so, things might be getting better. i paid off most of my college loans and will probably get a pell grant next semester, because of a mix up. i initially shouldnt have had loans but i mismarked something and that made me ineligible for a grant. i was only eligible for loans. after the change was processed, i received my pell grant and gave it to the financial aid lady to put it towards my grant. i owe only $200 now^^

on top of that, ive been with my mate for almost 5 months now. just less than 2 weeks

i also found myself enjoying physical exercise a lot. i was so pumped and so excited over nothing

the best part is that my mom and i are getting along.. for now. she even let me drive home from class.

and i ended the night with a two and a half hour phone call with my love... all in all? a fan-fucking-tastic day<3

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back (sometimes... it depends on whether or not i'm in a playful mood o-o)
Total: 5


[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car. (i try to be subtle about it... but yes... xD)
[x] you like when people pet your head
no. that is my hair... don't mess it up
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5


[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours (..no i just get more. or tell someone to get me more)
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
water all day :D
Total: 2


[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (it's got a spike missing from it and i don't want anymore falling off T^T)
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (tail and ears. they don't match though)
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park (until my asthma decides to be a bitch)
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 4


[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling (doesn't everyone?)
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5


[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 5


[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it (not yet)
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal (i call myself a coyote all the time o3o)
[x] your username has something to do with animals (yep. coy is short for coyote)
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals (..i have a shit ton of emails. OF COURSE)
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better (yep o3o)
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 5


[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 4

Final total: 35
Take your score and multiply it by 2
70% furry. hell yes -w-

these are being posted so y'all can have some raffle love too~

flowamai:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5131088/

xmaster:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5129195/

akuva:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5128611/

drpickelle:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5128740/

nekogirl1257:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5124163/

kikiroko:
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/11749232/

vesperia:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5121430/

xxbaybayxx:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5118603/

deafii:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5114073/

i feel so much better thanks to caring watchers/friends and my mate,  spookywolf
thanks for being there when i needed someone<3

i gotta do some cleaning so if my replies are slow, that's why.

so tired and depressed.. cant stop crying.. i just want out of this hellhole but i have nowhere to go.. not even for a few hours.. i just want to curl up under my covers and die right now..

i have no one to talk to either.. sorry for the constant rants..

my friend cant take me in but will help me get an apartment and a job.. shes also going to buy me a bus pass so i can get to class..

shes doing this cause a lot of shit happened tonight where my mom called me a liar when i never lied. she formeed her own version of what she believed happened and labeled it the truth. i was bawling my eyes out when my dad came out of the bathroom asking what the hell was going on. after more shit happened, my moms friend wanted to talk to me on thhe phone so my dad came in my room to get me. i cried harder and harder each time i told him i didnt want to talk to my mom or her friend. he told me he wouldnt make me, hugged me, and told me he believed me.

the only reasons i want to stay are my dad and our dog, phoenix. if i move out, phoenix wont be there to lay with me when im sad and lick away my tears when im crying. im so scared.. phoenix is my baby.. hes there when no one else can be and i couldnt take him with me no matter how much i want to. hed miss my dad and my mom. and right now im not good at taking care of him. i want the best for him and the best for him is to live here

then theres the memories here. from the bench that spooky carved SW+MC into, to, my late dog, lady's grave. lady spent her last years with us here.. she was my best friend.. the one who helped me through my dads alcoholism, through all my school changes, the bullying, etc.. she was there through it all..

i kinda went on a rant there.. anyway.. you get my point, i think.. im getting up early good night, everyfur..

Anal on Males: uhh... no?

Anal on Females: yes? o-o

Breasts: I LIKE TITTIES O3O

Breast Expansion: no

Weight Gain: no

Bondage: no

Clothing: what kind of clothing? o-o

Leather: idk

Stockings: no o-o

Shoe/Boots: No

Suit and Tie: so sexy QuQ

Muscle, Male: yes

Muscle, Female: ew no

Cub: no

Baby/Diaper: no >-<

Transformation: no

Macro/Micro : i like micro furs cause dey're adorable... but not sexually

Impregnation: no

Pregnancy: no

Lactation: no

Anal Vore : no QnQ

Soul Vore : no QnQ

Cock Vore : not actually devouring it to whereit's in my belly ._.

