I need to change into something. I want to fee popular I'm tired of lying to people about everything and I feel I'm going nowhere from it. I CRAVE attention and everyone is like FUCK YOU FAT ASS CREEPY MOTHER FUCKER SO... I need to quit just do something else.

after taking trazidone every nice I feel like a happy peke I should be. NOW the next step Battle Rokk https://www.dropbox.com/s/hi2xjwcsk.....50-27.mp4?dl=0 as shown here.

wondered how it would be if Booki bit you? well here's your chance! I will make you a custom vampire pekingese attacking you Icon for the lovely Price of 2 bucks!

Working today on mowing lawns and my game Peke of Peril

I've been a virgin for all my life and I've been trying to get laid for over 20 damn years. either women did not want me because I was a fat white nerdy chris chan stereotype or my christian conservative parents gave me a hard time when it come to wanting to fuck not matter how hard I tried to sneak it. I'm getting tired trying to buy sex both RL and Second Life. It's depressing because I will be a virgin till death or till I'm too old knowing I missed out on at least some knowledge of it and not knowing if it is really worth anything. It's been depressing for the last 8 years for attempting to get laid. the article I read is I GOT TO BE SKINNY I GOT TO HAVE A JOB I GOT TO BE CONFIDENT AND NEVER CHASE AFTER WOMEN THAT ONLY LOOK ATTRACTIVE. which all pisses me off because other than skinny I am not able to get a job with legal issues with my family and I rarely have confidence and I never judge women by there looks. I'm SUPPOSE TO BE ALL BLACK PRINCE CHARMING to there Majesty? I DON'T want o womanize anymore that's bullshit. I don't want to lie to women I love them and use them that will lead to SHIT TON OF ISSUES. it's aggravating and just want a HONEST FUCK. no ties or having to be "black" or "good looking".

I'm about to this point drop porn and other maters just focus on cute things. sexual stuff is just pissing me off.

https://picarto.tv/poxfox

check her stuffs out.

but not sure if i should draw it or CG it? I want to do sexy animations and do YCH stuff I would love to start on one where you see close up the a guys mouth licking on a nipple of a large tit. not sure if people would want that. but I got other things as well.

just been depressed lately feeling I have a lot of great things coming and came to me but I feel just depressed about everything. I feel like a failure even thoguht things are good it's just I dunno I feel lost all of a sudden.

I displayed this Master"peke" at Classic Game Fest 2016 it's time to fix up one of my desktops and get more programming.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV3_oB4t5DU

this paid off :3

hey I'm feeling alot better I was having health issues with my diabetes it was my fault using too much anti acid that it clogged me up and now it's down again. anyhow I've been deciding to start drawing again I'm starting with nudes to get sexual cartoon anatomy right. than I can get down to working on outfits for females I wish I could draw diffrent females maybe I should make up some random females and put them as adopts for 5 bucks a piece. I won't be doing commissions until my skills improve. besides sexy females and makes I'm wondering what to draw for cute fat creatures. I love fluffy cute things.

and also wondering if anyone here is near Austin TX I'm going to classic game fest with a small booth and two monitors and 2 games to display.

I'm prototyping some ideas which will be fun


here is the link to info on classic game fest.

http://classicgamefest.com/

or something but everyone is jumpy and I can't stand it anymore. I feel alone and depressed. and it's not that I'm loney that makes me depressed it's the whole effort I put into it. people say "LOVE IS FOUND when yo8u stop trying" but HOW is that possible when your a fucking HERMIT when you got to protect yourself and HELP you partents who no one but me supports. most of the time!


hopefully if I don't get a GF i CAN atleast get something out of it more rewarding and awesome.

I just got Anitque show off my hair this week soon. it's done but now everyone is moviing out.

I am making major progress for battle Rokk. so anyhow how is everyone.

feeling blue

no problem look like I'm staying for alittle while longer. I'm glad I got it solved.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/fvj9co59p.....0demo.zip?dl=0

new epic demo

I was going to cancel it but I figured I'm nearly done. Might as well complete it. I got Oculus Rift support for it. My Nephew loved it. so i'm going to finish it.

Guardian of the Game Demo. WebGL

http://www.hensoupstudios.com/guardian/

update to my game Guardian of the Grave!

Windows
https://www.dropbox.com/s/t4ahthf6m.....grave.zip?dl=0

Mac
https://www.dropbox.com/s/7ywz5vsl0.....c.app.zip?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/s/uevyy7oxs.....otype.zip?dl=0

protype of a horror game I thought of after watching clips of bad five nights at freddy's clones. I went with a pans labyrinth theme. that's all I will say.

I feel alone and depressed again lately feeling that the special someone will never appear to me. and finding love is just in the Movies and video games. so... I feel lost and feel I need comfort. I dunno what to do. I can't do anything about it and I'm getting bored of video games and Second Life is making me sad at times when I go there. I dunno I need something new after this. I'm also looking for a breast suck and feeding partner. I'm not into age play but I love breast sucking and feeding.

taking a break oin battle rokk due to issues with hands cramping soo I'm doing a simplier game called Albert Onion!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyxHmyqYSL8

Demo will be very very soon :D

but I need to find a way to get funding soon for the game. Mainly for Dev Kits, Marketing and Music resources. Battle Rokk is basicly Metriod Prime but with ALOT better control scheme faster pace exploration and combat and Duke Nukem 3D interactivity and Doom 2 Monster numbers.

so Far I got a Music Guy for the small sound track.

John J Dick (voice of Serious Sam) for voice of Gerry and Mandel.

I need a sexy latino Female voice for Selina. a sexy simple girl voice for Vannessa

simple female voice for female victems notes you find accross the game.

Rest I'll need to find nature textures and get to modeling the world quickly.

the game is on a Role Pretty Fast.

I'm aiming tto get the game with 5 areas with 5-6 sub levels each to explore.

Right now working on the controls and core game play.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/61bjmrhx2.....lpers.zip?dl=0 game I'm personally developming for myself called "Battle Rokk" it's a Halo meets serious sam 3 meets Duke Nukem Meets Doom 2 shooter.

Valentines makes me feel cold and lonely. I gave up looking but still depresses me. when this time comes. but I figured I'D make a card and just deal with it.

well I made one :D

https://marketplace.secondlife.com/.....ug-Tan/6821718

https://marketplace.secondlife.com/.....-Black/6821717

Clothing for the chubby mesh body :D

https://marketplace.secondlife.com/.....othing/6821716