A fitting song to how I feel...
Posted 15 years agoThis is separate from my friends and girlfriend, but I felt this matches to how I feel about something that had transpired at one point in time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r70UpNT_ZUc
Here are the lyrics:
And you, can bring me to my knees
Again
All the times,
That I could beg you please-
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It was for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
My intentions
Were full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r70UpNT_ZUc
Here are the lyrics:
And you, can bring me to my knees
Again
All the times,
That I could beg you please-
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It was for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
My intentions
Were full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
AUGH, SUMMER! DX
Posted 15 years agoThe forecast for the next 3 months is 80s to 90s, unless you're lucky to get 70s with an assload of humidity.
I hate Summer as much as I hate Winter. Spring and Autumn ftw.
Also decided for now that since my Muhammad pic isn't inflammatory that it be moved to scraps.
I hate Summer as much as I hate Winter. Spring and Autumn ftw.
Also decided for now that since my Muhammad pic isn't inflammatory that it be moved to scraps.
Realistic Fursona Meme
Posted 15 years agoNot too different from when those traced over their actual selves to be their fursona, but anyway, for the time being I won't attempt it. Sure it could be easy photoshopping, but with a hybrid like Jestre with my natural hair-part and longer hair, it'll take too much time. Maybe when I'm not busy with college.
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MUHAMMAD PIC TO BE REMOVED!
Posted 15 years agoAt the time, I felt swept up in joining the bandwagon to do something comical relating to the Draw Muhammad day. Now though, it's leaving a bad taste in my mouth. Insulting is the last thing I want to do. I'm breaking one of my two things to keep: honesty and respect. I feel I gave a lack of respect, even if it was designed to be more light-hearted. If you like the image, I'll leave it up for a couple of days for you to save it. Afterwords, it'll be removed.
Random blurb on my voice.
Posted 15 years agoAfter exploring my interest in the British accents around YouTube to see how I can get better at mimicking them and distinguish which is which, I'm now unintentionally saying "Oi!" with the Cockney accent to get someone's attention. XD Of course "oi" isn't totally from Britain, but my hobby of voice acting in general, as many know me to do voices/accents, has rubbed off on my regular vocabulary in different ways here and there. Whether it be a word taken from somewhere else or unintentionally putting an accent on something. It was a while back, but when I was working one day at Office Depot, a customer, from a country in Europe, I can't remember which, said I have a slight accent somewhat similar to that of being British. There have been others of course who say I sound slightly Scottish or something else, but I kind of like that and find it interesting. I'm Midwestern so there's a little of that too. |D
While being busy and overwhelmed with work...
Posted 15 years agosomehow I feel happy and energetic. :] That sertraline I think is helping. ^^
Next page postponed still. (3 1/2 Walls related.)
Posted 15 years agoSorry guys, but with as busy college and work are keeping me, I'll have to hold off on working on the next page. I'll try to put in some filler if possible until I can get the next page out. :(
"VERY BAD Surprise's" Aftermath.
Posted 15 years agoWow, you can consider this a three part journal. Anyways, today was the day to get that medical mistake dealt with. By the by, my little brother takes the normal amount of sertraline, for different reasons, that I should be getting so I halved one of his pills to have for today and tomorrow while I could use one of my correct ones to put in his container to even things out. So, since I had work today (I work at a local Office Depot for those who don't know), my mom took it upon herself to get in contact with Walgreens while I was asleep this morning. She would wait until a certain manager came in at 2 PM, the same time my work shift started. Later on when I got home, she gave me the update, in short, I got a refund on what I paid for the pills, got the correct pills in the container for free, and the person who could have made me get adverse effects, God forbid they were fatal, will be reprimanded. :] I can sympathize having an off day, but you are to NEVER mess up medical drugs. Who would want someone in their place who could have "accidentally" killed someone? Hell, those yellow 100 mg pills probably may have not been sertraline like I needed.
