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Posted 6 years agoI havent been on here for ages, so short n sweet.. .I'm married :)
Nov 1st in Mexico, on day of the dead so our ancestors could attend.
that is all.
be well everyone
Nov 1st in Mexico, on day of the dead so our ancestors could attend.
that is all.
be well everyone
Artist needs food BADLY
Posted 10 years ago
is a very talented artist who is a little shy on the nom noms.please give her some work, and I guarantee you won't be disappointed!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7190923/
YCH for a friend
Posted 10 years agoHi watchers.
my friend flyingfire is having a YCH
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16904555/
her art is pretty good and you'll be happy with what you get :)
AND.. it help out a fellow furry who is striving to GTFO on their own! :)
my friend flyingfire is having a YCH
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16904555/
her art is pretty good and you'll be happy with what you get :)
AND.. it help out a fellow furry who is striving to GTFO on their own! :)
IM A CONTRIBUTOR!
Posted 11 years agook it's only youtube.
[iframe width="420" height="315" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/IQ8JYKn5mDc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen][/iframe]
http://youtu.be/IQ8JYKn5mDc
only 18 or so minutes.
Chapter 1, read as an audio book.
Thoughts?
[iframe width="420" height="315" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/IQ8JYKn5mDc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen][/iframe]
http://youtu.be/IQ8JYKn5mDc
only 18 or so minutes.
Chapter 1, read as an audio book.
Thoughts?
Two years...
Posted 11 years agoAfter two years, three websites, 50 chapter, two books and lots of ideas and editing (still lots to do) I'm done with my story.
I wrote the final chapter last night, and i'm working on the epilogue chapter now.
I've been working on Beta in Equestria for a bit over two years now. I started when I was working at Apple Tech support (a complete shit hole btw) as a way to keep my sanity as NO electronics of any sort were allowed on site. Even cell phones were confiscated.
Since then I've had two serous relationships fall apart, one or two minor ones fizzle, bought a house (trailer) and a newish car and changed jobs like 5 times.
But it's done. Next step.. editing the FUCK out of it
I wrote the final chapter last night, and i'm working on the epilogue chapter now.
I've been working on Beta in Equestria for a bit over two years now. I started when I was working at Apple Tech support (a complete shit hole btw) as a way to keep my sanity as NO electronics of any sort were allowed on site. Even cell phones were confiscated.
Since then I've had two serous relationships fall apart, one or two minor ones fizzle, bought a house (trailer) and a newish car and changed jobs like 5 times.
But it's done. Next step.. editing the FUCK out of it
What animals would Apple Berry and Sigma be if not ponies?
Posted 11 years agoIf you haven't read my books... *cries* this probably doesnt bother you.
If you WANT to...
https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/.....folderid=52746 = book 1
https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/.....folderid=52747 = book 2 (almost done)
For those of you who know who Sigma and Apple Berry are... what animal can you seeing them being if not ponies?
I'm thinking of starting a new series (one I can actually publish) that includes them because.. we ll I spent two YEARS threshing out their characters and I rather like their interplay with Beta.
I'd love some ideas. at the moment I don't have any.
If you WANT to...
https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/.....folderid=52746 = book 1
https://www.weasyl.com/submissions/.....folderid=52747 = book 2 (almost done)
For those of you who know who Sigma and Apple Berry are... what animal can you seeing them being if not ponies?
I'm thinking of starting a new series (one I can actually publish) that includes them because.. we ll I spent two YEARS threshing out their characters and I rather like their interplay with Beta.
I'd love some ideas. at the moment I don't have any.
40 chapters
Posted 11 years agoMy story has officially hit 40 chapters tonight.
only Book I is readable on FIMfiction and only those who actually wanted to read it have the password to read book II so far.
but I just finished writing chapter 20 in book II, which will now officially have more chapters than book I, and thus be longer when I go back and edit and add fluff.
I blew out 3 chapters tonight. one of my best writing sprees in a while.
