http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/181288/

Help a brotha out

NO OBJECTIONS >.<

As I stare at a blank page in my sketchbook:

Friend: "Artist Block?"
Me: "Yep"
Friend: "Wanna go play paintball?"
Me: "Yep"
Friend: "You got a gun?"
Me: "Nope"
Friend: "Sux"
Me "Yep"
Friend: "Wanna borrow my spare?"
Me: "Sure"

I'M GOIN PAINTBALLIN Y'ALLZ!!!!!!!

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Art to work on
neon_grizzly
golden_tigress
cur
ambu
kaitigah
defender
gramzonitrenor
sammyfox
circuit19
bondage_yuki_fox
skully
vegex

Ok so now it seems that the one thing hindering me from using oC is the lack of an Intel mac

BECAUSE THAT IS THE ONLY THING I WOULD EVER USE WINDOWS SOFTWARE FOR!!


No matter what I refuse to give up on macs!

and since the new Macs support windows and linux at the same time using VMware or Parallels I'll just have to wait until I get my new computer (soon hopefully ;_;)



I need a new computer this is driving me crazy T_T

GONE...

and very well spent.

Yes I've just spent the last two days locked in my room reading the seventh Harry Potter book

Damn that old hag is brilliant!

A lot of stuff I didn't expect (some I did because of evil spoilers ) And since I have been following -and have been quite dedicated to- the HP series since the first book was published, I must say that I am sad to see the end. It was written quite well in my opinion, lots of bloodshed (some to my dismay), lots and narrow escape and keeping you on the edge of your seat scenes, and a whole lot of shit that didn't make any sense before was explained. There weren't my loose ends by the end, or epilogue. At least I found it very satisfying, though many may disagree with me.

So yeah no spoilers just expressing myself. Time to go back to the real world.

By the way, how's everyone doing? I'm in a great mood but knowing my luck it may not last long.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBos4t_9480

it's a remix, but it's the best sync i've seen so far.

HAHA MOAR!!!!
(the real onez)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErboxrkYVKc - Daft Punk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFX3bLaXaDk - Black Eyed Peas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0N3FmXCQWz8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nljs4kzpebU - U2 Vertigo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwi8_rRq8os - The Fratellis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tD2mS4GAVBc - Paul McCartney
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcRS6Jq_3fI - Eminem
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cxp5kHEzv70 - Mi Swing Es Tropical Island

How do they keep the earphones in?

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Artz to work on
neon_grizzly
golden_tigress
cur
ambu
kaitigah
defender
gramzonitrenor
sammyfox
circuit19
bondage_yuki_fox (waiting for reference)
skully
vegex

First ten people to comment get a free picture of their fursona ^_^

1.  golden_tigress
2.  cur
3.  Ambu
4.  KaiTigah
5.  defender
6.  gramzonitrenor
7.  SammyFox
8.  circuit19
9.  Bondage_Yuki_Fox
10  zombie_underdog

haha i love doing this when no one is on

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ok that's it, thanks for playing ^_^

This is what spoilers feel like to NORMAL people:






You've been waiting all day for a decent meal then when you finally get one someone pisses all over it.

It all started with FA being down last night >.<

I woke up this morning and opened up my laptop, then I heard this clicky noise and my computer totally crash on me. Now there's something wrong with my hard drive and I don't know if my files are ok or not ;_; so I'm stuck on my parents computer until I can get it fixed >_<

Then to make my day even better, the furaffinity.info thing wasn't working for me so  vegex sent me the IP address (at 7 fuckin PM! DX)

The only thing keeping me from going into a homicidal rage was my sweetie pie talking to me all day. Thanks babe <3


Good news: One of my brothers turned thirty last night so I ate cake for lunch today ^_^

I finally got my new Sketchbook! Huzzah!

Yeah no more moodiness since I finally went out and bought one yesterday.

Also I'm the happiest I can ever be right now (don't know if I should tell why though)

Ok that's all. I'm gonna go draw until my hand cramps up now XD

I'm not going to quit FA, but I might be leaving the internet for a while.

A few ppl have made it their personal mission to make the lives of others miserable, so I was a bit upset this morning.

Besides I didn't think people would care about these journals anyway (sorry if some of you did care but thanks if you did)





Well I must go work on my embarrassing excuses for art.