On a positive note, that sertraline is starting to take effect and help. I'm feeling better already. :] The good ending to my work shift helped too. |D Here's how it went, it was perhaps 20 minutes before closing and someone told me over the headset, which are attached to belt clipped radios/walkie talkies, that I was needed over in the technology section, where I work, to help a customer. A guy, probably in his 30s, said he was wondering what he would need to do in order to upgrade his computer correctly. I was telling him to get ram and other things compatible to up his tower's performance. Then, after quickly checking if his wife wasn't near, he said he plays World of Warcraft and in a certain place it's "lag city" when it used to not be as bad. I laughed a little inside while smiling on the outside seeing a fellow nerd around. Mind you I don't play Warcrack, but I thought it was nice finding a kindred spirit. I did direct him over to our graphics card section, also giving him recommendations on what to do online, but it ended positively. Now right when I was finishing with him, an older couple needed help in furniture, not knowing if I was done with the one guy, I was in between on getting to them, letting someone else know to get to them. Found out the one guy was fine and was on his way. Then I proceeded to the couple, the other associate was also along with me since I finished the same time she was going over. I soon found out the wife of the couple had called earlier about a couple of desks and if they were on sale and was seeing about delivery. She even said she would come in to the store since she thought we'd like the business. She was as considerate on the phone as she was in the store since she said she would be there later. I got nothing, but good vibes from her. The husband was short and direct with what he said, but still a good guy. As I said before, they were looking for desks, the other associate went to see what we had for what they wanted. So while I waited and talked with the wife mainly, she was kind and a little bubbly while being social. When I got the update from the associate, I let them know. They said they could wait until tomorrow since we were closing soon and that we don't have to get the furniture now or they could order the furniture when they would come back. While we did offer to help they were very considerate and kind overall when leaving. That made me feel good. Oh yeah, bringing the radios and scanguns back to the manager;s office, the assistant manager for tonight was having issues logging in to the computer to do things. While putting the things in their chargers I heard him say, "I'm about to break this thing. What the fuck is your problem?" I got a slight laugh at it since he's normally the nice non-swearing guy and told me to "watch it," not too seriously of course, for calling him a smartass one time. Finally, after he logged in, he said, "Finally. Fucker." I got another laugh out of that. The end of the work shift made my night. :]
On a positive note, that sertraline is starting to take effect and help. I'm feeling better already. :] The good ending to my work shift helped too. |D Here's how it went, it was perhaps 20 minutes before closing and someone told me over the headset, which are attached to belt clipped radios/walkie talkies, that I was needed over in the technology section, where I work, to help a customer. A guy, probably in his 30s, said he was wondering what he would need to do in order to upgrade his computer correctly. I was telling him to get ram and other things compatible to up his tower's performance. Then, after quickly checking if his wife wasn't near, he said he plays World of Warcraft and in a certain place it's "lag city" when it used to not be as bad. I laughed a little inside while smiling on the outside seeing a fellow nerd around. Mind you I don't play Warcrack, but I thought it was nice finding a kindred spirit. I did direct him over to our graphics card section, also giving him recommendations on what to do online, but it ended positively. Now right when I was finishing with him, an older couple needed help in furniture, not knowing if I was done with the one guy, I was in between on getting to them, letting someone else know to get to them. Found out the one guy was fine and was on his way. Then I proceeded to the couple, the other associate was also along with me since I finished the same time she was going over. I soon found out the wife of the couple had called earlier about a couple of desks and if they were on sale and was seeing about delivery. She even said she would come in to the store since she thought we'd like the business. She was as considerate on the phone as she was in the store since she said she would be there later. I got nothing, but good vibes from her. The husband was short and direct with what he said, but still a good guy. As I said before, they were looking for desks, the other associate went to see what we had for what they wanted. So while I waited and talked with the wife mainly, she was kind and a little bubbly while being social. When I got the update from the associate, I let them know. They said they could wait until tomorrow since we were closing soon and that we don't have to get the furniture now or they could order the furniture when they would come back. While we did offer to help they were very considerate and kind overall when leaving. That made me feel good. Oh yeah, bringing the radios and scanguns back to the manager;s office, the assistant manager for tonight was having issues logging in to the computer to do things. While putting the things in their chargers I heard him say, "I'm about to break this thing. What the fuck is your problem?" I got a slight laugh at it since he's normally the nice non-swearing guy and told me to "watch it," not too seriously of course, for calling him a smartass one time. Finally, after he logged in, he said, "Finally. Fucker." I got another laugh out of that. The end of the work shift made my night. :]
Psychiatrist Visit (Redux.) +VERY BAD Surprise
Posted 15 years agoDon't come off freaked out as you know how I can be normally. Although, sometimes I'm masking things which come from things I will disclose to you. This is honestly true.
Adding more information this time regarding my visit and the diagnoses I got. I finally had my first appointment with a psychiatrist after doing research and deciding to see what issues I had. After some talking, I got my diagnoses and will state what mostly applies to me under them (you can always do some looking up too for yourself, but you can ask me if it relates to me personally):
-Clinical Depression
--I obsess over things I feel guilty of, making me feel bad for an extended period of time.
--I will also feel guilty about things I shouldn't feel guilty of.
--I'm often in a state of detachment.
--I don't enjoy things as much as I used to.
--Some off thing which shouldn't do it could cause me to go into a rage.