It's funny, because I know some people won't read/like it because it's set in the world of MLP
Others will hate it because it's central protagonist is a furry.
it's not pony enough, it's too pony.
I don't know who will actually read it since pretty much none of my friends have/will.
I guess I'm writing it for me.
I'm writing a story >I< want to read. it's heavy, dark, but also light at points. I've read some of the lighter points and I still laugh, or chuckle.
These chapters were very emotional and have to do with what Luna did while she was on the moon and how that pertains to the protagonist.
I'm also in the very very slow process of converting the chapters into google docs and re-posting the story on my weasyl account.
anyway. I feel oddly accomplished and I felt like saying something
only Book I is readable on FIMfiction and only those who actually wanted to read it have the password to read book II so far.
but I just finished writing chapter 20 in book II, which will now officially have more chapters than book I, and thus be longer when I go back and edit and add fluff.
I blew out 3 chapters tonight. one of my best writing sprees in a while.
It's funny, because I know some people won't read/like it because it's set in the world of MLP
Others will hate it because it's central protagonist is a furry.
it's not pony enough, it's too pony.
I don't know who will actually read it since pretty much none of my friends have/will.
I guess I'm writing it for me.
I'm writing a story >I< want to read. it's heavy, dark, but also light at points. I've read some of the lighter points and I still laugh, or chuckle.
These chapters were very emotional and have to do with what Luna did while she was on the moon and how that pertains to the protagonist.
I'm also in the very very slow process of converting the chapters into google docs and re-posting the story on my weasyl account.
anyway. I feel oddly accomplished and I felt like saying something
Chapter 1 reposted and edited
Posted 11 years agoClick here for a chance for a free wooden dogtag!
Posted 12 years agoA dear friend of mine, 
from the 
is having an auction for one of his new, awesome wooden, laser-etched dog tags.
Even if you don't win I highly recommend buying one. They look very cool! and Vido does quality work!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11619702/
from the 
is having an auction for one of his new, awesome wooden, laser-etched dog tags.Even if you don't win I highly recommend buying one. They look very cool! and Vido does quality work!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11619702/
FiM FICTION ACCOUNT!
Posted 12 years agoI've decided on th advice of a friend to publish my story (that no one reads LOL) on FiMfiction.net
I'm curious what people think. i'm slowly slogging through writing more of it, which i may post here. I'm honestly not sure as not many people have actually read the story lol.
Anyway here's my page on FiMFiction.net
http://www.fimfiction.net/story/115.....a-in-equestria
I'm curious what people think. i'm slowly slogging through writing more of it, which i may post here. I'm honestly not sure as not many people have actually read the story lol.
Anyway here's my page on FiMFiction.net
http://www.fimfiction.net/story/115.....a-in-equestria
And another year passes
Posted 12 years agoI hate my birthday.
I hate where I am in life.
I hate being alone, yet I need to be alone.
I love my friends, because they're what keeps me trying.
My trailer is...well it's mine. it has issues, but a friend came to visit for the day and it's at least cleaner... well my dishes are clean >.>
I actually like my job. wish it paid me closer to what i'm worth.
I hate being so financially .. bad.
I guess overall I'm actually ok. I'm up to date on my daily meds, I have medical, and my place isnt freezing cold.
im just... sad, and I don't know how to stop it sometimes.
*huddles in a corner and cries until the day is over*
I hate where I am in life.
I hate being alone, yet I need to be alone.
I love my friends, because they're what keeps me trying.
My trailer is...well it's mine. it has issues, but a friend came to visit for the day and it's at least cleaner... well my dishes are clean >.>
I actually like my job. wish it paid me closer to what i'm worth.
I hate being so financially .. bad.
I guess overall I'm actually ok. I'm up to date on my daily meds, I have medical, and my place isnt freezing cold.
im just... sad, and I don't know how to stop it sometimes.
