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General | Posted a year agoNote: If/when I find an eligible partner I'll add a closed tag to the end of the title. if no tag is present the search is still ongoing...
Listen, I'd never ask for someone to jump into an intimate relationship. I'm well aware that love doesn't work like that, love takes a lot of time to grow. It's just... in real life, It's hard to safely show interest in furries while maintaining cover in case they don't share that interest. I figure that this is a safe space to advertise the sprout that could become a life with someone special.
My info is listed below, just so you know where I stand.
Gender: Cisgender, Male
Orientation: Bisexual, male preference
Country: United States
Current Age: 19
Height: 6 feet
Weight: 185Lbs
Autistic interests: Linguistics, Earth Science, Meteorology, Horticulture, Astronomy, Architecture.
Physical appearance: medium build, very light skin tone, medium-length, glossy brown hair, beard and mustache with sideburns, lots of body hair, chocolate brown eyes, wears glasses.
Note: Both of my parents drink heavily so I'd much rather spend my life with someone who doesn't drink or do recreational drugs. Weirdly, I'm perfectly fine with it in fantasy, but not in real-life.
If you wanna chat, Feel free to note me.
Or you can friend me on Discord, cheers! ^.=.^
Listen, I'd never ask for someone to jump into an intimate relationship. I'm well aware that love doesn't work like that, love takes a lot of time to grow. It's just... in real life, It's hard to safely show interest in furries while maintaining cover in case they don't share that interest. I figure that this is a safe space to advertise the sprout that could become a life with someone special.
My info is listed below, just so you know where I stand.
Gender: Cisgender, Male
Orientation: Bisexual, male preference
Country: United States
Current Age: 19
Height: 6 feet
Weight: 185Lbs
Autistic interests: Linguistics, Earth Science, Meteorology, Horticulture, Astronomy, Architecture.
Physical appearance: medium build, very light skin tone, medium-length, glossy brown hair, beard and mustache with sideburns, lots of body hair, chocolate brown eyes, wears glasses.
Note: Both of my parents drink heavily so I'd much rather spend my life with someone who doesn't drink or do recreational drugs. Weirdly, I'm perfectly fine with it in fantasy, but not in real-life.
If you wanna chat, Feel free to note me.
Or you can friend me on Discord, cheers! ^.=.^
A bit down...
General | Posted a year agoNote: If a certain friend of mine is reading this, I'm not at all angry at you, I'm happy for you that you have someone, I'm just a bit sad about a running trend in my life.
It's strange, I've been wishing I had a mate for years, ever since I met another furboi in high school, we bonded so quickly because we were into similar things we shared artwork and we were happy together, long story short: He already had a BF in California. I knew how happy he was so I just let it be and stayed friends. I found out my first cousin is a furry but she's my cousin, obviously. I met another one at another school I went to. He already had somebody, I met someone on FA over the summer, we hit it off on discord but he already has somebody. Why does every furry I meet already have someone??? I mean, my imaginary mate is beautiful, but I wish I had the real thing.
Listen, I know this sounds like spam but I just wish I had a mate to snuggle with and just talk about life and weather and stars and all sorts of other cool things *sigh* too bad life doesn't just turn out the way you want it to. But I guess the old box of chocolates just doesn't wanna give me the caramel this time....
Update 11-24-2024:
Well the last three days have been interesting, yet not unprecedented. Apparently, my advanced vocabulary and interests in unorthodox subjects leads to people far older than me messaging me. Only to eventually learn that I'm still a minor (by only four days at the time of this writing). At which point, they want absolutely nothing to do with me, for obvious legal reasons...
So I guess I must be clear then:
My 18th birthday will be Thanksgiving, November 28th, 2024. feel free to message me after that time.
I am looking for other dragons in the age range of 18-24
I am strictly against the consumption of any and all alcoholic beverages IRL, since it brings up unpleasant memories of my upbringing.
I may be a fat fetishist but I am not into gaining or feederism IRL
Honestly, I would prefer someone who is modest about their sexuality offline
Personally, I would prefer any potential mates to be interested in similar subjects to me.
Emperor Vaskdothnrak Ankdae II
It's strange, I've been wishing I had a mate for years, ever since I met another furboi in high school, we bonded so quickly because we were into similar things we shared artwork and we were happy together, long story short: He already had a BF in California. I knew how happy he was so I just let it be and stayed friends. I found out my first cousin is a furry but she's my cousin, obviously. I met another one at another school I went to. He already had somebody, I met someone on FA over the summer, we hit it off on discord but he already has somebody. Why does every furry I meet already have someone??? I mean, my imaginary mate is beautiful, but I wish I had the real thing.
Listen, I know this sounds like spam but I just wish I had a mate to snuggle with and just talk about life and weather and stars and all sorts of other cool things *sigh* too bad life doesn't just turn out the way you want it to. But I guess the old box of chocolates just doesn't wanna give me the caramel this time....
Update 11-24-2024:
Well the last three days have been interesting, yet not unprecedented. Apparently, my advanced vocabulary and interests in unorthodox subjects leads to people far older than me messaging me. Only to eventually learn that I'm still a minor (by only four days at the time of this writing). At which point, they want absolutely nothing to do with me, for obvious legal reasons...
So I guess I must be clear then:
My 18th birthday will be Thanksgiving, November 28th, 2024. feel free to message me after that time.
