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Posted 13 years agoHere's a fun game I thought up... it's called FINDING MY NEW ACCOUNT!
There is a clue in my page where it is... but where am I? Huh? Where? Betcha can't find it~
There is a clue in my page where it is... but where am I? Huh? Where? Betcha can't find it~
Disappearing from the net for a little while...
Posted 13 years agoAlright ladies and gentlemen, it's time for one of my disappearing acts. If you know how to get ahold of me, then fine, text or call me, if not, see you in three months...
I am just fed up with life, fed up with the asshattery I get from people, and fed up with people hating me for what I am... I can't help it that I am injured, or not right in the head and easily angered by peoples idiotic tendencies...
I don't hate any of you, if I do, you know who you are and know exactly what you did...
Humanity be damned, fuck this planet and fuck everyone on it, if I consider you a human then you're not my friend... and you know exactly how to tell a human from a truly ascendant person... and there are few and far between on who is truly within that list...
I am just fed up with life, fed up with the asshattery I get from people, and fed up with people hating me for what I am... I can't help it that I am injured, or not right in the head and easily angered by peoples idiotic tendencies...
I don't hate any of you, if I do, you know who you are and know exactly what you did...
Humanity be damned, fuck this planet and fuck everyone on it, if I consider you a human then you're not my friend... and you know exactly how to tell a human from a truly ascendant person... and there are few and far between on who is truly within that list...
Suddenly, CANS!
Posted 13 years agoWhat the fu- BOOM!
Posted 13 years agoUps and downs, sideways skids, and the kicker: I have a semi-stable life now!
How is this possible? Simple: I fell off the radar, said 'screw you' to everyone that I didn't care about, and poofled! My parents are going through a legal seperation - aka divorce - and they're at eachothers throats to give three shits and a fuck about what I do, which nowadays? Is sleep the days off and watch TV whilst waiting for my chance to call the police n get step-dad hauled off to jail for being a dumbass. I scavenge food when they're asleep, which I only got yelled at once because step-dad boobytrapped the fridge to make a glass tray fall out and break over my feet when I opened the door. Lovely isn't it?
But yeah... good news to those begging me to run away, I just MIGHT do this soon, as my retarded parents - mostly stepdad being a neanderthal - won't know which way is up without me being a scape-goat for them to pin all their problems on. Like for instance, step-dad not wanting to work when I have a hurt leg by falling out of a car by them cramming me in the back seat where it's pure suicide for me to sit, because I can't move, then he complains he has a 'headache' and can't go in, when me n Mom are injured from accidents and surgeries... yet he isn't able to work, but here's the kicker! He can go fishing with his buddies just fine! Wtf rite?
Just goes to show yah... humans are idiots
How is this possible? Simple: I fell off the radar, said 'screw you' to everyone that I didn't care about, and poofled! My parents are going through a legal seperation - aka divorce - and they're at eachothers throats to give three shits and a fuck about what I do, which nowadays? Is sleep the days off and watch TV whilst waiting for my chance to call the police n get step-dad hauled off to jail for being a dumbass. I scavenge food when they're asleep, which I only got yelled at once because step-dad boobytrapped the fridge to make a glass tray fall out and break over my feet when I opened the door. Lovely isn't it?
But yeah... good news to those begging me to run away, I just MIGHT do this soon, as my retarded parents - mostly stepdad being a neanderthal - won't know which way is up without me being a scape-goat for them to pin all their problems on. Like for instance, step-dad not wanting to work when I have a hurt leg by falling out of a car by them cramming me in the back seat where it's pure suicide for me to sit, because I can't move, then he complains he has a 'headache' and can't go in, when me n Mom are injured from accidents and surgeries... yet he isn't able to work, but here's the kicker! He can go fishing with his buddies just fine! Wtf rite?
Just goes to show yah... humans are idiots
My story arc for my current RP series
Posted 13 years agoCity of Unity inspired, Sci Fi Driven, and a gigantic wtf-spin of galactic scale of epicness.
Don't like it? Suck mah robot balls!
Year 11,101 CY, 110 Unitarian Council Year...
