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Posted 3 years agoI can see some wondering why i haven't been active as of late for the past 6 days?
Well that's because the frickin internet stopped working not just for me but the WHOLE BLOODY NEIGHBORHOOD!!
yeah, me and my neighbors called the internet company asking what the fuck is going on and the only answer we got they're trying to fix it. well it's been 6 days and still nothing, haven't been able to play half of the games that need bloody interbet connection DESPITE being singleplayer games!
But in the more positive note, been taking the time to draw and manage to finish 6 pics that i desperately want to upload but has no means of shoving the pics into my phone to upload them here.
So yeah, till further notice i'm going to be offline for who knows how long till the company FINALLY fix the issue so... yeah.
I hope you lads have a good spring season and hope the issue is resolved soon!
Well that's because the frickin internet stopped working not just for me but the WHOLE BLOODY NEIGHBORHOOD!!
yeah, me and my neighbors called the internet company asking what the fuck is going on and the only answer we got they're trying to fix it. well it's been 6 days and still nothing, haven't been able to play half of the games that need bloody interbet connection DESPITE being singleplayer games!
But in the more positive note, been taking the time to draw and manage to finish 6 pics that i desperately want to upload but has no means of shoving the pics into my phone to upload them here.
So yeah, till further notice i'm going to be offline for who knows how long till the company FINALLY fix the issue so... yeah.
I hope you lads have a good spring season and hope the issue is resolved soon!
Some good friggin news finally!
Posted 3 years agoSooo... Yeah been a while I wrote this but I finally got some good news and hopeful news!
I finally left Ikea! After several weeks talking, debating and making sure that asshole of a boss won't try pull any shady shit to keep me there I finally left Ikea this week Monday and worked at my new workplace, or well, more like testing the place and see if it's ok and so far It's hell of a lot more calmer and no more weekend works.
hopeful news is that I heard the boss who overseer the place I'm at now has been looking for people to send someone to another workplace and turns out it happens to be in my old home town not too far from where I live so I'm gonna see if I can jump there instead as I don't have to travel quite a while to the city.
So yeah, I'm finally free and for once things are looking alright.
Oh yeah, since my health is getting better now that I'm no longer work at the worst place ever I'm back writing stories! Also Currently have a poll on Fanfiction of a OC Mawile pokegirl (Sorry it's not Rei) on where she will end up in and currently the poll sorta going slow, so anyone that has an account go right ahead and vote which world you want to see the gal end up in!
Here the link to my page: https://www.fanfiction.net/~ultrazeta120
I finally left Ikea! After several weeks talking, debating and making sure that asshole of a boss won't try pull any shady shit to keep me there I finally left Ikea this week Monday and worked at my new workplace, or well, more like testing the place and see if it's ok and so far It's hell of a lot more calmer and no more weekend works.
hopeful news is that I heard the boss who overseer the place I'm at now has been looking for people to send someone to another workplace and turns out it happens to be in my old home town not too far from where I live so I'm gonna see if I can jump there instead as I don't have to travel quite a while to the city.
So yeah, I'm finally free and for once things are looking alright.
Oh yeah, since my health is getting better now that I'm no longer work at the worst place ever I'm back writing stories! Also Currently have a poll on Fanfiction of a OC Mawile pokegirl (Sorry it's not Rei) on where she will end up in and currently the poll sorta going slow, so anyone that has an account go right ahead and vote which world you want to see the gal end up in!
Here the link to my page: https://www.fanfiction.net/~ultrazeta120
Update on my work situation
Posted 3 years agoSoooo... here I am again complaining to perhaps one of the most WORST work places I ever been in.
In case anyone remember last year that I had enough with my shitty work condition, mentally bullied by assholes who despite telling either my boss or them to stop it, it never did and the result was me finally breaking down on the first week of April last year and was gone for three whole weeks to recover.
At the time I still gave my current boss a chance since he's still new and young and understood the pressure since the previous one practically left so much stuff unfinished... But now I take it completely back and want to curse this sorry excuse of a boss because holy fucking shit is he not only a bad boss but a lying asshole who put aside my problems as if it isn't an issue and straight up giving me excuses and lies to my face when I try to either go to another Workplace, getting internship with another company OR Getting security tested to move over to another group working at the military base.
For nearly a whole fucking year I have waited, asked repeatably when i'm getting transfeered/tested? and I keep getting same excuses of "Haven't got any words" or "still waiting for an answer" or his personal favorite thing to say "I'm going to a meeting I can't talk" every fucking time I ask him and the longer this goes on my health keeps getting worse and worse as both bad Work schedule decisions, shitty asshole coworker either getting into my business when it doesn't involve them or accuses me for some shit I haven't done or think I'm doing and recently went to that shitty boss and complained about it that made him to go and talk to me and told me to lay off.
And now ever since I moved over to the other group that pushes Ikea Carts it has now FUCKED my back up and I had to go to the doctor to literally push my back skeleton back into place and have to do exercises in order to get healthy again which is almost impossible to do because I'm forced to continue to push those damned shopping carts which puts even more strain on my back, not giving me a chance to recover normally.
And I refuse to go back to the inside group, the same group that made me have that mental break down last year on April as THEY'RE STILL THERE, never been punished and continue on like nothing ever happened.
At that point I had enough and few days ago I called the Union again and my psychologist doctor as nothing has changed and I'm BACK where I started.
By some miracle my former Ikea Coworker who has become one of the representitive at the union in the city I work at, manage to somehow get some of the big shots from the Union to come to Ikea yesterday as in a disguised form of "having a meeting with the workers and ask any questions they have" when in reality "We're here to see what the fuck is going on and why is people getting sick and their health worsen?"...Yeah you can BET that shitty boss was NOT pleased with them being there despite looking like he's happy and friendly when I could see in his eyes he did not like this.
So yeah, I laid out my problems and the fact I've been waiting for nearly a whole fucking years and the lady said they're going to have a talk with my boss as this was not acceptable.
After that meeting I felt a huge weight has finally been lifted and was far more tired as all the stress, worry and frustration just evaporated.
So yeah, to all of you been waiting for stories, comic and even commissions THIS was the reason why nothing has been done because my health has been getting worse and worse the longer I'm there, kept like a fucking prisoner against my will has made me down right depressed, less and less energy and joy to work on any of the things I love doing and this time I'm NOT pulling any punches.
I'm done playing nice, all because the boss happens to be new and young (Like he's 20 or something) and I'm DONE being manipulated and have my health tossed aside like it wasn't important all because he's afraid to loose work force and the people who knows how that place works instead of getting new people and train them.
