After a long wait I can get into the account again. The password recovery process caught me by surprise but all is good now.

Hey guys, this will be my (as the person who created this character with lots of help from different talanted Artists) last journal.
This Account and Character will from now on belong to the great and .

I might be posting stuff in the future from my boyfriends account so you may watch him if you want to!

Its hard to sell your own Character but I think it was the best decision since I'm very inactive in the fandom lately.
I have to apologize for that, it always made me feel bad seeing all this unanswered notes here and in Skype but I sadly have not much time at the moment.

I also want to thank all nice people I met and who followed me. I wont write down your names because Im afraid to forget to mention one of you - so yeah. Thank you all for your patience and company, its been a bumpy ride lately but Im sure things will turn out great for us all... my character, you guys that now get noted back.. welp! :D


Aaaaaanyway, I'm out bye!

Not really good games but here:

Hacker Evolution Duality: HBT58-N40LF-9QT78 (Random Premium Steam CD Key)
Hacker Evolution Untold: L6PN9-QKH9B-ZHALR (Random Premium Steam CD Key)

Yeah, I don't really now where to start. I haven't really posted stuff here for months and I think I just should write this down so everyone knows. I don't want to be a part of this fandom or community anymore.
One reason is that a huge part of the german online community simply disgusts me. Too much hate and bitching, weird people in lead positions of the community etc. Have to deal with enough drama at work.

Second thing is I can't stand someone elses problems. Thinking of these, helping others is just something I can't do. It sounds really selfish since thats what friends or other people should do, help each other, but I can't.
It's something about how I handle my own problems. I don't like to cry about eveverything in public.
I struggled a lot with PTSD '13-'14, did regret my choice where to work like nothing before, saw my parents break up, family members die, suffer from Alzheimers and deadly tumors etc.
These things usually don't bother me much, I keep beeing positive, smile and ignore these things.

All these sad or whiny comments on the other hand just remind me of own struggles. I don't judge these people, it's just that these posts stress me, I have one of them every day in my Skype feed and I just don't want this anymore. I also receive messages from people each day that I can't answer.
Sometimes it's only 1 Person but even then , no answer from mr, it's blocked I don't know.

I have these lists of old conversations where People try to contact me over MONTHS without hearing back - wich makes me feel even more guilty and stresses me more and yeah. Again it's not your fault, its my problem to comprehend stress.

ANYWAY
I will upload commissions I'm still waiting for. There won't be new ones since I decided to save some Money for the Future my BF, Surgery and what so ever. Best way to save a bit by not getting new P0rn ... ahh yeah kinda hurts, had so many good Ideas but yeah. Thats it.
You may unwatch or whatever but I just wanted to thank you for all! -w-


Still be "aviable" in Skype - watching The Legend of Korra episodes while crying due the fact that there won't be new ones ... I might join that Fandom as a shipping crying fangirl.
Uhh I don't want to end this Journal... I think I should reward people that read so far with a TMI. Look away when you just scrolled down, that's cheating.
Okay ~ you guys should really check out DatBadger, I think I'm kinda into that Bimbo thing. It's like totally awsum *giggles* I might consider becoming one so my breasts would be all bouncy and stuff!

Okay thats it, me trying to be a little funny, leaving you guys a little weirdness you offered me so often over the last few months you furverts! ♥

YOU GUYS SHOULD DEFENITLY CHECK OUT MURLZ FA PAGE

She deserves a lot more attention here for all of these awesome pictures she is drawing. She also offers a few YCH Commissions from time to time.
Please Watch her and give her all your naughty love.

Anyone interessted in playing against me?
My Code is: 2234-8532-5983

Post yours in the comment section :)

Thought I should try this - ask me anything you want!

I finally bought a few more months of Xbox Live Gold and I'm now able to play some Halo 3 online.
If someone wants to play with or against me, just send me a note.

Offering everyone who beats me a free commission picture made by a random Artist :D

Just wanted to post you guys my F-List Account here - https://www.f-list.net/c/val%20aikens/
If someone's interested in any kind of RP note, don't have much time but would like to spent a bit more on some naughtier things hrrrr drrrr.

After they tried 6 years to bring a new Star Fox title to the Wii, Shigeru Miyamoto anounced that they are currently working on a Star Fox for the Wii U.
Prepare yourself for an upcoming flood of Starfox p0rn as soon as the first pictures of the characters will be shown to the public!

Besides I have to say that this E3 was a blast. I'm a huge Halo Fangirl and with the Master Chief Collection I will be able to play my beloved Halo 3 Multiplayer again in 1080p on dedicated servers! <'3333
Can't wait for the challenge, reaching High Skill 50 again !

Just wanted to say that since nobody here really seems to care about the E3 from what I have seen xD


Btw the EA CEO really looks like some kind of a movie villain... in fact he is one in real life.

I want to post this because I still get a lot of messages around mid night german time.
I don't know why but Skype keeps telling people that I'm online when I'm not. So don't be upset or mad when I don't reply >w<

Second thing is I want to apologize for being busy for most of the time and for not replying to posts / notes.
I am busy most of the day, working on this PC, skyping with my Boyfriend or just playing some games, sometimes I just forget to answer.
Don't want to put my skype name from my account page here because I really like chatting with others but I really hate it when people delete you from their friendlist without saying a word.

Just wanted you to see that yeah... I do feel really bad about this. Sorry c:

It was once on a Demo disk for the first Xbox, it's a chess like fantasy games. You are able to move one of your beasts / witches / soldiers every round and if you are in front of one character of the enemys team, you are going to fight in Third Person on a Stage wich features Ice, Water, Fire etc. depending on what part of the Battle Map they where standing.

Really need to know wich game this was ! :(

Upload more NSFW or SFW pictures of my Character in the Future?
I also want to split Commissions with others because most of my Submissions are Solo pictures.
But Im really bad in pointing out Ideas and Artists.

So many 1.World problems lately =<

I just keep getting the Message, that I have one listed Journal (On the Top right corner where are new Notes / Submissions etc. listed) but when I try to delete it, it just says that there are no messages to list. Does anyone have the same Problem or heard of it yet?

I'm wishing all of you a happy new year. May 2014 become one of your best ^^

Hey ^^, just wanted to wish all of you a great Christmas, celebrate the holidays with your family or beloved and I hope at least you guys will have some snow outside.

I also wanted to try this TMI thingy, so if you have any questions, feel free to ask :3

I noticed that my FA page reached more than 500 views in just a few days and thats awesome! I also wanted to thank all of you for watching me.
It makes me really happy that so many people love my Character who is drawn by these awesome artists here.

I will upload more pictures in a few days so prepare for some cute and naughty stuff ^^

YCH Raffle: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11660930/