I'm currently typing from my phone, so sorry if this misspells.

Currently, I have a potential place to go, but I can't make the long distance trip without any funding. So, as much as I don't like doing it, I am asking for any financial help to get from Oklahoma to Ohio. If anyone could help a hyena in need, please message back or contact me at 717-729-1287.

Thank you all for reading this... I am sorry that things got this bad again...

So.... I just woke up this morning to see a paper that reads I have 10 hours to get out. Despite my efforts to find a job, the landlord decided to give them a paper saying I can't live here anymore because I'm not on the lease. So, after driving her boyfriend halfway across the country, the gal here is pretty much fucking me in the ass and telling me I need to be out. TODAY. BY 5 FUCKING PM.

I'm putting out an emergency call for help. Again. I need somewhere... anywhere, to go... and I would like to be able to look for a job or anything that would help get me back on my feet. So please, anyone who might be able to help.... I'm out in this state that I know nothing about, and getting screwed just like I did in Pennsylvania.

Just want to apologize to everyone whom I usually talk to. Just been feeling in a depression lately, and it's been hard to really dig myself out of it. So if people are wondering why I'm so quiet when I normally talk to them, I apologize. It's just me being stuck in a slump.

....How nice. *Shrug*

So, first.... update on the situation. I'm actually gonna be moving with a friend of mine who is planning on moving out west to Oklahoma. Yes, it's a long trip. Yes, it's risky. But so far, I've had such little luck here in Pennsylvania with rectifying my situation, and I'd rather not keep tempting fate by sleeping out of my vehicle for as long as it takes an officer to find me one night. So.... thank you all for your help, support, and care in the matter, and for keeping me company and sane in this long, trying time.

In other news, while yes.... I know that Destiny recently came out, and many people are playing it, but I'm a PC gamer..... and lately, my bread and butter in terms of entertainment has been Payday 2. I could use more friends to play with, if anyone's interested. Shoot me a note, if interested, or just reply here. Whichever floats your boat. :3

I'm surprised, lately, with how many people have suddenly started watching me out of nowhere. Asides from my situation, I'm not sure what I'm doing so differently to attract so much attention. But that doesn't mean I don't appreciate everyone's care, support, and interest!

So, welcome to you all, and thank you so much for your interest in little 'ol me. If anyone has any questions, feel free to ask me anything! I promise, I don't bite unless ordered to~.

Day 5.

So far, I've been able to keep under radar and keep pressing out applications for work all the same. I've signed up for online services like USAJobs, MyResume, and other such things that could point me towards a good-enough paying job to be able to turn this situation around. As for food, I've had to ration myself, eating less than what I'm accustomed to, but I suppose that comes with the territory, when you're living out of a vehicle.

I'm still concerned and moderately scared for the future... and I'm still eagerly awaiting any sort of word on someplace to go, if anyone can afford and be willing to take a hyena in. But while I'm stuck in the predicament, I'm doing what I can to stay optimistic and press forward all the same.

I also just want to take a moment, and express my deepest gratitude to those who have helped me through this so much, whether by expanding my 'signal', donating what they had to make sure I was fed and mobile, and even just by consoling me in my greatest time of need. It has been a very rough week, and to those who have been here with me.... I cannot thank you enough for the honor you've all given me. Thank you so much.... <3

I'm still fighting to rebalance my life, though.... so if anyone can still help in any way, please by all means, feel free to let me know. I could use whatever assistance I can get, at this rate!

Borrowing wifi from a local business. I"ve still had no luck finding somewhere to go. Local shelter's backlogged, and the local welfare offices aren't gonna be open until Monday.

At this point, I'm running scared.... I really don't like posting stuff like this, but at this point, I don't know what else to do. Please, if there's anyone out there who is willing to help take someone in, at least until I can secure a job, save up money for a place of my own... anyone who can help.... please. I'm desperate, scared to my core, and just don't know what else to do...

