I dunno how, but we managed to swipe gather enough for the bill. Anywho, this saturday i'll be 24, and not a inch any wiser! XD Not sure what to do though. My old plan was to actually booze the night away, but cause I'm not as super-emo depressed as I was last week I don't feel like doing that now. XD
Mom said the family can plan a party downtown...I think she forgot that April fools lasts only a day. >.>

I won't be heading to the Sakura Matsuri Festival with the  nyfurs however. As tempting as it sounds I don't feel right yelling "OMFSBURFDAEEE" on peoples ears in a yearly event I've never even GONE to yet.

There has to be something to do though, I just...don't know what...


Oh, and thanks everyone for the recent faves guys. ^^

Well, with everyone busy setting up aunty's funeral, we forgot we owe about $300 for internet and cable. So yeah, I'll be offline (unless I walk 20 blocks to Best Buy) by tomorrow. Only bright side is OMFGSKULLGIRLS!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kum1Z78mgzI


Also, http://pittsburghfurmeet.surple.com/ anyone going? I might need a car ride....

Let me just start by saying FUCK FATE, FUCK IT RIGHT IN THE EAR!!! I'm that undoubtedly upset to say that after soooo much "understanding" of how nature goes.

Let me explain. One of Mom's "nice" sisters was very sick and the original plan was to fly over there & help her out. Wasn't gonna say this before because it was still pending. *sigh* At the morning, on good friday of ALL days, I get a rude wake up call to hear we were too late.

I just decided to wave the while on this useless grudgefest and what happens next? 3 fucking funerals for my family's loved ones so far.

So what happens now? The money we're saving up for uncle to head out there as soon as he can. Since he planned to retire there anyway it made more sense. As for me, I've been given an assignment to gather as much help as I can with the rest of the trip money.



I really feel iffy about this, but I may need some help. Problem is, I don't know HOW. I use Paypal usually to send money for well...anything, but I don't know how to receive.

Sorry guys but there's too much I'm fixing up to have time for you all.

There's the Playstation 3 console (my actual internet output) that freezes nearly 20 times a day when I IM anybody, there's mom's sanity, MY sanity, my work needs re-writing again, my "mandatory" therapy appointments, and NOW arrangements for possibility a new place if things at "home" get any WORSE!!!

believe I'm just as annoyed about the lack of communicating business as y'all are

NOTE: This is only split into two parts because the damn Playstation 3 has a ridiculous character limit.

*cough* Well enough about twilight, there's something else that's messed up.

You know that whole "Down with Derpy" drama, right? That "she looks retarded so let's change her into a dumb-blonde stereotype using Harley Quinn's voice" idea?

Now...can someone please tell me why the hay did THIS showed up!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVkHsCzAbZc 11:48


But I guess this whole episode was kind of a complete bust. I mean not only that Spike barely learned much aside the ponies got his back (which is what he should've already learned SINCE SEASON ONE!!), but the little fella didn't even FIND his origin!!!!

*sigh* least he's got a pet that can troll...

Yeah I'm done whining now. ^^

Is it me, or this new MLP episode makes you wanna beat the stuffing out of Twilight...not the fake-ass vampires (although you still can), I mean Twilight Sparkle.

You know, they could've asked Celestia where the school Twilight got the dragon egg despite the "no pony know nothin' bout no dragons" bit. Nope, alot easier for flightless spike to go off on his own...with just a fucking sandwich miles away...on foot!! Oh well, least Twi has got Owlicious as back-up assistant in case spike dies.

It's interesting that the dragon from the episode Dragonshy! makes an appearance. It makes sense that he wouldn't deal with the teens since he's only seen the mane 6. And with Fluttershy NOT here, she wouldn't unleashed her RAGE mode to lash at the teens herself. Instead we have Spike's crush Rarity standing up for him. Yeah Twilight stepped in too but not before she went: "Oh noes, the baby dragon I raised since birth is being discriminated by THE FUCK DID HE SAID ABOUT THE PRINCESS!!?"

