Whoa a month later
I've still been swamped with work and it is even slowly increasing complimenting well my mood that's been going down
but eh I've been trying to work on some stuff as much as I can, and man do I miss working on commissions only, though school is still maybe a bit too fun to even be considered school aha but it's great and I've been learning so much so hopefully I'll be able to implement all the things I've learned into my work here too! <3

I've been still working on commissions, a full body painted for a friend of mine which just seems to be leeching all of my dang ol time, I'm only like half way done though but I've been working faster on it nowadays so hopefully that's done in like a week or two then I got another comm after that
then there's some trades I'll do in between commissions once I can start off the gore portraits again

just dangit
and finals are coming up soon though thankfully I only have two classes that have exams though the rest are large assignments so those will take up a lot of my time

BUT
just so you guys know I'm not dead aha
I'm active on my regular and art blog more on here so if you want you could follow those to keep up with me more, I wont' announce commissions or things like that there but just if you want to see some noodles or doodles;
(warning both can be NSFW, gore and nudity)
blog; http://triplet-peaks.tumblr.com/
art; http://trick-or-dick.tumblr.com/

see ya guys hopefully soon and thanks so much for being patient with me!
u//0//u ~ <33

I'm going to take a short break from commissions for a little bit and work on some trades and school work. Then I'll start up Round 3 in about 2 weeks c;

I do have some ideas for new themes and YCH paintings that I might want to do so keep your eyes out for that after I finish the 3rd round. And I might do a 4th round aswell
tho that will be sudden and it'll be first come first serve ;3

// floats off

I really want to bed now

pst hey
what if I uh
got a table at a con
psstpststst

though I 'm pretty nervous and def not big enough for just one table tho it's still cool to think about like even sharing a table with some cool people and being like howdy hi

I really want to do some halloween themed painted busts once I finish all the headshots hehe
tho the theme will be more specific but whateverlsak I'll still plan it out

and I'll make examploos l8r on too, tho I still have one more spot on the accessorized gore for the 3rd round waiting list

and I might stop it after the 3rd round too, but I'll have to see really

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5039982/

EX EX EX EX; 15$

You'll get a choice of what morbid thing is done to their face, it can be body horror, blisters, sliced skin. Anything that you can think of!
Another choice will be what types of accessories will be on the character, I will put as many things as you want and it's actually better to have more lyke 4 reel give me all those cute shit I love drawing detail.

And don't worry if you don't want the slot anymore or can't afford it, just let me know before I start lining your piece.
Slots- FULL
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5.- lining

Round 3 - Waiting List - CLOSED
(note that the next round will be 18$ rather than 15)
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Sorry but commissions will be done a bit slower now considering college is starting and it's already got it's stressful foot up my ass, and it's only the first day.

But eh hopefully all other days will be kickin and all ehe

So I'll be selling colored lines portrats of characters depicting large amounts of gore with cute accessories;

EX ; 10$
once more are done I'll put up more examples <:

You'll get a choice of what kind of morbid thing has happened, but just know that I will not just be doing blood or nosebleeds, it will be pulled skin, blistering burns, and vicious scratches. Or anything else you can think of as long as it's body gore and not just simple blood.
Another choice willl be what types of accessories will be on the character, though I suggest pastel/harajuku/lolita you are free to choose what types and specific ones are fine <:

Slots
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EDIT; the work will be done in order unless people aren't ready to pay, and I will only work on two at a time so that they get done faster, so please be patient

Waiting List
(this is for people reserving spots for the next round, note that the next round will be 15$ instead of 10$,but you could pull out at any time before I start the sketch c:)
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FULL, please wait until I start the second round and open the waiting list again

whoa I really need that sad poop off my page wow
well uh I've just been getting ready for college right now and trying to work on my summer course though that's ending next week but since it's a whole course crammed into one month it's been pretty hardcore
I've still been trying to do some drawing and practicing but that's been kind of slow just cause since my mom and sister left for vacation to Jamaica then I've had to do more chores around the house and all

I'm gonna try to get out more paintings and other stuff too though and applying for jobs after my course

get money get bitches living the dream $$$$

warning; suicide, depression, self-harm, eating disorder

Sorry I haven't really been doing much on here or anywhere really.
I was in the hospital a few days ago for like 3 days because of suicide, self-harm and a developing eating disorder.

I've barely been eating and I tried to starve myself so the doctor said that it'd be best to keep me there in order to keep me more in check. I don't even know if I should go back or not though, I honestly just want to disappear so much now.

But today is Pride, and I was supposed to see my friends perform and it might be the last I see of some of them really so I really want to go.
But I also don't want to leave in the middle of a performance or with hanging out with a friend just to self-harm or cry when they know exactly what I'm doing.