Wars with aliens, other humans and furs, and renegade machines have ravaged the Milky Way galaxy, empires have risen and fallen, and in this era, there exists only two powers in this galaxy:
The Unity of Worlds, a government of Megacorporations and militaristic republics, currently ruled over by The Council of Worlds and Corporations. There are currently fifteen memberstates and several species ruling over worlds. Tyranny is a rumor as wars plague their borders and internal terrorism rampages and claims many lives over the days and nights of hell. The Ministry rules where the government says to go, and only two wolds have been exterminated for heresy against their government.
The other power is a cruel comparison of Dystopia as many flee to Unity as their rulers kill all those that defy them, and they waste lives upon lives to try and defeat The Council in one fail swoop, this power? Is only known as The Coalition of Socialist Worlds. They are similar to Unity but at the time they are truly more evil... they were responsible for the destruction of Sol, or so says the rumors and claims from nearly 8000 years ago, but only The Order knows the truth, which no one can ever find them to ask.
As time marched on, anotyer war began to rise within the core, The Nexus being the Unity's property, and slipstreams being TCOSW, each had their advantages, and disadvantages... armies were deployed to a galaxy known only as The Arena due to no life other than Nomads being found there, and little to no worlds to be claimed. A dead galaxy in short. As forces dug in for war, and lines were drawn, an unexpected war broke out in a Milky Way class galaxy, surprising many on both sides... Unity and TCOSW both fled and entered this galaxy as well... where began the new battle for New Sol, regardless of who or what got in their way. This is the stories of The Grand War of The Ascendancy...
Three years after Arrival... Algoa South Outpost, Central Unitarian Territory...
-to be updated later, foxy needs sleep-
Don't like it? Suck mah robot balls!
Year 11,101 CY, 110 Unitarian Council Year...
Wars with aliens, other humans and furs, and renegade machines have ravaged the Milky Way galaxy, empires have risen and fallen, and in this era, there exists only two powers in this galaxy:
The Unity of Worlds, a government of Megacorporations and militaristic republics, currently ruled over by The Council of Worlds and Corporations. There are currently fifteen memberstates and several species ruling over worlds. Tyranny is a rumor as wars plague their borders and internal terrorism rampages and claims many lives over the days and nights of hell. The Ministry rules where the government says to go, and only two wolds have been exterminated for heresy against their government.
The other power is a cruel comparison of Dystopia as many flee to Unity as their rulers kill all those that defy them, and they waste lives upon lives to try and defeat The Council in one fail swoop, this power? Is only known as The Coalition of Socialist Worlds. They are similar to Unity but at the time they are truly more evil... they were responsible for the destruction of Sol, or so says the rumors and claims from nearly 8000 years ago, but only The Order knows the truth, which no one can ever find them to ask.
As time marched on, anotyer war began to rise within the core, The Nexus being the Unity's property, and slipstreams being TCOSW, each had their advantages, and disadvantages... armies were deployed to a galaxy known only as The Arena due to no life other than Nomads being found there, and little to no worlds to be claimed. A dead galaxy in short. As forces dug in for war, and lines were drawn, an unexpected war broke out in a Milky Way class galaxy, surprising many on both sides... Unity and TCOSW both fled and entered this galaxy as well... where began the new battle for New Sol, regardless of who or what got in their way. This is the stories of The Grand War of The Ascendancy...
Three years after Arrival... Algoa South Outpost, Central Unitarian Territory...
-to be updated later, foxy needs sleep-
Madness, madness, MADNESS!!!!!
Posted 13 years agoOkay, as you are aware I am teetering - yes teetering - on the brink of destruction and homelessness, I am getting offers from my close friends to move to Seattle, and if worst comes to worst, I damn sure will... I just want to let you know that my mother and step-father do not give a royal pissshit anymore about what I do, or what I care about, they told this to my face, and I am very upset about it that they are cutting me off of life support and possibly kicking me out with nowhere to go.
Anyways, I am weighing my options, considering things, and I have come to the choice that I will try my luck here with PDI a company that helps the disabled, if they cannot do shit for me, then I'll see you lot in seattle in about two days after reading my last journal... here's to hope that things improve, but I doubt they will.