I'm already looking up stuff for back up plans in case that asshole ignores the Union and you can bet I'm not going to go down without a fight and make it worse for him.
I haven't been feeling all good after all these months but this is the first time for the longest time I have actually felt good and happy, with more energy and actual hope for the future.
I can only pray that things will go well and that I can finally break the chains that sorry excuse of a human being has put on me.
thank you all for supporting me after all this time and I hope I can continue do what I do best!
In case anyone remember last year that I had enough with my shitty work condition, mentally bullied by assholes who despite telling either my boss or them to stop it, it never did and the result was me finally breaking down on the first week of April last year and was gone for three whole weeks to recover.
At the time I still gave my current boss a chance since he's still new and young and understood the pressure since the previous one practically left so much stuff unfinished... But now I take it completely back and want to curse this sorry excuse of a boss because holy fucking shit is he not only a bad boss but a lying asshole who put aside my problems as if it isn't an issue and straight up giving me excuses and lies to my face when I try to either go to another Workplace, getting internship with another company OR Getting security tested to move over to another group working at the military base.
For nearly a whole fucking year I have waited, asked repeatably when i'm getting transfeered/tested? and I keep getting same excuses of "Haven't got any words" or "still waiting for an answer" or his personal favorite thing to say "I'm going to a meeting I can't talk" every fucking time I ask him and the longer this goes on my health keeps getting worse and worse as both bad Work schedule decisions, shitty asshole coworker either getting into my business when it doesn't involve them or accuses me for some shit I haven't done or think I'm doing and recently went to that shitty boss and complained about it that made him to go and talk to me and told me to lay off.
And now ever since I moved over to the other group that pushes Ikea Carts it has now FUCKED my back up and I had to go to the doctor to literally push my back skeleton back into place and have to do exercises in order to get healthy again which is almost impossible to do because I'm forced to continue to push those damned shopping carts which puts even more strain on my back, not giving me a chance to recover normally.
And I refuse to go back to the inside group, the same group that made me have that mental break down last year on April as THEY'RE STILL THERE, never been punished and continue on like nothing ever happened.
At that point I had enough and few days ago I called the Union again and my psychologist doctor as nothing has changed and I'm BACK where I started.
By some miracle my former Ikea Coworker who has become one of the representitive at the union in the city I work at, manage to somehow get some of the big shots from the Union to come to Ikea yesterday as in a disguised form of "having a meeting with the workers and ask any questions they have" when in reality "We're here to see what the fuck is going on and why is people getting sick and their health worsen?"...Yeah you can BET that shitty boss was NOT pleased with them being there despite looking like he's happy and friendly when I could see in his eyes he did not like this.
So yeah, I laid out my problems and the fact I've been waiting for nearly a whole fucking years and the lady said they're going to have a talk with my boss as this was not acceptable.
After that meeting I felt a huge weight has finally been lifted and was far more tired as all the stress, worry and frustration just evaporated.
So yeah, to all of you been waiting for stories, comic and even commissions THIS was the reason why nothing has been done because my health has been getting worse and worse the longer I'm there, kept like a fucking prisoner against my will has made me down right depressed, less and less energy and joy to work on any of the things I love doing and this time I'm NOT pulling any punches.
I'm done playing nice, all because the boss happens to be new and young (Like he's 20 or something) and I'm DONE being manipulated and have my health tossed aside like it wasn't important all because he's afraid to loose work force and the people who knows how that place works instead of getting new people and train them.
I'm already looking up stuff for back up plans in case that asshole ignores the Union and you can bet I'm not going to go down without a fight and make it worse for him.
I haven't been feeling all good after all these months but this is the first time for the longest time I have actually felt good and happy, with more energy and actual hope for the future.
I can only pray that things will go well and that I can finally break the chains that sorry excuse of a human being has put on me.
thank you all for supporting me after all this time and I hope I can continue do what I do best!
Which of my OC you like most?
Posted 4 years agoCurrently at one of the shitty work schedule at my job so thought why not create a poll to help my mood out by asking or voting which of my OC you like the most.
Here the link, go bananas: http://poal.me/vtzugs
Here the link, go bananas: http://poal.me/vtzugs
Vote for next girl for Bad end Mishaps!
Posted 4 years agoHere can you go and vote which one you want to see next! http://poal.me/knl84g
Dead line till tomorrow morning!
Dead line till tomorrow morning!
Anyone playing Divinity original sin 2?
Posted 4 years agoFelt bored after repeatably playing the beginning area and leaving the prison of fort Joy with bunch of characters by myself that it sorta got lonely for a bit, so just asking if anyone playing the game on PC or ps4 as I would love to play multiplayer with anyone who has it or won't be a literal dick and a murder hobo for the hell of it.
Poll is closed and the winner is...!
Posted 4 years agoAlright, it's Thursday and after checking how many votes there are and wow you people certainly like her! Then again I don't blame ya XD
The winner is: Rei Darkblade!
How many votes there were:
Rei Darkblade: 8
Marie the sheep: 7
Frostine Glacier, Lapis Azureheart, Aura Felwinter: 4
Mirilian Frost, Theresa Havoc: 3
Kirin the Vileplume: 2
Taesi Luvidas, Lucy Greenheart: 1
The winner is: Rei Darkblade!
How many votes there were:
Rei Darkblade: 8
Marie the sheep: 7
Frostine Glacier, Lapis Azureheart, Aura Felwinter: 4
Mirilian Frost, Theresa Havoc: 3
Kirin the Vileplume: 2
Taesi Luvidas, Lucy Greenheart: 1
Which of my OC you want for Halloween!
Posted 4 years agoJust created a poll so go here http://poal.me/z38eqk to vote which one you want to see most!
[Edit] I'll be keeping the poll open till Thursday!
[Edit] I'll be keeping the poll open till Thursday!
Pokemorph Character sheet
Posted 4 years agoIn case nobody knows what's going on, well it's simple if you read my latest story "Journey through Drangleic" and read the author note on Fanfiction!
I'm looking for people to send OC on my way as a fun little experiment to see different characters not made by me react and how they play out in the story. This isn't something you have to be part of if you don't wish to be, but looking for folks that want their characters be part of the story of Going through the world of an altered Dark souls 2 world!
Once I got enough submissions me and maybe some friends will look them over and see which one we like, as only 5 can be chosen so don't be sad if it happens you didn't get picked.
Send me a note labelled "Pokemorph Character sheet" if you wish to partake this little contest!