*huddles in a corner and cries until the day is over*
Free sketches
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4602219/
it's just as it sounds. the artist is offering a free single sketch, and it could be anything.
seems like a good way to see a new artist's work.
it's just as it sounds. the artist is offering a free single sketch, and it could be anything.
seems like a good way to see a new artist's work.
YCH Auction by a friend of mine
Posted 12 years agohere--> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10100447/
is doing a first ever Your Char Here auction.
Her art is very good and you should bid often and high. the higher the bid the higher the details.
Please click on the like and take a look and bid.
is doing a first ever Your Char Here auction.Her art is very good and you should bid often and high. the higher the bid the higher the details.
Please click on the like and take a look and bid.
I hate international card and chocolate day with the heat of
Posted 13 years ago1000 white hot points suns!
Like seriously with a passion hate valentine's day.
It's not because it's the 2.5 year mark of my divorce.
I've always hated valentine's day... only slightly less when I actually had someone to share it with.
LoL she hated it too.
It's an artificial day of expectations.
If youre in a straight relationship the onus is completely on the man to do it perfectly or go home!
To spend hundreds of dollars on one night... that some how if you don't perform perfectly this ONE DAY you're a complete fucking failure at your relationship!
I honestly don't know what it's like in a gay relationship. I imagine men are more mellow than women are.
it doesn't help that I am single, but that's a state I'm actually OK with.
I just hate the insinuation that BECAUSE you're single you must be a worthless lump of humanity!
I'm single because I suck at relationships... and I havent found anyone. Haven't been looking. I think I need to fix some things about myself before I force another person to endure me.
yeah... a furry with self esteem issues, imagine that!
I still hate this holiday though.
Like seriously with a passion hate valentine's day.
It's not because it's the 2.5 year mark of my divorce.
I've always hated valentine's day... only slightly less when I actually had someone to share it with.
LoL she hated it too.
It's an artificial day of expectations.
If youre in a straight relationship the onus is completely on the man to do it perfectly or go home!
To spend hundreds of dollars on one night... that some how if you don't perform perfectly this ONE DAY you're a complete fucking failure at your relationship!
I honestly don't know what it's like in a gay relationship. I imagine men are more mellow than women are.
it doesn't help that I am single, but that's a state I'm actually OK with.
I just hate the insinuation that BECAUSE you're single you must be a worthless lump of humanity!
I'm single because I suck at relationships... and I havent found anyone. Haven't been looking. I think I need to fix some things about myself before I force another person to endure me.
yeah... a furry with self esteem issues, imagine that!
I still hate this holiday though.
FC Meme
Posted 13 years agook I give, I'll do one. what the hell
Hotel
The Marriot
Arrival/Departure
Wednesday afternoon / evening, leaving..whenever. I'm staying in the bay area to visit family.
Means of transportation
Flying in to SFO
Sharing a room with
a GAGGLE of folk
Who do you hang out with?
Dunno, we'll see. kind of my first Con
Gender
male
Relationship Status
single... are you looking?
How old are you?
37 ... I'm not OLD
How tall are you?
5'10"
Are you an Artist?
a minor writer of fan fic is about all.
Do you have an artist table?
OH DEAR GOD NO!!!! I may be a furry but im not THAT crazy! =]
Are you a Fursuiter?
We'll see. this will be my first time out with my part suit.
Attending parties?
Will have to see. Depends on who's throwing them and what sort of party they are.
Do you drink?
Yes, just not beer (gout)
Can I buy you a drink?
Sure! but WILL you?
Can I bring you food?
That's a silly question.. I'm a Furry!
Do you smoke?
Sadly yes.
Are you attending any panels?
When I can.
How do I identify my self to you?
Umm...with your handle/name?
Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
Hugs are ok. I don't mind the abundence of hugs suiters usually get. just be "normal" :p
How can I find you?
in or out of head, i'll have my blue foxy tail on. I may or may not have a hat with long blue ears on it :)
Can I talk to you?
NO! I goto conventions to be alone and by myself :p
of course, just say hi, and we'll se ewhere it goes from there
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Maybe
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
Common sense.
