https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpKLmqepNf4

Um yeah

I just registered and it is now CONFIRMED that I'm going <333

I am SOOO EXCITED <333

I can't wait to see this beautiful bb

Anyone want to do ANYTHING? Let me know

I have a lot of personal issues going on in my life right now. There's three main reasons why I've been so upset recently. First of all, the biggest reason why I'm so upset is that today would've been the anniversary of me and my ex's year. And why should I be so upset over that? We broke up 6 months ago. I haven't talked to him since June up until a week ago from today. I have been thinking about him a lot for the past 3 months and I've kept all the thoughts inside to myself up until then. On that day, I went on a college visit up to the college around where he used to live near by. I haven't been to that town in a while because It's two hours away and when I would see him, I would go up there. And when I got in the town, I remembered everything, I remembered everything about the town, the houses, the streets, we almost even drove past his house because he lived so close to the school. And I just couldn't get my thoughts off of him. I miss him so much. <-- I just fucking cried again typing that. I miss spending all my time with him, I miss the dates, I miss how he cared so much about me, I miss being held by him, I miss everything about him. He was the best person I've ever met, And I fucked it all up, it's all my fault. I'm the reason we broke up and I regret all of it. I should've never broken up with him because he's the best thing that ever happened to me. And I feel absolutely horrible because I've only realized that now after it's over. And what's worse is that I managed to talk to him about the whole thing on that day and I ended up crying to him on the phone and telling him I missed him so much. (Note that I rarely cry ever - I may have cried 3 times in the past week, but on average I'm NEVER this upset) I've told him I really want him back, but it's just not going to work out for him. There is no chance of us getting back together and that's what's killing me. This is one of the things that is upsetting me. I'm also dealing with a lot of friend issues, a lost ALL of my best friends over the summer and now I only have three friends in total. My friends are also not the nicest to me, they criticize me a lot. I've been trying to just not say anything anymore to my friends and to people and revert back to how I used to act around 8th to 9th grade because if I say something to my friends they always have to correct me. Now with my ex issue making me upset, I've been especially quiet recently, and I just don't want to bring up my problems to them anymore, so when they asked if I wanted to talk about what's been upsetting me, I politely say "no, I would rather not" and she said "Well you don't have an asshole about it". Okay?? And today she called me full of shit, like always. I still haven't told them but I don't plan to honestly, they're not the nicest to me and also one of the better of the three friends just is seeming to lose interest in me. So basically, I'm just having a lot of friend issues and it's making me lonelier because I'm starting to have no one to talk to about my problems. As for the third thing, it's all personal issues about my relationship with my mom. I won't go into specifics. And that's why I've been so upset recently. I'm slipping right back into my depression worse than I've ever done so before.

If you read this, thank you for caring, it helps

is a really great artist! She is also is very kind and a beautiful bb! She does commissions and she does a very good job on them!

Give her love! She's so amazing <3

I've had a very bad day/weekend and need hugs and cuddles :c

Alright so I know I told myself I wasn't going to get the game and I haven't but I'm tempted to for a few reasons.

- 1: I could ACTUALLY socialize with people that actually have the game because I don't normally do that because all I play is Rock Band 3

- 2: It looks decent right now. It looks balanced

- 3: I've been watching #TheRace on twitch and it's been hyping me for it

- 4: I've been watching youtube videos too

Basically it looks fun and I KIND OF want to get it

But here's the downside, I don't have any money and I don't think anyone could get it for me, but who knows.

Anyway what's your opinion on it so far if you have it? Do you like it? What's Extinction like? anything.

Can you please name some?

I have nothing to do tonight.

Pax East 2014 (On Sunday, April 13th)

Portcon Maine 2014 (All Four days, June)

Anthrocon 2014 (All Four days, July)

Maybe Furfright 2014? - We'll see ...

