Well, I am 18 now. Don't feel any different. Don't look any different. Today is my birthday! So... Yeah... What do people usually say for these things? Thank you everyone who has supported me? Yeah. That'll do. Thank you everyone, I hope to finally see some of you someday. :verryhappy:

I have graduated from high school! YAY! Now I can finally do something useful with my knowledge! Well... that's it really. Nothing much on my mind. Bye!

Now that I have your undivided attention! I will now go on to tell you that updates are back! And they might even be regular! How about 3 songs per week? Sound good? YEah! I think so... if I ever get aaround to making them (Troll face).

In all seriousness, I will try my best to get more volume of music out there for you to listen and enjoy. Thanks for your time!

Well I have been having a nice new year and everything. Sorry if you aren't.

On the subject of updates from me, I have been very lazy. I have a ton of stuff to edit and filter and stuff, but I never feel like doing it. I swear if I do not upload at least one piece of music this week, I will shoot myself in the foot! I need to get going on some things! This journal was mainly for my benefit, but I swear to you my watchers that I will try and post as many things as I can this afternoon. I have a play practice thingy, which will take quite a few hours.

Goodbye.

Well, last week I got my wisdom teeth out and it hurt. The End.

THIS week has been going alright, but today was really bad because I felt like crap. The End.

In other news, I found out that a couple of my friends might be furries! But I cannot be sure. Any suggestions on how to maybe come out to them or ask if they really are? I can figure it out on my own, I am not hopeless, but seeing a few would be helpful and encouraging after I just had an awful day.

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Hello! I believe it is about time to uppdate my journal.

Last week was HELL WEEK! I was to do all my college apps, and a bunch of schoolwork for the beginning of the quarter and I got it all done! So... now the waiting games begin. Did I get into the awesome colleges that I got masterful scholarships to? Or do I have to go to state? I will most likely find out next year -_- . Damn... In other news, I am going to have my stupid-ass wisdom teeth pulled out (delayed pun alert!) before thanksgiving! DAMNIT! At least I will be able to eat cranberry sauce, cuz that crap is faaaaaantastic. And, before I forget, I have finally started some work on my metal body armor! Hooray! I have one bracer ready to be fitted and modified once I have one more supply that I need. For now, I will try to do some work on the breastplate! hopefully I will have it done by february.

Art trades and free "commissions" are always open! Hope you all have had a wonderful saturday!

Hello! and it is nice to be back! i have had a great relaxing summer, if you were wondering, and after a few months of not being on AT ALL, the submissions became quite full... very, VERY full. SO full in fact that i decided that instead of taking a few days to go through them all, and possibly going over my internets data limit, i would delete them all. I am very sorry for this, but it had to be done! i wish i could see more of the wonderful art all you guys have been putting out... damn shame... forgive me!

So with a new upcoming school year will come a few changes. [1] i will most likely not be finishing the rothland project. i had no idea what i was getting into writing a book and all... screw it, i was lazy and did not work on it this summer like i said i would. BUT! i will continue to dabble in writing and developing my story over the next few weeks, and hopefully i will have a couple of chapters to show for it! [2] i like cheese. [3] i liked cheese before i said i like cheese in this journal. [4] I HAVE MADE MUSIC. a lot of it. mostly crap, but that is probably just me being too critical on myself. So, i will take a look at what you guys think! Oh! and i made a happy song! YAY! :verryhappy: [5] other than that and my senior year (speaking of which i need to update my age), i will have nothing to do! SO GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO! im not yelling, i am talking so the deaf can hear. [6] wtf is Fat Bunny Week?

time to update my page!!!! :happy:

Hey people! Just letting you know I am still alive. I have been going through a time in my life where the furry side of me has had to take a back seat. I have been very busy with school and family issues. I would really appreciate it if you didn't take my silence as forgetfulness or dislike of this community, I just don't have the time or resources ( mainly privacy) to be on here and active for a useful amount of time. I have also been tried emotionally the past few months and really would like someone to talk to that understands that I am a furry, so I am open to anyone who wants or needs a frend right now to be buddies. Aaaaaaanyway, hopeful someone will read this and understand. Remember I love you guys and gals out there! Have a nice weekend!

SO with 225 unopened messages, a lack of new art to upload, and a soul growling to be free, I write you this message. Again, Privacy is at a minimum at my house so I will not be able to get on regularly, at useful times, or for very long. So there. Anyway, I fully enjoy all of your guys work and hope you come up with something truly epic for a time when I can get on for awhile. Love ya!

I will make this quick: First of all, I am sorry that I havent been on that much, I have practically 0 privacy in my house and cannot access this site very often. And secondly, I cant remember! I love you all and dont you forget it!

I am watching the Painting of Dorian Grey, I have never been more disturbed in all my life... That painting is the creepiest thing you will ever see! especially when its the only thing in the movie that is in color! Oh, gawd... I need a change now... One of the useful qualities of diapers, you can watch any scary movie you want without fear of ruining furniture! Seriously though, watch this movie, it is a very good representation of corruption of the human element.