Personality Type?
friendly, strange sense of humor.. WARNING GEEK!
What's your goal for the con this year?
To bag as many fox... er... I meand just to have fun. My first con was such a disaster that im hitting reset. I hope to meet nice people and make friends.
Hotel
The Marriot
Arrival/Departure
Wednesday afternoon / evening, leaving..whenever. I'm staying in the bay area to visit family.
Means of transportation
Flying in to SFO
Sharing a room with
a GAGGLE of folk
Who do you hang out with?
Dunno, we'll see. kind of my first Con
Gender
male
Relationship Status
single... are you looking?
How old are you?
37 ... I'm not OLD
How tall are you?
5'10"
Are you an Artist?
a minor writer of fan fic is about all.
Do you have an artist table?
OH DEAR GOD NO!!!! I may be a furry but im not THAT crazy! =]
Are you a Fursuiter?
We'll see. this will be my first time out with my part suit.
Attending parties?
Will have to see. Depends on who's throwing them and what sort of party they are.
Do you drink?
Yes, just not beer (gout)
Can I buy you a drink?
Sure! but WILL you?
Can I bring you food?
That's a silly question.. I'm a Furry!
Do you smoke?
Sadly yes.
Are you attending any panels?
When I can.
How do I identify my self to you?
Umm...with your handle/name?
Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
Hugs are ok. I don't mind the abundence of hugs suiters usually get. just be "normal" :p
How can I find you?
in or out of head, i'll have my blue foxy tail on. I may or may not have a hat with long blue ears on it :)
Can I talk to you?
NO! I goto conventions to be alone and by myself :p
of course, just say hi, and we'll se ewhere it goes from there
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Maybe
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
Common sense.
Personality Type?
friendly, strange sense of humor.. WARNING GEEK!
What's your goal for the con this year?
To bag as many fox... er... I meand just to have fun. My first con was such a disaster that im hitting reset. I hope to meet nice people and make friends.
i am an idiot... but im still goinv to FC
Posted 13 years agoI think I have easy mark embedded to everything I say because I .... well it doesn't matter.
I finally realized the truth about someone I was starting to seriously care for.
That unfortunate mistake has been rectified.
Truth finally came my way and its beyond crystal clear I have been an idiot.
I admit he was the reason I was going to tc.
But to hell to him!!!
I still have family to see. I have old (neglectful but still) friends to see.
this just means ill finally go to a con for the correct reasons. To meet other furries and make new friends.
My heart tho in pain feels lighter without those lies weighing it down.
I finally realized the truth about someone I was starting to seriously care for.
That unfortunate mistake has been rectified.
Truth finally came my way and its beyond crystal clear I have been an idiot.
I admit he was the reason I was going to tc.
But to hell to him!!!
I still have family to see. I have old (neglectful but still) friends to see.
this just means ill finally go to a con for the correct reasons. To meet other furries and make new friends.
My heart tho in pain feels lighter without those lies weighing it down.
*BOUNCY* IM GOING TO F.C.!!!!!!!
Posted 13 years ago*bounces all around the room!!!*
YAYS!
Got a room set up with a fellow
bought my pre-reg ticket, and just got my flight (I paid an extra 100 fucking dollars because I changed my flight time!!!!! damn fair was only around for like 5 minutes >.<;)
now I just need someone to watch my home for two weeks.
Yes I'm going for two weeks because i'm FROM the bay area.
I have family, and god willing, a closer friend. if not... well Family and (just) friends :)
NOW.... I need to commission a proper FC badge, get paws + sleeves made and sock paws.... I would like to go around in a partial. I'm too fat to survive for more than 5 minutes in a full suit.
Sadly the person I commissioned originally to do my paws... well life happens and I understand that. The idea of doing it myself is daunting, but not impossible.
Gods... I'm seriously doing this!