--I will stay in a down mood for a long while of course.
-Panic Disorder
--Though I've been able to concentrate with self control, there are occasional times I'd feel I'd lose control, freaking out, perhaps in a scream.
--Following that, the panic attacks make me feel detached from the world.
-Social Anxiety Disorder
--I often feel distressed in social situations. Mainly dreading how I put myself off to others.
--I will often likely humiliate myself in some way or try to act differently to fit in so to get the hoped positive outcome.
--I tend to speak anxiously because of the disorder. Often it's me talking too fast and stammering.
--Here's more detail regarding symptoms I looked to for reference for SAD: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social.....order#Symptoms
I will be taking what's called sertraline because of it. (i.e. Zoloft.) With these mental disorders, it helped me confirm and answer my concerns of why I was the way I was after being and feeling the way I have for many years. I would like to think that these were the cause of me losing what could have been a good ongoing friendship with a certain someone I've liked for a long time and his friends. I acted in a way where I was essentially a fake person since I didn't wish to socially mess up and be judged harshly and sent away. Guess that's where my SAD came in handy. I messed up to the point where I was pretty much booted away for good. I didn't intend it and I would have liked nothing more than to be their friend and support them. Where I stand is neither enemy or friend as much as I would love a second chance since I feel it could work knowing I could willingly be the real me. This has swung around my head for months and I can't forget the regret I have. Seems I was properly diagnosed.
Now you're wondering what the "VERY BAD Surprise" is right? Get this, a certain pharmacy with a "W" in its name messed up on my prescription, BADLY. My prescription and instructions from my psychiatrist were to have a med container of thirty 50 milligram sertraline pills to take every morning after breakfast, which was good for 9 refills, and for the first 14 days I was to cut 7 in half for 25 mg per day until going to the regular dosage when my body was more accommodated, but here's the surprise: even though the paper says "blue" for the pill color and "50 mg" for the pill dosage, as I was going to split the pills, before seeing that on the paper afterwords, I saw by the engraved dosage that I was given yellow 100 mg pills with a container that was to have no refills. Yeah, I could have been fucked up had I not noticed the pharmacy's extreme fuck up. I'll get that fixed tomorrow.
Just finishing this off, please mind both sections of this journal and not just the last thing I said.
Adding more information this time regarding my visit and the diagnoses I got. I finally had my first appointment with a psychiatrist after doing research and deciding to see what issues I had. After some talking, I got my diagnoses and will state what mostly applies to me under them (you can always do some looking up too for yourself, but you can ask me if it relates to me personally):
-Clinical Depression
--I obsess over things I feel guilty of, making me feel bad for an extended period of time.
--I will also feel guilty about things I shouldn't feel guilty of.
--I'm often in a state of detachment.
--I don't enjoy things as much as I used to.
--Some off thing which shouldn't do it could cause me to go into a rage.
--I will stay in a down mood for a long while of course.
-Panic Disorder
--Though I've been able to concentrate with self control, there are occasional times I'd feel I'd lose control, freaking out, perhaps in a scream.
--Following that, the panic attacks make me feel detached from the world.
-Social Anxiety Disorder
--I often feel distressed in social situations. Mainly dreading how I put myself off to others.
--I will often likely humiliate myself in some way or try to act differently to fit in so to get the hoped positive outcome.
--I tend to speak anxiously because of the disorder. Often it's me talking too fast and stammering.
--Here's more detail regarding symptoms I looked to for reference for SAD: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social.....order#Symptoms
I will be taking what's called sertraline because of it. (i.e. Zoloft.) With these mental disorders, it helped me confirm and answer my concerns of why I was the way I was after being and feeling the way I have for many years. I would like to think that these were the cause of me losing what could have been a good ongoing friendship with a certain someone I've liked for a long time and his friends. I acted in a way where I was essentially a fake person since I didn't wish to socially mess up and be judged harshly and sent away. Guess that's where my SAD came in handy. I messed up to the point where I was pretty much booted away for good. I didn't intend it and I would have liked nothing more than to be their friend and support them. Where I stand is neither enemy or friend as much as I would love a second chance since I feel it could work knowing I could willingly be the real me. This has swung around my head for months and I can't forget the regret I have. Seems I was properly diagnosed.
Now you're wondering what the "VERY BAD Surprise" is right? Get this, a certain pharmacy with a "W" in its name messed up on my prescription, BADLY. My prescription and instructions from my psychiatrist were to have a med container of thirty 50 milligram sertraline pills to take every morning after breakfast, which was good for 9 refills, and for the first 14 days I was to cut 7 in half for 25 mg per day until going to the regular dosage when my body was more accommodated, but here's the surprise: even though the paper says "blue" for the pill color and "50 mg" for the pill dosage, as I was going to split the pills, before seeing that on the paper afterwords, I saw by the engraved dosage that I was given yellow 100 mg pills with a container that was to have no refills. Yeah, I could have been fucked up had I not noticed the pharmacy's extreme fuck up. I'll get that fixed tomorrow.
