For some personal reasons, I will not be active on this community anymore. Thanks for the time we had together.

HI furs,
I know it have been quite a while since I uploaded something. The thing is, that I get started on a lot of drawings and I even manage to get some of them done. But most of them are done the old fashioned way with pen and paper. And well.. I don't have a scanner, except for the one at work, so I will even have to photograph some of it or scan it at work, when I am up to it. I am still active and hope to get something done by the week :).

I don't usally write personal stuff in my journals, but I just want to get out with this in some way, beacuase I don't really have others to turn to.
I have been kinda down lately, thoughts are spreading like ripples in the water and I kinda feel like I have swallowed a big rock, which now lies deep in my stomach, unable to escape. My brain is constantly overworking and I just cant turn it off. Sometimes it even disturbs my sleep and I am unable to focus proberly on everyday things like work, drawing, meetings ect. I even skip a few bus stops, because I am complely engrossed in my thoughts. I will be seeing a psychologist next month as soon as I get my salary and see if she can help me somehow. I haven't really been seeing a psychologist before, not since I got diagnosed AS 12 years ago. So I'm a little nervous about it.

Just to get one thing straight. It is not suicidle thoughts and I don't hurt myself in any way, my mind is just overworking.

Hiya!
just thought I would recommend some art books, which have helped me a lot.

http://www.amazon.com/Freaks-Fantas...../dp/0823016625

http://www.amazon.com/Wolves-Coyote.....es+coyotes+art

http://www.amazon.com/How-Draw-Comi.....the+marvel+way

I am not really used to write journals.
But I just wanted to thank you all for the support and the nice comments, it means a lot to me.