Pokemorph Character sheet.
Name:
Class:
Race: ONLY POKEMORPH (POKEMON) RACE ALLOWED!
Deity: (For Cleric, Warlock and Paladins. Also the gods could be some of the legendaries like Lugia, Ho-Oh, Mewtwo and such.)
Alignment: (Either from full neutral or to lawful good are allowed)
Description: (If you have a reference of what your character looks like would also help)
Personality:
Ideals:
Goal:
Starting point: (Where the MC will be first time meeting them in drangleic)
Enemy: (Like an arch rival or someone that slighted them as a recruiting quest or something to strive for along the journey)
Profession: (Like a side job as a blacksmith, merchant and the likes.)
I'm looking for people to send OC on my way as a fun little experiment to see different characters not made by me react and how they play out in the story. This isn't something you have to be part of if you don't wish to be, but looking for folks that want their characters be part of the story of Going through the world of an altered Dark souls 2 world!
Once I got enough submissions me and maybe some friends will look them over and see which one we like, as only 5 can be chosen so don't be sad if it happens you didn't get picked.
Send me a note labelled "Pokemorph Character sheet" if you wish to partake this little contest!
For those wanting to enter their character in "Journey through Drangleic"!You don't need to look up any D&D character guides, as I take care most of the stat work! Also the characters needs to be females, sorry no men for this one.Pokemorph Character sheet.
Name:
Class:
Race: ONLY POKEMORPH (POKEMON) RACE ALLOWED!
Deity: (For Cleric, Warlock and Paladins. Also the gods could be some of the legendaries like Lugia, Ho-Oh, Mewtwo and such.)
Alignment: (Either from full neutral or to lawful good are allowed)
Description: (If you have a reference of what your character looks like would also help)
Personality:
Ideals:
Goal:
Starting point: (Where the MC will be first time meeting them in drangleic)
Enemy: (Like an arch rival or someone that slighted them as a recruiting quest or something to strive for along the journey)
Profession: (Like a side job as a blacksmith, merchant and the likes.)
Help out a Youtuber's friend from injustice.
Posted 4 years agoA youtuber (Wrath2501returns) that I frequently watch due to his reactions and seeing what other videos that I wasn't aware off and content creators that I missed due to Youtube constant bullshit needs to show off ads, people that I'm not interested in watching, etc, etc.
However just this morning I saw him posting a short video explaining that his friend needs help by donating money for a attorney lawyer for something that I think is utterly bullshit what happened to him: By standing up for the weak against the bastard that was abusing and hurting them and they incarcerated him for literally having the courage to stand up for people who couldn't fight back and this was his reward while the culprit runs free.
Yeah after I listen to the guy and read what had happened, I honestly can't help but shake my head and decided to help out by donating 20$ because the justice system is getting more and more fucking retarded as time goes on.
Just thought I pass the word and give you the link if you're fan of the Youtuber or actually want to help a honest man who has a family and kids, tried to do some actual good in the world for people who couldn't stand up for them self.
Otherwise just give him your best wishes and pray that the justice is on his, his family and the people who were hurt by the culprit side.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/48qgx-he.....pd+share-sheet
However just this morning I saw him posting a short video explaining that his friend needs help by donating money for a attorney lawyer for something that I think is utterly bullshit what happened to him: By standing up for the weak against the bastard that was abusing and hurting them and they incarcerated him for literally having the courage to stand up for people who couldn't fight back and this was his reward while the culprit runs free.
Yeah after I listen to the guy and read what had happened, I honestly can't help but shake my head and decided to help out by donating 20$ because the justice system is getting more and more fucking retarded as time goes on.
Just thought I pass the word and give you the link if you're fan of the Youtuber or actually want to help a honest man who has a family and kids, tried to do some actual good in the world for people who couldn't stand up for them self.
Otherwise just give him your best wishes and pray that the justice is on his, his family and the people who were hurt by the culprit side.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/48qgx-he.....pd+share-sheet
Which of my OC is your favorite?
Posted 4 years agoJust a silly thought but i wonder which of my Characters is your favorite?
For me it's kinda hard to choose a main favorite as I'm in love with Rei, marie, Taesi, Zunei and Lucy's design, personality and how they're like as I want to continue draw and make bunch of stuff that is either lewd or badass. So just wondering which one is your favorite?
For me it's kinda hard to choose a main favorite as I'm in love with Rei, marie, Taesi, Zunei and Lucy's design, personality and how they're like as I want to continue draw and make bunch of stuff that is either lewd or badass. So just wondering which one is your favorite?
Poll is closed and the winner is...!
Posted 4 years agoAlright, the poll for which characters folks wants to be MC for the Far Cry instincts story is:
Theresa havoc (My Serperior pokemon OC) and Kurama (nine tails from naruto and a female version)!
I'm not gonna lie, while i'm somewhat unsurprised with people voting for a female Kurama/nine tails for the MC but the fact people want to see my Serperior in the story as well is quite surprising for me.
Anyway here is the link for the story for anyone curious to read: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/139400.....s-Lewd-Edition
Theresa havoc (My Serperior pokemon OC) and Kurama (nine tails from naruto and a female version)!
I'm not gonna lie, while i'm somewhat unsurprised with people voting for a female Kurama/nine tails for the MC but the fact people want to see my Serperior in the story as well is quite surprising for me.
Anyway here is the link for the story for anyone curious to read: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/139400.....s-Lewd-Edition
Making a lewd far cry instincts story!
Posted 4 years agoHeyo!
back again with brain storm ideas and even posted a very short prologue of my old favorite FPS game Far Cry Instincts on Fanfiction! Unfortunately while going around for few days I haven't come up with what sort of character that I want to use as MC so I posted a poll on my Fanfiction profile, so anyone that want to read either my characters or other characters from certain series they're welcome to come along and vote!
Here are some of the characters that you can vote for:
Touhou: Momiji Inubashiri
RWBY: Blake Belladonna (Grown adult of course)
OC: Taesi Luvidas
OC: Marie the Sheep
Pokemon: Anthro Serperior (My OC Theresa Havoc)
Naruto: Female Anthro Kurama
Pokemon: Anthro Mawile (My OC Rei Darkblade)
back again with brain storm ideas and even posted a very short prologue of my old favorite FPS game Far Cry Instincts on Fanfiction! Unfortunately while going around for few days I haven't come up with what sort of character that I want to use as MC so I posted a poll on my Fanfiction profile, so anyone that want to read either my characters or other characters from certain series they're welcome to come along and vote!
