Sad sad day for a kyu chan.. sad indeed..went to goplay my of my fave movies and find out somehow the DVD got cracked.. my Signed dvd wa cracked in half.. still crying over this.. now i cant watch it no more unless i wait till xmas for the 12.50$ tobuy a new copy.. the signed version will just goon my wall i guess.. since it was signed by one of the actors in it.. -sighs-.. i misses my movie!

I .. am playing Dragonage again.. and finding myself adicted once again. -sighs-.. i cant help it.. Zev's voice is so sexy, and all the ..well never mind.. if you dont see me much its cuse im taking a small break im having a drawing/writers block so im playing DA

It always is. the water bills was high this month, so I was yelled at by my father for that, aparently its my fault. because he said "you never turn the damn water off when i tell you to on the garden" ok thats BS cuse i always do, I turn it off within the halfhour he tells me. so he screams at me earlyer.. making me feel like a worthless pile of shit.. bad enough i got turned down for the jobs i aplied to.. i already feel like shit from that. amung other reasons i feel depressed as fuck. i have 30$ to my name from babysitting my niece. which my cat needs food.. and my cat means so much to me right now.. if it wasnt for him i would have prolly just offed myself by now. im to the point of dropping him off my friends who offered to take him in, and just go homeless for a while.. till i can find a way to get a new place to stay, because to be honest.. i love my dad to death.. but we dont get along all the time.. we are to much alike.. so we clash. if its not something its another im in trouble for.. i can only do so much i am one damn person.. apling for jobs, medicare, SSI every day. inbetween cleaning the house,trying to keep up with dishes, my own and dads laundry which is piled up now cuse he yelled at me for useing up to much water...

so sorry for the ranting.. but.. incase you all dont see me for a while.. its cuse.. eather dad turned off the net, i went homeless because i cant take it anymore, or im out looking for money.. hmm i wonder if i should just WHORE myself out.. maybe then i could have money dispite the STD risks...

I got her fixed.. the harddrive got fried.. but my friend had myt spare from my old pc and they took sooooo im out like 200gigs of memory but im ok.. i have my pc back so now i can go back to working on my commissions as soon a i get my gimp and sai back on my pc

I willbe on a Hiatus from drawing my Commissions and requests for a while, my pc has a virus.. and im trying to remove it, so i have to back up all my gimp shit and other important files, and if i cant rid my virus i may have to system restore, so im sorry but commissions and requests are on hold

http://necrophilacprince.deviantart.com/#/d555462
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8282944/
im doing badge commissions becuase i desperately need the money.. -sigh- imbroke and out of food, and other things. and i need to help out around my dads by haveing money to helpif your enterested please PM me with allthe info i need
http://necrophilacprince.deviantart.com/#/d50xgiu
other commmission info here

see my dad's hours at work are getting cut back.. so that means more cutbacks on food
and other items, no more cable and if i dont start getting money in NO MORE NET meaning -sighs- i have no freinds to talk to anymore
so please if you enjoy my work and would like a commission or badge let me know i will be glad to draw for you

so i will still post.. here and there.. but for now.. im taking a small break going to do some hunting.. job hunting.-sigh- i also found my old notebook found the pic i drew of Ed Elric i had signed by Vic so i might post that soon here. the one i drew whle waiting in line to have him sign it at a con lol..

so anyway.. i have to get new tires for my bike and ride up town and hunt for a job again because being BROKE SUKS.. big time suck.. So job hunting comes first.. plus im getting tested for Epilepsy soon so.. thats another thing on my mind. also got me worried and scared.. so that makes me depressed

COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!

Price:
5$ Chibi non color
8$ Chibi full color
10$ chibi more then one OC or anime

8$ head shot no color
10$ head shot color
20$ head shot multi character

15$ full body no color
20$ full body color
25$ full body multi character


if you want comished please note me with details references and a list of this [see below] note i only accept Paypal thank you

Type of commission:
Character or characters names:
ref picks:
Background or no?:
Email:[one you use for Paypal]

After a long year and some problems i have delt with. i have desided to come back, with new skills and new characters.

I dont really have much time anymore.. nor do i care that much.. so i am leaving FA.. if you all still want to look at my art http://necrophilacprince.deviantart.com/ i do sill post here.. more often then i do anywhere.. i removed all my artwork from FA and this is my last journal.. im so sorry everyone but i just cant make myself care enough to stay.

went to the con in sandusky ohio.. it was ROCKIN! loved it.. better then Anime boston yep you heard me.. no i didnt get a chance to meet vic but i did see him the line was long and the guards would only let it get so long before they blocked you off from the signings.. but its ok i had fun without meeting him.. lots of glomps from people.. and.. some crazy stalker girl stalked my gf Ruka when she went as Abel from trinity blood and me as esther.. lol so we went back to the van and changed clothing to Kanda and Lavi and the stalker girl couldnt find us again muahahahaha win.. anyway so yeah im probly on facebook and other places as both Lavi and Esther yay me.. -sigh- well anyway im back and working on art again