Random happy side note: I have Skype now weee! (though I doubt anyone will talk to me)

ARG ok I'll stop being emo now sorry

EDIT: And Much thanks to  syllable who made me feel better by kickin my ass into shape. She's my best friend and my secret lover cherry lifesaver <3 XD

Ok so I checked my balance this morning...

aaaaaaaaaand...


I cried. 6 fuckin dollars and 84 cents T__T

I told my parents how much I had left, and they said "Welcome to real life" (This coming from the two people who won't let me get a job because "School should be your only job")

I still have to buy a new sketchbook and some necessary art supplies (mechanical pencils and copic markers >.< )

So yeah I'm definitely open for commissions right now

Commission Info:
Sketches: $5

Inked: $10

Digital:$10 for headshot
$15 for bust
$20 for full body

Traditonal: $10 for headshot
$15 for bust
$20 for full body
Badges: $8 for traditional
$10 for digital

Additional Characters:$5 each
Background: $5 extra

*badges come laminated and with badge clip
**Posters (11x14 and up) are $5 extra

Procedures:
1. Give me a detailed explanation of what you want, along with any references sheets I may need. (by note or email:bianca.grant@gmail.com)
2. I'll send you a small file of the sketch so that you may request any changes.*
3. You send the money (I accept cash, money orders, checks, and paypal).
4. I'll finish the commission and then send it to you if you so desire.

*For sketch commissions, you send the money first, then I will draw the sketch.

Important Notice: I retain the right to refuse any commission based on the content of the commission or the history of the commissioner.
Important Notice 2: Note me in advance if you don't want your commission to be posted.
Important Notice 3: All digital images are done at 200dpi


EDIT: I have lots of poster paper yay!! XD

Went to Dave and Busters with some kids. Took some paper and Valyn's new ref sheet with me so I could work on it while the little monsters spent all their money on games and shit. Then my fuckin retarded hyper ass cousin crawled on the table while were eating and spilled juice all over my shit. All the paper (including the ref sketch) and my iPod got soaked. Plus I had this this orange juice stain on my pants. Since I had nothing else to work on, ended up playing games (and spending my money DX<) the rest of the time. I gave some six year old french kid my tickets since he didn't have that many to cash in. The kid didn't say thank you but his mom did.

I FUCKIN HATE KIDS.

Ok so I seriously need money right now, and all I have is this stack of poster paper to draw on (which technically isn't a bad thing)

I want to do some commissions but I have no idea how much extra it would cost to safely ship 11 x 14 posters.

Since  spitandpolish is no help at all, does anyone have any advice?

I'm not even sure if people would like to commission me T_T

Ok so I had a table with  spitandpolish at this local con called Alvi-Con at the college library in Broward, which was really fun. I did a few commissions (I was forced to draw Naruto to pay for dinner >.<) . Russel got sick and left, so I was left all alone at the table until this Jewish dude, Kris, with a German accent came over and kept me company. I just about made friends with everyone there even though I only remember like four names.

Apparently our table was the place to be towards the end of the con because people kept buying Aloe so they could make a pyramid out of the empty bottles on our table. All the normal people were staring at us while we stacked 'em up aand we just laughed like idiots . Everything was going well until I was about to leave and somebody snatched my sketchbook. I was like "WTF who the hell would steal a fuckin sketchbook" There weren't any drawings in there but there were some awesome prints that Kris gave me (along with his phone number T_T) and a bunch of stickers that  spitandpolish made. Other than that, nothing important was lost, but now I have no sketchbook to draw in D:

Some friends and I went to Tate's afterwards, I kept humping this guy (and getting humped by him) in the store. I got soda spit on me cuz we couldn't stop laughing about shit. Then I spent most of the money I made on dinner. Yay me ^_^!

Except for the whole sketchbook deal (grrrr) and  spitandpolish getting sick, it was a pretty awesome day.

I can't wait for the next con!

So I have about 13 pages left in my sketchbook and I don't know what to draw. I'm already doing something for  jjmrpg04  neongrizzly and  dramamine so I guess that leaves ten more slots. Anybody want anything?

P.S. I have paypal now yay! ^_^

AND TRANSFORMERS KICKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!asfdgafhjkg

ROFLMAO

No one on that show is so far.

