Hi!

This is a remember about my Terms of Services and I feel like I need to point it out.

- I have to right to refuse to sell you an adoptable if you're account is empty and if I'm not able to find any proove that you'll pay me.

This is not to discriminate against anyone but I have been scammed twice in the last week and both times; they were empty accounts!
Times is difficult for anyone and I'm just trying to keep my head out of the water right now and I don't need that.

So if you have an empty account; don,t take it personaly if I jsut decided to not reply to you. Even less if I can,t find anything that can reassure me that you are not a scammer...

So this was my vent of today; see you next time.

Hi!
Thank you everyone for your patience!
I went back home last night and today I'll do my best to complete some slots and replying to all notes and comments!

Taking care of some family issue this weekend and so I'm not home.
Most slots will be completed by monday-wednesday!

Thank you for understanding!

Decided to offer a new free raffles!
Come take a look and enter if you want to ;)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61920972/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61920972/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61920972/

Continuation of this: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11188388/

So yes: My ex sister-in-law left me with her two childrens and vanished last day while my brother he's in another Canada's province for his job. Everyone was trying to contact while trying to figure out where she was and all been awnsered just an hour ago.

She booked a trip in mexico with her new boyfriend; we saw the photos of her in her bikini with a drink... Now my brother in infuriated since he never knew about it; even more since she booked the day after AFTER he left for his job trip.

- My older brother can't come back because he don't want to loose his job.

- Everybody's mad against my sister-in-law / she don't respond to her phone.

- My nephews are sad because of their lying mother.

Anyway pure joy... Now my mother took the kids for tonight so I could take a moment to do a real grocery to feed them next week... They are NOT in a summer camp; so I'll have to take care of them all days... My mother will try to help me as she could but it would be hard due to her job as a nurse and... My others brothers works and can't really offer help (Like; they offered to take the kids for some activities on weekend...)

Anyway I'm just... Feeling so used again... I understand that I'm the 'available choice' but I hate to put my plan aside because of my ex sister-in-law's lies. It... it almost making me regret to have taking contact again with my family; I didn't dealt with such shit for 10 years and now... I feel like all the mental health I was able to rebuild is just crumbling.

I don't think I'll be able to work on new design; not now. I'm just feeling so numb... So don't be surprised if I don't post next week...

Pretty much the continuation of that story: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11176287/

I'm writing this with two kids sleeping on my bed; last day been rough.

So yesterday; my ex sister-in-law (and mother of my 2 nephews) came to my place and left her two children with me; she never called me or asked if I was available to babysit, she just left them and left.
She never knocked at my place; I just went to open and saw the two kids.

I then called my brother and he was... Well he wasn't happy at all since him and her had the disucssion about 'Do not drop the kids at my sister without asking her if she's available!'
But the thing that made me more mad it's because I was trying to understand why my nephews had so much stuff with them and then I learned the rest of the situation and just... Well I grew very mad....

- My brother need to travel to make a special training for his job (My brother work in a compagny that do machine parts for aircraft) So he CAN'T miss it because he need this training to continue to work.
- My ex sister-in-law; Was supposed to keep the kids for the next week but grew discontent because... Well; she had something planned with her new boyfriend on the weekend and didn't wanted to have the kids... I guess...

- I talked with the kids my the older was like; "Yay; mama told ut that you'll keep us until dad come back!"
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- My brother come back next wednesday... His plane will arrive around midnight so of course I'll have the kids until thursday... AND my brother need to go work on friday so...
- And yes; my brother is trying to contact the mother since last night and she's not responding BUT she's able to send picture of herself on facebook =.=

- So I'm a little freakout because I'll surely have to take care of the two kids for at least a week since no one else in the family can really help.... yay!
- My mother will try to help me but as she work as a nurse and do a lot of extra hour; I know she's always tired and I want her to relax.

- So far; my mom is supposed to come pick them for tonight at least since she have tomorrow off but she won't be able to take them over the weekend (She has something planned for weeks and I won't ruin my mom plans)

- So yeay.... If you are waiting for files from me; you'll receive theses in the afternoon. Don't worry I didn't forget you.
- Anyway going now; must go make breakfeast; made the promises to do some banana pancakes...

- The sad thing is that I love theses two kids; my nephews are little angels and I hate how their mother is actin gnow. But I need to keep a smile because I don't want to saw bad things about her in front of them. But... I feel like they knew that she lied again just to be with her new boyfriend...

Since I need to quit home for personal issue; I do an extension for my event from noon to 17H!

(So you can ignore the dealine on the original post)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61710107/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61710107/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61710107/

Just decided to share such story because it's hilarious.
Won't be sharing name since I respect FA polities.

So over a year ago, I saw an adoptables artist (I love her designs so much still) but she was making agressive reminder for her designs (Like every 3-4 hours) and since FA polities said then reminder must be done every 24H. I decided to be polite and I send her a 'private note' to remind her of the polities (I mean, not everyone read theses and I do remember that a few years ago; such reminders were allowed)

So I send her the note but she never reply to me (I know she saw the note) But the reminder keep on groing. So I send her a new note; still ignored.
I decide to make a report ticket. I mean; I'm a artist and I sell adoptables as well and I think it,s important that we all follow the rules and since I send her 2 notes, which she ingored. I decided to escalade.
After my ticket; I saw that the reminder really kind of stopped and for me I was like; ok, case over.

But now; a year later. I decided to re-watch this artist and then my inbox in overly filled with a TONS of agressive reminder. So again; I decide to send her a note and guess what? She blocked me!
So what I did; a new ticket linked with the first one I did a year ago :)

Sure tired of people thinking that blocking would allow them to do what they want. Their's rule to be follow and damn; if I would be paid to be a moderator. I think I would like such job!