I also feel incredibly weak from my lack of eating so all my muscles just ache and jesus I'm just sorry I haven't been on much.

I pimped out my front page just for all ya'll, man it's so confusing and I was gonna do a bit more but all the codes and trying to find things makes my head hurt. But I also am so happy with how it turned out aaaaa
hope you guys do too !

I'll still be open for other commissions if people are interested but this is just a sale for now heh
I'll be doing single color painted portraits, up to the hips or shoulders. Like;
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10514467
You can get a choice of whatever kind of color you want it leaning to but they'll all be greyish and it will show markings aswell as shading.

Headshot; 8
Bust; 12

If interested just send a note my way and I'll get started on it! C;

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I've still got a bunch of manga's that I never really read and I'm not into anymore, so why not sell them I guess haha.

Or if you want to exchange then that's cool too! as long as it's a series I'm interested in ehe
so if you have any of these;
+Flowers of Evil (2-4)
+Parasyte (2-+)
+Yotsuba(2,6-+)
+or nearly any type of before 1970s manga especially work by Osamu Tezuka would be +++++
I'm also into horror and supernatural, but just send me whichever you could trade orr asfvj whatever

AVAILABLE MANGA'S
+One Piece 1-3,8-9 (2 8 and 9 have small pieces of stickers left)
+Chibi Vampire 2,4
+Time Guardian 1
+Negima! 1 (sticker on back)
+Airgear 1 (2nd and 3rd pages are loose)
+Peach Fuzz 1
+xxx Holic 1
+Yu-Gi-Oh! 1 (sticker on front)

each one will be 7$ and that includes shipping, but no matter where shipping the price will stay the same <:

any that aren't sold I'll exchange in the comic book store or use to grow lemongrass

OKay so I came back from the surgery yesterday but I was only updating on my Tumblr really since I was lazy. But the surgery itself went pretty well, the dentist was very mindful of my anxiety and just asked me to raise my hand if I felt nervous or any pain. But it went smoothly and after I got the needles I didn't feel anything so I was okay. Afterwards they gave me a thermostat and I forgot to ask for my teeth but I didn't want to bother them really, they broke them into really small pieces anyways.
But so I took the medication and yesterday I was in a lot of pain, but the pain wasn't the big problem really since I got some painkillers. The big problem was my nausea, since there was little I could do on it considering I was only allowed to drink clear liquids yesterday. SO I did drink some Sprite and pretty much sat still for a few minutes every so often to calm down my stomach.
I need to keep some ice against my cheek so the swelling goes down but I don't mind it much anyways.
Yep so the thing is done, and I'm going to start drinking soups now oh yum. Just if you guys have any tips for nausea to bring it down then please let me know cause I'm going to meet a friend at my college today and after that I have a meeting with my counselor.
I don't really want to miss either but I'm not meeting them for long anyways so if the nausea goes down (hopefully) then I could handle the pain just fine.

I was wondering about selling pre-made poses?
Of course nothing sexual unless it's human but fighting poses would be fun to work on or relaxing in a place I guess.

Would people be interested? I'd try to do a variety of types but I'd still be going around the kind of things that I like and they would be auctioned off.

Hey so I'm trying to raise some money in order to get a packer since my parents wouldn't exactly buy something like that for me.
So I'll pretty much be offering headshots and the prices are way reduced!!

5$ --lines -- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10388276/
6$ -- lines+flat colors -- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10401662/
7$ -- lines+shading -- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10401693/
8$ -- painted -- http://horkedupfastfood.deviantart......ruly-366172877 -- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10401715/

I'll pretty much take as many customers as I can !! although the amount I'm trying to raise is a little over 50$ phew '//u//'

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uhuhhhhhhuh
I'm going to take a few requests p much, just for headshots since I need recent ones for comm examples
And I'm trying to buy a packer u//v//u so I just need to update cause I'm a horrible person
I can draw humans or animals, whatever ya want baby

1. Miss Toxin
2.Schwefel
3.Remnants
4. Giraffe Raptor
5. entey

see ya cool beans !!

I got into Illustration at Sheridan
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I'm.

Now off to get money for the course and rub my wiener on something.

While I was messing around with some sketches from yesterday on SAI, I kept fidgeting with the controls on the brushes and all. And I finally got myself a line and sketching tool set completely how I want it. It’s so free and omg I love it.

