does anyone want a commission
https://x.com/goddess_keeli/status/.....43352653640025
its an emercany

https://www.deviantart.com/keelismi.....025-1184439645

https://x.com/goddess_keeli/status/.....43352653640025

my new commission sheet

Please I need help rn
And nobody wants them
Idk what to do
Be I feel people just don’t want them

I mean I need some commissions

https://www.gofundme.com/f/paying-c.....and-need-money

I kinda still be suffering here and I need help
I barely got much from this

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11090029/
Soo I still need to pay for these charges

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11090029/
I’m starting to lose my mind
I haven’t eaten at all
I barely got any money
People just seem to not give a shit about me for being like this
I have no power
I already cut myself already
I had a mental breakdown
I feel like people want me to rot
I’m literally on my knees
While I have been doing shit with calling professionals but nothing worked they barely did anything…

repost from twitter
https://gofund.me/daae6048
i did a gofundme
Ps I have no power and only use my phone
And I haven’t eaten anything
I have no food
Or money to pay for anything…

I’m having the worse time of my live rn

I got arrested yesterday and go tpressed charges for punching my landlord because they were annoying me about not paying rent and shit and I needed more time when my job only pays 100 fucking dollars a week…
And you know what people aren’t gonna listen to my cries for help

And I lost my job because it was a cheat

And now idk what to do…

I had a meltdown breakdown

I punched a wall making my hand bleed

I’m tired of everything
Nobody want to help me here or irl

I feel depressed, stressed and suicidal

Well this is what happens when you punch a landlord and yell at him
It won’t go well for me

See ya when I’m free

But tbh I hate living in New Jersey
Mostly because of pay isn’t a lot around my area
When houses and apartments are pretty expensive
It sucks because I have to work while doing commissions
But I barely get any commissions from people
And rent has been killing me
I mean i try to tell people I need help with commissions but nobody wants them

And jobs here are taken or just not open
Even online
And going out of state I need money
Idk what to do honestly
I really need help here

I need commissions
i don't want to lose my house please... im begging rn
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11050508/

im taking more commission
so hopefully someone can give me some money

i just need like maybe 300 dollars rn
not saying to sent all of that for an order
but just take your time on that

i mean i can do art, stories or edit videos or whatever
i need atleast some bucks

ok there is something i need to come clean
honestly you know how my replys are simple and just plan boring
when i greet someone
im an introvert
if you don't know what the means
i mean honestly i just want someone to talk to me or something
or atleast care to talk to me...

i might stream on my laptop
if you want to see it here is the link
https://www.twitch.tv/samantha222

I’m leaving
Have fun without me

I really need commissions rn
Because I’m in need of help here with debt rn
I’m broke as hell

so paypal had a data breach and now i have a negive balance of 154.00 and i kinda need commission or donations by the end of this week

I hate this stupid rent payment
I have to pay for 500 dollars around 500 dollars by 16th or I lose my house
What am I supposed to do
I starts a go fund me and posted it and gotten nothing
I have a sheet and still I get nothing
I have Patreon and a kofi on that sheet and nothing
Emergency commissions didn’t work or even spreading from other users
What do I do!!!
I don’t understand you guys?!

So my bday is on Christmas
But I have a question will you guys and girls make me anything?

So this month is my bday month
On Christmas is my bday

you know im tired of people shit today
i just want a day where my day isn't shit
but it is always end up shit
im so sick of people saying it will get better but does it look like its getting better no its not

I got to be honest
I posted a vent like a while ago
And I got no comments
It’s like I’m just for art and not for venting my frustration and sadness
It sucks
It’s not like they cared about what I even said at all
All that time typing that was pointless and unnecessary

I came on here on the internet for three years
Just to cope with my fucking life.
I got to honest my life is pretty bad and tbh I have been suffering and been struggling with depression with my whole life and being here is a way to cope with it
I have no job I only rely on commissions
No friends
My family is abusive
It’s been hard trying to talk to people
Broke and struggled to pay rent
Depressed and suicidal
People leaving me because on my actions
People I want to understand how I feel don’t care
I mean I can’t seem to tell how exactly people could help me because it’s just hard to say because I’m nervous on the reaction they will get when I said
Tbh all I do here is talk and post art
People seem to be interested in it but not the artist itself
Chatting has been very difficult here
Making friends here has been very hard and stressful that they block me or just stop talking in general
Plus I have done terrible things in the past before I joined and I’m scared to tell or talk about it with anyone because I’m nervous on what the people reactions and what they will do like betray me or expose me to get me cancelled
I’m just scared and nervous and depressed and I want the paint to go away

So there is a shooter in my area
I might feeling it’s near my home
Idk I might hide for a bit and lock everything

Well I crashed in a pole very hard and ended up hurting myself
Yesterday
I have a huge cut on my leg