I love you all, and I know you worry about me, but I just gotta try this and hopefully not abandon my home state just yet... as moving to another state would kill me if I'm not careful...
Anyways, I am weighing my options, considering things, and I have come to the choice that I will try my luck here with PDI a company that helps the disabled, if they cannot do shit for me, then I'll see you lot in seattle in about two days after reading my last journal... here's to hope that things improve, but I doubt they will.
I love you all, and I know you worry about me, but I just gotta try this and hopefully not abandon my home state just yet... as moving to another state would kill me if I'm not careful...
Really...
Posted 13 years agoI know it's been a while since I posted anything... I sadly have bad news though. But there be that one glimmer of hope I hope remains though.
In short, I'm practically homeless, no job, no food, water, and currently staying with a friend with my welcome slowly wearing out. On tuesday, one of two things happen, one, I return home to the chaos and possibly walking into the lion's den, so to speak, and possibly risk bringing physical harm upon myself and my mother thanks to my step-ass being a lurker and ticking timebomb with his temper, and has been charged with assault before.
OR
Two, I get kicked out of my house and home forever, become officially homeless, pray for my next meal, probably have to resort to underhanded bs to survive, and be at the mercy of the elements until I can somehow - keyword somehow - get back on my feet, seeing my friends that can help are on the other side of the *beep*ing states, and the one that can help cannot save me from being succumb under the boot of life.
I admit, I never seen this bullshit coming, well... I did, but no one could stop it, it was like superman trying to outrun the flash, nay impossible! I do believe I am weighing all options here, including my ways out... it's not pretty when you think about how to survive, no it's not... I do admit even as I right this I am quietly crying.. begging to whatever fucking Gods there is, heaven, hell, it doesn't matter, to help me through this horrid time.
I have said it once, n I will say it again, if worst comes to worst, I do got that one round for me to use... the only question is am I going to turn on myself like a diseased animal, or use it for another purpose? Only time will tell... I just hope someone can do something other than offer condolences, like... maybe pour gasohol over my sorry ass and light a match?
I would not wish the shit I go through upon anyone... I know a lesser person would die from just the sheer stress upon my body, an EMT at the con thought I was having a heart attack due to my heart skipping three beats, my bp reading 190 over 100, and my chest hurting, but by the time I calmed down I had given 300 people a shock, n my family don't even know I did this... I lied when my friend asked wtf happened, but whatever... my life sucks, and I know there are worse so don't even GO there you morality police scumbags.
Tuesday: doomsday for me... here's to hoping I make it outta the shit, instead of just being nuked and sentenced to hell on earth that where I cannot survive in the city without help...
Issues: all jobs here require 2 years exp, which you cannot get except by doing volunteer work, which mind you does not pay the bills or get you a house
No med insurance, so a cut, scratch, or cold could be lethal
No money, and SSI denies me forever and ever on benefits
Soon to be no home if things turn blackened again
State hates me because I can walk and lift ten pounds, which guess what, if you can do that, you're not disabled! Even though I possibly could cave in by walking, and cannot lift beyond ten lbs... so wtf?
No car, bus system hates me
Pros: Moving out from parents, so more freedom
Exercise more often by walking
See people and how they live
See new places around town, and sleep like a dog here n there
Eat unique foods for free
Cons: No home or place to go permanentlyuntil I get set up
No food that is good or fresh and can possibly make me sick
Aforementioned people are also either uncaring homeowners and lucky people to have homes, or thieving homeless people that'd probably gank me for even sneezing
Aforementioned places are alleys, under bridges, etc.
Aforemntioned foods are either mooched, stolen, or not even fresh to the point of disease...
Elements taking toll on health
Freedom at a cost of any life whatsoever
Welcome to the true face of America my friends... land of the free and home of the brave, MY ASS! Freedom at the cost of your home, life, friends, family, n so on. Brave because we have to be lest we die in our sleep by raving homeless basehead zombies. Remember the ol' saying in the 20's? Give us your homeless, helpless, sick, hopeless and displaced, for we can take care of them for you... remember that from school? I'm sick, I'm homeless, hopeless, and displaced... so why am I not taken care of? A dollar or two would help yaknow... but no they don't care.
