It was a'ight.

I can't believe it almost here!!! Can't wait to see what happens this year and what silly stories that follow. It's going to be weird but good to see everyone again. I'm rocking this con probably by myself but I'm sure I will end up hanging out with someone. I doubt drama will happen this year but then again who knows there are younger furs always being thrown in to the mix, causing some noise. Hopefully this year the room parties will rock hard and the dances tear will tear the roof off. Till then yo, hope to see y'all there!

popping and locking.

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: Val Valvered
- Single or taken: In a relationship sorta thing?
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: July 13th
- Sign: Cancer
- Hair color: black
- Eye color: brown
- Height: 5'9"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual
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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Tokyo, San Fransico, New York
- Favorite designer: uniqlo
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Corset with a collar and black panties.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Kigurumi
- What do you usually wear?: A slim t-shirt, embroidered pants, and a pair of asics tigers.
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever is on sale
- What are you listening to right now?: Apparat
- Who is the last person that called you?: Ryan Fox
- How many buddies are online right now?: 16
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Food: Tacos!
- Girls' names: Alice, Melissa, Juiette
- Boys' names: Shawn, Milo, Umburto
- Subjects in school: Graphic Design and Animation
- Animals: Cats and Kangaroos
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: yes
- Bungee jumped?: yes
- Made yourself throw up?: no
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Ever been in love? Yes.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: yes
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: yes
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: hoodie, Kappa pants and vibrum shoes.
- Desktop picture: Adventure Kitty being carried by a crowd.
- CD in player: like in my computer?
- DVD in player: PS3
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: Devin
- Hugged: Mima
- You kissed: Valerie
- You IMed : Ryan Fox
- Talk to online: a commissioner
- You sexed it up with: I'm not going to say that!
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: yes
- Open-minded?: yes
- Arrogant?: sometimes
- Insecure?: yes
- Random?: yes
- Hungry?: yes
- Smart?: in ways
- Moody?: non
- Organized?: non
- Shy?: non
- Difficult?: non
- Bored easily?: yes
- Obsessed?: with bikes and furry
- Angry?: non
- Happy?: yes
- Hyper?: yes
- Trusting?: yes
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I : I jump out of bed
- Love is: always flowing from me
- I dream about: making my dreams happen
- Sexual preference: changes all the time
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: their personality
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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
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- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
- Flowers or candy: both damn it!!!
- Tall or short: *shrugs*

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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: funny people
- Makes you smile: my friends and family
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Kitt
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: non, I love being me.
- Wish you were younger?: I don't have this problem
- Cry because someone said something to you? yes
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 9 times and once shattered.
- Of guys I've kissed: many
- Of girls I've kissed: many
- Of Cd's I own: 200 or so
- Of scars on my body: 77

http://youtu.be/Z-vBH60KrW8

Aim for the bushes.

Ill be bullet proof!

Nate Alsum is back in Colorado!!!

Finding out I could go was first off the coolest shit but that gave me like 6 hours to get my shit together and get out there and then phase 1 was complete. Devin and I so never saw each other and OMG I was on fire every time I stepped on the dance floor, fuck I love to dance! But goddamn I am sore as fuck too.
I met so many new furs that were nothing but teh awesome, like ALL the Arizona furs were the shit! YOU GUYS ROCK! Much love and hug out to you guys. *hugs and love*
I never really slept at this con but that so nothing new. I think in total I slept 14 hours for 5 days, I’m sure that’s not healthy. Although I was drinking like a mad fish and out of other people cups and everyone was sick or getting sick, some how I’m totally fine, weird.
I got done up as a cat boy, super sexy like and rolling around on the bed, meowing and had everyone saying OMG and WTF Val?!?! (I was just in panties, corset, bell collar, and paws) Mega cute and out of character, that is all I’m saying about that.
I never went to a panel cause I was just having the time of my life, mega bonus for me. Hella tits too that I got to see Rarakie and Latin Vixen! I was soooooooooo freaked and probably made an ass of myself but it was worth it. Only Fur I didn’t get to meet was jill0r. *sad face* They are my Heroes and it was like meeting Gandhi for me.