Great parenting.

Yes I remembered, now let me go to bed!! D:<

Hey guys, feeling better (now) after what's still a depressive slump.

Miraculously Sony finally updated the browser after sooooo long and now, IMs and most of the sites I use to go to are accessible again! NO MORE LOSING CASH ON INTERNET CAFE SHIT WOOOOOOOOO!!! ...well okay it's been days since that but I had to make sure this was true, AND IS!! One catch is that I can only head to one messenger at a time cause http://www.iloveim.com/ blows like that. XP

Errrm...so along with that, after FINALLY seeing the actual 101 Dalmatians animated movie, my mind flew back (and later so did my brother) to when one of the first games for the ol' Playstation was a demo pack. one of the most admirable ones (next to Tail Conserto) was "102 Dalmatians: Puppies to the Rescue", got it yesterday. So if I take longer with any activity, that's gonna be why.

Oh and one more thing, I have a SoFurry, for the lulz.
http://www.sofurry.com/user/view/profile?id=205426



......now go away! I'm playing stuff! D:<

If anyone wants a blooming date or someone to hang about to clear away from the mushy festivities or something, hit me up!! ^w^

YES!! I know it's sooo sudden, but I'm THIS bored in general to even do this!! Couldn't hurt right? :3

Well that whole week was kinda...intresting.

Well for one the little surgery for my toe went okay, hurt like HELL but it's fixed at least. Kinda weird Dina's funeral was at the same day, yelling Taxi as soon as I got out. XP And the funeral itself was kinda weird too. Most of the (40?) guests where giggling more than mourning when they kept reflecting of what she's done, didn't know she was THAT active. 0.0

Errrmm, yeah. Aside that it went well, also had fun with the NY Furs till I pried away from the pack somehow. XD Had fun wherver I went anyway.



I don't know what else to say.

My toe update's tomorrow. I'm working on some story that I can't post here, bad thing is I can't focus cause of the insanity at the house. I'll have to move soon if I wanna fix the bigger RL priorities, I know that already. Hopefully I'll get some part done before Valentine's Day (YES IT'S GONNA BE MUSHY!!!) since it feels more appropriate. After that I'll renew an old story.

Dagnabbitlookieatthetime I gotta go, sorry for the rambling. ^^;

Long ago when my brother was taking Taekwondo classes (currently a "retired" green belt) when he met a little girl & became fast friends with her, older sister & their "tough as nails" mom named Dina and soon all became part of the family.

I was still mistrusting adults since I was a cub (no joke), but had only 3 that I smiled to at this time, one of them was Dina. At 06', some harsh mess got us kicked out the house & Dina let us stay over the whole winter. She had a funny sense of humor & appreciated even the smallest services. She used to be Supervisor of her building & lived in the apartment basement floor until on 08' when some prick cost her her position & home. Last time I ever saw her & was when we help pack up a bit, their overgrown puppy, Snowflake chewing on my hand & I accidentally leave my new racoon plushy behind, never got it back. Late 2010 was when mom finds them again, only she got to visit.

Jan 28, I overhear Dina being really sick, but I couldn't go. She passed at 2 a.m., I miss her...

Ahhh!! How many hits to the groin am I gonna take!? Is this whole MONTH gonna have this bi-polar episode that's going on? While things at my current home are at least SAFE & a few personal things miraculously reappeared, fate just keep piling up more work!

First I find out that this huge pain on my big toe is a long stayed infection (Cellulitis to be exact) & must be taken care of before it gets serious. I made an mandatory appointment to fix it at next wednesday, but I'm scared as HELL about going because I'm sooo squimish & jittery that I could shake the damn foot enough to have a fatal accident BEFORE the injection!!!

Next, everyone is treating my baby brother like Cinderella in street clothes while I can't do %#$% about it! And NOW after all this time of being dismissive, my other little brother plans to ditch us to Australia after this year JUST to work with Hillsong, who are christian rock band and (IMO) who are also some of the endangered species of christians who CAN function properly!!