It's like when I went to Furfreight... but much less life changing... and M U C H less emo-tastic ><;;;
Here's a helpful hint people... don't go to your first con with a prospective boyfriend 2 weeks after leaving your ex wife after a very traumatic, hell-filled 4 months (if I hadn't left I swear to god i would have killed myself).... it really will NOT end well... at least it didn't for me ><;
um.. FC meme... no fucking clue.
I'm staying in the main hotel with friends.
I'm hoping to meet and have go well with someone (if that falls apart.. as sadly most of my IRL meets do, i still have my family to visit. I've really been away too long.)
I'm going to see my family either way.
I can't tell you how much I miss the bay area. San Francisco in the evening, China Town, Berkeley in it's own twisted way... and my friends... well what's left of them.
This is going to be a very emotional trip for me. God I hope in a good way. and even if it's not... I need those emotions. Whatever i'm going to feel and experience, good (please , oh fucking please let me have a good year for one God PLEASE!) or ill (typical) I need those experiences.
I've been sequestered in this hovel too long. Too long away from people. once a week isn't enough to be social with people... but it's what I've got right now and im grateful for it.
Sorry if this took a dark turn. I'm hoping and praying this all goes off reasonably well. I want to be happy. I swear I do. and I hope this first con of the post-apocalyptic year is a good one. a life changing event for me in a good way. God knows I need something GOOD to happen in my life.
OK.. enough emo...
I'M FUCKING GOING TO FC!!!!!!!
YAYS!
Got a room set up with a fellow
bought my pre-reg ticket, and just got my flight (I paid an extra 100 fucking dollars because I changed my flight time!!!!! damn fair was only around for like 5 minutes >.<;)now I just need someone to watch my home for two weeks.
Yes I'm going for two weeks because i'm FROM the bay area.
I have family, and god willing, a closer friend. if not... well Family and (just) friends :)
NOW.... I need to commission a proper FC badge, get paws + sleeves made and sock paws.... I would like to go around in a partial. I'm too fat to survive for more than 5 minutes in a full suit.
Sadly the person I commissioned originally to do my paws... well life happens and I understand that. The idea of doing it myself is daunting, but not impossible.
Gods... I'm seriously doing this!
It's like when I went to Furfreight... but much less life changing... and M U C H less emo-tastic ><;;;
Here's a helpful hint people... don't go to your first con with a prospective boyfriend 2 weeks after leaving your ex wife after a very traumatic, hell-filled 4 months (if I hadn't left I swear to god i would have killed myself).... it really will NOT end well... at least it didn't for me ><;
um.. FC meme... no fucking clue.
I'm staying in the main hotel with friends.
I'm hoping to meet and have go well with someone (if that falls apart.. as sadly most of my IRL meets do, i still have my family to visit. I've really been away too long.)
I'm going to see my family either way.
I can't tell you how much I miss the bay area. San Francisco in the evening, China Town, Berkeley in it's own twisted way... and my friends... well what's left of them.
This is going to be a very emotional trip for me. God I hope in a good way. and even if it's not... I need those emotions. Whatever i'm going to feel and experience, good (please , oh fucking please let me have a good year for one God PLEASE!) or ill (typical) I need those experiences.
I've been sequestered in this hovel too long. Too long away from people. once a week isn't enough to be social with people... but it's what I've got right now and im grateful for it.
Sorry if this took a dark turn. I'm hoping and praying this all goes off reasonably well. I want to be happy. I swear I do. and I hope this first con of the post-apocalyptic year is a good one. a life changing event for me in a good way. God knows I need something GOOD to happen in my life.
OK.. enough emo...
I'M FUCKING GOING TO FC!!!!!!!
Giving up the story
Posted 13 years agoNo one seems interested, and no artists want to do the work.
so im giving up for now.
it needed too much editing anyway. that and i've lost the drive to care.
I had fun writing it, beginning too end, at least in my head, but i got very little feedback.