Welp enough of my ranting, thank you n wish me luck... not like it's gonna help though
In short, I'm practically homeless, no job, no food, water, and currently staying with a friend with my welcome slowly wearing out. On tuesday, one of two things happen, one, I return home to the chaos and possibly walking into the lion's den, so to speak, and possibly risk bringing physical harm upon myself and my mother thanks to my step-ass being a lurker and ticking timebomb with his temper, and has been charged with assault before.
OR
Two, I get kicked out of my house and home forever, become officially homeless, pray for my next meal, probably have to resort to underhanded bs to survive, and be at the mercy of the elements until I can somehow - keyword somehow - get back on my feet, seeing my friends that can help are on the other side of the *beep*ing states, and the one that can help cannot save me from being succumb under the boot of life.
I admit, I never seen this bullshit coming, well... I did, but no one could stop it, it was like superman trying to outrun the flash, nay impossible! I do believe I am weighing all options here, including my ways out... it's not pretty when you think about how to survive, no it's not... I do admit even as I right this I am quietly crying.. begging to whatever fucking Gods there is, heaven, hell, it doesn't matter, to help me through this horrid time.
I have said it once, n I will say it again, if worst comes to worst, I do got that one round for me to use... the only question is am I going to turn on myself like a diseased animal, or use it for another purpose? Only time will tell... I just hope someone can do something other than offer condolences, like... maybe pour gasohol over my sorry ass and light a match?
I would not wish the shit I go through upon anyone... I know a lesser person would die from just the sheer stress upon my body, an EMT at the con thought I was having a heart attack due to my heart skipping three beats, my bp reading 190 over 100, and my chest hurting, but by the time I calmed down I had given 300 people a shock, n my family don't even know I did this... I lied when my friend asked wtf happened, but whatever... my life sucks, and I know there are worse so don't even GO there you morality police scumbags.
Tuesday: doomsday for me... here's to hoping I make it outta the shit, instead of just being nuked and sentenced to hell on earth that where I cannot survive in the city without help...
Issues: all jobs here require 2 years exp, which you cannot get except by doing volunteer work, which mind you does not pay the bills or get you a house
No med insurance, so a cut, scratch, or cold could be lethal
No money, and SSI denies me forever and ever on benefits
Soon to be no home if things turn blackened again
State hates me because I can walk and lift ten pounds, which guess what, if you can do that, you're not disabled! Even though I possibly could cave in by walking, and cannot lift beyond ten lbs... so wtf?
No car, bus system hates me
Pros: Moving out from parents, so more freedom
Exercise more often by walking
See people and how they live
See new places around town, and sleep like a dog here n there
Eat unique foods for free
Cons: No home or place to go permanentlyuntil I get set up
No food that is good or fresh and can possibly make me sick
Aforementioned people are also either uncaring homeowners and lucky people to have homes, or thieving homeless people that'd probably gank me for even sneezing
Aforementioned places are alleys, under bridges, etc.
Aforemntioned foods are either mooched, stolen, or not even fresh to the point of disease...
Elements taking toll on health
Freedom at a cost of any life whatsoever
Welcome to the true face of America my friends... land of the free and home of the brave, MY ASS! Freedom at the cost of your home, life, friends, family, n so on. Brave because we have to be lest we die in our sleep by raving homeless basehead zombies. Remember the ol' saying in the 20's? Give us your homeless, helpless, sick, hopeless and displaced, for we can take care of them for you... remember that from school? I'm sick, I'm homeless, hopeless, and displaced... so why am I not taken care of? A dollar or two would help yaknow... but no they don't care.
Welp enough of my ranting, thank you n wish me luck... not like it's gonna help though
this is madness!
Posted 13 years agoNO THIS! IS! FA!
Rant to come tomorrow, I'sa sleepeh
Rant to come tomorrow, I'sa sleepeh
Note to life: fuck your logic
Posted 13 years agoLoneliness, it's a virtue that many of us experience... especially me. Nite has Spirit, Two0wls has susuke, everyone has someone... hrm, if this is true, who do I have? -looks to the left, then right, then up and down- I dun see anyone that bugs me constantly, or anyone to cling to... hrm...