Here are some of the characters that you can vote for:
Touhou: Momiji Inubashiri
RWBY: Blake Belladonna (Grown adult of course)
OC: Taesi Luvidas
OC: Marie the Sheep
Pokemon: Anthro Serperior (My OC Theresa Havoc)
Naruto: Female Anthro Kurama
Pokemon: Anthro Mawile (My OC Rei Darkblade)
Going away for two week vacation trip!
Posted 4 years agoYeah i know I said I'll be leaving on 27th July, but turns out my father manage to get vaccinated on Thursday instead of on 27th, thus means me and my family are leaving tomorrow Sunday instead.
Not what I had planned but at very least I manage to work out all of the Commissions...Well, besides one, sorry man.
So yeah, i'll be gone for two weeks and return on 8th August on Sunday, unfortunately my laptop is currently shot to hell so i won't be able to draw anything on my drawing tablet nor have the chance to check out all of yours awesome artwork or chat for a bit....Not to mention the two weeks of sheer shit loads of submissions, Journals, favorites and comments are going to be...Interesting to say the least.
Well either way, I truly hope you all have a wonderful summer and pray that not only would I find another laptop in Portugal but also a new cheap drawing tablet over there as well!
Either way, have a great day and will be seeing you all over two weeks!
Not what I had planned but at very least I manage to work out all of the Commissions...Well, besides one, sorry man.
So yeah, i'll be gone for two weeks and return on 8th August on Sunday, unfortunately my laptop is currently shot to hell so i won't be able to draw anything on my drawing tablet nor have the chance to check out all of yours awesome artwork or chat for a bit....Not to mention the two weeks of sheer shit loads of submissions, Journals, favorites and comments are going to be...Interesting to say the least.
Well either way, I truly hope you all have a wonderful summer and pray that not only would I find another laptop in Portugal but also a new cheap drawing tablet over there as well!
Either way, have a great day and will be seeing you all over two weeks!
A Week before going away!
Posted 4 years agoOn 27th of july, i'm going away on a family trip with my parents and little brother to Portugal...In a car, by then I won't be back till 8th of August via plane and sadly that's like a day before going back to work at Shitty ikea and endure those assholes once more.
But this time I will take my own hands to forge a better future for myself, because I given the shitty asshole boss far too many chances and he blew them off by either dismissing my complaints that actually resulted me getting a mental breakdown to try hinder me from actually getting a better workplace as an intern or somewhere else, to the day of when me and two others were supposed to be security tested and he intentionally went away on vacation and never bothered to tell us three that the lady was home and couldn't interview us.
So yeah, ya all can figure out WHY i want out of there.
But either way, I will do my damnedest to work on my remaining commission before going away as sadly my laptop doesn't work so that means I can't bring my drawing tablet with me and work from over there.
...Also the internet over there kinda sucks, no offense.
So hopefully things will go right once i'm back home from the trip AND getting hold on to the right people to get me the fuck out of Ikea.
But this time I will take my own hands to forge a better future for myself, because I given the shitty asshole boss far too many chances and he blew them off by either dismissing my complaints that actually resulted me getting a mental breakdown to try hinder me from actually getting a better workplace as an intern or somewhere else, to the day of when me and two others were supposed to be security tested and he intentionally went away on vacation and never bothered to tell us three that the lady was home and couldn't interview us.
So yeah, ya all can figure out WHY i want out of there.
But either way, I will do my damnedest to work on my remaining commission before going away as sadly my laptop doesn't work so that means I can't bring my drawing tablet with me and work from over there.
...Also the internet over there kinda sucks, no offense.
So hopefully things will go right once i'm back home from the trip AND getting hold on to the right people to get me the fuck out of Ikea.
Made my own Patreon page!
Posted 4 years agoYeah as the title says of this Journal, I made my own Patreon page.
Not exactly a surprise one considering how utterly shitty my job has become because of ONE FUCKING PERSON ruined everything that made our jobs easy and communication became garbage. Suffered for over 7 months of constant bullshit, lack of communication and get blamed for shit to cover their own asses and constant promises and trust broken far too many times that I suffered a mental breakdown... And the so called boss still treats this like me over reacting, like nothing is bad but it is.
Moved over to another group who actually treats me like a person, then goes to shit because the damn contract we have with Ikea is ending at October, making both our managers and the asshole boss over react and putting way too much pressure on all of us.
Now finding out that all of this, why everything became so damn shitty, why the communication became so goddamn bad is because the boss that we got last year on December IS the one making this happens. Because he WANTS how the place is going to run like, he holds important information to himself and his constant excuse of not talking anything important is always "Can't talk, have a meeting soon" everytime we try to talk to him and complain about things aren't working as they should.
Not to mentioned he also disregard of the mental abuse by that asshole manager three times, everytime I try to bring it up I noticed straight away of the tone of his voice he didn't take me seriously and me realizing that all of his talk of helping us improve and explore other works was nothing more than a facade to get our guards down and allow this fucking asshole to walk all over us.
So yeah... Had enough and plan ahead after vacation i'm going to study up to get a car license and find another job elsewhere, while at the same time create my patreon and looking up Ko-fi as well and see what I make can also become my job as well.
I'm done with the shitty company and yet at the same time I can't quit or else i'll be out of a paying job... So I will take my own hands and deal with this matter and grow up far away from them and let them deal with their shit.
I'm done being their punching bag and when the time comes to move away, I won't hesitate to grab my things, tell them to fuck off and leave and never return to the company that takes advantage of people who are trying to work and learn.
Not exactly a surprise one considering how utterly shitty my job has become because of ONE FUCKING PERSON ruined everything that made our jobs easy and communication became garbage. Suffered for over 7 months of constant bullshit, lack of communication and get blamed for shit to cover their own asses and constant promises and trust broken far too many times that I suffered a mental breakdown... And the so called boss still treats this like me over reacting, like nothing is bad but it is.
Moved over to another group who actually treats me like a person, then goes to shit because the damn contract we have with Ikea is ending at October, making both our managers and the asshole boss over react and putting way too much pressure on all of us.
Now finding out that all of this, why everything became so damn shitty, why the communication became so goddamn bad is because the boss that we got last year on December IS the one making this happens. Because he WANTS how the place is going to run like, he holds important information to himself and his constant excuse of not talking anything important is always "Can't talk, have a meeting soon" everytime we try to talk to him and complain about things aren't working as they should.
