I set a goal and pretty much achieved it. That goal was to make all main social media accounts. Sooo, go follow me on instagram and twitter. Everything else don't touch me. ((Also my tumblr, I'm most active on tumblr))
The name for everything: Isnottacatt

How close some places are to eachother. It takes 30 minutes to get to the main city. It takes 4 hours to get to my sisters house up state. It isn't even full up state. That's even without stopping. At all. It takes about eight hours to get to one of the states to our north. It might be more I don't remember. Know what freaks me out even more? Some people actually use miles. I mean really, wtf is even a mile? I have no idea how far that even is. We just speak through time. "I just live 20 minutes away" "oh, that's 3 hours from here". I'm sure everyone does this but... miles... why isn't there an option on GPS that says something like "in two minutes take a right". Then I would know the distance. I don't need a clock to know how far because minutes are my miles. I don't know, I'm just super closed off to the resort of the world. I just know that our trip to St Lewis took a little over 18 hours. Most of that time was in our state. Wow. That actually isn't too long.. still longer than those places with small states/countries.

If you have a non normal character (not a canine, feline, etc) (birds, made up species,etc) give me a reference and I might draw them!

So I wanna better improve my arting skills for you guys so I wanna do challenges. Like, small things in large numbers and large things in small numbers. If you find something then I don't know... What ever you want..

I can't get a job and can't drive anyways, but I still need money for stuff. For one, I need food over the entire marching season. That's every day for about four months. Then I'm also saving for other stuff you'll see once I get it. Then I also need supplies for my tablet and programs for my computer. I kinda sorta want other programs for editing and animation and so on. Also to pay for my data. I was going to make a $1 YCH but no one would buy. How the heck do people sell stuff for $45? Heck, griffsnuff sold a rock with wings for $50.

I'm not really going to do stuff for free anymore Unless you really convince me or it's an occasion. For one, I got a way of payment. Two, I need about 152 dollars. Don't ask my motives, you'll see once I get such an amount.
My prices seem a little expensive but that's just because I need the money fast. However! If enough people order, they'll fall alot. Even then, depending on what's wanted and how it comes out determines the price.

So I'm starting up a commission on da for pmvs. Not quite amvs yet because I'm too beginner. Anyways, I want to offer them here too but I kinda don't want to make them totally free.. Yet I can't get cash. So any suggestions on what I can do?

Go check out these awesome plushies my friend makes! They're adorable and affordable!
http://gay-meme.deviantart.com/jour.....slot-549159709

I ended up having to completely shut off my computer. Everything I was working on is gone. I'm also probably going to be working on animations more. Of course after I finish commissions (higher the pay, shorter the delay). Of course, my pen nibs won't get here till two weeks. If I make something I have to manually do pen pressure and the lines are shaky so I won't do other people's stuff till I get the nibs, I feel like I'm cheating them out otherwise.

My sai won't save anything and I can't use my pen for a while till I get my replacement nibs in. So I won't be able to work on anything for a while. At least digitally. If I do post anything it'll be traditional.

I'm losing it. By it I mean my energy, stamina, health, pain tolerance, speaking skills, socialization skills and memory. Things that effect you giys, my energy, socialization and memory. 
If I do something stupid I'm so sorry and I probably don't even know what I'm doing and will probably not remember my reasoning if asked (this has happens often). 
Also due to my memory I am having a hard time remembering everything I need to do. So if I have something for you that I haven't done yet do not be afraid to tell me I need to do it, there's a chance I completely forgot.
I won't be getting things done fast due to my joints and spine aching after a period of time, my short attention span and lack of stamina. 
I'm so sorry about all of this! I have no idea what's happening to me, I think that my body is finally shutting down on me after years of no water or protien...

I'm so sorry about how long it's taking for getting stuff done for everyone. I have so many ychs and commissions and even requests at this time and I'm trying to get them all done at once. But I'm also super busy so I'm hardly ever home. So anything that gets done is going do be even more rushed then normal probably, but hey, at least y'all didn't pay.

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Also this is my first time writing a journal here so sorry if I did it wrong.