With things now changed, some writings of the current story are out of date, and.... painful, to an extent. So, instead of scrapping it entirely, I'm gonna do some rewrites!

Pages will be torn off from here that need new edits. Will be done when I can.

Well, more broken anyways.

Recently get Dawnguard, spend two days completing everything it added, and the ONE GOOD FOLLOWER I HAVE gets glitched into a cave. Can't get out, no matter what I do.



GODDAMNIT SERANA, GET OUT OF BROKEN OAR GROTTO!!!! >.<

(She got out later the next day, when walking back into a place. Ha, bitch about it on FA and it fixes itself, eh? XD)

I need this, and knowing not many will actually read it kinda makes me feel better about saying it.

I have resigned to just waiting for Job Corps. As I read through the packet (which I had originally skimmed at the time I got it) turns out I have a living allowance that occurs bi-weekly while I'm on campus, doing the work. It's a decent amount, and since everything I need is covered by the scholarship (food, board, etc.) it's enough to build up for things I could want. So the pressure of needing a job is not as bad as I had supposedly imagined.

Mind you, I'm STILL LOOKING, but it isn't the end of the world without it.

My mother, still knowing this, finds it necessary to disparage me any chance she can, about doing nothing to get a job. When I'm on the laptop every other day for applications, and out of the house every other week for local places that still take written ones.

And I'm still busting my balls doing farm shit, housework, and everything else I was PROMISED WHEN I MOVED HERE WITH THEM I WOULD BE PAYED FOR, BUT HAVEN'T BEEN!!



.... I know I should just ignore it, because she's probably an undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder sufferer, compounded with EXTENSIVE marijuana use. But it still hurts. How can I expect things to go well when it goes so crappy at home? With those who SAY they care about me?

WHY, EVERY TIME, EVERY FUCKING TIME, I TRY TO LOOK FOR WORK, I CAN'T EVER CATCH A FUCKING BREAK AND JUST GET A DAMN JOB?!

.... I had an interview yesterday with Subway. First interview in about a year and a half. I was excited, and even more so when I went through the interview without a hitch, at least I thought.

And I get called today. They passed me over. I was clean shaved FOR ONCE, I had dressed in the nicest clothes I had from my school orchestra and choir days, and did EVERY FUCKING THING I COULD IMAGINE THEY'D WANT.


Needless to say, I'm not in a good mood. And now, another hope to get SOME WAY of supporting myself outside of farm work at home has been dashed. Nothing else has panned out; I'm stuck waiting til Job Corps comes around, and by then I'll probably be bankrupt. Don't expect much activity out of me for the next while.

I just found the comic Prequel. I think I fell for Katia Managan.


((someoneshootmeplease))

I know only a few really looks at my posts, but this is necessary to circulate if you have/love dogs.

Last month we had a bug infestation of major proportions. It took us days to figured out they were coming from the dog bone treats we fed our dog. Thinking it was just something that snuck in through window cracks, we tossed the old box, got a brand new box and, learning from before, sealed as much of the treats as possible into a glass jar.

Two weeks later, my brother is looking at the container, thinking about giving the dog one. He sees the EXACT SAME bugs crawling around INSIDE THE JAR. It had never EVER been opened. And yet there are dozens in there. All of us in the house saw and identified the same bugs in the jar, we KNOW they came from these Milk Bone dog biscuits. We are NEVER buying these again.

I want every dog owner/lover to know about the Milk Bones dog biscuits, apparently this batch (and god knows how many before and after) has been infested, throw them out and lodge complaints DIRECTLY to the company. Thank you very much :)

But I just randomly popped onto Fleki's page... did I miss something again, or is my psychosis getting worse?


Also, I have found the temp jobs are now slowing down, and money has gotten a tad tight. I've considered POSSIBLY-- I repeat, POSSIBLY-- opening writing commissions. Because I literally can do nothing else right now. I don't trust paypal as far as I can throw it (which obviously ain't that far), so I'd have to find something alternative that I CAN trust, or money orders by mail. I'd prefer the latter, but I can try the former if necessary.

Of course, this depends on want. No use opening something no one wants, right?
So, comment here, message me anywhere and everywhere. Let me know!