I'm in a bit of a growly mood lately. stress real and imagined.
the new roommate isn't too bad but not quite what i was expecting/hoping for *shrugs*
I start a new job next week im terrified of to be honest. and i just don't feel why i should even bother or try to care anymore.
housing is going to be tricky, and probably I won't get anything like what I wanted (GODS I want a dog, but I don't think i can afford a place that will allow a lab). Especially in that I have to assume all costs on my own. The roommate however long it lasts will be unable to contribute funds for a undetermined amount of time... sometimes I honestly wonder why i offer to help people anymore.
on the flip side... it's kind of nice NOT being totally alone. and maybe this is is the normal pains of re-adjusting to living with someone after being alone for so long. especially since this is a strictly platonic non-touchy situation. im genuinely doing the right thing for what are probably the right reasons.
I just can't help but wonder if I've gotten myself into a bigger mess than I can ... or want to handle.
time will tell.
so im giving up for now.
it needed too much editing anyway. that and i've lost the drive to care.
I had fun writing it, beginning too end, at least in my head, but i got very little feedback.
I'm in a bit of a growly mood lately. stress real and imagined.
the new roommate isn't too bad but not quite what i was expecting/hoping for *shrugs*
I start a new job next week im terrified of to be honest. and i just don't feel why i should even bother or try to care anymore.
housing is going to be tricky, and probably I won't get anything like what I wanted (GODS I want a dog, but I don't think i can afford a place that will allow a lab). Especially in that I have to assume all costs on my own. The roommate however long it lasts will be unable to contribute funds for a undetermined amount of time... sometimes I honestly wonder why i offer to help people anymore.
on the flip side... it's kind of nice NOT being totally alone. and maybe this is is the normal pains of re-adjusting to living with someone after being alone for so long. especially since this is a strictly platonic non-touchy situation. im genuinely doing the right thing for what are probably the right reasons.
I just can't help but wonder if I've gotten myself into a bigger mess than I can ... or want to handle.
time will tell.
ART RAFFLE!!!!
Posted 13 years agoThis is a dear friend of mine 
who is having an art raffle!
She did my recent posting of... well fat me :p my real dimensions.
She is super talented and you should watch er anyway!
Better yet, COMMISSION (and pay) HER!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3859618/
who is having an art raffle!She did my recent posting of... well fat me :p my real dimensions.
She is super talented and you should watch er anyway!
Better yet, COMMISSION (and pay) HER!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3859618/
Emerging from a bad weekend
Posted 13 years agoEmotionally that is.
I saw friends Saturday and went to a house warming party... so it could have been a metric fuckton worse :)
Sundays are when I usually have a breakdown if im going to.
that entire day alone, especially with what's going on was just... yeah.
I just wanted to say thank you to my friends who posted words of encouragement, and my friends who railed at me online for being stupid... it's all really well appreciated.
I guess i've been avoiding the hard reality of my dysfunctional relationship.
I set myself up to fail. and now it's time for me to move on, and work on something more functional.
I'm not even sure that's possible but Im tired of being treated like a pile of... I dunno. I'm not a disposable a commodity as I think I am - use then toss aside.
I'll still do anything I can for my friends and people I care about... but I don't think I can handle being disposable anymore. I've sacrificed my soul too much for anther's sake.
.... lets see how long I can stick to that
I saw friends Saturday and went to a house warming party... so it could have been a metric fuckton worse :)
Sundays are when I usually have a breakdown if im going to.
that entire day alone, especially with what's going on was just... yeah.
I just wanted to say thank you to my friends who posted words of encouragement, and my friends who railed at me online for being stupid... it's all really well appreciated.
I guess i've been avoiding the hard reality of my dysfunctional relationship.
I set myself up to fail. and now it's time for me to move on, and work on something more functional.
I'm not even sure that's possible but Im tired of being treated like a pile of... I dunno. I'm not a disposable a commodity as I think I am - use then toss aside.
I'll still do anything I can for my friends and people I care about... but I don't think I can handle being disposable anymore. I've sacrificed my soul too much for anther's sake.