Just finishing this off, please mind both sections of this journal and not just the last thing I said.
So I went to the psychiatrist today...
Posted 15 years agoI really did. I went to see what my diagnoses were for certain issues I had and I have 3 of them and they're all true.
-Clinical Depression
-Panic Disorder
-Social Anxiety Disorder
Found out in short, it's my reason for obsessing over past things I feel guilty of, my social mess ups and occasional "snaps" after all these years. I'd be willing to put more info about those up, but I'll have to say it later as I am busy today. You can always wiki too if you feel like it. I will be taking something Zoloft related by the by.
-Clinical Depression
-Panic Disorder
-Social Anxiety Disorder
Found out in short, it's my reason for obsessing over past things I feel guilty of, my social mess ups and occasional "snaps" after all these years. I'd be willing to put more info about those up, but I'll have to say it later as I am busy today. You can always wiki too if you feel like it. I will be taking something Zoloft related by the by.
I'm a Four. (btw, start calling this a meme)
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?t.....12663497470889 is the place to go. Though I don't find it 100% correct, I find it quite true in many aspects. I'll say where.
4- the Individualist
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. (Though I do like them, I prefer not to be the center of ego-stroking attention.)
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. (This is true.)
• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. (You don't HAVE to. XD)
• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. (You can see this in certain journals of mine.)
• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! (Actually, I'd prefer you do tell me where I should stop.)
What I Like About Being a FOUR (All true.)
• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
• my ability to establish warm connections with people
• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
• being unique and being seen as unique by others
• having aesthetic sensibilities
• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a FOUR (This whole section is true about me.)
• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
• feeling guilty when I disappoint people
• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misunderstands me
• expecting too much from myself and life
• fearing being abandoned
• obsessing over resentments
• longing for what I don't have
FOURs as Children Often (True for the most part.)
• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
• are very sensitive
• feel that they don't fit in
• believe they are missing something that other people have
• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood (Actually, I seek to correct the misunderstanding in an appropriate manner.)
• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce) (I can feel that way.)
FOURs as Parents (Of course I'm not here yet. Although I do help kids, depending, which is often at get togethers like parties. :P )
• help their children become who they really are
• support their children's creativity and originality
• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
4- the Individualist
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. (Though I do like them, I prefer not to be the center of ego-stroking attention.)
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. (This is true.)
• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. (You don't HAVE to. XD)
• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. (You can see this in certain journals of mine.)
• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! (Actually, I'd prefer you do tell me where I should stop.)
What I Like About Being a FOUR (All true.)
• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
• my ability to establish warm connections with people
• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
• being unique and being seen as unique by others
• having aesthetic sensibilities
• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a FOUR (This whole section is true about me.)
• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
• feeling guilty when I disappoint people
• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misunderstands me
• expecting too much from myself and life
• fearing being abandoned
• obsessing over resentments
• longing for what I don't have
FOURs as Children Often (True for the most part.)
• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
• are very sensitive
• feel that they don't fit in
• believe they are missing something that other people have
• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood (Actually, I seek to correct the misunderstanding in an appropriate manner.)
• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce) (I can feel that way.)
FOURs as Parents (Of course I'm not here yet. Although I do help kids, depending, which is often at get togethers like parties. :P )
• help their children become who they really are
• support their children's creativity and originality
• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
Livestreaming via webcam!
Posted 15 years agoMake me do stuff! I'm bored doing nothing. Not doing anything too sexual though.
http://livestream.com/jestrehyvanine
http://livestream.com/jestrehyvanine
3 1/2 Walls Progress Report.
Posted 15 years agoPage 2 is currently in the inking stage now. Finally found the time and motivation to work on it again. Had to stop for tonight as I am a little tired at the moment. I hopefully should be able to finish after work and homework tomorrow.
Quite a bit of attention to my last submission.
Posted 15 years agoIt was a bit of a surprise seeing how much attention it got in comments and faves. First one I think that got that much for it. Guess you have to choose the right style and genre furries are most associated with: drama. Anyway, thanks guys! :]
Literally being your name.
