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Posted 3 years agoFiguring out I've been blocked only because I favorited something. I've hardly ever even interacted with them, why the hell did they block me?!
Gonna be posting some of my comms again
Posted 3 years agoSorry about not having done that the past few... months at least, but I've been lazy. There is no excusing me. Just keep in mind I won't do more than maybe 2 or 3 a day, just so you're not flooded with posts.
So angry at what happened, I'm yelling it from the roofto...
Posted 3 years agoI am so fucking livid right now. I have been working on this game I play for MONTHS because there was an update AND new dlc and so a lot of mods I was using BROKE, so I've been meticulously working on "okay, this works" and "NOOO NOT THIS MOD!" and "Okay, that mod doesn't work, I'm okay with that." And I finally got the game to a playable state, I think. And so I go to make a game. Anyone knowing Rimworld and it's ideology dlc knows how long that might take a long time if you're making it as best a fit as you want. And I was on randomizing my last character to a point I wanted and all I needed to do from there was just hit "go" but when I clicked that character to bring up their stats
It... fucking... CRASHED!!!
Two hours of work down the drain and the months of time to figure out what all worked somewhat useless because I was going to disable mods once I made a save, that I was about 5 minutes from doing.
"Why not just start from scratch if you only have one or two things you need to recheck to fix?"
Because I only have HALF AN HOUR FREE before work. And with how my day has been, I just want to call in sick.
BUT IF I DO I'll get shit from my grandma, someone who I live with.
It... fucking... CRASHED!!!
Two hours of work down the drain and the months of time to figure out what all worked somewhat useless because I was going to disable mods once I made a save, that I was about 5 minutes from doing.
"Why not just start from scratch if you only have one or two things you need to recheck to fix?"
Because I only have HALF AN HOUR FREE before work. And with how my day has been, I just want to call in sick.
BUT IF I DO I'll get shit from my grandma, someone who I live with.
My feelings on wanting comissions
Posted 4 years agoHate wanting commissions. Because
A. Not feeling the artist this time
B. The artist is closed
C. New artist and nervous to make contact
D. Artist's prices make me want to do it for something special.
Always so hard to choose...
And DON'T get me started on when my brain doesn't even know where to start on what I want.
A. Not feeling the artist this time
B. The artist is closed
C. New artist and nervous to make contact
D. Artist's prices make me want to do it for something special.
Always so hard to choose...
And DON'T get me started on when my brain doesn't even know where to start on what I want.
SO FURIOUS
Posted 4 years agoAnd no matter how much my body BURNS for me to let my feelings out, the acid of politics in this damn country just makes me get cold feet which festers the anger more. I hate having a super strong opinion and not being able to voice it because of this damned freedom of speech. Even if 99% of people agree with me, that 1% will want nothing more than to boil my flesh in acid and gnaw on my bones. I hate this country, these past 2 presidents have never made me LESS PROUD to be an American!
Now I understand if that last part gets people angry... but aren't you proving my point if you comment negatively on it? We can talk in a civilized matter where we're not caveman. Caveman use rock, kill opposing thought people. no opposing thought people, caveman right. NO, we are in a civilized age where the weapons of war in conversations are words and we use words to prove our point and either make the opposing side agree or back down, seeing it as superior even if they don't necessarily agree with it. But that's a whole different rant that a certain thunder dragon needs to know their lesson in.
And, thankfully, even if the flames of anger still burn in my heart, just saying my anger to this makes me feel a lot better...
Now I understand if that last part gets people angry... but aren't you proving my point if you comment negatively on it? We can talk in a civilized matter where we're not caveman. Caveman use rock, kill opposing thought people. no opposing thought people, caveman right. NO, we are in a civilized age where the weapons of war in conversations are words and we use words to prove our point and either make the opposing side agree or back down, seeing it as superior even if they don't necessarily agree with it. But that's a whole different rant that a certain thunder dragon needs to know their lesson in.
And, thankfully, even if the flames of anger still burn in my heart, just saying my anger to this makes me feel a lot better...
