Thanks
!!!!

I'll delete all thanks for watches and favs in the shouts section, sorry qmq

My soul can rest now...
I can be chill about uni til winter
And i have no debt °~°

Half an hour in uni and my nails are already chewed off
I am so embarrassed and disgusted to be walking around offices, asking stupid questions, to be sent to the next office where I would continue to embarrass myself
Zero problem solving, zero social skills qmq

65$ and 1.5 days on train to Moskow
And then, 22$ and 0.5 days to Kazan
(Got out of some poor village for a walk)
Will have a chance to visit some anime/furry merch markets qmq

Today, like 09.06, wow
Now its time to sink into existential dread and fear of time going on.
(20 yo, but its not real i bet i'm not that old god please no)

I rlly have to do a lot of things with army and uni in a week
It's been six months since I had pills and I really miss them, without nootropics I am so ineffective, I need to do things and I procrastinate
Of course they are expensive and when you quit them you have the most terrible feelings, but damn how they used to help me solve issues that define my life for years, and i wont get them soon

Without thinking, i'll try to draw as much as i can
I wish i could make a gift for my every watcher 😭

I planned to make some gift arts but it went slower and slower more i do
Also i need to move to another uni and i can't imagine me doing all this paperwork stuff
Daym i'm stagnating

:0
Upd: getting to this point made me think about cleaning the gallery a bit

I'll have some pics to upload when FA will be fixed, thats good
As well as the others.. OmO (i hope it will go easy for the servers)
Hiiii!!! :o

I guess Kisa and the other characters, my universe in my head helps me get over all the militarism around me, I love it, I love guns, I admire subsonic sniper rifles and large caliber multi-purpose shotguns, but it's made for what I fear the most, isn't it?
I will never give up my love of military gear...

Its over, now i'm not doing nothing, my existance generates money with my losing sanity working in small hipster'y healthy food company
I see some improvment in my drawing skills, i have a lot of ideas, but i dont have any time for it as usual..

i didn't post my art for a month and a half cuz i finally dropped uni and started living in my town again!!! got a lot of things to do, but now i'll try to draw more!