Hello everybody! last night was a busy one. With Shiro livestreaming, and me getting another chance at uploading my stuff, AND having my internet go spastic, I stayed up till like 3 in the morning (which is late). SO! I uploaded a couple more songs, one of which was awesome http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7341369/ (go check it out). I dont know what ill do today, maybe I will work on forcing people to give me commissions XD . Well go check out my musiks!

Hey! Looks like I have a little time for my furry side to get on FA. Just stuck my foot in some yogurt, no, not on purpose, thus the name of the journal. I am going to be posting some food related... posts, so work up an appetite! Its mexican tonight!

100 pageviews! yay! Now what you ask? Now I shall continue to draw stuff. Why dont you give me a little request, eh? They are all free anyway. Thanks for all the support!

99 pageviews... Just one more till I can celebrate not being an FA noob! I know what you are thinking, Who cares? Im sure I dont. I just think its pretty awesome going into 3 digits. This morning is going pretty slow for me, went to go hunt a squirrel, but it had run off before I got outside. Dang little things... It also dosnt help that the airgun I am using keeps going out of accuracy :sad:. Well! Off to my own business! Mind your own, why doncha?

Whelp, it has been a long and successful day. Got out a ton of submissions, made some new friends, and some pie. Oh Lord that stuff was good! But anyway, I will now be logging off cuz it's like midnight and im really slow, as in mentally (im not retarded). See! that was uncalled for! So bye! before I put any other weird stuff on... OMG!!! Almost 100 pageviews! AAAAHHHHHHH YEEEEAAAAAAAAAHHHH

I have a picture in my Gallery. It"s about pie. Go look at it. But first! I am making a pie. It is going to be so amazing it will blow your mind. I might even take a pic of it to make you all jealous! Im just cubbing out waiting for it right now. GO MAKE YOURSELF A MOTHERFUC**NG PIE!

Hello again! It is friday and my parents are gone and Im home alone. Know what that means? UPLOAD TIME! Be on the lookout for more furries inhabiting my site, they are everywhere!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Heya! almost the end of the week and wanted to let everyone know that I am going to upload a bunch of sketches and maybe even some true drawings this weekend! As long as my mom keeps her plans to go out, I should get at least TEN things on here! TEN THINGS!!!! I love things... Anyway! Have a Derpy rest of the week, and a happy.. uh.. Thursday. Cuz it's thursday!

Just finished doing a voice recording of myself about a musical im going to be in, but guess what?! Its too big!!! TOOO BIG!! That sounds dirty.. So, HOURS of work so that I have to go back and cut more crap out of the dang file. tomorrow maybe. Soooo tired. So much for that! Goodnight. or should I say morning?

I have been off site for a while and appologize (for whomever follows my page). In the next few weeks I am going to try and get a lot more subs out. Life is hard for a closet furry. I cant go to cons, make thoroughly amazing works of art for lack of alone time when I have the house to myself. DAMMIT! IMA MINOR! And being unable to express my lifestlyle to anyone is difficult to say the least. Reason for that being: I have some of the best grades for my grade level (junior) in the country, and I dont know whether being open about being a furry, and a diaperfur at that, will be beneficial to my education and social life. There are no public furries in my area, so I dont know if I can have any companionship. My existing friends have no idea, and I fear that being open about what I want to be (or already am) will push them away, and cause them to make fun of me. Same goes for my parents, though I should say parent... Yeah, divorces suck for everyone... I genuinely hope that when I go to college, or whatever my life has planned for me (though I really actually want to go to college) I will be able to share my secret with someone I know will not judge me. So theres my life for ya. Any support is greatly appreciated in whatever form... I should say almost any form. And I hope the best for all of you too.

No more depressing!!!! In the meantime, I will try and upload some crap for you.

Hello all! Just needed to update my horribly outdated journal. Though.. I will be posting a lot more crap. Mainly crappy crap. But crap nonetheless. SO LOOK AT IT!

Heyo! I just posted a bunch of crap! Look at it! Meow!

Heyo! Ok i said hello, to business: Go ahead and message me for (free) commissions and such, but (one) I have no supplies, (two) I have no cash (livin the life of a minor with no job, OH! and im in a closet... figuratively), (three) <<<Im in the closet, and (four) MOTIVATION! I have none of it! So COMMISSION ME!!!!! anyway I love you all (Who the hell am I talking to? I have one favorited pic...) Give me ideas and I will (try) and draw them. I promise I will do my best! (((((((DONT YOU ALL LOVE PARENTHESIS!!!!!_)))))))))

Sorry I have been gone for a bit! I was at a friends house with no computer :(. But now! I will draw stuff! Anyone please give me a request, cuz i am not busy at all. In fact, I am bored out of my mind! Save me from myself!