Commissions from this year :3
- color of a previous piece in lieu of a full color from fwa 2014
take home commission
take home of Varry and Krystle
take home of varry and Jade
take home of Mally and Artica
take home of Mally
FWA2014 pinup of Varry and 2015 badge of varry :3

I've only gotten a few FWA pics that i was able to take home (some the artists took home)
But i got me a large format scanner not long ago and will be re-uploading some better scanned, previously unscanned, and re-shooped (to enhance light pencil lines) Art :D!
Be prepared!

Where are you staying?
Main hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday

Who will you be rooming with?
and some other folks

What is the best way to find you?
Twitter=Varrykat :3

What do you look like?
Whatever you want.

Will you be suiting?
Nope

Do you do free art?
I don't do any art :D!

Do you do trades?
I'll trade some stuff for some other stuff :3 I plan on bringing vape juice to try new flavors :D

Do you do badges/commissions?
no

What is your gender?
Male with a 7.5 - 8 on the kenzie scale

How old are you?
27

How tall are you?
5'something high number... just shy of 6...

Are you in a relationship?
Nope. :(

Can I talk to you?
Hell yeah.

Can I touch you?
yes

Can I visit your room?
If accompanied by a room dweller.

Can I buy you drinks?
Yas. But non opened if you hand them to me and otherwise at the bar.
(Not saying i'm worth roofieing but i still dont want it to happen!)

Can I give you stuff?
o. O sure?

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are cool if you bathe!
Snugs are better if you're feminine.

Are you nice?
Yep.

How long are you staying?
Thursday to Monday

Will you be going to parties?
If i'm in the know of one.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
name works,

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Ask first, but it'll probably be sparse.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Please do!

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc.?
Sure thing :3 i'm a codependant eater :D

Can I take your picture?
No. i really don't like my picture taken.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Get art
Get swag
Get drunk
Get down
:3
Wouldn't mind meeting a girl either.

I'm a newb about to ding 60 and i thik it's time i get into the srs business XD people are talking over my head in gold values i can't dream of and i don't even know how to get dailies XD
Does anyone play tera who maybe wants a reaper scrub in their guild?
note me :P

Get on in here and watch me stink :D

http://www.twitch.tv/varrykat

Where the only valentine i need is hard core murder and death <3
http://www.twitch.tv/varrykat
See ya :D

I mean, yeah. I'm going to spend it alone for the 26th time in a row, but this time it's on a saturday so i don't have to like go to work and fight through the mild anxiety and not be productive like last year!

I can just sleep in and eat discount chocolate the next day!
#Studmuffin!
#Mmm.Muffins!

http://www.twitch.tv/varrykat
It'd be fun i thought...

There's a flash video from long ago... like way long ago.. i just spent way too long looking for it!
It's one of those crazy talk videos ya know? where it's a still image that's mouth is moving while voicework is going on?
I cant find it ANYWHERE.
It's like of some pretty maid cat... in the back of my mind, dr comet drew it but i can't be sure.. i just remember blue cat girl...she's speaking in a british accent and very softly. if ANYONE knows where i can find it, i've checked, FA, e621, pawsru, u18chan, swfchan, and many many many other places D: i can't even find the image they used.
If you find it please let me know. I think it will be a SWF flash or something.
Thanks.

A highschool friend and I are working on a comic.
thinking about getting a patreon going to help pay for it since our jobs just keep food on our table.
Any tips about getting one set up or the benefits/fallbacks?
Just note me if you wanna see some of the comic. First issue won't go up except if we get a patreon going.
Also, I'm trying to get commissions for him, they'd be dirt fuckin cheap so if you're interested, note me and i'll show you some of his stuff :3

I'm really tired of getting strung along time after time by people who claim they like me, who dangle happiness in front of me just long enough for me to feel special and loved, then yank it away with some lame ass fucking excuse like "bad timing" as if I'm some sort of moron.

I know there's a lot for me to work on, and there's a lot I'm working on, I've made amazing emotional improvement over the year and next year it continues, along with physical improvement. I know there's stuff about me needs fixin, but it is im-fucking-possible that i don't have enough decent traits about me to attract someone for more than a few fucking weeks.
Big towering hunks of bath-not-taking, wife beating, uglier than sin trash have had some pretty amazing girls drag themselves along after them. (I'm looking at you, Wil Brock)

My self confidence and self image are better now than they have been in a long long long time, but shit like this doesn't help it. It just makes the puzzle all more perplexing. Even the people who DO like me...who are ATTRACTED to me...who seem to be happy with everything i have to offer......don't want me.

If I'm growing as a human being, if I'm maturing and getting over little petty issues and developing as a person, then why does this shit keep happening? Why do i keep falling so heavily for people...let them make me feel good about myself. Let myself finally try to be happy, when this nonsensical bullfuckery that is "timing" or other equally derptastic excuses, is hellbent on ensuring i end up once more heartbroken and guarded.

Making damn sure that I never trust anyone, no matter how great they make me feel because there will always come that day when they just don't care anymore and every nice thing they did or said will seem like it was a flick of the wrist for them...like it wasn't anything special to waste those good feelings with me...