So.... things happened, and with the loss of my job last week, my roommates have up and thrown me out. So, I'm officially living out of my truck until I can figure something out. With hardly anyone around the immediate area, though, I find myself in a spot of trouble. So.... suffice it to say, I'm likely gonna be offline for awhile.... again.

If anyone might be generous enough to help a hyena in need, please let me know. I need someplace to go, and I don't even know how long I can keep going like this. x.x

Pretty self explanatory. Got wifi back. :D Happy as a pig in shit. (No offense to the sweet 'n sexy porcines out there, of course~).

For those who I know very closely and chat me up the moment my laptop enters a wifi hotspot, you all already know what's going on with me and why I've been off radar for quite some time. For those of you who haven't... enjoy this little excerpt:

Basically, life kinda went through a bit of an upheaval after I left my Dad's place in January. Most already know this. More like I got thrown out, but whatever. Since then, I had been staying with some work friends of mine up until about two months ago, where things kinda destabilized and I found myself moving with them into one of their relatives'. Then, for a month, we stayed there. I paid my dues. They did not. So, said work friends got the boot, but I was welcomed to stay, with high praise as to my ability to actually treat a place with proper respect. As a result of the missing rent that my work friends never paid, our internet got cut off, and a bunch of other bills have been borderline.

That being said, I was trying to start to help them out with it, but between a sinus infection, two citations by Chambersburg and Gettysburg police departments stopping me for an expired inspection sticker on my vehicle, and getting said vehicle fixed to turn a subsequent failed inspection into a passing one, my money has all but been dried up just trying to upkeep all this. I was trying, when things were stable, to look into an apartment with a close furfriend of mine, and finally have a pad to call our own.... but considering the above, that just was not possible with my current, and meager-paying line of work.

So.... while I've been getting things knocked out one by one, this is likely to head into, at least, a few more weeks, or possibly a month of radio silence. But once everything's taken care of, and the cable bill is caught back up to speed, I will be making a return.... and I will try to churn up some story chapters for you all to enjoy a good read with.

So, for those who have been with me when I can hijack wifi from a public place and helped me to vent out my pressures and frustrations..... thank you. For everything. I will be back, eventually. And things WILL get better.

Or so, I could hope.


Love ya all. <3

Hey all. Sorry I haven't updated any for December. It's been a busy ride the past couple months.

But yeah.... bright side is, for those of you who don't know by now, I have my own laptop.... so I'm able to make a limited comeback.

Downside is, my Dad's being a douche again, and has been doing a whole array of things to make life VERY stressful here. It's to the point that, by now, I'm already searching for a new place to live, preferably while being able to keep my modest job at Burger King. If anyone might have any suggestions, help, or ideas, please feel free to shoot them my way. I just can't stay here and retain my sanity any longer...

Once things get sorted out, I'll try to get back on storywriting again. That's come to an abrupt halt since things have gotten bumpy again.

First off, Happy Thanksgiving all! Hope there's plenty of turkey, pie, and enjoyment for all!

Secondly, I apologize for the scarcity lately. I've been busied between work, work, and more work. Still working on trying to get my own system, which might become a possibility this holiday season, thanks to  CoyoteDark .

Chapter drafting is going along well, and I've got, like, three or so full chapters scribbled into my composition draftbook and ready to transcribe into digital form. Only two reasons I haven't been able to get it done so that there's new story content to enjoy is A) I actually got harped on for writing on the laptop, because it was 'distracting me from the objective'.... same shit they got on me for gaming. Which, of course, is fucking retarded.... but y'know, there's no level of trust for me in this house, so not much else I can do.

B), of course, is just been heavy working lately. We lost, like, five people in the past month, a few of which were some of our store's best, so they've been scrambling to train the rest of us willing peons on new positions. Granted, I like actually working in the kitchen, but not when they leave me by myself and expect me to provide expert results in, like, two minutes' time. Shit don't work that way.

