty much a 800 dollar bill with none of the medications I take because of the Medical Law in Florida forbids it.
In reality, I'm pretty much having a huge headache due to rationing out my medication and fuck no I'm not gonna die, trust me I'm not because my Oncologist said I cannot be there due to the status because going to an oncologist is like under "Kicking the Bucket" status. I kinda find it funny that he thinks I have Photophobia (Fear of light) because I always wear my sunglasses and never take them off and people never know what my eyes really look like hahahaha~
Oh and when I'll be back on FA with my 1000+ New Messages that I haven't checked? I'm thinking about mid August but I'm pretty much on Skype and Facebook because its LIFE stuff and my 5 things to handle the troubles (College Exam, Driving Written Exam, Volenteering at a park to earn my educational career, Neulogist search, and Gym) to deal with would balance it out. Thats all I can say and thanks for reading.
And sadly its not really the doctors fault, when I go to the clinic, its pretty much the staff at the frount desk's fault because they were trolling me to wait in the waiting room for 3 hours saying my insurance needed verification and such and then gave me the "Sir, you need a Florida ID to see a doctor." Howcome they don't say that in the begining? And fuck my insurance is pretty much GOLD due to the situation and I'm kinda pissed at them because they wanted me to go to the emergency room to get care. At a emergency care hospital is pretty much a 800 dollar bill with none of the medications I take because of the Medical Law in Florida forbids it.
In reality, I'm pretty much having a huge headache due to rationing out my medication and fuck no I'm not gonna die, trust me I'm not because my Oncologist said I cannot be there due to the status because going to an oncologist is like under "Kicking the Bucket" status. I kinda find it funny that he thinks I have Photophobia (Fear of light) because I always wear my sunglasses and never take them off and people never know what my eyes really look like hahahaha~
Oh and when I'll be back on FA with my 1000+ New Messages that I haven't checked? I'm thinking about mid August but I'm pretty much on Skype and Facebook because its LIFE stuff and my 5 things to handle the troubles (College Exam, Driving Written Exam, Volenteering at a park to earn my educational career, Neulogist search, and Gym) to deal with would balance it out. Thats all I can say and thanks for reading.
Everything is all fixed now!
General | Posted 12 years agoIm back after my slow troubles and I let
go through my account to send in the CMD issue to the top guys to fix it. 8O
And lets see I had the issue for about 2 weeks? And pretty much I just did RL Outside things and played some games like doing the Megaman Challenge (Beating through 1 - 8) and speedthrough Jak 1 and talk stuff to frieeeeends~
So... What else I missed? 8D
go through my account to send in the CMD issue to the top guys to fix it. 8OAnd lets see I had the issue for about 2 weeks? And pretty much I just did RL Outside things and played some games like doing the Megaman Challenge (Beating through 1 - 8) and speedthrough Jak 1 and talk stuff to frieeeeends~
So... What else I missed? 8D
I think Imma take a break from FA
General | Posted 12 years agoReason why? Well apparently Im having some slow and "Page Not Found" issues on my side and Im trying to figure out any solutions of how to fix it and luckily I manage to try typing an update out so if you wanna talk with Twi, I have a Skype and dont mind talking a bit and the only way for me to get back until the issue is over… '3' If you have any suggestions you can tell me about it~ If I can manage to get on here! T3T
Anyone for a game of Pokemon Battles?
General | Posted 12 years agoI'm rather bored and I wanna battle against someone for a challenge~
RULES
-It must be Black, Black 2, White, and White 2
-If one of your Pokemon has the move Sky Drop it is not allowed, it gives me the same reaction when some anon person wants a legendary pokemon, thats level 9 and under by offeriing a Bidoof
-It has to be a Flat Battle to play fair against everyone and I'll recite it for you guys
-Pokémon Level: All Pokémon above the level of 50 are reduced to 50 for the battle. Any Pokémon under Level 50 keep their level
-Same Pokémon: You cannot have more than one Pokémon of the same species. This includes alternate forms such as with Wormadam and Rotom.