Not to mentioned he also disregard of the mental abuse by that asshole manager three times, everytime I try to bring it up I noticed straight away of the tone of his voice he didn't take me seriously and me realizing that all of his talk of helping us improve and explore other works was nothing more than a facade to get our guards down and allow this fucking asshole to walk all over us.
So yeah... Had enough and plan ahead after vacation i'm going to study up to get a car license and find another job elsewhere, while at the same time create my patreon and looking up Ko-fi as well and see what I make can also become my job as well.
I'm done with the shitty company and yet at the same time I can't quit or else i'll be out of a paying job... So I will take my own hands and deal with this matter and grow up far away from them and let them deal with their shit.
I'm done being their punching bag and when the time comes to move away, I won't hesitate to grab my things, tell them to fuck off and leave and never return to the company that takes advantage of people who are trying to work and learn.
At my limit and asking if patreon is worth it...
Posted 4 years agoYeah as the title of the Journal says... I'm at my limit of how much further bullshit I can take from my job.
Ever since my break down on April and been gone for three fucking weeks, it SHOULD have sent a fucking message to those shitty asshole bosses at the workplace that I work at that something is DEFINITELY not right. But like two weeks after I got back and placed in another group, the contract we have with Ikea is ending at October and now suddenly everyone is freaking out and the asshole manager and the second boss is putting WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE on all of us.
Now we're working way more than we usually do, taking jobs or certain places that i'm very, VERY sure doesn't says in the contract we are supposed to take care of that and now doing free fucking labor for both the company and Ikea.
Not to mention the manager and the second boss are becoming more and more pain in the ass and much more unreasonable with both their demands and unfair treatment of punishing certain people who is currently not giving a shit and causing too much of a mess... Instead it is now collective group punishment because their fucking reason is "We're not at children school anymore and you should take it like an adult~" yeah we're definitely not childrens anymore but that doesn't mean that WE ALL HAVE TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE WHO IS LITERALLY GOING OUT OF HIS WAY TO BE A LAZY ASS AND NOT GIVING A SHIT BECAUSE HE'S RETIRING!!
Holy shit! it is so fucking bad now that we ALL are dreading to even come to work because we don't even get the chance to have some fucking privacy, even at break!
Hell trying to tell those two off doesn't work because the manager is an egotistic, arrogant asshole who think he's better than anyone else while the second boss is an old hag that raises her voice and shout at us whenever we try to protest the sheer amount of bullshit coming out of their mouths.
Oh and let's not even forget the so called "Mr-My-goal-is-to-help-you-find-a-good-job-outside-the-company~" boss of ours!
Yeah even HE is a manipulating fucking asshole who hides behind cheery, friendly attitude but whenever we need help or have something importat to talk to him about he always uses the excuse of "Sorry I can't talk, got a meeting soon" or "Sorry i''m about to go to a meeting" as every fucking time we NEED help or need to relay important stuff to him.
Not to mention when I told him i found a place I want to work as an intern he helped me out for a bit and told me he will inform me, good! Finally getting somewhere!
I'VE WAITED FOR OVER THREE FUCKING WEEKS AND STILL GOT NO ANSWERS, NOTHING!!
Every time I ask he always tell me that "I'm waiting for an answer" and not to mention he even informed me that there was no spare places around where I live that could security test me and that the military base where I want to jump over and work with the guys that I like don't take people over the summer... And it was also the same day he told me he still waiting for an answer to the place I want to work as an Intern.
At that point I became suspicious and asked around not just my coworker (Who is just as frustrated I am at what is happening at work) but my family as well and they all said the same thing: He never even called the place I want to work at as an intern and hope I get hired because the place is looking for over 50 or 60 people to hire or accept them as interns AND it shouldn't be fucking impossible to take WEEKS to give a call back when they're looking for that many people.
That Manipulating fuck has been LYING the entire fucking time! The entire time I have poured my heart out to him of the problems I have with the workplace and the people who are making it worse, but instead of helping me out and understanding my situation he's forcing me to continue to work at the place that is not only making me Ill but going against what the company stands for!!
At this point, I had enough.
I'm currently still looking for places where it would be easy to not only get there by bus but also reasonable for me to jump over as an intern and hope that I get employed by the company. But then here is another thing that I could try my hand and see if it actually works out because it's now obvious both the bosses and the company I work for are just manipulating us workers for their own benefit and not helping those who has difficult finding jobs.
My biggest question is; Is it worth creating a Patreon and try grow big from it?
I've seen other artists, teachers and various other people out there using it and actually made it their jobs of sort, because if I try that out and see if i grow big from it not only am I working even more on my artwork but i'll be learning and understanding how game developing engines work like RPG maker MV, Unity Engines and Pixel maker games as that means I would have even more free time to learn and develop.
So my question is, is it worth it? what do I need to learn and understand the pros and cons of having a patreon? what of the taxes that comes with Patreon and how do i manage that?
If there are any other artists or people that has a patreon and lives by the donation they get, please give me answers and help me out because i'm at my wits end with my job, the people and the downright manipulation they're currently doing to keep me there and not allowing me to grow as a worker.
Ever since my break down on April and been gone for three fucking weeks, it SHOULD have sent a fucking message to those shitty asshole bosses at the workplace that I work at that something is DEFINITELY not right. But like two weeks after I got back and placed in another group, the contract we have with Ikea is ending at October and now suddenly everyone is freaking out and the asshole manager and the second boss is putting WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE on all of us.
Now we're working way more than we usually do, taking jobs or certain places that i'm very, VERY sure doesn't says in the contract we are supposed to take care of that and now doing free fucking labor for both the company and Ikea.
Not to mention the manager and the second boss are becoming more and more pain in the ass and much more unreasonable with both their demands and unfair treatment of punishing certain people who is currently not giving a shit and causing too much of a mess... Instead it is now collective group punishment because their fucking reason is "We're not at children school anymore and you should take it like an adult~" yeah we're definitely not childrens anymore but that doesn't mean that WE ALL HAVE TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE WHO IS LITERALLY GOING OUT OF HIS WAY TO BE A LAZY ASS AND NOT GIVING A SHIT BECAUSE HE'S RETIRING!!
Holy shit! it is so fucking bad now that we ALL are dreading to even come to work because we don't even get the chance to have some fucking privacy, even at break!
Hell trying to tell those two off doesn't work because the manager is an egotistic, arrogant asshole who think he's better than anyone else while the second boss is an old hag that raises her voice and shout at us whenever we try to protest the sheer amount of bullshit coming out of their mouths.