Loneliness? A virtue? Fuck your logic life, I need a hug. But who will I go to?
Enough of my emoness though, congratulations to Shadowstalker, and Twikitty on their hitting it off, and in hopes that their future is bright and cheery! -smiles-
-explodes the sun-
Loneliness? A virtue? Fuck your logic life, I need a hug. But who will I go to?
Enough of my emoness though, congratulations to Shadowstalker, and Twikitty on their hitting it off, and in hopes that their future is bright and cheery! -smiles-
-explodes the sun-
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Posted 13 years ago.........MADNESS!
Just some shameless plugging, updates, and a rant!
Shameless plug number one: Interspace Commerce NEEDS you!
I play a game called Astro Empires ( http://lyra.astroempires.com/?ref=lyra.37154 ) and I am in dire need of supporters for my guild IC, which is a business-like guild, that seeks to dominate the game without getting - more likely than one thinks - assaulted head-on by hostile 'zergling' guilds that like to pick on the li'l guys/gals. We are corporate democratic, however elections will not be held for CEO or Vice-Leader, when they are earned via hard work and determination.
So join us on Lyra server, and look for the [=IC=] tag, and maybe we can build a story together as a group! :3
Shameless plug number two: I have been hunting!
Indeed the big eared hybrid has been hunting for art, artists, authors, and so on! I'd just like to give my heartfelt love to a few people that, even though they have done nothing for me - or maybe they have... - by highlighting them in a post here!
Nitetigrezz - great mind, writer, epic kitty for cuddles n so on, look her up if you want a good storyarc written.
Susuke - talented gal from mexico, an annoying tease, cute, can be funny, and owes me a god damn cookie! >:C
Coonkun - beautiful artwork, not to mention someone I could very well be picking to draw up a few pictures for me once - if ever - I get money/a job!
Bubble_kitten17 - curious, good artist, go fer eet!
Kacey - expensive but gods be damned worth it! Look her up! Plus... -whistles innocently-she's... cute! -shifty eyes-
Goldfur - someone I truly hope and pray for, I am hoping shi/she will work with meh on a project of mine by giving me a hand to work with.
If you wanna get on my good side, draw good art, don't be an egobitchalian (you know who juu are...), or bribe me with a sketch or cookie! I'm not that hard to win over- unless you are a certain squirrel that keeps trying to steal my pants every time I go to sleep, then we will have a problem!
Rant ahoy!
Humans, we all know em, love em, hate em, dispise em and just wish at times we were NOT human. Well I have been doing research into humans, all the quirks, craziness, and so on that comes with being human. Well so far I have classified the human race into three li'l groups that make my life oh so much easier for trying to get to know these people.
First is the actual People, these beings of the human race are usually open minded, like new and old things, like to play around, go partying, have fun, draw, write, share ideas, and just make something of themselves. People I like are usually a non-conformatist who is original. Not your typical 'goth/emo/sxe/prep/jock/rapist', no, these people make the rest of society go 'wtf?' when laid eyes upon due to their unique beauty. These people are usually looked down upon by the 'higher stereotypical class' as trouble because they color outside the lines of life! These people are not smartasses, jerks, sluts, n so on in retarded manners, but in an informative method of helping others. They usually help, but when they cannot they still try as best as they can!
Next is the second level of humanity, known as Damaged Goods. These people, while being both good AND bad at the same time, are the reason I get irked every time I watch the news. These people tend to be more hostile, rude, snarky, and just redundant to society as they are unaware of their own existence, and fail to make an effort to society because of either disease or just a will of unreasonability that eminates an aura that makes you, if you are from a different environment, stay the fuck away, but at the same time, bewildered and curious about the person before you. DG'ers usually travel in roving herds known as 'gangs' or 'clicks' which are composed of like-minded, usually individuals of varying intelligence, and common interest in the 'now' factor of popular culture that they pay homage to by worshipping these idols of music, movies, and fashion, and offering tribute for overly manufactured goods that is not even worth the shit in their ass. Sub-cultures within this group are usually mostly alike, sharing the same traits of 'entertainment retardation' which, the more aggravating of these sub-cultures is hose that follow:
Twilight fangirls/boys- probably the more horrorifying is the cheap Edward knock offs that one can find stalking about the highschool drama clubs, or the Sarah (whateverthefuckhernameis) copies played by fat, unattractive, and grotesque girls/boys/wtf?! of todays society. I just pity these slaves to the movies that are too redundant to read the books instead of wasting their time fuelling the corporate waaagh of retardation.