-Same Items: You cannot have two of the same item being held by Pokémon within your team
-Special Pokémon: The following Pokémon are not allowed to be used
Mewtwo
Mew
Lugia
Ho-oh
Celebi
Kyorge
Groundon
Rayquaza
Jirachi
Deoxys
Dialga
Palkia
Giratina
Phione
Manaphy
Darkrai
Shaymin
Arceus
Victini
Reshiram
Zekrom
Kyurem
Keldeo
Meloetta
Genesect
Anyone interested? Post comment and put Friend Code too ^^
2624-1907-1646
RULES
-It must be Black, Black 2, White, and White 2
-If one of your Pokemon has the move Sky Drop it is not allowed, it gives me the same reaction when some anon person wants a legendary pokemon, thats level 9 and under by offeriing a Bidoof
-It has to be a Flat Battle to play fair against everyone and I'll recite it for you guys
-Pokémon Level: All Pokémon above the level of 50 are reduced to 50 for the battle. Any Pokémon under Level 50 keep their level
-Same Pokémon: You cannot have more than one Pokémon of the same species. This includes alternate forms such as with Wormadam and Rotom.
-Same Items: You cannot have two of the same item being held by Pokémon within your team
-Special Pokémon: The following Pokémon are not allowed to be used
Mewtwo
Mew
Lugia
Ho-oh
Celebi
Kyorge
Groundon
Rayquaza
Jirachi
Deoxys
Dialga
Palkia
Giratina
Phione
Manaphy
Darkrai
Shaymin
Arceus
Victini
Reshiram
Zekrom
Kyurem
Keldeo
Meloetta
Genesect
Anyone interested? Post comment and put Friend Code too ^^
2624-1907-1646
Let me tell about this artist to watch~ =p
General | Posted 12 years agoOh shit 20k views! o3o
General | Posted 12 years agoWell now I just saw I have 20,000 views on my FA~ Happy day!! =D
So what I'm gonna do is... A pic for you guys cause c'mon I've been busy with a bunch of life stuff and I need to do something on here to give you guys a lil treat so be expecting one okies? =3
So what I'm gonna do is... A pic for you guys cause c'mon I've been busy with a bunch of life stuff and I need to do something on here to give you guys a lil treat so be expecting one okies? =3
Ask me question things
General | Posted 12 years agoGo for it~ 9u6
Because Twi wants to hear all from people! 8D
Because Twi wants to hear all from people! 8D
Back from Vacation
General | Posted 13 years agoWell I am back from the Key Islands and it was actually awesome for a 20th birthday
Met
and had alot of fun with card games and other fun stuff 8U
Explored through the Key Islands
Played Mini Golf and went to this resturant called Boondocks I think? With Sky 8U
So everything is great in all and now I gotta be busy wuth a bunch of stuff so pretty much I have to quick in all 9u6
And I fucking love the Key Islands and my account on FA is turning 4 8U *throws confetti and sparklers*
Met
and had alot of fun with card games and other fun stuff 8UExplored through the Key Islands
Played Mini Golf and went to this resturant called Boondocks I think? With Sky 8U
So everything is great in all and now I gotta be busy wuth a bunch of stuff so pretty much I have to quick in all 9u6
And I fucking love the Key Islands and my account on FA is turning 4 8U *throws confetti and sparklers*
Well now... o3o
General | Posted 13 years agoBeen busy moving and stuff and I can tell you that I'm in Florida... Its really awesome with a bunch of oceans and lakes even the bay is aweaome I'm living in Tampa or Lakeland as they call it here o3o Oh yeah I'm guessing I'm doing an update because a couple of people think I'm dead due to the brain thing... -3-
I have great news!
My brain tumor issues has been down graded so I'm okay! That means I can have yearly MRIs and I have no CANCER!!! >8U Although, the headaches like a Psyduck is annoying and I have to take some MAAAAAAAAAAGIC JELLY BEAAAAAAANS
Got a house in Florida
And my birthday is tomarrow and getting a Black Forest Cake, (If you get the meaning lol) for being 20... It make Twi feel funny to say that 9o6 Oh and I'll be at
's place to meet up and do a bunch of random things like like... DICKS or playing a Teenagers Card Game that we use five colors to combine our elelments
I have great news!
My brain tumor issues has been down graded so I'm okay! That means I can have yearly MRIs and I have no CANCER!!! >8U Although, the headaches like a Psyduck is annoying and I have to take some MAAAAAAAAAAGIC JELLY BEAAAAAAANS
Got a house in Florida
And my birthday is tomarrow and getting a Black Forest Cake, (If you get the meaning lol) for being 20... It make Twi feel funny to say that 9o6 Oh and I'll be at
's place to meet up and do a bunch of random things like like... DICKS or playing a Teenagers Card Game that we use five colors to combine our elelmentsIts another one of those housing updates!
General | Posted 13 years agoWell i'm back and I'm going to say that I am going to move out of Texas...
Reasons why is because when I was there things were pretty sucky in that state, and it felt like its Welcome mat was a big slap onto my face. so the good thing I have a Zoology major and I heard its really great college with that major there. In Texas things were altered to a different name but I notice the differences about it.