I am looking for other dragons in the age range of 18-24
I am strictly against the consumption of any and all alcoholic beverages IRL, since it brings up unpleasant memories of my upbringing.
I may be a fat fetishist but I am not into gaining or feederism IRL
Honestly, I would prefer someone who is modest about their sexuality offline
Personally, I would prefer any potential mates to be interested in similar subjects to me.
Emperor Vaskdothnrak Ankdae II
Things are looking up.
General | Posted 2 years agoSo since the last journal, My family got rid of cable that was hard to adjust to... I got used to antenna eventually. Watching Who's line is it Anyway? with my family evokes a warm feeling, like wearing a well-knitted wool sweater. In fact I have recently acquired a genuine one, It's so comfortable I'm wearing it as much as possible.
My depression I guess was probably linked to my anxiety over the war of aggression between Country R and Country U and the possible withdrawal of aid from Alliance N
I was and still am terrified of Country R's President VP. I don't want to get political, but I'm sure we can all agree that Country R's Leader is a psychopathic murderer. However I digress.
The point is, for a long time I've had an information addiction, I was obsessed at looking up war news when I got bored. Every day I went to the institute for the Study of War website. Fortunately, I stopped for a week and my self-esteem increased! It's gonna be a long road to recovery but I swear I can do it!
Merry Christmas furs and dergs!! Hope you guys stuff yourselves tight this year! ^.=.^
My depression I guess was probably linked to my anxiety over the war of aggression between Country R and Country U and the possible withdrawal of aid from Alliance N
I was and still am terrified of Country R's President VP. I don't want to get political, but I'm sure we can all agree that Country R's Leader is a psychopathic murderer. However I digress.
The point is, for a long time I've had an information addiction, I was obsessed at looking up war news when I got bored. Every day I went to the institute for the Study of War website. Fortunately, I stopped for a week and my self-esteem increased! It's gonna be a long road to recovery but I swear I can do it!
Merry Christmas furs and dergs!! Hope you guys stuff yourselves tight this year! ^.=.^
I'm in a dark place right now
General | Posted 2 years agoThis may be a bit too much information but here goes...
For the past few weeks all I've been doing is lying in bed, watching the same episodes of reality shows on A&E over and over and going to school in the day. I look at the same (great) artworks day after day. I listen to Studio Ghibli soundtracks excessively. I'm just not feeling good.
For some reason it started just a few days ago when I stopped playing video games to instead focus on my novel. Then, I realized that my novel isn't as great as I had hoped, I continuously fall into plot holes...
I look at this one guy's artwork, He's such a beautiful white and blue dragon that I just wish I could reach into the artwork and frolic with him. Of course that's impossible. Then, for some reason, I started to lose touch with my dragon-self I started to feel... empty. My pillows aren't as soft and cuddly as they used to be and it no longer feels like I'm comfy and warm, snuggled up on my dragon mate's tummy. I feel alone. Without love....
A day ago My throat started to pain me, It began quite suddenly. I knew I was going to end up sick, It's gradually getting worse...
I end up spiraling once I consciously realize I'm not a dragon and I never will be for my entire existence. nothing I do will ever make me become one. I'm stuck as a human for the rest of my life....
I will inevitably rebuild my identity but soon enough it all comes crashing down once again. such is the nature of my life...
I guess this time is just bad because the school year is still kind of new and getting sick was the last straw. Plus, I have a high workload because it's my senior year. I always feel so alone though, there's no other furs at my school and some people know I'm a fur and take advantage of me by setting up fake dates, making suggestive commentary, etc....
I just wish someone would tell me that it will eventually get better, That I'll eventually find a derg for me. A nice cuddle partner...
Don't worry about me, I've never had dangerous behavior in regards to myself. I'm sure I'll get better...
For the past few weeks all I've been doing is lying in bed, watching the same episodes of reality shows on A&E over and over and going to school in the day. I look at the same (great) artworks day after day. I listen to Studio Ghibli soundtracks excessively. I'm just not feeling good.
For some reason it started just a few days ago when I stopped playing video games to instead focus on my novel. Then, I realized that my novel isn't as great as I had hoped, I continuously fall into plot holes...
I look at this one guy's artwork, He's such a beautiful white and blue dragon that I just wish I could reach into the artwork and frolic with him. Of course that's impossible. Then, for some reason, I started to lose touch with my dragon-self I started to feel... empty. My pillows aren't as soft and cuddly as they used to be and it no longer feels like I'm comfy and warm, snuggled up on my dragon mate's tummy. I feel alone. Without love....
A day ago My throat started to pain me, It began quite suddenly. I knew I was going to end up sick, It's gradually getting worse...
I end up spiraling once I consciously realize I'm not a dragon and I never will be for my entire existence. nothing I do will ever make me become one. I'm stuck as a human for the rest of my life....
I will inevitably rebuild my identity but soon enough it all comes crashing down once again. such is the nature of my life...
I guess this time is just bad because the school year is still kind of new and getting sick was the last straw. Plus, I have a high workload because it's my senior year. I always feel so alone though, there's no other furs at my school and some people know I'm a fur and take advantage of me by setting up fake dates, making suggestive commentary, etc....
I just wish someone would tell me that it will eventually get better, That I'll eventually find a derg for me. A nice cuddle partner...
Don't worry about me, I've never had dangerous behavior in regards to myself. I'm sure I'll get better...