(I WILL NOT ACCEPT DONATIONS!!!! I cannot ask for that, family pride as well as my own forbids it. I don't expect people to offer, but I also have to state it anyways. What I do.)

Seriously, the list is nearly 3 dozen. Who knew I'd be a journal whore.

Anyways, the news. I have an Xbox 360 now. Cause I can mic with my fiance in California that way. Also has more of the games I love playing.
TyrongTyger is the gamertag. Now my standard name for everything MWAHAHAHA.


Brother's being kicked out, and I'm going into Job Corps in a couple months, if they have an opening for me (like everyone else waiting for a spot). Lets me talk with peoples for two more years before the Navy. Also, free training for my career path in criminal justice. Woot!


Mother's growing more unpredictable, and the pot's finally getting to her. She's no longer making sense as much as she used to, she's always impossible to reason and have logical conversations with, and I'm afraid if she doesn't quit now, I can't feel comfortable with having her in the family I plan on starting with Katie. Thank god my father understands, otherwise I couldn't talk with anyone about it. No one else could understand as well.

Also, I've also decided since I haven't gotten negative responses from my stories, that there aren't any problems that readers can see, so that's helped me power into writing again.
That is, when I can tear away from Fallout 3 and Skyrim. XD

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I said on Lil' Miss Rarity's stream I'd do it, so.....
Also, Scootaporn would please my sleep deprived brain. Help it sleep. Pwease?!

I need to get out of this house. I need to get away from these borderline personality disorder nutjobs before I end up murdering them all.

But; I have no car, I have a method to make money with the work agency I'm with, but no way to currently cash in the checks with no ride and useless family members. Paychecks that yesterday I was threatened to lose a still undisclosed portion of JUST BECAUSE THEY CAN.
When they still owe me in the triple digits for farm work.

I have an attorney's card, thanks to this week's current job. If they try anything like that, it will come in handy, not only to protect my earnings, but ruin them in the process as revenge, because their "farm business" has been cutting corners the past two years. I no longer consider them blood; I have no qualms ruining them.

But if it comes to that, I have to leave. I can't be here anymore.

Inspired by  jinxy_falina Pffft, who am I kidding, she pretty much reverse psyched me into it

Personality Test here:
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyour.....alitytypequiz/

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.
You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak


The majority of this is scarily spot on. I expect you all to do it. NAO.
Or I beat you with a dull pirate cutlass. Don't push me on that; I fucking will.

Mentally, I know I'm fucked over, so I'm gonna forget even ATTEMPTING to keep sane. Cause it's futile.


I'm now classifying myself as schizophrenic: all the symptoms are there, and this has been around for years. Fuck a real diagnosis, I'm never gonna get to see a damn doctor anytime soon anyhow, much less a psychiatrist.


Also. People who actually watch me AND comment, listen up:

If I make a journal about doing work for money, please remind me to not watch or play any of the creepy grimdark/horror things I've recently been fascinated with. Today I was unloading a warehouse for Olshens Bottling, odd job, paid well. And the night before, I had played that My Little Pony: Friendship is 8-Bit. If you haven't played it, look it up and do. Go ahead.

The shit in that game haunted me the entire time I was working. Doesn't help my mental eye for things like reading and games like this is far more acute and vivid than most peoples. Good thing there was a radio to focus on, otherwise I'd've lost it.



Anywho. The ways you can contact me is in recent journals when FA is offline. Or on the page.

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[x] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back (I have no clue why)
Total: 7

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with (I have one in my room. Right now)
Total: 6

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (my fiance's, she giggles and then does it back X3)
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 6

[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (I freakin wish T.T)
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 2

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" (I try not to in public, but then I do anyways T.T)
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[x] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk (faster than our dog, even X3)
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 6

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 6

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ]your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 6

Final total: 43

Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"

It was a bleh day. Kinda what I expected, but still.

Thanks to all who wished me happy birthday.... which wasn't that many on this site, to be frank. But I don't care, used to being in the background.

Full of chicken from a awesome place in town called Heidi's. Well, more Gresham than Damascus, but whatevs, same shit.