Psuedo-homosexual/Psuedo-'hard core' members- dear gods help us all as the planet has truly gone fucking insane. The culture surrounding these moronic, retarded, idiotic, and downright fucking crazy people that thrive off bad music, conformity to the corporate machine, and the illuion they are a 'renegade subculture that is naturally different by dressing like a piece of dogshit' is truly baffling to the mind of this poor fox. With usernames like XXX-I-sUcK-COcK-LOl-XXX popping up on social networking sites, in messengers, in forums, and so on is just astonishing, and one would think 'well okay, this person must be a loose girl' WRONG! Names like this are popping up on GUYS, not girls, which then for a gay guy that sees this, thinks 'well okay, he must be pretty open, loose and friendly for this' but when he asks, he is bombarded with insults like 'lol ur gay, go die fag' or 'I dun do guys, queerosexual' in usually grammar that would make our forefathers, who prided themselves on honor, respect, and proper expression, roll over in their graves, shit themselves, eat the shit, and repeat the process again until they vomit so much the ground water is contaminated, and everyone within a 30 mile radius dies of toxic shock syndrome from drinking vomited shit water.
Then they cut their own hair in manners that are just offensive, I am ashamed of being in the same town as one of these motherfuckers that looks like he just got raped by a paintbrush, chainsaw, and a flock of pissed off pidgyoto, and smell like they have not washed in a fucking month. Then their clothes adds the real kicker... men wearing womens jeans, too small for his own good, and making his boner for the fat chick in the back room at wendy's all that much more apparent when you see him. The girls are no better. They usually have the same shitball get-up that the guys do, only much worse, horrendously unappealing.
These kids, usually the fecal matter of society and not to be trusted EVER, are known for slinging around phrases on their myspace pages - which is a must if you are one of them - like 'I am tEh SEX' and 'sxe 4 lyf' or even better 'hxc is tEh SEx cAuSE tehy totally get me && I just wanna make out wih a girl or hot guy loljk sxe 4 lyf bby <3'. Now excuse me while I go shoot myself for typing that... -thirty minutes pass, comes back with a new hole in head- anyways. They follow a fave trend known as 'sxe' and 'hxc', these two things make the psuedo-homosexual/'hard core' culture hat it is.
'Sxe' or Straight Edge, is a lifestyle adopted by these kids by the belief they are 'cool' by following this. Straight edge means 'no drugs, drinking, smoking, illicit sex'. Sounds okay, right? Wrong again. 'Sxe' do not follow ANY OF THESE PRINCIBLES because they are 'loopholeing' around it by doing retarded shit yet calling themselves pure. They smoke cause 'smoking menthols don't count', they drink malt liquor cause 'it's watered down so doesn't count', do illicit drugs because 'if they can't find the needle mark it doesn't count', and has illicit sex because 'anal, oral, and clothed sex doesn't count'. WTF?!
'Hxc' or, Hard Core, are unsigned, shitty bands with zero talent, vocalization practice, or music skill. These bands are usually known as 'screamo' because they mostly scream, or in Soulja Boy's case, repeats the same phrase over and over to a one drum beat. These people are usually rude, stink, filthy, and disgusting as they attend every show these retarded monkies put on. Then by doing this, you are suddenly cool, and better than everyone else because you 'are teh sex'. They are known for stage rushes, riots, injuries to artist/fans/whoever, and can be identified by the black 'x' on their hands marking them as 'sxe'. They claim the dancefloor as 'the best thing to happen to dancing since Michael Jackson doing the moonwalk'. In the process of becoming a 'hxc' person, you have to be mean, rude, retarded, and falsely gay. Guys will only peck another guy on the lips and nothing more if dared to, and that automatically makes you 'bisexual'. Girls will brag but will never do, thus becoming weekend lesbians.