As for the commissions idea, that's still being figured out. I know I've had a long while to think it over, but it's just been difficult with what all's been going on. Besides, if I can't be seen using this craptop they lent me for writing my own story, then it won't be any different writing stories for other people. So I'll probably start coming out swinging with prices and availability once I have my own system.

So yeah.... thanks for being patient with me, all. Love yas~. <3

Okay, so.... things are not working out here at all. My dad's getting aggressive again like he used to be, and has been issuing threats that he's ready and fixing to take my vehicle and boot me back out.... for good. All simply because what I've been trying to do isn't good enough for him. I still have my one job, but it's like that doesn't even matter.

So, after I get the next chapter transcribed and uploaded, I'm going to have to put story stuff aside for now while I look for a new place to go. If anyone can help me on that regard, please... by all means, let me know. At this point, I don't care how far I have to go.

If anyone needs more details about what's going on, or what I can do financially, leave a message. Thank you for reading this.... for I wish I didn't have to type it. ;-;

So, for all who don't already know, I'm down to one job. Walmart fired me a few weeks' back, saying that 'my speed wasn't quite good enough, even if I did work hard'. So, after my 90 days was up, and once their corporate Inventory was done with, me and a few others were let go. Sucks, yeah, but nothing I can really do about it but just try to move on, so...

That said, my income's down to 1/3 of what it was, so... I might be busy, off and on, for awhile, trying to compensate for it.

In other news, still trying to get the time to get story commission ideas figured out, so.... if anyone has any advice for me to set up, feel free to shoot me comments or whatever.

Also, most of my communications, lately, has dropped to a minimum. Starting to think I'm inadvertently pissing people off, or just outright bugging them. If that happens to be the case with anyone, I do apologize. The tightly-restrained methods of communication, plus the everyday stresses that pile onto me without any real way to vent it all has led to a sort-of 'clingy' episode in me. Maybe it's just me.... I don't know, but I am sorry if it IS the case. :x

So, the thought's sorta crossed my mind. My sketching ability is, in my opinion, sub-par at best in comparison to the masterpieces I see on here, and without a scanner, it wouldn't do me any good even if I was skilled at it.

However, after a few chapters of my ongoing story, and the apparent liking people have taken in my most recent submission have me thinking if I might be able to compose stories well enough as commissions?

Anyways, point of the journal: What do you all think about it? Considering I'm back down to one job now, I could use the extra pocket money to get things paid off faster, maybe put it towards my 'I-need-a-computer-of-my-own' savings... but with how much my schedule fluctuates, I don't know how well I could do with deadlines.

Thoughts? Suggestions? Comments? :o

So, major news first. Lost my job at Walmart.... the 90-day temporary period was up, and despite my best efforts, my speed wasn't satisfactory enough for them to keep me. So, gonna take a hit on my income until I can bump up my Burger King hours. Sucks, but no point in getting overly upset about spilt milk, so to speak.

On the lighter side, I've gotten more time, now, to work on more chapters of the story, and even a couple of erotic side-stories I've been drafting. Hopefully, I'll get something uploaded soon for all to enjoy.

And enjoy, everyone has, by the looks of it. I totally didn't notice until tonight that I've, miraculously, hit over 4000 pageviews. I'm not necessarily complaining, not by a longshot.... in fact, I'm glad people are visiting to see what meager bits I have instead of letting it all go unseen. But I'm just simply curious.... since when did I get popular enough to get a four-figure pageview count? x3

Anyways.... hope you all are doing well, and hope to hear from peeps I've been in touch with. My emails have been quite scarce lately, so I do have to admit that 'yeen feels a lil' lonely over the past couple days. :x

Sooooo.... I'll be honest here.

I have, literally, NO idea what this celebrates, or why, for that matter. I'm not really complaining or putting it down..... fat bunnies are cute, since I already like normal bunnies for their..... *ahem*..... 'stamina'. <_<

But if anyone could shed some light on this and help me understand what it's all about, I'd appreciate the clarity on the subject. <3

Thanks~!