The laptop's mine. Story chapters 3-6 will be up within the hour or so. If I can tear away from my Rattataki Sith Inquisitor for that time.

Tumblr link, second time, cause I'm fucking bored: http://tyrongtyger.tumblr.com/

http://tyrongtyger.tumblr.com/

Ask any questions about the story, I'll answer you best I can.

In character of who you ask, of course, cause it's more fun.


And less boring.



Ugh, PSP derped and made three of these..... That's it, I only trust my smartphone....

In 9 days, I'm 20.



Yay?



I'm gonna aim to get the next 5 chapters on FA before that. That's my present to ME.

Besides buying off the good laptop from the rents that is.



Now, NO ONE, I mean NO ONE treat the day as if I'm special. All I want is a mellow day.








But if you don't wanna listen, you better go big, to overpower my anger at not following directions.

Recently, I've been get WAY too into the grimdark scene of MLP. I normally detested it GREATLY.


Best theories I have: I'm becoming a full on brony.


OR.


Possible symptom of more deranged/abstract thinking associated with schizophrenia (other symptoms of it have been present; as of yet not officially diagnosed)

Differential GO.

If my brother Zach is high..... Avoid at all fucking costs >.<


Having a damn mental breakdown not only dealing with his constant, attention-seeking interruptions, having to try and piece together whatever the fuck he's blathering on about turns the breakdown knob to 11 and rips it off.....

Sword:: 4' length katana blade, with standard length handle. 3 runes of differing color (blood red, icy blue, neon green) run up the flat of the blade. His source of energy for his dark abilities (see below)
The blade can be covered in blue flame (ability learned from the mother) or serrated ice crystals off the blade (ability inherited from the father)

Armor:: Depends on situation and requirements. Prefers his light armor; hardened obsidian bracers and breastplate, long black coat. Allows faster movements; can allow warp movement for short distances. For more protection, he can wear full plate armor covered in hardened obsidian, though it slows him significantly in speed.

Abilities:: Split up into three sets, each fueled by the rune color associated with it (red for blood based abilities, blue for frost, green for his speciality, unholy). His attacks range from strikes that are relatively weak that infect the target with various diseases, to summoning an undead horde that follows his every command.

You just kept pushing.....







I watched My Little Pony today and loved it.



My soul cannot be cleaned enough.

I slowly feeling myself.... giving a shit less about people and their feelings.

About my family: but, let's face it, they don't deserve an eighth of ANYTHING I give them; my friends: I actually have been BLATANTLY ignoring several friends, and have NO compulsion to fix that; even my girlfriend of 5 months: I slowly find myself unable to speak to her for long periods, and it's NOT for lack of trying.


I don't know what's wrong with me, I can still have a good time, I just want to be by..... myself....

My PSP won't get on my account anymore, it's TRULY aggravating, I thought it was all fixed >.<

I have starting listing characters for a story I plan on writing. It's still WAY in the planning phase, so don't expect any bits and pieces here QUITE yet.

So far I have the main, 5 supporting, and an antagonist. My story should have a VAST cast of characters, but as of yet I'm stuck on the 7 I got.

Reason I told my watchers this?

I'm bored.

That, and if someone came up with a random character (furry anthro, that's what the cast comprises of), I will love you forever.

I can supply names.

Stolen from ...... I know this will bite me in the ass, but IDC XD

1. Would you be in control?

2. Would you pull my hair?

3. Would you whisper in my ear?

4. Would you talk dirty to me?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you say my name?

7. Would you go down on me?

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?

9. How many rounds would we go?

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?

14. Would you want me to take my time?

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?

16. Would you want fast or slow?

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?

18. Would you be loud or quiet?

19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

20. Would you mind if i liked you?

21. Do you like me?

22. Would you call me the next day?

23. Would you scratch me?

24. Would you let me scratch you?

25. Would you have to be drunk?

26. Would you date me?

27. Would you do it today?

28. Would you do it tomorrow?

29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?

30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

Stolen from  cheoah and  jinxyfalina


YOU JUST WOKE UP NAKED IN MY BED, NEXT TO ME...... Who is also nude....
Using only 3 words, what would you say to me??

I WANT HONESTY HERE! :3