Oh and let's not even forget the so called "Mr-My-goal-is-to-help-you-find-a-good-job-outside-the-company~" boss of ours!
Yeah even HE is a manipulating fucking asshole who hides behind cheery, friendly attitude but whenever we need help or have something importat to talk to him about he always uses the excuse of "Sorry I can't talk, got a meeting soon" or "Sorry i''m about to go to a meeting" as every fucking time we NEED help or need to relay important stuff to him.
Not to mention when I told him i found a place I want to work as an intern he helped me out for a bit and told me he will inform me, good! Finally getting somewhere!
I'VE WAITED FOR OVER THREE FUCKING WEEKS AND STILL GOT NO ANSWERS, NOTHING!!
Every time I ask he always tell me that "I'm waiting for an answer" and not to mention he even informed me that there was no spare places around where I live that could security test me and that the military base where I want to jump over and work with the guys that I like don't take people over the summer... And it was also the same day he told me he still waiting for an answer to the place I want to work as an Intern.
At that point I became suspicious and asked around not just my coworker (Who is just as frustrated I am at what is happening at work) but my family as well and they all said the same thing: He never even called the place I want to work at as an intern and hope I get hired because the place is looking for over 50 or 60 people to hire or accept them as interns AND it shouldn't be fucking impossible to take WEEKS to give a call back when they're looking for that many people.
That Manipulating fuck has been LYING the entire fucking time! The entire time I have poured my heart out to him of the problems I have with the workplace and the people who are making it worse, but instead of helping me out and understanding my situation he's forcing me to continue to work at the place that is not only making me Ill but going against what the company stands for!!
At this point, I had enough.
I'm currently still looking for places where it would be easy to not only get there by bus but also reasonable for me to jump over as an intern and hope that I get employed by the company. But then here is another thing that I could try my hand and see if it actually works out because it's now obvious both the bosses and the company I work for are just manipulating us workers for their own benefit and not helping those who has difficult finding jobs.
My biggest question is; Is it worth creating a Patreon and try grow big from it?
I've seen other artists, teachers and various other people out there using it and actually made it their jobs of sort, because if I try that out and see if i grow big from it not only am I working even more on my artwork but i'll be learning and understanding how game developing engines work like RPG maker MV, Unity Engines and Pixel maker games as that means I would have even more free time to learn and develop.
So my question is, is it worth it? what do I need to learn and understand the pros and cons of having a patreon? what of the taxes that comes with Patreon and how do i manage that?
If there are any other artists or people that has a patreon and lives by the donation they get, please give me answers and help me out because i'm at my wits end with my job, the people and the downright manipulation they're currently doing to keep me there and not allowing me to grow as a worker.
Bought a Bosto 16HD and need help understand it!
Posted 4 years agoYeah as the Title says, yesterday bought a new drawing tablet called "Bosto 16HD" and got it today, got it all unpacked and read the instructions how to install it, after like half an hour trying to get the screen working and had to shut down one of my screens in order to be able to draw on it did I manage to make it work!
...Except there is one problem.
First, some of the youtubers that I went to watch for instructions mentioned that I can zoom in and zoom out by touching with my free hand and even showed it to prove it, but for some frickin reason it doesn't for me and I even went to look why or how do I put this function on but found nothing. Next; the pencil were going bonkers due to for some reason not aligning with Paint tool sai stabilizer to make the mouse move slowly to make the more smoother lines but also the pressure that i put doesn't seems to do what I want it to do whenever I draw, not only making ugly lines but lag with the drawn lines, make it seems like I drew one line but skipped a distance and drawn again a bit away from the first line.
So yeah...Any artist or owners of a Bosto 16HD that knows what's going on or can help me out how to make it work the way I want it to?
...Except there is one problem.
First, some of the youtubers that I went to watch for instructions mentioned that I can zoom in and zoom out by touching with my free hand and even showed it to prove it, but for some frickin reason it doesn't for me and I even went to look why or how do I put this function on but found nothing. Next; the pencil were going bonkers due to for some reason not aligning with Paint tool sai stabilizer to make the mouse move slowly to make the more smoother lines but also the pressure that i put doesn't seems to do what I want it to do whenever I draw, not only making ugly lines but lag with the drawn lines, make it seems like I drew one line but skipped a distance and drawn again a bit away from the first line.
So yeah...Any artist or owners of a Bosto 16HD that knows what's going on or can help me out how to make it work the way I want it to?
Ideas and suggestion for non lewd or lewd stories~
Posted 4 years agoYeah as the title says, after talking to fourcoms234 about making a journal of taking in ideas and suggestion for any future stories I'll make so here it is!
Don't be afraid to give ideas or suggestion and we can discuss!
Don't be afraid to give ideas or suggestion and we can discuss!
Re-uploading the poll on Fanfiction
Posted 4 years agoEyupp, decided to re-upload the poll on voting for which world the Lopunny protoss gal to end up in.
Reason why I decided to say "Screw RWBY!"? Simple I'm so tired of the show, tired of the toxic fans and the complete clusterfuck of a mess that is called story, plot and lore with half of them being ignored or forgotten to catter into shippers.
So for anyone that want another chance to vote which of the four world you rather want the Lopunny girl end up in, now is your chance.
Reason why I decided to say "Screw RWBY!"? Simple I'm so tired of the show, tired of the toxic fans and the complete clusterfuck of a mess that is called story, plot and lore with half of them being ignored or forgotten to catter into shippers.
So for anyone that want another chance to vote which of the four world you rather want the Lopunny girl end up in, now is your chance.
My thoughts and feelings for World of Warcraft
Posted 4 years agoYeah as the title says, i'm starting to wonder if it is even worth playing World of warcraft anymore.
Ever since the launch of the Shadowland expansion i thought Blizzard have finally fixed the problem that was BFA and was excited to play the newest expansion just to get away from the horrible previous one where they pretty much fucked us over...Only to play like 2 to 3 months and realized it is boring.
The plot isn't excited, the villains aren't cool or interesting except for the vampire guy they at least did something right with him, slightly. And the obvious redemption arc they likely going to give Sylvanas when me and everyone else WANTS HER DEAD so that we no longer have to suffer both the fan boys and Blizzard constant need to give this undead bitch attention and screw the other characters over. It is so bad now that I literally jumped over to World of Warcraft classic and holy shit I actually found enjoyment there than I did in Retail game.
...You know it is BAD when a very old game in its first stage of its existence is much more fun to play than the current state of what it is now, a shell of its former self with greedy vultures like Activision controlling the scene and the developing studio who made the game in the first place.