So where am I going? I'm going to Miami, Flordia! 8U Yup I'm going there and I wanted to know about this....
Whos over there? Because I'll be heading to Miami in about 3 weeks and stuff... Just shout things out if your there or not... And
I know your there but 5 hours away from Bro -3-
Reasons why is because when I was there things were pretty sucky in that state, and it felt like its Welcome mat was a big slap onto my face. so the good thing I have a Zoology major and I heard its really great college with that major there. In Texas things were altered to a different name but I notice the differences about it.
So where am I going? I'm going to Miami, Flordia! 8U Yup I'm going there and I wanted to know about this....
Whos over there? Because I'll be heading to Miami in about 3 weeks and stuff... Just shout things out if your there or not... And
I know your there but 5 hours away from Bro -3-Housing Update
General | Posted 13 years agoHai guys its Twi, I'm currently in a hotel with alot of shit to do...
Last week I had the flu and I missed 3 days of school and my god its awful to deal with because they always put too many questions for their homework and its usually long and I have to catch up on it (Currently got about 60% of it done =p) So the reason I'm in a hotel is because the house will not be ready around Febs due to cleaning and I know that issue, the previous housing guys were horders and wow the garage and the other rooms... I dunno what the carpet looks like o3o;;; So now gonna wait on a lot of things while in an hotel and dealing the hotel life, its going to be tough because my dad forget his USB cord for the printer and I need it for class and such. And around that time on Sunday I'm going to a Pre-Release for MTG to have fun with card games~
Thats all I got for now but I'll tell you about my Sunday adventrue coming up later =p
Last week I had the flu and I missed 3 days of school and my god its awful to deal with because they always put too many questions for their homework and its usually long and I have to catch up on it (Currently got about 60% of it done =p) So the reason I'm in a hotel is because the house will not be ready around Febs due to cleaning and I know that issue, the previous housing guys were horders and wow the garage and the other rooms... I dunno what the carpet looks like o3o;;; So now gonna wait on a lot of things while in an hotel and dealing the hotel life, its going to be tough because my dad forget his USB cord for the printer and I need it for class and such. And around that time on Sunday I'm going to a Pre-Release for MTG to have fun with card games~
Thats all I got for now but I'll tell you about my Sunday adventrue coming up later =p
Gonna move to a new house this weekend!
General | Posted 13 years agoYeah just when things get a bit topsy turpy, I'm going to move to a new house this Saturday and packing up as I'm typing this, because I got alot of classes to deal with and alot of moving and migrating to do... At least I'll get a Vespa so I can go to farther places =D
Also, yup gonna be offline due to alot of make up work of my new college classes ^^;
Also, yup gonna be offline due to alot of make up work of my new college classes ^^;
Back to school for Twi
General | Posted 13 years ago...About damn time 8I Having a month off was pretty hellish and I really want to go back to school because I'm really really tired of what I've been through, and also the good part is all of that science schorship essaying really did pay off because I'm gonna move to a new house and then a new Moped because its farther away from my school... Like 5 miles, and the good part I can drive that due to their special technical laws that I don't ever having to get a Drivers Lisense, I just only need a Road Permit and a Helmet due to age ^^;
New Years Resolution for 2013
General | Posted 13 years agoOkay so now I decide to make one and maybe it could remind myself in the later time and when I made one in 2012 that kinda went down since October hit me. But at least a bunch of things went clear and was completed in the middle of the year. and don't worry guys from what I currently do I always have a ton of back ups when problems like this happens.
For 2013 I just hope I'll do my best on this
1) Regain my positive personality - I really need this back from my head and how I think, and I do not want to change yet until I've completed some understandings. Hell I even heldback on a lot of things because I worry so damn much that I really get scared, thanks to my social phobia issues I just wannaq get through with a bunch of things and make sure I would try to be more confident.
2) Making sure a bunch of things would be cleared out - Its one of the main points but the other half of 2012 was like another brick to the face of another.
3) I gotta learn how to drive - Yeah I'm gonna break the rules, because I really needed to go somehwere to places that would be far away and it'll be very very conveinent on a bunch of things but I have to learn about it during the Summer
4) Improve much more on my Mathematics and college - Yeah I know its a "Egghead" thing but I'm very recognized when this subject is falling into my hands and I get alot of credit for it and I always try to do my best.
5) Be much more organized - Time for me is becoming a huge deal since I'm in school again... And my sleeping schedule is like a different place out of the other and my desk is becoming really really messy so I had to deal with that.