Elevator con 2011 was fucking awesome! We fell 18 floors because 25 of us dumbasses were crammed in there and jumping up an down and I laughed so much when we fell. Then I laughed even more when some chick had a panic attack another dude puked because he was sick from drinking too much and stuck in an elevator that was like 120 degrees and hella uncomfortable and being next to smelly, sweaty furs. Good think I was stuck in there with my buddy Voi. He had booze, so helped me through the crisis.
I also was in the San Jose newspaper the Metro Active. Talk about dope, they took me aside to photograph me and shit, check it! http://photos.metroactive.com/Events/Fur-Con/

Went to San Francisco for a minute and saw the sites and then got bumped from my flight and had another adventure riding the CalTrain back to San Jose. That shit was fun, and once I got back to the hotel the dead dog dance was going off. I was so fucking tired but that didn’t stop me from going off on the dance floor.
And just as quick as the con began it was over.
Thanks you everyone for everything and for another time of my life that I will never forget.

I'm actually going to pull off going! This FC is going to be mad interesting since I'm going way way waaaaaaaaaaaay low budget and getting there all sorts of obscure but I'm going to pull off this miracle and make it.

Don't be afraid to say hi to me although I might look kinda scary this time cause one of my eyes is all messed up and full of blood. I was in a fight a week or so ago and was punched in my eye but I'm Really a nice guy.
Oh and definitely don't be afraid to get me a drink, this cheetah loves that! Anyways I'll probably be dancing on the dance floor with my shirt off or blasting some rocking song. Hehehe, and just for Devin and Phor I'll play "Radio [Shinichi Osawa Remix]"
Hope to see y'all there!

La Abuelita de Batman! Soy la prima de Batman, pero lo que pasa es que no sabe bien si soy un hombre lobo o si soy una aparicion de dios...? A huevo con carne! Voy a aplastar el ano como el ano sin remedio! Tits! Chi chis!

No FC for me in 2011 but it's cool cause I'm off to new adventures. 2010 was by far the worst year in my short little life, I mean I couldn't work on art for 10 months, what's up with that!?! This next year is going to be a doozie and I intend to kick ass and make it great! Good luck to everyone and I hope you all have wonderful new you too.

Oh yeah! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
MEWWWWWwwwwwwww!

This job would be sweet.
http://www.pawnation.com/2010/12/07.....s-to-the-wild/

Did Fender just get dumped in the latest banner or what?

PUDDI! PUDDI!

PUDDI! PUDDI!


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This year has been bunk but everyone knows that, so moving right along. All I know is that things are finally coming together and the happy is starting to float around for me once again. Getting some stability after 10 months has me mad stoked because that means I can gear down and bust on the art that I have been dying to get out of my head for the longest.
I’ve leveled up too! Being poor as poor and not really having a home, I have been riding my bike a minimum of 20 miles a day in 30 degree temperatures, and most of the time wearing a 25 pound bag. All this making me mad fast and this looks as if I’m going to be doing this all winter. Awe yeah, I’m feeling this.
So come on winter I have been waiting for you, let's dance!

Coffee, I love you! Combined with some wonderful morning D&B my burning eyes can stay open to burn. Ah, now on to business, tail kinked, check! Anger at %94, check! A'ight time to go out and take on the world! *Runs outside, trips and scrapes knees* "sihhh, owwww...."

*Hugs* :3

Far as I can tell I don’t live in the real world, I have these ideas of what that world is like but I have become so use to the world I live in, I don’t know if I would like being in that world with that, calm day to day life most everyone leads. Although after living a dream with a beyond wonderful lover for so long I became detached from my own reality and lost myself. I became wild, unpredictable, and dangerous. I couldn’t trust myself any more and with that I hurt everyone, then I turned in on myself and began to kill whom I once was.
While this internal battle waged, my dream life was becoming a nightmare. I didn’t see what I was losing or what was coming, something had to give.

*SNAP*

Everything was lost… even my life.

Now that I’m in hell I have learned what I needed to know. Damned, I have become a monster, but knowing that I have gained some control and perhaps a fighting chance to become happy again, maybe even wake up from this nightmare.

One bright night I'm gonna fly right out my window. Gonna fly so high in the bright sky so the people can know and see me go.