Goodbye my Twitter
Posted 4 years agoLong story short,
forgot the password to my twitter
Forgot the password to the Email to that twitter
don't want to talk with people recovering stuff
Twitter won't let me use emails that aren't the ones assigned to it, even if in the report I said "Can't access Email."
Computer logged off for some reason.
Cannot log in.
Unless you're a hacker that can get the login details for me, I've lost the twitter completely.
forgot the password to my twitter
Forgot the password to the Email to that twitter
don't want to talk with people recovering stuff
Twitter won't let me use emails that aren't the ones assigned to it, even if in the report I said "Can't access Email."
Computer logged off for some reason.
Cannot log in.
Unless you're a hacker that can get the login details for me, I've lost the twitter completely.
My current feelings on the world... (Dark)
Posted 5 years agoThe world is corrupt. Hatred consumes the minds of all that were pure and leaves nothing but a husk of pure anger in it's wake. I need not more entropy in my life already torn asunder by the hatred this world has provided.
The hatred and anger only breeds more anger, hatred, war, sadness... entropy, a thing that a world to function needs not of. And of all the times we need not entropy, it consumes the world en mass. I hate my life, I hate everything about my life.
I want to end my life, and everything that came from it, may this world be a less entropic place with a soul torn so asunder not taking up it's space. I beg of whatever gods are listening to me, watching me cry in misery, listening to my pleas, even if it mostly goes on deaf ears, Even if all the ears it falls on are dead or mocking, LISTEN... I can't live in this world, and I don't want to live in a world tearing itself apart with it's own claws, venomous fangs, tail, wings, ect. The world is a corrupt place, why do I even beg when it won't listen?
No one will listen, no one is on my side, not even myself. A friend tells me 'without darkness, there is no light', then I ask where is the sun? because all I see are shadows. In the souls of friends I once knew, in the world at large, and in myself.
Why has god let us progress so far? What have we done in previous lives to allow such horrid things to be done in this life as punishment?
The hatred and anger only breeds more anger, hatred, war, sadness... entropy, a thing that a world to function needs not of. And of all the times we need not entropy, it consumes the world en mass. I hate my life, I hate everything about my life.
I want to end my life, and everything that came from it, may this world be a less entropic place with a soul torn so asunder not taking up it's space. I beg of whatever gods are listening to me, watching me cry in misery, listening to my pleas, even if it mostly goes on deaf ears, Even if all the ears it falls on are dead or mocking, LISTEN... I can't live in this world, and I don't want to live in a world tearing itself apart with it's own claws, venomous fangs, tail, wings, ect. The world is a corrupt place, why do I even beg when it won't listen?
No one will listen, no one is on my side, not even myself. A friend tells me 'without darkness, there is no light', then I ask where is the sun? because all I see are shadows. In the souls of friends I once knew, in the world at large, and in myself.
Why has god let us progress so far? What have we done in previous lives to allow such horrid things to be done in this life as punishment?
I freaked up
Posted 5 years agoLong story short
Good friends for years
Dumb argument comes up
Friend blocks me all over
Needless to say, I feel empty inside.
Edit:
After learning of the hypocrisy from them, I feel like I can move on a bit easier.
Good friends for years
Dumb argument comes up
Friend blocks me all over
Needless to say, I feel empty inside.
Edit:
After learning of the hypocrisy from them, I feel like I can move on a bit easier.
Joke times! (May, 10th, 2020)
Posted 5 years agoSo, any of you guys heard of the news going on around lately? They found a woman in the forest, she was missing her entire right side...
They could only identify her from what was LEFT !
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Why did they call Princess peach, 'Princess toadstool' again?
After 40-ish years, she grew mouldy.
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Why do frogs often do things wrong?
They JUMP to conclusions!
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I just wanted to make a quick journal to hopefully make someone laugh in these uncertain times. Got any of your own jokes? Share them in the comments.
They could only identify her from what was LEFT !
______________
Why did they call Princess peach, 'Princess toadstool' again?
After 40-ish years, she grew mouldy.
____________________
Why do frogs often do things wrong?
They JUMP to conclusions!
__________________
I just wanted to make a quick journal to hopefully make someone laugh in these uncertain times. Got any of your own jokes? Share them in the comments.
