I retopologize!

anyhow.. I have been extra busy and I still enjoy watching porn stuff on here but I'm decided to not update here anymore due to a Real life work online and I'm hell bent on finishing my Gerry Game. I am however only going to post when I feel like it. no guarantee yet. I need to start taking care of myself first still.

all Right! I DECIDED to do artwork and commissions here sense I'm low on funds. I'm going to do porn animations for around 150$ - 300$ USD. I'll post previews soon as I get the body bases done. I have been super set back due to a eye infection I keep having on and off as well as real life stressful tasks. I will set this all up soon.

http://maps.secondlife.com/secondli.....ion/78/45/2001

here it is!

I'm busy dealing with a lot of things. I'm mainly finishing some games I am making there ready for prime time soon-ish and I am looking for other platforms to work on besides SL.

https://marketplace.secondlife.com/.....S/stores/35336

I personally don't feel like I need to update anymore for awhile I'm wearing thin on things and just want to get my games done and get SL avatars ready. I might do some things... But I need to get myself together and having too much family issues. I would love to do porn art and such. I just kind of worn thin on my hands and mental nerves from people being dramatic. It ain't just furry people it's EVERYONE! I will get back too it when I have some personal things done.

I'm debating on what kind of porn to do tech wise either 3D CGI porn or 2D hand drawn porn. I want to maybe start practicing some YCH animatons

be less stupid. it can be stressfull

just being stressed mentally I don't know what to do anymore.

no NOT real Guinea Pigs

THIS GAME!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kj6Ik7cbLJ0

I live in the middle of nowhere I cannot go to furmeets and I need to meet people online that are not hostile to furries. Second Life is ususaly rude people (not everyone) and Furcadia is limited and also dying off like SL and IMVU is all little kids and ghetto junkies it's like I feel limited.

but first... gotta do RL stuffs

when you watch amateur porn and seeing some guy fuck a decent hot girl just angers you your still a lonely virgin and can't get laid. that is why i'm not into looking at realistic stuff like amateur porn it gets lonely. Knowing I will never get laid. it's why i usually watch the cheesier "professional" crap for the reason it's fake

....

but I want to first finish up some things in SL and game development I hated all my old art and want to start fresh with good porn.

but I feel better letting things out of my chest!

feeling worse and worse every day... I'm fucking up more and more mentally people seem to reject me and want me gone I feel like I'm a asshole and a psycho and unloved. I feel I fuck up obsessing having friends trying to force myself to be loved and I keep feeling people hate me more and more. I'm either called a creep and weirdo, a racist, a misogynist a horny nut.. I'm feeling I'm just a disaster and liar and moron who craves attention.

the only thing I know is I like cute things that is about it.

I keep promising I quit but I know I'm lying because I can't quit I have no where to go.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/hensoup/

more serious less porny stuff here.

she needs help with getting her cat help.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8697555/

I need ot do better

I feel I don't belong to anything like this.

PLEASE ALLOW HTML 5 VIDEO for MP4 videos! SWF IS A PAIN TO MESS WITH!

I'm selling custom chibis are a semi emergency pay

I feel aggravated but whatever.

I'm going ot move to a new account after I sort out what my new user name will be I'm planning to start doing CG porn commissions soon and want a different account for that.

I just need to think more about myself and not so much on making others happy if your can't make yourself happy than that needs to come first. than you can amke everyone happy when your happy and honest.