The only reason why I haven't just unsubscribe the game and uninstall it, is because of Classic. If I did that then I wouldn't have the means of playing Classic wow as it is connected to the retail game so yeah, can't really do that.
What sucks even more is that WOW pretty much helped create some of my characters and even some of the existing one like Min-seo and Faaru and i'm losing interesting of due to decline of proper content and shady way of how they conduct their business with loyal player base. To the point that I want nothing to do with my WOW characters anymore as i'm becoming more and more bitter as this crap continues on that I may as well take them away from WOW and simply redesign both their looks and backstory, just to get away from a corpse of a game with idiotic people who thinks they know what people want in their games.
So yeah, I'm likely not going to make anymore wow content aside likely from Commissions and art trade as I still play WOW Classic as i'm just so tired of trying to care for a game that is obviously not doing so good.
Hell it got to the point I started to go back playing old FPS, RTS and other RPG games and finding much more enjoyment than I once did on World of Warcraft.
I may seem bitter or over reacting to some of you folks but try care and hoping it will get better for several years of a game you really, REALLY care and like very much but constanstly get disappointed with how it is handled and treats its players, then you will understand.
So yeah... I'm not sure what will become of my WOW Characters or what they would become as my previous characters like Alice, Luna and Elizabeth went from Worgen and forsaken to Fox, wolf hybrid(OLD)/Cat girls(NEW) and an undead bunny rabbit, sure I pretty much likely gonna make Min-seo still a panda girl but the rest are likely gonna be forgotten or not worked on anymore so I dunno.
Well either way, thanks for reading and giving me the time of your day to read this. It's just that i'm so tired of trying to care of a game with group of greedy people not caring both the game and their loyal players that i honestly want to get this out of my chest.
Thank you and have a great day!
Ever since the launch of the Shadowland expansion i thought Blizzard have finally fixed the problem that was BFA and was excited to play the newest expansion just to get away from the horrible previous one where they pretty much fucked us over...Only to play like 2 to 3 months and realized it is boring.
The plot isn't excited, the villains aren't cool or interesting except for the vampire guy they at least did something right with him, slightly. And the obvious redemption arc they likely going to give Sylvanas when me and everyone else WANTS HER DEAD so that we no longer have to suffer both the fan boys and Blizzard constant need to give this undead bitch attention and screw the other characters over. It is so bad now that I literally jumped over to World of Warcraft classic and holy shit I actually found enjoyment there than I did in Retail game.
...You know it is BAD when a very old game in its first stage of its existence is much more fun to play than the current state of what it is now, a shell of its former self with greedy vultures like Activision controlling the scene and the developing studio who made the game in the first place.
The only reason why I haven't just unsubscribe the game and uninstall it, is because of Classic. If I did that then I wouldn't have the means of playing Classic wow as it is connected to the retail game so yeah, can't really do that.
What sucks even more is that WOW pretty much helped create some of my characters and even some of the existing one like Min-seo and Faaru and i'm losing interesting of due to decline of proper content and shady way of how they conduct their business with loyal player base. To the point that I want nothing to do with my WOW characters anymore as i'm becoming more and more bitter as this crap continues on that I may as well take them away from WOW and simply redesign both their looks and backstory, just to get away from a corpse of a game with idiotic people who thinks they know what people want in their games.
So yeah, I'm likely not going to make anymore wow content aside likely from Commissions and art trade as I still play WOW Classic as i'm just so tired of trying to care for a game that is obviously not doing so good.
Hell it got to the point I started to go back playing old FPS, RTS and other RPG games and finding much more enjoyment than I once did on World of Warcraft.
I may seem bitter or over reacting to some of you folks but try care and hoping it will get better for several years of a game you really, REALLY care and like very much but constanstly get disappointed with how it is handled and treats its players, then you will understand.
So yeah... I'm not sure what will become of my WOW Characters or what they would become as my previous characters like Alice, Luna and Elizabeth went from Worgen and forsaken to Fox, wolf hybrid(OLD)/Cat girls(NEW) and an undead bunny rabbit, sure I pretty much likely gonna make Min-seo still a panda girl but the rest are likely gonna be forgotten or not worked on anymore so I dunno.
Well either way, thanks for reading and giving me the time of your day to read this. It's just that i'm so tired of trying to care of a game with group of greedy people not caring both the game and their loyal players that i honestly want to get this out of my chest.
Thank you and have a great day!
Thinking of making a Lopunny RTS gamer story!
Posted 4 years agoJust as the title says, been thinking of making a Lopunny anthro Pokemon story with the power of RTS gamer! Unfortunately i'm having a hard time trying to think of both a good army and a world she would end up in.
So I made up a Poll on this site https://www.fanfiction.net/~ultrazeta120 so if anyone has a Fanfiction account, go on ahead and vote which army and world this busty bunny girl will have and end up in~!
So I made up a Poll on this site https://www.fanfiction.net/~ultrazeta120 so if anyone has a Fanfiction account, go on ahead and vote which army and world this busty bunny girl will have and end up in~!
Finally some frickin good news!
Posted 4 years agoMy boss called me today and I finally found out the head boss actually manage to talk to him and the progress of finding a new workplace is in effect. But unfortunately it's going to take a while to find a place where they require another worker and where it is easier for me to come to with the bus as I don't have a driving licence.
Not only that but today is my last day of having the right to stay home as due to Covid situation all workers are allowed to have three weeks of being home sick and my boss was worried that I'll be gone longer as he genuine wants to help me find a right place where I feel not only safe but happy, as he told me like three times his goal is to help us evolve. But due to the asshole of a boss we once had who pretty much lied to us and delayed some of us trying to find another place to work has left so much shit for our new boss and he's forced to try tackle all of them one at the time.
but he gave me a suggestion that sounded a hell of a lot better than sitting home with my thumb up my ass and await for news, I could jump over to the outside group and work with them instead of the assholes inside the shop!
I'm not going to lie, when I tried my hand to just test working with them for three days it was actually fun and I learned new things, not only that but the sheer amount of freedom I had was just... Mind boggling!
So yeah I called up my parents and uncle whom i had much contact with since this whole crap began and they were just as excited that this could work and be a lot better for me, even my doctor was happy that this problem can finally be solved! So tomorrow I'll go back and start working again with the outside group and if those fucking assholes are trying to either talk to me or convince me to come back, I'll give them the silent treatment and cold shoulder.