.... lets see how long I can stick to that
I'm tired of being abused
Posted 13 years agoI'm tired of being lied to
I'm sick of having no UMPF to do anything, even laundry (and yes I do it)
I'm tired of people I loan money to never paying me back
I'm tired of people i've helped never returning the favor
I'm tired of falling for false friends
and I'm sick and fucking tired of being ignored by people I care about.
I'm sick of having to share, especially people I care about (and no i don't mean in the with friends sort of way)
I'm sick of being alone, and sad, and all teh rest of it.
I want to be happy goddamned it!
Just a little... why can't I have a little more happiness in my life?
I'm not asking for so much... not even asking to always be near-orgasmicly happy... just not so depressed so much!
I just want to be treated even a little better than the universe has seen to treat me.
and I wish these fucking meds wouldn't make me so RAWR! I thought this was a mild anti-depressant not an asshole pill!
probably to be taken down in a bit.. im just... i need to rant because these things are bothering me... yes all of them at once!
i'm a complex person who can multi task.. kinda
I'm sick of having no UMPF to do anything, even laundry (and yes I do it)
I'm tired of people I loan money to never paying me back
I'm tired of people i've helped never returning the favor
I'm tired of falling for false friends
and I'm sick and fucking tired of being ignored by people I care about.
I'm sick of having to share, especially people I care about (and no i don't mean in the with friends sort of way)
I'm sick of being alone, and sad, and all teh rest of it.
I want to be happy goddamned it!
Just a little... why can't I have a little more happiness in my life?
I'm not asking for so much... not even asking to always be near-orgasmicly happy... just not so depressed so much!
I just want to be treated even a little better than the universe has seen to treat me.
and I wish these fucking meds wouldn't make me so RAWR! I thought this was a mild anti-depressant not an asshole pill!
probably to be taken down in a bit.. im just... i need to rant because these things are bothering me... yes all of them at once!
i'm a complex person who can multi task.. kinda
My car is fixed but I'm broke
Posted 13 years agothe state faire and Renfaire are now in question.
car works, and to be honest im glad to pay it.
The problems had to do with electrical and my CV joint almost breaking... so yeah.
For the people who owe me money... please pay ^_^;;;;;
so yeah my commissions I haven't paid/started yet will have to wait a while.
I wasn't expecting my car to cost me $700 when I went in to have a head light changed for $30!!!!!
car works, and to be honest im glad to pay it.
The problems had to do with electrical and my CV joint almost breaking... so yeah.
For the people who owe me money... please pay ^_^;;;;;
so yeah my commissions I haven't paid/started yet will have to wait a while.
I wasn't expecting my car to cost me $700 when I went in to have a head light changed for $30!!!!!
DeviantART postings.. ARTISTS THIS IS FOR YOU
Posted 13 years agoLong short, i'm going to be re-posting my story on my DA account http://utakubeta.deviantart.com/
I know some artists on FA have issues with DA, so I'm journaling and will be sending notes to those I can find info of.
If you don't want me to post on DA your art let me know and i'll probably just post without or something else.
Thanks to everyone watching and reading my story (all 6 of you ^_^ )
I know some artists on FA have issues with DA, so I'm journaling and will be sending notes to those I can find info of.
If you don't want me to post on DA your art let me know and i'll probably just post without or something else.
Thanks to everyone watching and reading my story (all 6 of you ^_^ )
New group idea... Rainbow Dash lovers
Posted 13 years agoLets be honest, she's awesome, and the best little pony.
So why not?
Lets discuss the merits and lack of same of making a new group for those of us who have an unhealthy ....er... I mean a perfectly healthy appreciation for the best little pony X3
So why not?
Lets discuss the merits and lack of same of making a new group for those of us who have an unhealthy ....er... I mean a perfectly healthy appreciation for the best little pony X3
Ferret needs help badly!
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3594001
His ferret needs medical help which is going to cost him a fair penny.
please donate if you can
His ferret needs medical help which is going to cost him a fair penny.
please donate if you can