@^&#

.....nope. I can't take a group named after food seriously. XD

Funny thing is I've been obsessed over Blazblue recently and this crazy control over the American part of the internet reminds me of the Novus Orbis Librarium for some reason.

All THIS to erase piracy? Yup, people going cookoo for cocoa puffs again...oh well. Back to writing naughty stuff that a Canadian funding site don't like...

Bleh, what a weekend. I end up remembering something important of me: "Persistence is your key to resolution"

It's silly but true, so very very true. And ever since that so-called persistence, my world was painted a few shades of color other than gray. Heck, just knowing about what "furry" is was one shade, but after the years of self-discovery, I did all I can to get the other colors.

At the recent, I was told to not go as mom went on dangerous enemy territory, only to persue my own cares. I went anyway, knowing the true consequences if left alone. I managed to crash an unholy party at the risk of having a BIG WOUND ON MY TOE afterwards, and unmasked the true colors of total asses hidden within the humble jabber (they bailed an domestic abuser, of COURSE I don't fall for any lies!).

Despite me staying inside for a week or two, it was ALL worth it! But before "someone" becomes shocked at this, I was always like this. It's what got me here, to what I almost missed, to..all of you guys...

<3

Brendan stirs in his sleep, dreaming of the night from last Sunday. It was at a diner downtown, he & his brother Blue had finished the usual church service. Surprisingly, a hooded Dalmatian with a cast on his right knee came inside and flicked the headphones from his ears as he spotted the two. "Hey Snow, I was gonna surprise ya in the morning!" he said to the older Arctic Fox who smiled to see his best friend again. "Come join us, we're just getting dinner. You remember Brendan right?" Brendan just waved shyly. For as far as he can remember, the little 9-year old kit had a deep crush on Taylor since they met. After hearing what he's missed since his accident, Taylor decides to ask "So what ya guys getting for desert?" "Well, I really can't afford..." Blue began, but... "Eh, I insist. Anything? This place has the best Ice cream sodas ya know!" which was what Taylor ordered for Brendan. His small paws shaking, the kit accepts the drink and blushed fiercely as the 23-year old Dalmatian gave him a warm smile...

Sup guys, everyone freaking out about this year? Seriously....bleh, the last time I heard about a "End of the World" thing going on, it was the SAME prediption can could be made from a global Electrical Magnetic Pulse! >.<



Aaaanyway. I think my family can breathe easier, mom's boyfriend gets arrested for slugging the kid and the only thing we did was tell him to not drop the soap, meaning he's gone from the house for good (restraning orders and such blah blah blah...). All of THIS during a crazy night on New Years Eve where me and some friends nearly get trampled by the onlookers searching for that beachball-sized glass sphere you call the "Ball Drop"!!

As for me I'm just waiting for my replacement Blackberry to come in the mail so I can FINALLY continue some overdue work and (permanently) stay online for all of you lovable nutballs.


Btw, there's such a thing as BronyCon. I'm soooo sorry for everyone in Manehathan, really I am....

.............What? They are. I dunno just a flood of Rutger fans taking over Yankee Stadium while I doing a few errands before I get back online (semi) perminantly.

But yeah, I'll have to update here on FA a bit later if my errand goes well, mostly browsing to every one I'm watching cause I just nuked 19,880 submissions just now. 0,0

There WAAAAS something else I was suppose to say but I completely forgot. >.>; Oh well, back to writing....

I'm back from the loony bin and just in time for the holidays!!

I was tricked into going to a psych ward for over 3 months, sorry to scare ya guys. Unfortunately I'm not fully online yet, my phone got destroyed so It's gonna take a while longer. For now I'm gonna work on some stuff, I can't say it'll be complete but I'll give this story a try. But for now, see ya....

Regressing DOES happen...

"Maaaaaan! This gurl named Ireeene is some scary bitch. She be climbing in yo windows, she's snatching your people up, so y'all need to hide yo kids, hide yo mates, hide yo games and hide yo snack 'cause they're raping everyone out here."