Call this fucking emo all you god damned like.
But just when i try to get out, they just pull me right back in.
Its starting to hurt more and more each time, but it stays sore in between.
The only relief is those few days or weeks when i can get them.
/rant

The divine had me cornered in a storm, and they let me walk out the front door at the scene of the crime.
Hang em high, keep your vows brief
Let em swing, make his swindle and art.
And if you still believe that men guilty of love can survive,
Then hang em high or not at all.

I'm doing this early, I have the room booked in the fabulous Mariot Marquis!!!(the con hotel) , but it's going to be 900 dollars!!!! D: And that's if i'm all lonely!
The room is for the thursday before through the monday after the con! (so thurs night, fri night, sat night, sun night, check out monday!)
I'm looking for 200$ to stay there all 4 nights (That's 50$ a night)
If you only need the room for a couple nights, it's 75$ a night (this is roughly 1/3 the price of the room before tax.)
I will only be admitting 3-4 more people into this room as it's meant to be spacious and worth the money!
Please note me if interested!

Couple rules.
1. no weapons or illegal drugs in the room. (I approve of them, but do not want to risk anything with the con.) Alcohol is WELCOME!
2. I have to at least know you a little. (No strangers unless you're spoken for by someone I trust)
3. Smokers feel free to smoke, but go outside to do it. (Vape is alright in the room, but don't be a dick about it or blow it in people's face or anything. )
4. Don't be a dick in general... No stealing, rooting around/snooping through others' stuff without permission, drinking others' alcohol without permission.
In general, be a good roomate :)!

Suiter's welcome.
Couple's welcome.
People of all races, genders, and sexual identities are welcome and i expect everyone to treat everyone in the room with the same respect you would treat anyone.

ALSO!
Add me on LoL Varrykat is my summoners tag :3
or Steam. (still Varrykat) I am looking for friends with which to play borderlands 1, 2 or 1.5

is what i'm feeling lately.
but i love that mystery skulls thing. it's the tits!

I just got a new laptop and am looking for a good home for my old one.
It still works and plays all my games just fine, i just wanted to upgrade a bit.
I'm looking for about 500$ for it.

Specs follow.
(Can install Windows 7 professional on it and the alienware drivers for you)
250g hdd (Slot for another HDD and adapter included)
6g DDR3 Ram
Nvidia GTX 285m 2G Graphics card.
1080p Hi resolution lcd screen.
Backlit keyboard
dvd player,
bells n whistles.
Recovery disks and the like.

It will currently run:
Secondlife on medium-high settings
Borderlands 1/2 on high settings
Diablo 3 on high settings
League of legends on high settings
*Have not checked settings but knows it will play*
Most valve games (orangebox and the like)
MMos (I've played vindictus on here easily)
You get the idea, it games quite well!


Now, full disclosure there are flaws. This is why the price is 500 and not 7 for a 2100$ laptop.
The battery life is shit.
The HDMI port no longer transmits sound and the lid must be closed to use it. (If this issue gets fixed in the reformat, i will change this! it's likely that it will)
Occasionally the mouse does something weird like rightclicks somewhere. It's happened 4 times to me ever and never ruined my day, just saying. it exists.
There's a tiny knick on the upper right of the screen, but it's on the plastic cover so it does not affect the screen itself, and tends to become unnoticable.
It should be propped on a coolpad while gaming to avoid overheating, but it is enough to just get a 5$ incline one. (flat surface with a raised back to allow air to flow underneath) no need to shell out for an electronic one.

If anyone is interested I'm in the Atlanta area and I favor local deals. I will update this to show new specs and fixed issues after a reformat and possibly a ram upgrade.

Just making the list in my mind of the art i've already paid for so i don't lose track :3


ych from last year
FWA 2014 pinup
FWA 2014 2 person linework
2 person thing from fwa 2014
some stuff from 2012
2012 poster
scan for a picture done at fwa 2014

Yes, i am attention whoring :3 I miss people <3!!!

Stolen from: Don't Remember

Name: Varry
Nickname: *shrugs*
Location: Atlanta
Age: 25
Height: 5'11
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Any pets: Nope
Favorite thing about yourself: Sense of humor
Worst habit: Getting passionate about things I don't know everything about.
Fun fact: Varry is my buddy love. All the good parts magnified.

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: 99.999999999% Female
Romantic preference: Casual, but meaningful.
"Kinsey Scale" score: 1
Relationship status: intéressé
Myers/Briggs type: ESFP
Hogwartshouse: Waffle

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": I'm a cat...I sleep at all hours of the day...
Bath or shower: Shower
First thought in the morning: How much longer till i have to get up...
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Merf...

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: GRAAADUATED! (Working now)
What do you do well: Theorize
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Atlanta?


Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: Yes
Smoke: No
Do Drugs: No
Exercise: I try
Have a go-to comfort food: French Fries/pizza.
Have a nervous habit: Talking way too much.

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): My eyes.
In Others: Booty :P?
Mental/emotional quality(in yourself): Self deluded awareness.
Animal: Felines :3 (Or Kangaroos)
Artist/Band/Group: Every Time I Die
Author/Poet: Bret Easton Ellis
TV Show: Dollhouse?
Actor/Actress: Seth Macfarlane.