Now this is the stuff! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4918871/

Seriously, though, there's a raffle for a lovely piece regarding belly bulging, hot action stuff, and things of a very sensual nature.

This 'yeen hopes, if shi gets a spot, that it'll be my fat lips around a real nice, thick treat.... like a lollipop! :D

Seriously, though.... go see! :3~

Hey all.

Still working my ass off, and still dealing with two jobs. Been trying to get writing in whenever I can, but it's been difficult. My stress levels are at an all-time high since I've been here in chambersburg, but I'm doing my best to hold it all together.

Also uploaded another chapter of my story, in case people wiped it before seeing my nametag from their inboxes. People need to stop happy-clicking the Nuke Submissions button so much just because I don't have a pretty logo for my story yet, though I'm working on some hard-copy drafts.

Might do a part 2 later in the month, but I'm not expecting much this month, besides car maintenance, losing my mind, my dad's birthday, and a shitty Wednesday coming up next week because of an inventory check at Walmart. Should be lovely. x.x

Stay classy, all.... I'm sure as hell trying to.

Where the fuck did July go? The month blazed by so quick! o_O

Everyone's favorite Penthouse Zeebster,  Veronika-Zebra is going through a bit of a rough spot, and could use whatever assistance anyone might be willing to contribute. They're going through some health issues that are cutting into their financial stability, so if there's anything you can spare, by all means, go for it!

Thanks, all. Stay classy!

Journal link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4857189/

Things are chugging along. Slowly but steadily gathering what money I can and I've started the process of getting debts paid off, so progress is being made, even if it's agonizingly slow.

I know I promised some uploads here, but spare time has been a rather scarce commodity as of late. But I AM making progress on Chapter 1 of my story, and I've recently gotten ahold of a sketch pad, so maybe if I can get some scribbles going to complement it (and find a scanner to upload them with), I can spruce up this page some. Just stay patient with me, and I'll get what I can out there.

Also miss people from the lack of direct contact.... fuckin' sucks. x.x

Still workin'. Between two jobs, been working myself to the limit, but each payday from both Burger King and Walmart should be raking in some nice money to get things paid off, and save up for some stuff of my own.

Besides being bored as fuck from the lack of being able to do stuff I want to do, I'm still alive, so... thank you all, once again, for being so patient and supportive of me.

Spare time will be short, but now that I've got the routine stuff mostly figured out, I'mll at least TRY to get some written works underway with what little time I do have, so keep some eyes out for the occasional submission or two! :3

Well, I'm still going. Thankfully, my dad took me in during those last couple of days, so once again, a rabbit has been pulled miraculously out of my ass.

....no, I don't mean that literally. That would be creepy, despite how much I like my lapines.

However, my Dad still also holds the belief that gaming distracts me to the point of obsessive procrastination from real-life matters, so my availability online, as some of you have been already updated, will be down to a premium. I will try to resume my story uploads whenever I can, and if anyone wants to keep in touch, I would be thrilled to give anyone who wants to chat my email address.... it's one of the only ways of communication I still have left to use.

Rolling the clocks a week after the first few days of May, I had an interview already this past Friday, and already nailed a job interview with Burger King. So I'm pretty stoked about making some progress here. Granted, it's not a terribly glamorous job, but it's a step in the right direction, and over time, will give me the ability to pay off some outstanding debts, get a car again, maybe work up towards some certifications for finding an actual career, to which I could strive for a home of my own, at last. So while I may be at rock bottom right now, this is potentially the best opportunity I have to finally stabilize, so...

That's pretty much it so far. If anyone would like my email to communicate with, drop me a line here, and I'll shoot it your way.

Thank you, everyone, for your patience and understanding.... everyone's support has helped me to stay sane through this rough spot, and it's something I will not forget. <3