Alright.. I will be going to the con in sandusky here soon.. june 1st is when i leave.. anyway then after that at the end of june i will be moving.. moving to arazona.. and driving there. so I wont be able to get online much here soon so no art for me.. be on hiatis for a while love you all
Vaugn

i came back from AB.. it was fun.. i didnt get to meet greg but that was because it was so damn crouded and they where only letting in the first 100 people.. so i just desided to say fuck it and went back down to the dealer room.. where i bought some yaoi of vincent from FF7 and one of Havac from FMA yay.. lol

hey all i wont be posting or being online much for about a week im going to anime boston.. this weekend.. so im leaving tonight at 4 am soo seeya all Love
vaugn

im posting a little more. for now.. just uploaded a little.. probly nothing of good value but i tried

Why do i bother,... why do i? why do i post my crap... when all i get is crap out of it.. i dont know why i bother.. but meh.. i guess eather you will see me keep posting my shitty crap here.. or i will just stop not sure on that yet.. i will still lerk.. and poke around.. not that i have very many furries anyway most of my ppl are kimonomimi or non furry... so latly i dont see much ina point of posting anything at all..

THANK YOU ALL for allt he faves comments and the watches.. i dont feel like thank you all one by one so here read this and know i said thank you.. IM BEING NICE SO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS!!! useally im a jerk bag just ask my friends they will tell you...


On another note, Please if you leave a comment on any of my girls please dont tell me "oh damn shes hot i woul do her, or I would like to see some porn of that one!" NOT GONNA HAPPEN!~ 90% of my girls i draw and roleplay with are TAKEN married or have children, and soooo dont wanna even think about being drawn naked or in porno, and another thing the ones that arnt taken are YOUNG like 3 or maybe a little older so dont even try that on them that would make you a pedo.. and eww

Well my Grandmother passed away last night at 1am.. she went after we all left which means she really was trying to stay alive just to say her goodbyes to all the grandchildren. im glad i got to see her one last time but it really was hard to sit there and watch her die.. her funeral service is on monday at 3 so from sunday to monday maybe tuesday i wont be online.. then sometime that week there will be a tiny service for family only for her to be creamated and burryed her ashes next to my grandfather her one and only love in her wishes.. so i will not be online much this week.. thank you all for all your saport its much needed.. i hope you all will be well and thank you much

my Grandmother... is hanging to her life, though why we cant make out, her lungs are so full of cancer its nothing left, she has to move on,, drove down to newark today, just to wish her goodbye, so hard to sit there and watch her gasp for air her eyes closed and her lung gurgule.. my family there crying and all of telling her please please move on Mamal.. but its hard.. she can still hear us i know cause when i talked to her saying "grandma im here dont fret im here.." she smiled and almost opened her eyes.. but as i will say i may not be online much cause well.. Grandma isnt gonna make it.. we are pretty sure, she was holding to those last minutes just to see me and my brother.. so i will probly have a funeral to go to soon.. wish me all luck all.. its gonna be hard she is my mamal after all..

I am going to keep on posting my crap.. becuase i found there are people here who do care.. and they care alot.. thanks

I do i even bother posting anymore.. I spend so much time doing these nicely well done pics in photoshop spend forever stareing at the freaking pc, and all i seem to get is, nothing but people bitching at me cause i looked up a pic and used a pose from manga and shit.. what is so freaking wrong with drawing a oc in a pose you see in manga. i see these people do it all time and yet im the only person who they yell at for it? UUUG!.. >.< i have seem more then one person FREAKIN trace salior moon and just change her hair color and clothing yet they get the comments "oh thats so pretty and thats really good" yet i use one pose from an anime and get "YOU FUCKING TRACED THAT! LOSER" talk like that blah blah.. i hate it.. i didnt trace shit i mearly looked at the pose ans said hmm i bet my charrie would look cool with it.. i draw them in the pose and then i get bitched out.. man why do i bother drawing anymore.. i get bitched out at if i look at a pose and draw my peps in it, or i use a base and draw my charrie on it and i get yelled at for useing a base. i am this close to giving up and deleteing all my shit and leaving

well I have been bored so here we go

art trades are back up and running heres how they go

You and I will contact one another and talk about what we wil draw for one another, say you draw me my chracter Nemo and i draw you character, when I am done with it i will post it on FA and any other place you may be. [such as DA and SA]
when you are done you will post yours as well so that i may fave it ^^

You can pick weather i draw it in mspaint on a doll base or in Photoshop free handed and shinny. ^^


now onto Comissions

Prices:

Free handed Scetch on paper 3$ american money [money orders as in money through snail mail ONLY i do not have pay pal yet.]

free handed paper color pic: 5-10$ depending on head shot or full body.