Standard Soft Vore: No

Standard Hard Vore : No

Paw/Foot : No

Incest : No

Clonecest: wha?

Yuri : sometimes

Yaoi : eh o-o

Hetero (M/F): yesh x3

Bi: no

Girly Boys : *shrugs* o-o

Butch Girls : no

Mind Control: um wtf xD

Rape: no

Uniform : Depends on the uniform

Orgy: FUCK NO. i don't fucking share U:<

Subbing/Doming: Yesh

Biting: oh hell yes<3

Solo Masturbation (Male): mmm... sexy :3

Solo Masturbation: Female: yes

Scat: ew QnQ

Inflation : no

Fat/Pudge: not necessarily fat. pudge is otay

Tech: what's that?

Watersports: no

Glasses: sometimes

Tentacles: no

Oviposition: is that even english?

Masochism: mild

Sadism: mild

Partial Nudity: Yes

Gore/guro (-): uhh.. no..?

Snuff (-): no

Hyper: what? ._.

Zoophilia : wtf is this shit

Electricity : ...i totally get turned on by electricity. CAUSE I'MA LIGHT SWITCH ;D ...no.

Cross-dressing: dunno

Oral: yes

Asphyxiation: i'm half asleep. this word means nothing to me cause idk what it means

Wet-look : like.. just got outta the pool/shower? yes

Mud/Quicksand etc: um.. no..

Sinking: no?

Spooge: I'M SO CONFUUUUUSED

Tickling : i laugh my ass off when i get tickled. but it's not a turn on

Algolagnia: ...i'm looking up these words later.

Balloons: uhh... what?

Body Hair: yesh

Body Modification (Tattoos, Branding, Piercings, Scarification, etc.)? mhmmm :3

Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.? no

Collar and Lead/Leash? depends

Cupping (Suction of the Skin)? no

Doctor/Nurse Fetish? idk

Ears? no o-o

Feathers? are preeeeettyy<3

Guns (Gun Play, Worship)? no

Hair Pulling? yes<3

Lace/Lingerie? on girls, yes

Massage? only had a massage a couple times. they're nice :3

Master/Slave? completely opposed to it

Role Playing? dunno

Wrestling/Fighting? i like play fighting. its fun and leads to stuff;3

and i guess that's it o-o

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5114144/
check it out, guys! :D

Well first off i wanna say: thank you for watching me!
Next, I wanted to inform you all that I am still doing that chance for free art thing.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5028106/
I will not start drawing them until all places are filled. The only ones I might skip over are Q and X. Maybe even Y.

That aside, I'm giving away an old character of mine that I have never used and I was hoping to give her to someone who will actually use her. here's the link for the journal about it:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5090370/

And lastly, a while back,  NekoJester and I created a group called CircusFurs. We don't have very many members currently. So, if you're a circus fur, carnival fur, or anything of the sort, check it out~ here's the page :3
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/circusfurs

And that's pretty much it... Oh! My computer is currently down so I won't be on all that often as far as submitting art is concerned. I have a few pictures I've drawn (3-4) which I will upload once my computer has been fixed.

Welp, I hope my new watchers enjoy my art aaaand I hope I don't disappoint any of you^^

for those who read my rants, my doctor put me on meds for bipolar disorder. i took half a pill as instructed and 2 hours later i was asleep. im tired of all the meds but eh. yall wanted an update so there it is. life other than that is no different

so my mate needed to know if my mom could pick him up at 2:30 and i wanted to know if she could pick me up at 2:30 as well. i call her and she gets pissy with me and says that she's going back to sleep then hangs up on me. not only is she supposed to be waking my dad up early (which would've been the time i called her) BUT when i called back she said "i'm turning my fucking phone off." i'm sick of her being a god damned cunt over the dumbest fucking shit. i'm sick of it. i might take up my friend katie's offer about moving in with her. the only downside is i would have to deal with her and her boyfriend drinking and getting drunk on the weekends.. *sighs* i'm fucked no matter what i do. sorry for the recent rants, watchers.

