back using FA again after a long time of trying to recover the account. soon to be uploading suit pics and new art commissions

I am looking to comission with someone but I have no idea who I want to do it with. I'm curious to ask one close person to be but idk what he will do. I am a dom so remember that.

Well iv met alot of nice new furrs in 2015. But in doing that I also met a few furr guys that grabbed my attention. And idk if this is just repeating itself but. A 20 year old with his own cars and place to live is a great thing considering how my generation is labeled as. But the few guys iv met that are like 22 and 23 years old find out about my financial state that's what they like me for. :/ like really they still live at home with mother and father. And I can understand that. Things happen in life and you need help but when you do it just because you want someone to take care of you...... Oh hell no. But oh well. The one guy that I still have intrest in. I can never find the correct words to speak to him over the phone. I stutter and get nervous. My buddy says he's never ever seen me studded. So what dose that say. O. O

The is kitty shall be venturing to the DFW area this weekend to visit a wolf buddy. Things to do. It tackle him and say haha the king rules ^. ^ Lol. Really need this weekend past few weeks have been rough on me x. X

You know the single life isn't that bad. You get to go to bed when you want to, wake up when you want to, don't half to worry about disturbing your partner by rolling on top of them haha, just various thing plus you can eat as you want aswell. I know a few buddies that live with their GF and he said (dam I wish my fridge had this much food in it XD). But aside from the perks the cons are you will always wake up in your big bed all alone no one to make breakfast for you just once on Saturday or no one to help you stand when you get down, no one to go out to eat with and just be silly. It's been over 2 years since iv had any type of relationship, but then again I worry the last one cheated on him and I never sleep with him it was a 2 month relationship but meh oh well his loss XD. I look around and see ppl struggle everyday and I know how they feel I used to be in their situation no money for the electric bill and stuff but for a 20 year old two cars his own place soon to be a house, pay all bills and still can do stuff sounds like a catch right? Ohhh nahhh it isn't, because he dosent treat someone Luke a slut or a bitch or anything like that just a caring loving big lion. But oh well XD

Well I'm always looking to. Make new friends on psn I will be free today after 12 :00 pm Texas time if anyone would like to play just send me a msg. All I have atm is need for speed. Destiny, GTA, and COD AW

The worst thing for. ME is failure. I hate the feeling it eats at me slowly from the inside. I suffer I feel. Pain I stop doing the things that I do it hurts. It hurts like needles..... But oh well

Well in Fort Worth for the night have job interview in the morning anyone curious to meet?

Go ahead and ask your naughty or nice questions. :3

I'm very impressed with the way this city is big job market available for my welding profession definitely moving here as soon as I can

i shall be taking a trip to Dallas tonight and be their for the weekend super excited :3

I need a comission idea but I'm at a total mind blank right now x. X help.

hmm i have destiny, Gta5 and COD AW, looking for new gamers. care to play anytime send a msg. :)

Lol random post I'm so ready for fallout 4 for the ps4 and other game systems x3

My days start out normal just as everyone. i wake u have some coffee and get ready for work and once i get to work things change and no i don't have any sexual attraction to those nasty people out their i don't like to judge but come on when you smell like a skunk all the time and don't clean yourself after you use the bathroom their is a problem . but besides that a few days ago i got a new partner at work to help with the pipe welding. well this guy isn't the best and he has never worked in the heat before .well he is an 18 year old young man with a wife and a kid on the way and just as all the other 19 and 20 year olds on my job site they still live at home and they complain about not having money. witch shocks me because i live alone and i don't have any issues ( not gloating or saying im better than anyone because im not i see everyone as equal an nothing less) but its sad when instead of utilizing your money wisely they blow it on weird stuff such as a light bar for a truck witch in Texas you can b pulled over if its on.but anyway i look around at all the guys that have kids and don't live a happy life and i think to myself that their are people in this world that don't have hardly anything that would beg for a job like we have and thesis guys just ruin it i do what i can to help a homeless person im just generous like that it the way i was raised. but oh well i cant say that things are bad but they have been annoying the past few days hopefully something can happen soon id love a big change in my life one that will make me even happier than i am. but at times it just seems like a fairy tail. but oh well hope everyone who reads this has a wonderful night or day chow . ;)

Their are many things in life that can make you choose how you want to live it. You can live it to the fullest or you can just sit at home an do nothing but interact with a small device that fits in your pocket. iv come to realize who i am in thesis past few months and who i want to be. ill introduce myself my name is Velle or Veloster (yes named after a car xD) or you may call me by my IRL nick name as Kam IDC. For years I have been trying to figure out who i am as a person. Iv trusted people that i shouldn't have and in the end is regret and some depression i mean everyone gets it every now and then. But as i Bisexual male it is very hard to fit in in my town when its full of nothing but hatred. in my town loving another man makes you an outcast but yet they will go crazy if their are two ladies are together its just irritating. i feel as though im alone no one in my town knows about me or my play in the fandom. i now know why gays here are closed they wont come out they might get beat up or harassed for them living the life that they want to live .but aside from that i feel as though i want a change in my life. as a welder i can go anywhere that i please as long as their are jobs available as well as a mechanic position but majority of those jobs have the ones who despise gays. But never the less i always keep my head up. anyway im sure ill have more venting later.