After busting my ass, losing a ton of money and moving away from a lot of friends, the time has come. I'm so close to being the first person in my family to graduate.
I have a promising job, though I'm still new at it... And hopefully I can return to some of my friends of they'll still have me.

I'm hoping to get a graduation themed image or two with what I have saved.
If you're interested in splitting a commission, let me know. (please have someone in mind artist wise)
(NSFW and sfw welcome)
(I would ask that we know each other a little though if NSFW.)

People i want art with or from...(in no order cuz i have a minute before the mountain of homework topples onto me :3)

With:
(of course)



(Molly)






(any of those long stories he makes out would be fun!)

By:
(of course <3)
















Probably more...

If you're interested in helping me make any combination of these two lists happen.. please note me !!!!

I hope i get to see many of you guys again soon...things are getting down to the wire.
working out 3 times a week, other class starts tomorrow so job will have to be the 5-1 shift meaning up at 3.
Diet and stuff is obnoxious but i have high hopes.
Long story short, i'm putting all my effort into graduating and carving my life into a good place to be "me"
(IOW more like Varry)
There are some things threatening to hold me back, and i'm trying to deal with them.
Please wish me luck :P! but i'll try to stay in as much touch as possible.

I've been dealing with some feels lately.
I'm still not in a position where i can share them..
But its times like these i really wish i could draw.
I have an amazing idea for a picture that captures how i'm feeling :(
alas i'm not creatively inclined enough to depict it...
Anyway here's a song that's been stuck in my head all weekend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4B6E0mijV5A

For those who don't like waiting through pretty intros :P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=4B6E0mijV5A#t=75

I keep falling into those compromising traps where i skip a workout day, eat something i really want or decide not to listen to something i need to listen to audiobook wise.
There are things that would basically fix all my problems, not necessarily because they're magic, but because they are particular routines that are oveerall healthy for my body and mind and ignoring them keeps me idle and depressed and I have every capability to do this stuff at home, but simply cannot be assed.
This means my problems are no ones but my own!
I'm not blaming myself, i'm simply taking responsibility!
My reason for posting:
How do you motivate yourself to do the things you have to do, despite the difficulties in wanting to/ making the time to?
or
How do you sit through things you know can help, but seem so impossibly futile, that you end up daydreaming through most of it or waste it doing other things?
I'd really like to get my shit together. I believe I have potential, but I'm having a hard time unlocking it, yet the keys be in mah paws!1!!
life experiences, GO!

I has it
yay.

underp

nothing interesting to report.

Where are you staying?
At the Westin, hopefully near the sky!

What day are you getting there?
Thursday...(I plan on telling school to fuck off!)

How are you traveling?
Motor Carriage!

Who will you be rooming with?
and if i can get one more person i wouldn't mind...(i'm incredibly picky, but feel free to note.)

How is the best way to find you?
I'll be around the artist alley most of the time. (i'm an art whore) though i'm making a point to do more games and stuff, dances and whatnot!...(if a pretty lady asks me to go dance, i probably won't say no :P!) My kik is Varrykat....so i'm easy to find XD!

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Dunno...whichever one i get dragged to :)

What do you look like?
Better than last year, lemme tell ya! I'll have a badge on.

Will you be suiting?
Don't have one

Do you do art?
I'll draw you a sock puppet for a dollar...

Do you do badges?
depends on if they get me drunk first...

What is your gender?
Man.

How tall are you?
5'11" ish

Can I talk to you?
YES! I love to meet people and stuff at these :3 but please bathe if you're gonna get within proximity XD...

Can I touch you?
If you bathe and smell decent, i usually don't mind. (Though stop if i say stop...)

Can I visit your room?
Sure, We'll have cards against humanity and probably booze if possible... Though i'd rather come to someone else's (INVITE ME TO A PARTY I GET BORED AT NIGHT!)

Can I give you stuff?
Yes. I accept all forms of monetary goodies as well as swag :)
Sexual favors have to be cleared through customs first.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Not gonna lie... I'm down, but you'd better have lady parts D:!


Are you nice?
Mostly. I'll probably be nice to you... This weekend always puts me in a good mood :)

How long are you going?
until monday.

Do you have an artist table?
nope.

Will you be going to parties?
I'd love to, but i never hear about them... (INVITE ME )

Will you be performing?
I wish :( but don't have anything polished or practiced. (or really even written)

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
I don't know...but please do. I don't like finding out i missed meeting an awesome person cuz they were suddenly shy...this may be the only time i get to hang out and meet people for a little bit! don't waste it!

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Alley mostly, i know people there and it's fun to talk and shmooze around. I'll probably try to hit the game rooms and some dances this time though :) I'm probably up for being taken places.

What/where will you be eating?
the mall probably...

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Yes. I'm a codependent eater XD i don't like eating alone.

Can I take your picture?
no, I'm not photogenic and i don't like my picture taken.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Drunk/Swag/Art (I wouldn't mind meeting a nice girl :3. or making more friends/connections!)