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
my mate? xD

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
*shrugs* o-o

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
right side

4. Do you masturbate?
..maybe >->

5. How often? Lately?
whenever i feel like it and not lately

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
HAHAHAHA... no

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
showers

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
no

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
read, i guess. i mean, all of sherrilyn kenyon's books have lots of sex XD

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
*shrugs* o3o

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
but of course<3

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
nope o3o

13. Would you choose love or money?
love. fuck money

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
uhh... not entirely sure. scratching, biting... o3o idk a third

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
noo o3o

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
only have on one place: a couch xD

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
um.. since it's only one spot then couch o-o

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
nope

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nopers

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
never even been to a bar. i'm not 21. i'm 19. fuck these questions

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
no

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
no

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
no

24. What's your sexuality?
straight or bi. i don't fucking know ._. before i was with my current mate, i was attracted to both sexes. then i ended up only attracted to him and not a single other person. not even other guys

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
no

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
who the fuck asks these questions? no

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
no

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
spencers xD

29. Bought something from an adult store?
a dragon necklace and a fedora o3o

30. Do you own any sex toys?
nope

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
nope

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
no comment

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
xD noo

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
nope o-o

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
many times

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
i think so o-o

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
*shrugs* o3o

38. What's your favorite sex act?
why do i suddenly feel awkward answering these questions? o-o

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
no

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this
fuck if i know.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4962913/

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sug.....spicecostumes/

so this episode was accuracy.. portraits, to be exact. kyle got a canvas who wanted one of her mother, who was an older woman, and tried to get each wrinkle that he could to make it accurate. during the canvas jury thing, that one's critique was next. the old lady and her daughter were very happy with it. the old lady thought that it was a perfect image of her. some asshole said "it looks like a face from the texas chainsaw massacre." when it showed her face after that, she looked heartbroken. then, a couple of seconds later, it showed the old woman who the tattoo was of wiping her eyes. this asshole made that poor old lady cry. i wouldn't doubt if her thought was "my face looks like one from the texas chainsaw massacre." fuck that person who said it. fuck them. as soon as i saw her crying, i couldn't help but bawl my eyes out. yeah, it's on tv. but that woman's feelings are REAL. why are people so fucking inconsiderate? i couldn't even finish watching that episode cause of that.. i had a feeling that kyle, the one who did that old lady's portrait, would be sent home. and i didn't want to fucking see that. i had a little faith left in humanity..but not anymore.. now i have none.. but just for very specific individuals..

INTERVIEW TIME!

1. Pick a character that you would like to interview.

Molly~

2. Okay, now... tell me about yourself.

Well, I'm a vampire, a jester, and a coyote~

3. Who do you love the most? And why?

My mate, Spooky~

4. What characters are you inspired by?

Not sure.

5. What powers do you possess?

Sky blue amulet - allows mw to not only fly but to control the wind as well
Brown and green amulet - can control the element of earth
Orange and red amulet - breathe fire
Teleportation
Invisibility
Flexibility
Create clones
Heightened hearing
That's pretty much it.

6. Say you had a voice actor or a voice actress who wants to play your voice. Who would it be?

Amy Seyfried, probably.

7. Did you have a childhood? If so, can you tell me?

I don't really remember anything from before becoming a vampire.

8. What color scheme are you?

Reds and blues, aside from my fur and hair~

9. What will happen to you in the future?

Who knows?

10. For the female characters: How big are your boobs? For the male characters: How big is your dick?

B size. the number is none of yo bizz, holmes.

11. Do you have an alternate universe counterpart? If so, can you tell me?

Not exactly... But my twin brother, Betrouger, and I might as well be.

12. What species are you, really?

A mountain Coyote~

13. What kind of franchise-style are you mostly based off on?

Well, I don't really have one. But me being a jester was inspired by The Joker and Harley Quinn

14. Who is your true enemy?

Who needs enemies?

15. What family time activities do you like to do?

Baking pies!

16. What kind of language can you speak?

English only.

17. Do you have any friends?

Of course~

18. Is there something you always wanted to do?

Be in a Circus~

19. Time to close out. What do you have to say?

Is it pie time now?

20. Now that your character has talked about about himself or herself... tag at least five of your friends!