These people sadly have become damaged goods by just existing... sad but true.
I will continue this later, because my brain has had it with common cultures... my next rant will be about Subhumans, and why they are dangerous...
Just some shameless plugging, updates, and a rant!
Shameless plug number one: Interspace Commerce NEEDS you!
I play a game called Astro Empires ( http://lyra.astroempires.com/?ref=lyra.37154 ) and I am in dire need of supporters for my guild IC, which is a business-like guild, that seeks to dominate the game without getting - more likely than one thinks - assaulted head-on by hostile 'zergling' guilds that like to pick on the li'l guys/gals. We are corporate democratic, however elections will not be held for CEO or Vice-Leader, when they are earned via hard work and determination.
So join us on Lyra server, and look for the [=IC=] tag, and maybe we can build a story together as a group! :3
Shameless plug number two: I have been hunting!
Indeed the big eared hybrid has been hunting for art, artists, authors, and so on! I'd just like to give my heartfelt love to a few people that, even though they have done nothing for me - or maybe they have... - by highlighting them in a post here!
Nitetigrezz - great mind, writer, epic kitty for cuddles n so on, look her up if you want a good storyarc written.
Susuke - talented gal from mexico, an annoying tease, cute, can be funny, and owes me a god damn cookie! >:C
Coonkun - beautiful artwork, not to mention someone I could very well be picking to draw up a few pictures for me once - if ever - I get money/a job!
Bubble_kitten17 - curious, good artist, go fer eet!
Kacey - expensive but gods be damned worth it! Look her up! Plus... -whistles innocently-she's... cute! -shifty eyes-
Goldfur - someone I truly hope and pray for, I am hoping shi/she will work with meh on a project of mine by giving me a hand to work with.
If you wanna get on my good side, draw good art, don't be an egobitchalian (you know who juu are...), or bribe me with a sketch or cookie! I'm not that hard to win over- unless you are a certain squirrel that keeps trying to steal my pants every time I go to sleep, then we will have a problem!
Rant ahoy!
Humans, we all know em, love em, hate em, dispise em and just wish at times we were NOT human. Well I have been doing research into humans, all the quirks, craziness, and so on that comes with being human. Well so far I have classified the human race into three li'l groups that make my life oh so much easier for trying to get to know these people.
First is the actual People, these beings of the human race are usually open minded, like new and old things, like to play around, go partying, have fun, draw, write, share ideas, and just make something of themselves. People I like are usually a non-conformatist who is original. Not your typical 'goth/emo/sxe/prep/jock/rapist', no, these people make the rest of society go 'wtf?' when laid eyes upon due to their unique beauty. These people are usually looked down upon by the 'higher stereotypical class' as trouble because they color outside the lines of life! These people are not smartasses, jerks, sluts, n so on in retarded manners, but in an informative method of helping others. They usually help, but when they cannot they still try as best as they can!
Next is the second level of humanity, known as Damaged Goods. These people, while being both good AND bad at the same time, are the reason I get irked every time I watch the news. These people tend to be more hostile, rude, snarky, and just redundant to society as they are unaware of their own existence, and fail to make an effort to society because of either disease or just a will of unreasonability that eminates an aura that makes you, if you are from a different environment, stay the fuck away, but at the same time, bewildered and curious about the person before you. DG'ers usually travel in roving herds known as 'gangs' or 'clicks' which are composed of like-minded, usually individuals of varying intelligence, and common interest in the 'now' factor of popular culture that they pay homage to by worshipping these idols of music, movies, and fashion, and offering tribute for overly manufactured goods that is not even worth the shit in their ass. Sub-cultures within this group are usually mostly alike, sharing the same traits of 'entertainment retardation' which, the more aggravating of these sub-cultures is hose that follow:
Twilight fangirls/boys- probably the more horrorifying is the cheap Edward knock offs that one can find stalking about the highschool drama clubs, or the Sarah (whateverthefuckhernameis) copies played by fat, unattractive, and grotesque girls/boys/wtf?! of todays society. I just pity these slaves to the movies that are too redundant to read the books instead of wasting their time fuelling the corporate waaagh of retardation.
