About that time again. It seems like about now every year I end up on my computer, bored as hell late at night deciding to do a rare journal. I tend to not want to reach out or make new friends all that often, as it can already be a struggle to keep up with those I have. But some nights just make me wanna reach out. So whoever is out there, what's up?
For myself, just finished watching Helluva Boss finally. Amazing shit. Otherwise, just enjoying the last bit of leave before going back to work Saturday to see if I keep my job, or dont get paid during a shutdown, etc. Wish ya (cunt)boy luck~

So, ya boi is bored and stuck in another state on a work trip until the weekend. Satisfy my curiosity, if you would!
If you are watching me, what is it you like?
My otter? My raccoon?
Breeding? Non-con?
Just the ott's pussy in general? Cboys?
Imagining being railed by the racc?
Or just chat in general. I am just looking to check and boost my ego a bit :3

Another year down. Big thanks to all the people I have met. Every year I get to know more people, to expand what I know of other individuals, and other cultures. I look forward to meeting more and hanging out more this year too~ Hope you all had a Merry Christmas, or whichever other holiday you may celebrate, and a great New Year.~ Cheers, everyone.

Being a part of the furry fandom has been one of the largest impacts on my life. In some ways, it has been less than ideal, but by far and away it has been a wonderful experience. And through the myriad reasons, one sticks out more than any for me: The ability to meet people from all over the world. In my years on this platform, I have met people from all over. Britain, Ireland, Sweden, Poland, Norway, Denmark, Australia, Canada, Russia, Panama, Venezuela, many more countries that just aren't on the tip of my tongue, and of course, many from here in the States. Some interactions haven't been pleasant, and not all have lead to lasting connections, but it is incredible being able to say you have friends with so many cultures, nationalities, ethnicities and identities. So to all my friends, from across the world, thank you! My life is made better by the diverse and sweet friends that make it up. Thank you for reading, have a nice day, and take care of yourselves!

Really craving a small cat railing the hell out of my ott. Doesn't have to be small, twinky tops are just a bonus~ Lynxes, housecats, ocelots, etc. If you have a cat and wanna help him get his barbs in a nice otterslit, lemme know and we can talk about splitting a piece potentially.

Just bored tonight, trying to settle my head before going to be, therapy and all that. So what's up? Anyone have a fun day or such? uwu

Well, we are nearly there. A little left to go, but 2020 is almost over. From start to finish this one has been a huge struggle for people all over the world, with many issues that will lead into 2021, but on the way to recovery. It is hard to really quantify how bad a year can be, but universally this has been a tough one. People have lost loved ones, jobs, and some even have lost parts of themselves.

The year wasn't easy, and it only got worse as time went on largely. I can definitely say that things got flipped upside down in my own life, and that it has been the most difficult year for my mental state I can imagine. A lot of what used to be fun has become a lot more numb. Many days it is an incredible struggle just to get out of bed, to go to work, to see the light at the end, or even to feel like we deserve to have a good life or a life at all.

But we do. We get out and we move forward. I managed to enroll in a decent healthcare plan for 2021, thanks in large part to an ad on FA here actually letting me know when it was enrollment time. Next year I am hoping to finally be able to begin going to therapy to work on my deteriorating mental state, as well as to try and fix any physical issues that are covered. I don't know that I will get better, or how long it will take if I do. Some scars it is hard to imagine healing. But we have to try. I learned this year just how incredible some of my friends are, supporting me without any complaining or issue, dedicating time and resources just to make me feel better when I was at the worst I had ever been.

I had some of the best memories of my life this last year. Many have become a bit bittersweet, but they were still amazing. Take care of each-other. Be kind, treat people with respect as often as you can, and take care of yourself. The world can be cruel, but it can also be great. Do your best to make it so.