Soooooooooo I kind of been lazy and dealing with drama but enough of that noise, art is on the way! I'm a little disappointed at my self but all that is going to change hopefully with a good swift kick in the bum and a jump start in to being motivated to actually make some art. With a new compy and tools things should be going a little smoother. Okay, I'm going in cover me!

Randomly I just asked two furs if they would like to go out and get a drink. To my surprise they both said yes, that's so not normal for these two because these two are hella busy. Anyways I figured well hell; there both gay so let's go to a gay bar and on top of that I know the place is way cheap for a lot of drink. Knowing the in's and out of Denver is sweet. It was so weird going to meet up with someone you only talk to over the net but we hit it off right away and the conversation never ever died and holy crap did we get drunk! I got so trashed that I fell out of my chair and also I just wouldn't stop yapping, but we had so much fun. Drinking with furs sure does make for an interesting night but it was so sweet.
The other thing that was cool was that I ran in to lots of people that I knew, that was sweet because those peps were cool before we drifted apart and I got their numbers too. Finally when I got home at 1:30 in the morning, I told my wife all about how fun it was and she just said I lead a strange life but is glad that I had so much. All that she wanted was to go back to sleep and for me to be able to get up in the morning to go to work.
I'm sure that furs and I are going to go out again and have an even more wild time next time.

So like I was sick like the entire month of November and it was also the most expencive month of my life. I have layed down probably 12,000 dollars and to boot I was suppost to be kicking ass at a job I got in the end of October. Good thing that my new job is super cool to lit me work from home even though I did almost about nothing cause I was so sick that I couldn't move. well I will be back on track soon enough, just as soon as I finsh up with school which is much too soon. Never ever will I want to deal with being sick again for a month damn it!.

P.s. I'm drunk and partying that I'm not sick! Mew!!!

I totally have been putting this blog off for way too long; I mean what's it been like a month or more? Although I do have my reasons, like how I had been dealing with school stuff and how I got a new job. My new job rocks too, all I do all day is make art work and listen to music which kicks ass! This is like a dream job, the only draw back is that it pays is weak but everyone that has had this job before me has moved on to something that pays great. Things are finally starting to look up but so much has been going, like Halloween I went out at my character I have made up, which is a cheetah guy (half human, half cheetah mix). I know I looked like a fruit but I loved it and so did a lot of other people, People would come up to me and tell me this but it was like they were trying to tell me in secret. Halloween seem to last a week with all the partying and dancing. I just wish I didn't drink so much. Comments?

Screw it, I'm going to make yiff art. I do like it but I don't want to be known for that but oh well. There seems to be no other way to get noticed in the world of art unless you bust out a lot of amazing beautiful fluffy porn. I'm going to keep it soft core until I feel that I'm good enough to start laying down the hard core stuff. Damn I'm such a hypocrite.

Damn it! I wanted to go see James Holden because he's like the greatest DJ ever, but he's just up and decided to not come for some reason. I was so hurt by this too because I was looking forward to this for like months! I'm a big dance music fan and get out to the clubs when ever I can and especially when a rocking DJ comes to town. Oh well I still have Lee Burridge to look forward to. Lucky thing about living in Denver is that the dance scene here is damn good. I mean there is New York, L.A., Miami, Las Vegas, and then Denver. Talk about throwing a random city in the mix. Anyways back to my point, I'm still miffed..... Damn you James Holden!

So like I'm out of work for a few days and everyone just starts coming up to me saying that they would like for me to build them a website. I'm like heck yeah, that so something I'm not good at but hell if I can just dust off my rusty skills I'll be right back in it! I swear that my life is a soap opera and it's just going to keep getting more interesting. A few days before my unfortunate down sizing, I was hit by a car while I was riding to work. Everyone there could careless if I was injured or not, just as long as it didn't interfere with my job performance.
Wow, I was feeling the love of that place, not. Just to add my injury they fired me on the same day that my grandma died. These bustards are heartless. So I'm going to repay them with a kindness. The kindness of them paying me unemployment checks, hahahaha. Jerks...

I have like hit a wall cause all I want to draw are girly pics and that's hell played. So I feel like I have been super lazy which is kind of true cause all I have been doing is reading, it's high past time that I made something new. I don't want to become another furry porn artists I want to be something more. Of corse there will always be sexy anthro girl in my stuff but the sexy and hard core stuff is going to be the least of what I do.

Nope no FC for me cause everyone was super unhelpful when I asked any questions for help. So I guess I know who my friend are but ouch, I though I knew these peps. Oh well, that just means more time for me to save up for AC and go with my good friends. This is my first con and I'm so excited and it like a year away. I have so many thoughts running through my head as to what's going to happen and there are so many things that I want to experience but I guess I'll just have to wait.

Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! I'm going to be going to FC! I so didn't see this coming but my kitten was like "hey you need to go to that weird ass con you been wanting to go to." Like she worked out all the details and made it possible for me to go. The only thing that sucks is that she so wouldn't be caught dead at a con, which makes me sad but cause I really want to experence that with her. Meh, I guess I am going to have all the fun with my fur friends. I just can't belive that I'm going to go! Wonder what I'm going to see when I get there?

This last pic, Onsen, I put a lot of work in to. Trying new things and learing new techniques but I am so far from getting anywhere I feel. I am proud of my pic but I have so far to go. Such is life, at least I'm trying.
Onsen took me one week to make.

I so hate it when you are working on something and you just want to finsh it no matter what but you just get blurry eyed and sleepy. Blah, I'm getting weak. Oh well, I am pretty sure that my friend that I promised a pic of so long ago can wait some more. Sorry Kyle, it's almost done. *face hits keyboard* zzzzzzzzzzz..........

I'm a ghetto artists! I have tried and tried and now I'm a novice after 5 years I'm just OKAY! YAY!!! Honestly I'm just now getting over my fear of being torn to shreds, cause it's going to happen no matter what. Fine bring it then. *hides* :)

I'm finlly going to start putting out my BS. I'm always going to blow if I don't do something and go out there and get tore up. That's all I got, rock it if you got it.