Maybe Animaine 2014? - Eh... It's still a small con that doesn't have much to do in it


So yeah. I've just been a convention planning mood recently because of planning Pax East c: I'm going with FOUR FRIENDS HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T THINK I HAD THAT MANY.

So if you're going to one of these cons let me know? Maybe we can hang out and stuff!

But I'm only going Sunday :x

Oh well. At least I'm going c:

Well I don't know what I'm gonna do now for Pax East 2014 now because the 3 day badges sold out in an hour and I don't have the money for $120 worth of individual passes, let alone as well as finding a hotel. I think it may not happen this year, or any year :/

I'm upset. I was so excited to go this year but I guess now that's not happening :/ Because I also have to go with someone and I don't think my friend is going to be able to get the passes either.

Ugh x.x

I guess I have hope for Anthrocon though? I still hopefully can go to that. But Pax is SO great x.x I miss it so much but oh well :/

But hey there, if you got some tickets to share hook me up <3

 -felix-

This girl is so amazing and a beautiful shibe-b <3

She is so sweet and kind and loveable <3

Go watch her and tell her she's amazing <3

Have a nice day c:

To sum it up.

I don't really have a lot of friends. I have three in total. Two of them go to my school. One of them made me fucking cry today.

I really need to find new friends.

Maybe follow me?

I don't know

https://twitter.com/Tylerrzzz

anyone at all?

I CHANGED MY ICON WHICH I HAVEN'T CHANGED IN LIKE YEARS
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I teach shibe101 in college

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Let me know if you're going to add me c:

I think I just need to vent right now.

I know my problems may seem minor but they still are problems and I think they should be acknowledged.

I'm not upset. I'm not sad. I don't really feel negative or positive feelings. I feel emotionless. Currently in my life, summer is ending and I feel like it's been all wasted. I've literally done only a few things out of these about 8 weeks. I went to Portcon and Warped Tour which in total is 5 full days of events. Of course I've done other minor things like going to the mall a couple times and going to Funtown Splashtown once, but I feel like it's been all a waste. I've just been sitting in my room on my computer and playing video games by myself a majority of the time. Or better yet I've been working, which isn't really fun because I have no friends there.

I lost a good friend during the middle of summer due to something I shouldn't say. My 2 best friends from another town nearby have been too busy hanging out without me and doing weed, which I found about through tumblr (Note that I am a person who is against weed even though I know it's not dangerous). Anyway, they barely even acknowledge me. I hung out with them only once this summer. Once! As for my few local friends, we don't do much at all because we can't think of things to do.

Recently, the new map pack for Black Ops 2 came out and I agreed to play the zombies game, Origins, with some british guys and that was all fun and I loved it. But after that one day, nothing has happened similar to that day. I've been waiting to play with them but they're not interested or they're busy.

Here's the thing. With all of my friends, I think to myself like there is nothing ever to do, therefore, it's pointless to hang out.

I feel like I'm becoming less and less interesting. I never want to try new things or play different games. I rarely talk to people and better yet I NEVER talk to my friends, which I've always done but I know it's not healthy to do so, I guess.

I know I'm not interesting but with the little interests I have, not to sound selfish, I just wish i had friends who would have the same interests as me. Of course I love my few friends even though we don't do much but I wish I could make more.

I know it requires effort to do but I'm just in a cycle of not being social and therefore I can't get what I would like, which is more friends.

I don't know. Like I said, I don't really feel anything because I know my situation already. I'm just kind of waiting for something unexpected to happen and maybe change me. I don't what it could be. But i'm waiting and I've been waiting all summer.

I should be enjoying my life while I'm young, yet I'm unmotivated to do anything.

Thanks if you read this I guess? Bye.

Anyone getting it for xbox?
Anyone want to play Origins?
Thoughts on it?
I don't know let me know people !

I'm on xbox right now and I want to play some Black Ops with someone before I go to work c:

Add meeeeee!! GT: Tylerrzz

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Just watch :p

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