6) Need to learn how to calm down - I really want to get this out of the way, I've been becoming more angrier from what I am feeling, and I really need to find a huge solution to calm myself down and I would be much more happier even though I'm like a real life Psyduck due to the headaches.
7) Need to do more Comissions and other artful events - Lets see 2012... Well from this year in total of what new pics I got is around 3... And 1 I'm still waiting on, while acting like a Rock. Yeaaaaaah I really need to get more art for the gallery for some good and naughty stuff coming on the way and yes my wife has a handful of pics, thanks to friendly friends because I love it how she gets happy about it. While it makes me feel warm while I get busy with school. Oh and I'll post up a journal of what chracters you wanted to see, I need to do a bunch of projects of character stuff soon, maybe around Febs.
8) I really need to catch up - I really need to so freaking badly, its like a passing wave thats been going on to me in this domain and I just need to really really badly, however I did got caught up on another thing wihile playing MTG with friends but here I just need to because my mind is just wanting me to catch up really really badly.
9) I need to do some type of events - Because how long I have this account for? Its almost 4 years when it arrives on the 7th day after my birthday and I need to try some viriety of things for my watchers like contests and stuff. I did put that thought last year but wow I got hit by a brick to prevented me and making me scared from this issue... I was think to do livestream events of me playing games of doing challenges, I just need to know how to play livestream events from console games lol
So those what I needed to do and hopefully these will help me just to give you and me a heads up whats coming up in 2013... Lets hope it will work very very well. And now I'll be busy packing a bunch of stuff because I found a kickass place to go to live 8B
For 2013 I just hope I'll do my best on this
1) Regain my positive personality - I really need this back from my head and how I think, and I do not want to change yet until I've completed some understandings. Hell I even heldback on a lot of things because I worry so damn much that I really get scared, thanks to my social phobia issues I just wannaq get through with a bunch of things and make sure I would try to be more confident.
2) Making sure a bunch of things would be cleared out - Its one of the main points but the other half of 2012 was like another brick to the face of another.
3) I gotta learn how to drive - Yeah I'm gonna break the rules, because I really needed to go somehwere to places that would be far away and it'll be very very conveinent on a bunch of things but I have to learn about it during the Summer
4) Improve much more on my Mathematics and college - Yeah I know its a "Egghead" thing but I'm very recognized when this subject is falling into my hands and I get alot of credit for it and I always try to do my best.
5) Be much more organized - Time for me is becoming a huge deal since I'm in school again... And my sleeping schedule is like a different place out of the other and my desk is becoming really really messy so I had to deal with that.
6) Need to learn how to calm down - I really want to get this out of the way, I've been becoming more angrier from what I am feeling, and I really need to find a huge solution to calm myself down and I would be much more happier even though I'm like a real life Psyduck due to the headaches.
7) Need to do more Comissions and other artful events - Lets see 2012... Well from this year in total of what new pics I got is around 3... And 1 I'm still waiting on, while acting like a Rock. Yeaaaaaah I really need to get more art for the gallery for some good and naughty stuff coming on the way and yes my wife has a handful of pics, thanks to friendly friends because I love it how she gets happy about it. While it makes me feel warm while I get busy with school. Oh and I'll post up a journal of what chracters you wanted to see, I need to do a bunch of projects of character stuff soon, maybe around Febs.
8) I really need to catch up - I really need to so freaking badly, its like a passing wave thats been going on to me in this domain and I just need to really really badly, however I did got caught up on another thing wihile playing MTG with friends but here I just need to because my mind is just wanting me to catch up really really badly.
9) I need to do some type of events - Because how long I have this account for? Its almost 4 years when it arrives on the 7th day after my birthday and I need to try some viriety of things for my watchers like contests and stuff. I did put that thought last year but wow I got hit by a brick to prevented me and making me scared from this issue... I was think to do livestream events of me playing games of doing challenges, I just need to know how to play livestream events from console games lol
So those what I needed to do and hopefully these will help me just to give you and me a heads up whats coming up in 2013... Lets hope it will work very very well. And now I'll be busy packing a bunch of stuff because I found a kickass place to go to live 8B
4 years... And still waiting to see reality of peace (Vent)
General | Posted 13 years agoJust waiting til I get a good Chirstmas and not getting my ass kicked all the time...