[in photoshop]

if you want me to draw you somehting in photoshop and pay for it im game for that.

[now as a quote here i do take IMVU credits, waja credits and money through mail.]

uncolored pic 4$ worth
colored pic no background 5$ worth
colored and background of your choice 10$ worth.


prices are final and will be talked about in PM or on site, if you want to pay through Waja creidts or IMVU creidts please PM and we will talk about it. i am also on MSN and AIM alot if you want to discuss it there

The steampunk design bug bit me in the ass and hard.. so hince the reason i came up with the new character my Lynx named Nemo. hes a steampunk lolita boy with a funny name and a cute look ... i only drew the one pic of him so far.. i have been trying to draw him more but i havnt gotten inspired yet.. my inspriation has dropped down the tubes and sunk to the bottem.. havnt been in the best of moods latly.. been feeling really depressive and emo like.. wanting to kill myself type. so drawing has been out..
i was thinking of going into art trades again.. but noone ever really wants to trade with me anyway so why bother.
i was also thinking of buying some commissions from people then the relisation came to me.. I HAVE NO CASH! so thats out too..

who knows maybe my emos will go away and i will draw something like my newer vampire boy Caspin, i havnt gotten to draw him yet cause i havnt been able to get his hair to look shinny enough.. i may have to play around in photoshop and really play with some new ways on doing hair shine and texture. anyway till then.. all you get is a crappy shit pic of my new boy Nemo and probly nothing more for a while

My life is going down hill fast.. yet i have no will power to do anything.. my depression has worsened and i just some days want to die..

I desperate for a job now.. but no place where i live is hireing hell around here even mcdonalds is laying off.. which is sad for my part.. I may end up having to put a flyer up in places "will babysit for cash..." i hate babysitting.. i hate kids.. they drive me nuts and when their not your own you cant spank them or anything.. and time out for a two year old dont work well.

i have nothing but some old manga i never read to sell.. other then that i have nothing.. yard sales here are worthless you lucky to get a penny for a shirt. not that anyone would want my old hammy downs anyway. noone wants to buy my art work so thats out my art isnt good enough anyway...

all im really good at is bakeing and no place in this god forsaking town would hire me without a colinary art's degree, and hell i never passed highschool.. i still dont have my fucking ged and the test i have failed four times now.. this coming school year i wil be going back to ged classes to try again.. but if i cant go there then well guess im fucked huh... noone wants me anymore.. i cant move back in with my mom cause shes trying to sell her house and when the realter comes in at ten in the morning somedays noone not even my mom is aloud in the house for a few hours..

Ruka's parents are getting mad that im free loading here.. hell her mom is trying to kick her out so we both are desperate for a job, of any kind.. i cant strip for money im not hot enough.. and im chubby.. and you know how this world is unless you weight 80 pounds soaking wet your worthless in stripeing and modeling.. i tried to be a waiter but that was a useless efferet i have no balence and couldnt carry such a heavy tray with my bad hip and back.. i have torubles at standing on my feet for more then a half hour, cause my hip is disinagrating bone and joint runs in my family..

I just dont know what to do anymore, Ruka has an offer at our pal's place and she has a better chance at a job. she has a high school deploma. but since i have no job our friend wont let me stay since i couldnt pay rent. and i have a cat and without him i would probly have killed myself by now..

why is is nothing i do is right anymore.. all i seem to do is piss people off or make them sad.. my family thinks im a worthless bum and so do my friends.. hell im not even sure if i have any friends anymore.. they all seem to have stopped talking to me or ignore me and want to talk to ruka instead.. i love my gf Ruka i really do and i dont wanna have to leave her but.. i think some days she would be happyer without me.. she has had a few offers from friends in the uk to come live with them.. but she refused cause of me...

I think one of these days i may end up saying to her.. look just take you cat and go to the UK you will be happyer without me.. you will probly get another man who can suport you and love you.. and maybe you will be able to have kids cause im sterial and you have no future like that with me..

I just am so desperate now i dont know what to do anymore.. i fucked up my life so bad when i dropped out of highschool.. and i cant get those years back.. around here after 21 you have to pay 200$ per class to your high school to atend.. and damn it im 23.. i fucked up my life so bad.. i may not have many choises anymore.. so i probly wont be posting much art at this time.. maybe for a long time to get my life back on track i need to stop arting and get my feet back on the ground...

sign
Vaugn

p.s. To all my pals whom i talk to online.. im sorry if me being in your life has messed you upp.. seems im good at that.

My Cat Klaude likes to be on a leash like a dog and do things like a dog, so here are some links to some videos i took today of him. enjoy the cute klaude.. aka Beefy boy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKHxb5JqmAg
the car ride

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4y3-T3Bi3M
the walk

more to be added soon.