I think my body is shutting down on me. Can't stop sleeping or hurting, can't get up. I guess this is the price I pay for existing.

Some of my images are only appearing as small because I had to use my 3DS to upload them... XP

This stupid thing keeps requesting a phone number to verify my account. The problem is I don't have a phone. I've tried contacting support, but I just got some automated BS. This is really causing problems for me, since everyone insists on using this awful site to socialze.

https://mobile.twitter.com/Nintendo....._src=twsrc^tfw

Thank you sweet, merciful God... \ ;w ; /

Is there a name for the phenomenon in which a poorly written or outright stupid show becomes ridiculously popular and keeps going on as other, better shows keep getting cancelled early?

Bland, boring, not a single fucking interesting person for miles. I want to hurt myself really bad right now.

Nobody cares how many times they've hurt me. How many times they've stomped on my heart. How many times they've ignored me. People with just keep following this cycle of tossing me aside like some piece of junk they've grown tired of. I really am less than worthless.

Yesterday was International Raccoon Appreciation Day. Where's the love at?! >:C

Hope I kill myself. Nothing can possibly be as bad as this.

Still not feeling happy. I haven't been for a long time now, and it's getting worse. Living is something I frequently regret doing.

I'm playing Pokémon games. Feel free to discuss, ask questions, give advice and make suggestions.

I've gotten halfway through Alpha Sapphire's gyms. Before taking on Norman, i'm gonna backtrack a bit, facing a few trainers I missed and getting the fossil.

Haven't done much with X yet.

In White i've gotten all the badges. I just caught Cobalion and am probably going after Terrakion and Virizion next. Once I finish the story i'll be able to transport Pokémon across gens 3, 4, 5 and 6.

I'm working on Pokémon Dream Radar, getting closer to catching Landorus. I want to get Pearl, Platinum and Heart Gold for it. I'll have to create another save file on a different SD card since I have Black 2 and White 2. I haven't really done much on either game yet.

In Diamond I recently caught Mesprit, completing that trio, and Heatran. I'm currently in front of Giratina, but I might have to leave and come back. I'm also working on My Pokémon Ranch to get Phione and Mew.

Haven't really done much yet in Soul Silver.

In Emerald I caught Registeel, also completing that trio.

In Leaf Green i've already caught all of the Kanto legendaries available.

Shiny list:
Diamond: Golbat (♂)
Soul Silver: Rattata (♂)
Leaf Green: Geodude (♀), Nidoran♀

I am considering getting Action Replay devices to get event items and event Pokémon I don't already have.

I've been talking with a therapist lately. It's been helping a bit, but at the same time it presents me with the same problem that's plagued me most all of my life. I need to get out more, do something. But when you live in a place like this, quiet, less than average, boring, it just seems like a total impossibility.

I've gotten mixed messages from various people about patience. With every passing day I draw closer to the conclusion that it's a fruitless task that will end in heartbreak, pain and other misfortunes.

The guy who sits in the darkest corner of a bar, alone, drunk and sobbing at a barely audible volume... only i'm stone cold sober.

I'm missing something in my life, and I don't like it. It's like it's making my heart into a big, black void.

Dealing with a stuffed nose and super depressed about stuff. Ask me things?

Me? I'm probably gonna die from a Goddamn Priapism with how fucking unsatisfied and miserable I am now.

I just hit myself repeatedly. I'm alone and it's causing me some of the worst mental pain i've ever had. I might hurt myself some more because that seems to be the only thing that happens with my life. I get hurt, and hurt, and hurt. IT NEVER ENDS,

I had a very bad experience in my senior year of high school, and I frequently relive it in a Hellish PTSD experience. One of the smaller parts of this is the notion of "living in the real world". The idea of a person who likely lives very comfortably with little effort telling an extremely povertous and ill person that they're not aware of their own personal reality comes off as a great insult to me. I found an article that (sort of) explains this in a bit more detail:

http://bigthink.com/stay-attuned/ar.....the-real-world

It's not working. I'm not happy or even mildly satisfied. I'm not capable of it. The people i've had my strongest feelings for have all abandoned me, and it's completely removed any desire to live I ever had. I'm past hurt, at this point i'm dead.

Struggling to keep my mind off of things... Ask me stuff?

Every time a certain word is said, it's like running a knife through me. It tears me up and makes me feel even worse than I already do.

Hints:
It's a relationship word.
It's a compound word.

And not a single person has said it to me. I get the newer friends/watchers/etc., but you'd think the people who have known me for longer would remember. It hurts.

He sat, alone, wondering why. He had no idea what he was wondering about, as though he had no sense of purpose or direction, staring aimlessly at nothing.

And he sat there, crying, unable to find an answer for anything.

Do I really want to be any older? I don't think I do. I don't think there's any reason to at all. I'm incapable of being happy. I've got an infection that gives me a nasty headache every day. I have nothing to look forward to even if I do somehow leave this piece of shit town. So why? Why should I bother?