I went to the mall to watch the one thousand idiots who camped out for the new iPhone that came out today. Seriously the staff was more hyped than than the people in line. They were all screamin and cheerin their asses off and shit. It was really, really funny.

But the funniest part was how they handled the line:
First of all you could only but up to two iPhones
Second only about fifteen people were let in at a time. It was like "Yay you got in!" Then "Awwwwww, sucks for you" to the person who got stopped.

All in all, the hype only lasted for about 10 minutes after they opened the doors. Then it was just "eh, whatever."

I didn't get one cuz those plans are fuckin ridiculous and mad expensive, so I'll wait.

It's not like it's goin anywhere anytime soon.

It's tight as fuck and I have a headache, but DAMNIT it's done!

I need a nap.

you'll burn yourself

the same goes for ironing and cooking

I love it when it rains

Thanks for making me feel better guys ^_^

ok so I sold my old computer today and I got to see all my little cousins that I adore, but somehow I still feel like shit.

Today was so depressing even though I was out with my friends and most of the time we we're having fun, but I'm having trouble being happy at the moment. Too much shit underneath the surface.

I think to much.

I finally got my dad's MacBook ^_^

Yesterday my mom bought my dad a new computer system, so today he moved all his files and I now have his laptop. FINALLY!!

I'm so happy i can't sleep

TIME TO IM PEOPLE! Muahahahahaha!

1) If you were stranded on a desert island, what 5 things?
firecrackers, alcohol, top ramen, pencils and a big ass sketchbook

2) Which feels best: taking a huge shit, pissing when u rly rly gotta go, or throwing up when yer sick?
pissin

3) What is the weirdest concoction you have ever eaten? drinked? (i kno its not a word)
koolaid mix, vanilla extract and orange juice

4) What is the most fucked up prank you have pulled?
Put peanut butter all over our history teacher's desk and chair and had one of my friends pee all over the carpet and door
He left shortly after

5) How many times a day do u masturbate?
...ummm brb *goes to count*

6) What's the funniest movie quote u can think of?
"we're gonna party til we're purple" "I LOVE BEING PURPLE!"

7) Cake or pie?
Cake

8) Mexican or Chinese food?
Mexican

9) Most embarrassing memory
I try not to like about those

10) Hotbox or clam bake?
o.O?

11) soda or pop?
fountain drink

12) Favorite place to be evar
My bed

13) Scariest thing that has happened to you
My 9 month old cousin rolled off of a two foot high couch and hit the floor. She was okay but I freak out out cuz she was cryin hard

14) Supernatural experiences?

15) If you had a million dollars...
i'd invest in Apple

16) Some1 on FA you rly would have sex with lol gay

17) Have you ever crapped yer pants literally? (lol i kno i talk about shit too much but i think shits funny...=P itreyu)
couple of years ago my mom gave me laxatives instead of medicine

18) Fav video game and why
DDR cuz it's the only game I don't suck at

19) Tell me about a rly awkward situation that u laffed yer ass off at later on.
My friend tried to jump a parking meter and failed. He had to go to the hospital and could't pee straight for weeks

20) Have u been arrested? What for?
Yes battery and assault

21) Your biggest fear.
Clowns, especially the one from It

22) Best carnival ride u have ever been on and where is it located cause im gonna go there and fucking ride it cause rollercoasters and stuff are the fucking mad illish shiiiiiiiiit
The Hulk in Islands of Adventure

23) Eat my asshole
Hell NO!

24) The biggest adrenaline rush u have evar had.
Got on a slingshot ride in Mexico and a part of the harness popped

25) Chunky or regular peanut butter?
As long as it has honey flavor I don't care

26) Beer or liquor? Fav drink?
Liquor I love me my Frozen Oceans

27) Pet Peeves?
Went people put my shit out of order and fat people who say they're gonna go on a diet but eat the nastiest unhealthiest shit and don't exercise

28) What is the best use u have ever made of tin foil?
made a model skyscraper that won me a fifty bucks in a contest

29) Where in the world would u go if u could travel N E WHERE
Denmark Kenya and Germany

30) if you could have ONE super power.... and no u cant have some crazy hybrid 20 powers in 1 type deal
Control of the Elements

31) First thing ud do in a zombie invasion
Start a fire

32) wouldnt it be kinda cool if there was actually a zombie attack?
hell Yes Shaun of the Dead ppl

33) Whats another bad thing that u kinda wish would happen just cause it be an experience of a life time?
We blow up the moon

34) If you had a Death Note, where you could write some1's name in it and they die, how many names can you think of that u'd write in there (off the top of yer head)
last year's freshman and sophomore class minus my friends (like 12 ppl)

35) Tell me a good joke
An asian walks into a bar. Two weeks later, HE OWNS IT! (curtesy of Dat Phan)

I'll be away from internets all day starting now. Somebody fuckin call me!!!