Okay that was in HORRIBLE taste but I couldn't help it! XD

So yeah this hurricane Irene is heading North to NY, mostly gonna hit Queens and Staten Island. Hopefully everyone is getting things prepared for the impact. I'm doing so here. The folks getting certain foods in case both Gas and Power shuts down, course eating Vienese Sausagess for two days straight is not really new to me. >.>

My former concern is my cousin heading to Manhathan to his job despite what's going on. Luckily its impossible for him with all of his routes down, for a second there I thought I had to tie him down his own bed today. X3

My main concern now is everyone else. While many are not familiar with me aside my name, I was hoping for just an emergency to invite anyone some space ONLY if there's nowhere to go for the evacuation and all. But it'll be hard with the MTA services cut short, so if anything a wish everyone good luck this weekend. Laters. ^^

Sooooooo yeah. Well this weekend has sorta been a roller coaster of bitter and sweet so far.

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Only read if you're concern about my well being, not really mandatory
During the spring while I was at St. Barnabas Hospital, I developed some unusual and VERY severe migraine that literally felt like a drill was piercing through JUST the right side of my head (fricking Saw 6) and it left me howling and sobbing in pain for a half-hour at the least when it's not treated. A strong dose of Tylenol and some Benadryl slowly took care of it temporarily. It happened often making my stay a living hell, funny how it stopped after my discharge from the hospital. They only subscribe me the Tylenol and that's it. Heh.

Why mention this NOW? Well this morning when I went to the D train heading to the NY Furs BBQ meet, the same exact pain in the right part of my head came back!! I was sobbing and flailing around in front of everyone of that train. So I took the pills for it with what little water I had left. Eventually, I ended up sleeping with the pain slowing down and by the time I wake up the pain stops and I continue to the party without any further mess-ups. After that it was nothing but funfunfunjustinbeaversacrifisingfun FUUUUN!

Now here's the weird part, after the party was over I head to the station home, guess what? It came back JUST when the train shows up!! Despite me taking two pills it wasn't enough, the pain lasted all the way home. It still went on after taking another then I thought "Dude, you only have Tylenol!! Get the Benadryl from the store darn you!" So off to the store I went and I kinda hesitated in fear of some possible overdose, I mean 650 MG of Tylenol, FOUR pills of it PLUS the Benadryl could've been too much. Miraculously I survived it. Sorry if my math was way off.

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TL;DR? This mind-spitting migraine came back after 4 months without it, but NOT during the furmeet coincidently. Weird.

So after the pain was gone I spend 90 minutes of Super Street Fighter 4 and on to my favorite episode of The Boondocks; Tom spazing out in court and that 3-on-1 fight is just best!!

Afterwards something called Kekkaishi shows up. Oh....my...god. This episode called "Kouya and Madarao" was like some Gay, Furry-themed Soap Opera! I'm not kidding, really. Go search for it and watch it yourself, you'll be surprised. I squealed happily just seeing it all.

Anywho, sorry everyone for boring you with my blather, just HAD to let it all out after the crazy day I had. Well the caffine's wearing off a little so good night!

Errrr, I'm having some weird dillema here.

There's a time where eventually I have to let my little brother play the Playstation 3, buuut i have a archive of old cruddy games for him.

Sonic Heroes is rediculously complex
He has NO patience with Okami
Fighting games are fun, until he dies 20 times by just mashing the light punch button until the opponent kills him from afar, making him sob after the 7th loss.
Bayonetta and Mortal Kombat? ...yeah, no.


So I need some help. I'm think of getting some like the old Spyro and Crash Bandicoot games, sorry that sounds steriotypical cause I grew up of those games, but I can't figure out a good balance for him. I mean collecting gems and burning foes? Why not? :3


He's like 7 but he's mature like a 4-year old.
So what you guys suggest?