SO I wanted to try my hand at more sketching and experimenting with trades eheh.
But just so you know, I don't have any anthro characters really ;cc
But I could draw anrthro chars still if ya want hehe

1. Pornography
2. DeadBones

Now I've gotten all my owed art and college things off my back, I can finally open up commissions again!!
I'm making some stickers in my spare time and I was going to get some examples of prints maybe tomorrow or Thursday if I can so I could start selling em and all.
But so in the meantime of all of these shenanigans yes I will take some things. I won't really create slots unless I gotta but just ask away if ya'd like to.

THE PRICES
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4037123/

Okay since Anime North is also nearing close I'm getting a bit "wowzers" about the whole deal. Especially since I still really want a table so that I could make some money at least and be able to meet some people and have that experience.
Though I am an amateur artist in the field and I would rather not have a table alone.

So if you or somebody you know is also an amateur artist and they have been looking for a partner for tables at Anime North then hit me up!!
I'll be selling mainly prints, bookmarks, and pins if I could find a good company in time. I'd aswell be doing small commissions.

Right now I'm of course still mainly focused on portfolio thingers but I'll still be thinking about that stuff.
After portfolio's though then I'll stare straight at getting more merch, like one thing that I wanted to sell were bead pixel art though you can't sell non-paper goods at the tables so that was out of the question.

Ugh just anyways though I'm gonna get back to work and draw my ferret about 20 times.

Okay so I've got less than 2 months before my portfolio's are due
and while I work on stuff for the program I wanted to try to do some last minute improvements as much as I can so that I can go in with the most amount of skill I can possibly have.

So if you find any large things I could improve on, like maybe more improving on my anatomy, or more background work or even just something that you think I should show more of then that will be really helpful. Then please just let me know!

this will help a lot so don't be afraid to tell me!

I've been recently debating highly about how I'd make money after I move out. Because I know I wouldn't have time for an actual job and I am really reaalllyy looking into doing commissions as a source of income aswell as selling merch and shit.

But then I'm thinking, "would I even be able to make it though?"

Cause you know where the main selling points are really are fandom art and yiff/porn. I'd be fine with doing the fandom stuff as long as it's a fandom that I'm interested in although I would only do porn for myself.

So I'm just kind of hurdled in a corner wondering if I'd even make it.
Especially considering that a room will be 550 a month ;I

Now I could just live with my parents, although I honestly do not want to and I'd much rather live at the college/uni so that I could get with it's environment more and also meet friends easier. Plus just overall get away from my parents ehe.

But pretty much I'd have to make at least 110 a week off of art when I rarely make it that much in a month. And I don't even want to think about supplies.

I already have enough money saved away for 2 months so I guess I could see how the art thing will work out and I am considering doing human porn since I do enjoy drawing it, although I know that I am set on not doing yiff.

I don't know though, any opinions on this? Are you an artist that is making the line or even more than it?
Or maybe any suggestions?
weeeeh D;

oh ya
it's gonna be my birthday in 3 days
oh ya

I'm gonna go get myself some soop
mmmm soop

Are you an aspiring artist that wants to grow up to become an artist in a specific field?
Or do you not even know what you want to be in the artist field but just know you want to do it?!

Then look no further!

If you have any questions about the artist field, whether it is about anything specific like improving shading or what the business is like as far as I know, or even what school to choose regarding art programs.
Or if you even have questions about what I'm doing right now, ask away man.

WHY?!
Because I feel that I don't help people as often as I should, and I know that when I was younger I did have a lot of questions that I was way too chicken to ask in the first place.

I'm cleaning up again and I noticed that I have some art materials that I never use, you know like my fucktons of markers.
I got;
76 Touch markers
26 Prismacolor
23 Promarkers

and you know what
I NEVER USE THESE
AUUGAHGDSJ

But if you'd like them, then feel free to make an offer, Touch markers alone go for about 2.50
The thing is I honestly have no use for these so I'll give away all of these for 1$ each or maybe even less.
So if you'd want all of the markers then it'd be 136$
I'll give a list of all the colors if somebodies interested C:
But also don't forget about shipping, so if it's less than 50 then I'll have to charge for it ;c

PRISMACOLOR
RED and pinks
4 (scarlet lake)
5 (crimson red)
61 (dark umber)

ORANGE (this includes browns)
16 (orange)
69 (goldenrod)
70 (sand)
82 (terra cotta)

YELLOW
18 (yellow ochre)
19 (canary yellow)
23 (cream)
72 (eggshell)

GREEN
25 (spring green)
28 (dark olive green)
36 (lime green)
140 (celadon green)
166 (true green)
186 (emerald)

BLUE
37 (aquamarine)
40 (copenhagen blue)
42 (violet blue)
44 (ultramarine) x2

PURPLE
50 (violet) x2

GREYS
62 (sepia)
cool grey 70%