Posted 15 years agoHaving the old name of Shadow for the longest time, I find it interesting that the name can become literal when it comes to different things. I have had my hand in things where someone would get noticed quite a bit, but somehow I still remain a "shadow." Things in the furry community, having an outspoken opinion once in a while on a well known drama, being an energetic fursuiter, very often seen around my local fur con, having some artistic skill, and being acquainted with many furries where a good portion are friends. In a way, it's kinda nice not to get an extreme amount of attention for doing different things. Hell, I hardly have to deal with drama or change my real personality at all. :)
Working on page two! (3 1/2 Walls related)
Posted 15 years agoI am, but school and work have kept me busy. I'll try to have it out this weekend. :)
Supporting.
Posted 15 years agoThough the number of watchers stands at 69, those few of you who have stuck close to me or have supported me when I need it, I thank you greatly for it. I don't mean to be a downer once in a while, but for a time I did walk alone without support other than immediate family. I mainly acted down on myself 70% of the time long ago since it was sometimes the only way to spike some attention which I hoped to be supporting. I was essentially the definition of an attention whore, but again, I only did because I sought support from the attention. It's not always fun being alone. Of course your family is always there for you, but to me, it makes things better knowing someone on the outside is also willing to support you.
Once again, thanks for standing by me though we're separated by miles. :)
Once again, thanks for standing by me though we're separated by miles. :)
Jesting Shadow Productions! A SecondLife vendor of mine.
Posted 15 years agoIt's my SecondLife vendor AND I have a location where I'm selling a few items. Currently two different turrets and a free Madness person avatar. Check it out if you can get on SL. :)
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Empire%.....ngs/159/236/52
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Empire%.....ngs/159/236/52
Did you hear my voice during Furry Night Live at FC '10?
Posted 15 years agoIt was a skit that was cancelled from MFF 09's Furry Variety Show (FVS) due to being too long, but after some minor editing from the writer, ScrapeGoat, it made it into Furry Night Live (FNL). Herbivore Inn was the skit. I got a chance to voice act as one of the characters who is Wolf 1, the one with the opening line in the skit along with his other lines.
Here it is in 2 parts:
FC 2010 - FNL Part 12
FC 2010 - FNL Part 13
Here it is in 2 parts:
FC 2010 - FNL Part 12
FC 2010 - FNL Part 13
I think I got a theme song for Jestre.
Posted 15 years agoMaking the lyrics a bit more literal regarding Jestre, I think U2's Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me fits quite well. Jestre's always in it for thrills. :] And I also love the song. |D
A friend in financial need!
Posted 15 years ago
I hardly ask for much from those of you who follow me around and I don't mean to force anything on you, but know she honestly needs your help.
That 14th Day of February...
Posted 15 years agois the 14th day of black history month, in the shortest month of the year.
Yeah, it's been Valentine's Day in the Central time zone for the past half hour. Enjoy your time with your mates. She broke up with me in August, after our third month anniversary. Yeah, still mate-less. :/
Just don't forget to use a condom!
Yeah, it's been Valentine's Day in the Central time zone for the past half hour. Enjoy your time with your mates. She broke up with me in August, after our third month anniversary. Yeah, still mate-less. :/
Just don't forget to use a condom!
To Briefly Describe Jestre's Personality...
Posted 15 years agoHe's insane, yet intelligent. Otherwise, he's a pretty whimsical guy most of the time while speaking somewhat poetically.
Debating on a theme song for Jestre. Wanna help?
Posted 15 years agoYou know Jestre to be insane and of darkness with a twist of evil. From what I've come up with, there are the options of:
Pendulum - The Other Side
Alice in Chains - Man in the Box
Godsmack - Voodoo
U2 - Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Deadmau5 - Ghosts 'n' Stuff (Original Instrumental Mix)
Metallica - For Whom the Bell Tolls
D-Mode-D feat. Jaql - Incubus
Marilyn Manson - If I Was Your Vampire
Votes or suggestions?
Pendulum - The Other Side
Alice in Chains - Man in the Box
Godsmack - Voodoo
U2 - Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
Deadmau5 - Ghosts 'n' Stuff (Original Instrumental Mix)
Metallica - For Whom the Bell Tolls
D-Mode-D feat. Jaql - Incubus
Marilyn Manson - If I Was Your Vampire
Votes or suggestions?
Midwest FurFest 2010 with media?
Posted 15 years agoJust something I was thinking of since MFF will be moving to the Hyatt in Rosemont, which is a popular hotel, in a somewhat city style setting, that can tend to get media coverage depending on what's going on over there. Even though I know MFF has their "no media" policy, is it likely some newscasters will try to hit up the world's third largest furry convention? AC (1st biggest) and FC (2nd biggest) got their attention, positive attention by the way, so, could the one next in line go around the policy and smile for the camera?