........Okay so I pretty much found him the same bloomin' church he goes to. After a rather heated sleepover he explains that he lost his phone during this consert at Chicago. For now I'm relived but the rest of the family might've chased after him by now...




ANYWHO!!! Just like many others I've taken this personality survey, here's my result:

Loose

You feel that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do. Schedules and "to do" lists feel stifling; you thrive on a sense that anything goes, and know that the world won't end if you don't clean up after finishing a job.
You don't need to know that everything is in its place; it is not empowering to you to feel that the world around you is neat and organized. Mowing down every item on your "to do" list, every day, does not bring you joy.

Original

You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.

Laid Back

You prefer to do your own thing, in your own way, rather than attempt to force your will, or your ego, on a group. You're happy working on your own, taking your sweet time, and focusing on the job at hand.
You're not pushy. You're not interested in imposing your will on others, taking charge of every situation, being the first to raise your hand in class, or insisting on being the winner of every argument.

Tender

You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things. More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.
You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.

Inefficient

You like to live your life without plans, and when you do have a plan you're happy to ignore it. While you're not necessarily opposed to getting work done, you're very good at finding other ways to spend your time.
You are not anal, or even particularly well organized. You don't enjoy sticking to your plans, and don't mind when you don't finish on time.

Distracted

You have a lot going on in your life, which means you don't always get to things when you'd like to. You mean well, but sometimes you lose track of what you're doing, and it can take a while to find your place. The good news is that you can usually summon the will to keep going until the job is done.
You don't always start a job with the utmost enthusiasm, lock in immediately on what's important, do a great job, or finish quickly.

Rash

You get excited easily, allow yourself to react without censoring your feelings, and sometimes blurt out the first thing that comes to mind.



.....Yeah that's mostly me alright....

Man...as I'm typing this at 3 in the morning I reaaaaaally don't wanna sleep at all right now, I think I might have to but I dunno if I can.....





.....See, since the last Sunday my little bro's (the 20-year old) last visit home he tells me he'll be in Chicago for about a week doing missionary work. Haven't been heard since. The whole family considered him missing.

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Explination: He's been "Born again" for over 2 year (I'm assuming from the 2012 scare) and kept trying to be on God's good side for quite a while. I always acted sooooo annoyed about it cause he sounds like a walking pamphlet barely "Switches off" talking about God to a point that he can't even give advice anymore when something goes out of hand and answers everything with me praying to God for help. I just didn't think he was barely himself is all (but his crazy friends proved me DEAD WRONG!). Plus he's falling for the "Homosexually is wrong" jabber without giving any evidence about it, which is disappointing seeing he's one of the few that ACTUALLY READS the bible!! But at least his heart is in the right place...
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The reason I even put that up is cause I'm really regretting all this passive behavior to the whole God stuff. I kinda feel like I've neglected him now.

Right I can't really get a hold of him. Nobody can. Normally it wouldn't be a surprise since he always forgets to charge his phone (or forgets to pay the bill), but getting "This phone does not accept incoming calls" and blocking off text messages is NOT considered normal. Somewhere out there I can feel something wrong going on, and there's not much I can do.

All I can do is go to where he currently lives (ironically to his goth friend and her parents) and see what's up. I got no other leads (or contact) available so hopefully I'll find something.

I just hope...that wherever he is...he'll be safe out there...

Ffffffffffffffffffffffff-

FLUFF YEAH!!! :very happy:

Heeee, from what I learned from a ol friend (and a flood of babyfurs) is that nostalgia DOES kill off depression! ^^

But yeah, anyone know this anime/manga named Jing: King of Bandits?
It's pretty much about some kid calling himself Jing going treasure hunting with bird named Kir who happens to fused into the kid's arm to make some custom "Mega Buster" when nessessary! Freaking love it, feel bad about the Por Vera though.

Oh, did I mention this thing's riddles with alcohol refrences? Kinda funny that it's PG. Xp. Anywho it's kinda cool, sorry I can't describe it well, been years since I saw it. ^^;