Okay, so things didn't go quite as I planned... Ummm, honestly everything fell apart. Not really going to bore y’all with details but I'll give the low down on what has happened since my last post.
I've been beat up, drugged, forcibly violated, and mentally abused. I’ve had a mental break down, relapsed, seen things I wish I could un-see, subjected myself to self abuse, had suicide attempts, had lots of scars and blood, performed a self-operation, failed out of school, had therapy, experienced recovering and healing, and had more friends leaving me.
Kind of a lot of stuff, I know it, and it all sounds pretty unbelievable but it was hell and I'm just defeated. Who knows of what repercussions might be in the future for me, the only thing I know is that I need to try again and fix everything one little piece at a time. All in all it could be worse, and time heals, so hope is there for me.
I have started working on a few ideas and will be laying low for a good while, although I’m sure you can get me out of my little world that I’m hiding in if you want, I’m still up for some fun.
I think from here on out it’s truly going to be a good year.

Since my wife left me, coincidentally a lot of my friends have left me as well. Some would think this is a sad but honestly this has just shown me who my true friends are and I'm so grateful for them. Kitten and I are still great friends, hell if anything this whole thing has made us closer and see each other’s side of things. Oh my god I made so many mistakes last year! Which once again, this truly shows me who really cared for me when I was such a prick. Thank you, all of you.
I'm still sad this is all has to happening but this has been really good for me and if this didn't happen I wouldn't have had to make all the crazy discussions that I have had to make or am making. Things have been crazy as they always are for me but this time around the chaos has been working for me! Everything has been amazing and I'm probably even going to buy my own house because of what I have been doing and not because of the break up. I never knew all the stuff I could do or pull off on my own and I'm amazed at myself. Between Kitten and I, I gave her everything because I want to start all over although she is still helping me with a lot of things because I don't know what I'm doing with a lot of things.
All in all everything has been good and I'm hopeful that this year is going to be a great year.

I have never ever ever have had so much fun at fur con, like the magic was so there for me this time, like the first time.
All my friends were there and I made tons more as well. Everyone that I met was so freaking awesome and over the top interesting. I don't think I slept all that much but hell I saw a rainbow land on a liquor store, I laughed so much that I pretty much puked and kissed a kangaroo fursuit. So much went on that I can't remember it all, thank goodness for pictures, mew! Oh and I can't forget my rock star moment that I didn't even do but there was a rumor that I died at the con, how cool is that?!? (and now for the sad stuff) After so much furry goodness I came back home and found out that I am no longer married my lovely Valerie, she left me. I'm not mad about it and honestly I would have done it to myself if I could of. If any of you ever remember that little thing we all went through, I think it was called 2009, well I was the worst thing in the world then and it took me so much to wake up and try and fix everything…..
Long story short I lost again but hell everything happens for a reason and I’m not going to feel sorry for myself. There has been so many tear and I’m sure there are going to be more but I’m going to be better for this and I’m going to remember all the great moments and things we enjoyed together in our marriage.
I’ll always love you Valerie, your Cheetah

How does it measure up?
Was I good enough?
I'll never know...

And if it's meant to be,
What will it mean to me?
I know I want to know...

Always headstrong, calling me home
There wasn't a place I belonged....

And as I fill my cup
I wonder how I had enough
And I'm not sure...

What will be, will be
Not without some mystery
That I'm sure...

Always headstrong calling me home
There wasn't a place I belonged....

Where are you staying?
Main hotel

Who will you be with?
My homies Rain and Anick

Do you do trades?
yeah but you'll probably get them sometime 20 years from the day of request.

What suits will you have?
I got nothin

What is your gender?
boy

How old are you?
32

Can I touch you?
In suit, sure. Out of suit, probably not.

Can I talk to you?
Yeah! I am friendly, especially if I'm drunk!

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
YES! I enjoy partaking in the recreational consumption of alcohol.

Can I give you lots of money?
Sure

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs=Yes, Snuggles=No

How tall are you?
5'9''

You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
Sure but I'm going to be at FC how could I be pissed?

Are you nice?
Kinda

Are you cliquey?
Lol no.

Can I stalk you?
No thank you.

How long are you going?
21th - 24th

Do you have an artist table?
No

Do you like parties?
Yeah yeah, the louder the better.

If i see you, how should i get your attention?
Just how you get the attention of anyone and introduce yourself.

See ya'll there!