7862027743

Ack that was probably the dumbest thing I ever did X3

Okay so I was just watching the new Keynote address for Apple. Leopard is coming out in October with 300 new feature. IT'S SO PRETTY!! ^__^ Best of all there are the new programs Bootcamp, Parallels, and VMWare that's built in, and they will allow me to run mac and windows software on my new mac at the same time. you know what that means.

I'LL FINALLY BE ABLE TO RUN OPEN CANVAS :insert evil triumphant laugh here:

Steve Jobs only showed 10 new features, but they had my nerdy dad drooling, so they're really fantastic.

I can't wait ^_________^ !!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I'm a nerd, but I'm a happy nerd ^_^

Link (cuz it's too awesome to put in words) :http://www.apple.com/macosx/leopard/

Stoled from  itreyu

~HIGH CLASS:
____________
[] You go/have gone tanning.
[XXX] You own an iPod/mp3 player. I've owned several
[X] You love Starbucks. Mmm Vanilla Latte
[] You have been called a brat.
[] You have tons of shoes.
[X] You hate buying things that are on sale.
[] You have/had a laptop. Desktop all the way!
[X]You love shopping. For new toys hell yes!
TOTAL: 4

~GOTHIC:
_________
[X] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[] You wear chains.
[X] You like heavy metal.
[X] You've shopped at hot topic
[] You have worn black lipstick.
[X] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
[XXXXXX] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 5

~PUNK:
_______
[X] You can skateboard.
[] You like plaid.
[] You have Converse.
[X] You hate mtv.
[]You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[X] You love mohawks
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXX] You LOVE Music.
[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
TOTAL: 5

~EMO:
______
[X] You are sad sometimes.
[X] You have dark colored glasses.
[X] You cry easily.
[X] You like emo music
[X] You've kept a journal/diary.
[X] You have written a sad poem.
[] You have dyed your hair.
[] You're sad when you're drunk
TOTAL: 6


~GHETTO:
________
[] You like rap.
[X] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc.
[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
[X] You have had a freestyling contest.
[X] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[X] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
TOTAL: 4

~HARDCORE:
___________
[X] You like loud music.
[X] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[X] You have slip-on shoes.
[] You like Norma Jean.
[X] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
[X] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[X] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 6 Who's Norma Jean?


~PREP:
_______
[] You LOVE The OC.
[X] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[] You like buying shoes A LOT.
[X] You have clothes from Hollister.AE,and/or Abercrombie
[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[] You have/had big sunglasses.
[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 2

~ATHLETIC:
__________
[X] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[X] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[X] You collect jerseys. From my own teams
[X] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[X] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment. Does a closet count?
[X] You belong/belonged to a team.
[X] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey. 11 BIATCH
TOTAL: 7

~SCENE:
_______
[] You like putting little bows in your hair
[] You have mini-skirts
[] You have parted your hair to the side.
[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
[X] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[] You've been called scene before.
[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
TOTAL: 1 I HATE SKIRTS...AND DRESSES


~REDNECK:
__________
[X] Gone four wheeling.
[X] Went hunting.
[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike...ect.
[X] Like to go fishing.
[] Eat beef jerky
[X] Ever said GIT-R-DONE. Don't ask
[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[] Know who Bocephus is.
TOTAL: 4

~METALHEAD:
___________
[XXXX] You wear band shirts a lot.
[X] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
[X] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[] You HATE emos. I can't hate emos cuz my friends are emos in denial
[X] You like Black Sabbath.
[] You have gone to Ozzfest. I'm goin soon
[X] You have headbanged.
[X] You dont like rap.
[X]You have a taste for classic rock as well.
TOTAL: 7

Hmm I guess I've learned something about myself
...
...
No not really