Anyway it was my story of the day; have fun ;)

Making another journal since I'm open to take some commissions and customs slots!
Contact me if interested!

All prices and infos here: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....braadoptables/

Just make some more vent because I need to get this out.

Lately I feel like everyone's expecting me to be there to help them...
Just a month ago; I was at the hospital due to my stress (I stopped to breath due to a big panic attack and I was lucky to not get any brain damage)
and my doctor told me to slow down but I can't.

Everyone's telling me to slow down but I can't; rent and grocery still need to be paid.
I'm already stressing out because of how my selling are doing badly; my boyfriend is trying his best to help me.
He's telling me to at least manage to get the minimum to pay my part of the rent and all.
But... Well it's a lot and I hate to vent since I know the situation is not easy for everyone. I know I'm not alone.

And when I'm trying to do things for myself; there's always someone calling me for my help.
You have a broken heart? A bad day? You want advice? You are freaking out and crying? You need someone to help you? All theses peoples are calling me and I'm the now you need to take care of all of this.
I feel like everyone's caretaker and it's only my fault; I'm the one who once offered help but... I'm feeling like no ones taking care of me.
I would like a break but I can't...

And such a bitter feeling when you refuse to help and then; you are the selfish one.
Or just last day... That story just made me so mad... This is mostly why I'm feeling like this now.


The story;

My brother have two kids (8&6 years old) and the mom (Separated from my brother) didn't wanted to have them this weekend; she lied to my brother and told him that I was to take the kids this weekend, starting thursday night. She never asked me...

So yeah... My brother arrived last night with his two kids and learned that; no. I never accepted to take the kids for a whole weekend!
And then; the mother decided to NOT respond to her phone and my brother was in a bad spot because he had to work the day after and needed someone to keep the kids.

So... Yay I ended up with the two kids and damn; my brother was feeling so horrible and mad against his ex. (I also got mad at him for not calling me to confirm if I was to take the kids or not... His mistake.)
It was not the first time his ex do that; she often lie to not have the kids on her weekends because she want to see her new boyfriend...

I still have the kids and my brother shall come taking them after work; he told me that he wouldn't dare making me take them for a whole weekend if it wasn't planned.
Just suck because my brother is again cancelling his plan because of his ex's lies ;(
And sad for the kids; they were sure they were to have a whole weekend with me but... I had other plan as my boyfriend have buy tickets for a show on saturday night for our 10 years anniversary; I feel like my ex- sister in law wanted to try ruining my weekend...

I'm just so tired...
And I'm trying to keep a smile for the kids who are just sad because they are ruining their father weekend; sad because they were sure to have a weekend with their aunt... Sad because their mother lied to them, me and their father.

And during that moment; I can't fully work on anything because the kids wants my attention and I do understand. They are kids; it,s sunny and hot outside and want to be outside. So I have havto scrap all my plan for today to be with them. Just glad I managed to finish everything I needed to do...

Anyway this was my vent... Now going to prepare a day at the water park next to my home; need to make some sandwich...

Really need fund to pay rent and I'm freaking out.
So I'm taking commissions and customs!
Contact me if interested!

All prices and infos here: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....braadoptables/

Sorry if I'm taking more time then usual to respond to notes and comments!
Many things is happening and again; most is out of my controle.

My doctor told me to avoid stress due to what happened last month; but life don't want me to rest...
And it's like I'm always the one needing to deal with everyone's shit. So I must slow down my own thing to take care of everyone's else first.
I know it's a bad thing to do...

Just me venting; freaking out.

Many adoptables are available within my gallery; reading to deal on price because I just want to pay rent...

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....pen-Adoptables
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....pen-Adoptables
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....pen-Adoptables

Really need fund so I open commissions and customs slots.
All prices/infos:https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....braadoptables/

I'm just trying to keep my head out of the water.
Contact me if you are looking to get something done :)
I also have a lot of unsold design right now!

Did some price drop on some designs!
I just want to pay my rent T.T

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....braadoptables/
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....braadoptables/
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....braadoptables/

So yay it's a first time for me ever; I don't have to fund to pay my rent this month and I'm freaking out right now.
I went out hospital like a week ago and I feel like the world don't want to give me a break...
I know this isn't easy for anyoneè so I'm just venting like a lot of people right now.

I hate asking for help but here I am...
I have a LOT of unsold adoptables with many for only 20$USD!
I'm not looking to make profit; I just want to be able to keep my head out of the water because I don,t want to be a burden for the people I'm leaving with right now :(

I'm NOT making any pressure but if you see something that please you; I'm even at the point that I'm taking offers. I just want to pay my rent and I'll have to take into my personal saving to pay all the other thing I need to pay for.

If you can't buy anything; it's okay; I know time isn't easy now and I still thank you for your support.
Just making a journal or something like that would welp.

Just me panicking with my sell again.

I'm presently posting at 15H est time zone but I'm starting to think changing it again...

But I'm so uncertain... I was thinking maybe more about 17H-18H??? I'm just trying to find an hour that won't ruin my routine since I'm the one making dinner at home and I hate running to have everything done and I don't want to go back in the pattern of ruinning my nights to run between my home chores and post.

Don't claim an adoptable if you don't have the fund.
I'm just trying to pay my rent and I'm so tired of people claiming thing then ghosting or saying 'sorry I don't have the fund...'
Like... DON'T CLAIM SOMETHING if you don't have fund; it's sooooo EASY to just take a look in your bank account before claiming!

Sorry I needed to vent this out...
I row vy vent boat.