I'm having an awful day and from what that guy did sucker punched me and I have to move agaaaaaaaain. Its his fault for making do the unbearable shit he's done to us and he never kept his damn promise... I fucking hate this tumor, ever since May when my dad got fired from his job who were discovering and making another damn solution to take away his health insurance, and now I have to fight this bad situation now. I even cleared out my college funds just to keep the fucking house up! I have to go to church to chruch with my father to go through and raise funds to pay the utiliy bills! In order for me and my father to survive, we even had to steal food and I did got caught and yeah I faced the huge reality of the law but we have no choice all because of him... That damn Land lord, If he ruin our day, well then I'm gonna fight for my defance and I'll make sure his life would be ruin that his mind would psycologically have a break down.
I don't want to have more bull shit ever since 2008! Everytime... EVERY FUCKING TIME THE THINGS WERE CLEAR! I have to deal with a bunch of bull shit... This is why I'm getting sadder and showing out my true colors of what a Social phobic person I've become, this is why I noticed everyone I know is becoming distant because their is changes ever since one year that gone through...
I know I've been quiet all the time but I have no clue what to do, I wanted to be back into my old self, and I just wish my situation is gone, I just want it gone so bad that it will feel like I just jumped into a nice field of snow and seeing the pine trees illuminate with icy crystals that would be draining down, the sky would be shining a dusk orange and seeing the snow falling down towards the ground with the sound swallowed up to hear a quiet sound. But now I'm just been hit by a brick of corruption even on this fucking day. This is why I don't like the holidays, because all of this kind of situations is happening and I just want out of this and all I want to do is continue with my education and work I have to do to support the college, and hell this is my first year and now I can't drive thanks to this peanut sized fucker inside of me being a nuncence and I'm just shocked for my next semeister and I'm always like a rock to wait through a bunch of things and awaiting through a nice paradise in a slow fashion like if your climbing up rope...
I just can't believe that guy is trying to kick me out and he wants his damn money before the 26th, fucking greedy bastard... I'm going to have my revenge with the law, no matter what it takes... I will bear an iron fist from what he did. He made me into this, that greedy bastard, I hope he can have a terrible chirstmas tomarrow with a great mishap, and with the family... I just don't know I'll let the outcome take it.
I just wanted peace for a long time and I really wanted to be truly happy, not hiding it all the time... I want my head to feel better, and I want to try to do my best to see what I can do instead of hiding in the shadows of the house.
I'm having an awful day and from what that guy did sucker punched me and I have to move agaaaaaaaain. Its his fault for making do the unbearable shit he's done to us and he never kept his damn promise... I fucking hate this tumor, ever since May when my dad got fired from his job who were discovering and making another damn solution to take away his health insurance, and now I have to fight this bad situation now. I even cleared out my college funds just to keep the fucking house up! I have to go to church to chruch with my father to go through and raise funds to pay the utiliy bills! In order for me and my father to survive, we even had to steal food and I did got caught and yeah I faced the huge reality of the law but we have no choice all because of him... That damn Land lord, If he ruin our day, well then I'm gonna fight for my defance and I'll make sure his life would be ruin that his mind would psycologically have a break down.
I don't want to have more bull shit ever since 2008! Everytime... EVERY FUCKING TIME THE THINGS WERE CLEAR! I have to deal with a bunch of bull shit... This is why I'm getting sadder and showing out my true colors of what a Social phobic person I've become, this is why I noticed everyone I know is becoming distant because their is changes ever since one year that gone through...
I know I've been quiet all the time but I have no clue what to do, I wanted to be back into my old self, and I just wish my situation is gone, I just want it gone so bad that it will feel like I just jumped into a nice field of snow and seeing the pine trees illuminate with icy crystals that would be draining down, the sky would be shining a dusk orange and seeing the snow falling down towards the ground with the sound swallowed up to hear a quiet sound. But now I'm just been hit by a brick of corruption even on this fucking day. This is why I don't like the holidays, because all of this kind of situations is happening and I just want out of this and all I want to do is continue with my education and work I have to do to support the college, and hell this is my first year and now I can't drive thanks to this peanut sized fucker inside of me being a nuncence and I'm just shocked for my next semeister and I'm always like a rock to wait through a bunch of things and awaiting through a nice paradise in a slow fashion like if your climbing up rope...
I just can't believe that guy is trying to kick me out and he wants his damn money before the 26th, fucking greedy bastard... I'm going to have my revenge with the law, no matter what it takes... I will bear an iron fist from what he did. He made me into this, that greedy bastard, I hope he can have a terrible chirstmas tomarrow with a great mishap, and with the family... I just don't know I'll let the outcome take it.
I just wanted peace for a long time and I really wanted to be truly happy, not hiding it all the time... I want my head to feel better, and I want to try to do my best to see what I can do instead of hiding in the shadows of the house.
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