I'm never forgiving them for all the shit they made me go through, now that the process of finding me another place is being worked on and me having to work outside those fucking assholes dictator like shit they trying to pull for the past 7 months they never will have any control over me ever again.
jesus, the only reason why i haven't fucking done this in the start is because my trust with the bosses we had is so fricking low and the sense of me being completely fucking stuck with no way out was just far too much for me to handle, so it wasn't that big of a surprise i finally collapsed and these three weeks of being home started. But i'm more than glad to finally go back to work after being gone for so long, even if it means going back there, the only difference now is that those assholes in the inside group won't have any power over me.
Thank you all for supporting me and encouraging me to stay strong, you guys are greatest!
Not only that but today is my last day of having the right to stay home as due to Covid situation all workers are allowed to have three weeks of being home sick and my boss was worried that I'll be gone longer as he genuine wants to help me find a right place where I feel not only safe but happy, as he told me like three times his goal is to help us evolve. But due to the asshole of a boss we once had who pretty much lied to us and delayed some of us trying to find another place to work has left so much shit for our new boss and he's forced to try tackle all of them one at the time.
but he gave me a suggestion that sounded a hell of a lot better than sitting home with my thumb up my ass and await for news, I could jump over to the outside group and work with them instead of the assholes inside the shop!
I'm not going to lie, when I tried my hand to just test working with them for three days it was actually fun and I learned new things, not only that but the sheer amount of freedom I had was just... Mind boggling!
So yeah I called up my parents and uncle whom i had much contact with since this whole crap began and they were just as excited that this could work and be a lot better for me, even my doctor was happy that this problem can finally be solved! So tomorrow I'll go back and start working again with the outside group and if those fucking assholes are trying to either talk to me or convince me to come back, I'll give them the silent treatment and cold shoulder.
I'm never forgiving them for all the shit they made me go through, now that the process of finding me another place is being worked on and me having to work outside those fucking assholes dictator like shit they trying to pull for the past 7 months they never will have any control over me ever again.
jesus, the only reason why i haven't fucking done this in the start is because my trust with the bosses we had is so fricking low and the sense of me being completely fucking stuck with no way out was just far too much for me to handle, so it wasn't that big of a surprise i finally collapsed and these three weeks of being home started. But i'm more than glad to finally go back to work after being gone for so long, even if it means going back there, the only difference now is that those assholes in the inside group won't have any power over me.
Thank you all for supporting me and encouraging me to stay strong, you guys are greatest!
Things are finally going well!
Posted 4 years agoJust got a message from the guy who used to work on that shitty workplace and he finally got in contact with the higher ups and they're going to discuss with my lousy boss of taking me away from that place, especially since i'm in now my second week of being home until they finally fix this... Which may take till next week or so as the boss is gone for two to three weeks and I don't know if it started last week or week before. Which might explain WHY I haven't heard of anything from him, like at all.
Other than that, been using these days to relax then slowly go back working on both my commissions, drawings and stories; even re-installed Left 4 Dead 2 again!
Even manage to make it playable again after several steam update they practically made it unplayable with all of my mods and even when I try to turn them off, it still messes with the files somehow, with no idea what to do or even finding the right help I pretty much left the game in dust until two days ago.
If anyone feeling wanting to survive a zombie apocalypse game, hitch me up and I'll see whenever I have time to play!
Other than that, been using these days to relax then slowly go back working on both my commissions, drawings and stories; even re-installed Left 4 Dead 2 again!
Even manage to make it playable again after several steam update they practically made it unplayable with all of my mods and even when I try to turn them off, it still messes with the files somehow, with no idea what to do or even finding the right help I pretty much left the game in dust until two days ago.
If anyone feeling wanting to survive a zombie apocalypse game, hitch me up and I'll see whenever I have time to play!
It is done...
Posted 4 years agoShould have posted this yesterday but I was far too emotionally upset and too tired to post this but it is done.
Yesterday I finally snapped, went to an empty room where there was no one around and just screamed in pure rage at work, eyupp, just screamed it all out at the sheer nonsense of contant bullshit, delays and both manager and bosses twisting our words and says we said something else when the fact we REMEMBER EVERYTHING WE SAID just to save face or money instead of helping us.
And I had enough, told my coworker who is the only one I could trust and have respect for (He's going to retire at the start of may due to old age) that i'm going to go up the office, put in the computer that i'm sick and message my boss that i'm now going home sick with Overworking of workload. He was all supportive of it and told me to go home and don't answer any of their calls, just ring the union and tell them everything that has happened because this has gone far enough.
And I did, what makes this even BETTER is that the guy I called happens to be one of our former coworker who worked outside the shop and he knows EVERYTHING that we goes through and told me he's going to help me out, going to call that useless boss of mine yesterday and then have a meeting on monday to fix this issue of them constantly delaying or giving me excuses of not getting away from that workplace or how that useless manager constantly being a fucking dictator and has his spies spying on us and then lies that we don't do work or just standing around and do nothing.
My family and even my neighbour support my decision and I refuse to go back to work until they fix another place for me to work at. Because i'm never going back to that place ever again, and I hope those fuckers burn in hell for all the stress and emotionally hurting me and everyone else who has to suffer their bullshit, arrogant ways.
Yesterday I finally snapped, went to an empty room where there was no one around and just screamed in pure rage at work, eyupp, just screamed it all out at the sheer nonsense of contant bullshit, delays and both manager and bosses twisting our words and says we said something else when the fact we REMEMBER EVERYTHING WE SAID just to save face or money instead of helping us.
And I had enough, told my coworker who is the only one I could trust and have respect for (He's going to retire at the start of may due to old age) that i'm going to go up the office, put in the computer that i'm sick and message my boss that i'm now going home sick with Overworking of workload. He was all supportive of it and told me to go home and don't answer any of their calls, just ring the union and tell them everything that has happened because this has gone far enough.
And I did, what makes this even BETTER is that the guy I called happens to be one of our former coworker who worked outside the shop and he knows EVERYTHING that we goes through and told me he's going to help me out, going to call that useless boss of mine yesterday and then have a meeting on monday to fix this issue of them constantly delaying or giving me excuses of not getting away from that workplace or how that useless manager constantly being a fucking dictator and has his spies spying on us and then lies that we don't do work or just standing around and do nothing.
My family and even my neighbour support my decision and I refuse to go back to work until they fix another place for me to work at. Because i'm never going back to that place ever again, and I hope those fuckers burn in hell for all the stress and emotionally hurting me and everyone else who has to suffer their bullshit, arrogant ways.