Psuedo-homosexual/Psuedo-'hard core' members- dear gods help us all as the planet has truly gone fucking insane. The culture surrounding these moronic, retarded, idiotic, and downright fucking crazy people that thrive off bad music, conformity to the corporate machine, and the illuion they are a 'renegade subculture that is naturally different by dressing like a piece of dogshit' is truly baffling to the mind of this poor fox. With usernames like XXX-I-sUcK-COcK-LOl-XXX popping up on social networking sites, in messengers, in forums, and so on is just astonishing, and one would think 'well okay, this person must be a loose girl' WRONG! Names like this are popping up on GUYS, not girls, which then for a gay guy that sees this, thinks 'well okay, he must be pretty open, loose and friendly for this' but when he asks, he is bombarded with insults like 'lol ur gay, go die fag' or 'I dun do guys, queerosexual' in usually grammar that would make our forefathers, who prided themselves on honor, respect, and proper expression, roll over in their graves, shit themselves, eat the shit, and repeat the process again until they vomit so much the ground water is contaminated, and everyone within a 30 mile radius dies of toxic shock syndrome from drinking vomited shit water.
Then they cut their own hair in manners that are just offensive, I am ashamed of being in the same town as one of these motherfuckers that looks like he just got raped by a paintbrush, chainsaw, and a flock of pissed off pidgyoto, and smell like they have not washed in a fucking month. Then their clothes adds the real kicker... men wearing womens jeans, too small for his own good, and making his boner for the fat chick in the back room at wendy's all that much more apparent when you see him. The girls are no better. They usually have the same shitball get-up that the guys do, only much worse, horrendously unappealing.
These kids, usually the fecal matter of society and not to be trusted EVER, are known for slinging around phrases on their myspace pages - which is a must if you are one of them - like 'I am tEh SEX' and 'sxe 4 lyf' or even better 'hxc is tEh SEx cAuSE tehy totally get me && I just wanna make out wih a girl or hot guy loljk sxe 4 lyf bby <3'. Now excuse me while I go shoot myself for typing that... -thirty minutes pass, comes back with a new hole in head- anyways. They follow a fave trend known as 'sxe' and 'hxc', these two things make the psuedo-homosexual/'hard core' culture hat it is.
'Sxe' or Straight Edge, is a lifestyle adopted by these kids by the belief they are 'cool' by following this. Straight edge means 'no drugs, drinking, smoking, illicit sex'. Sounds okay, right? Wrong again. 'Sxe' do not follow ANY OF THESE PRINCIBLES because they are 'loopholeing' around it by doing retarded shit yet calling themselves pure. They smoke cause 'smoking menthols don't count', they drink malt liquor cause 'it's watered down so doesn't count', do illicit drugs because 'if they can't find the needle mark it doesn't count', and has illicit sex because 'anal, oral, and clothed sex doesn't count'. WTF?!
'Hxc' or, Hard Core, are unsigned, shitty bands with zero talent, vocalization practice, or music skill. These bands are usually known as 'screamo' because they mostly scream, or in Soulja Boy's case, repeats the same phrase over and over to a one drum beat. These people are usually rude, stink, filthy, and disgusting as they attend every show these retarded monkies put on. Then by doing this, you are suddenly cool, and better than everyone else because you 'are teh sex'. They are known for stage rushes, riots, injuries to artist/fans/whoever, and can be identified by the black 'x' on their hands marking them as 'sxe'. They claim the dancefloor as 'the best thing to happen to dancing since Michael Jackson doing the moonwalk'. In the process of becoming a 'hxc' person, you have to be mean, rude, retarded, and falsely gay. Guys will only peck another guy on the lips and nothing more if dared to, and that automatically makes you 'bisexual'. Girls will brag but will never do, thus becoming weekend lesbians.
These people sadly have become damaged goods by just existing... sad but true.
I will continue this later, because my brain has had it with common cultures... my next rant will be about Subhumans, and why they are dangerous...
Innocence test
Posted 14 years agostart with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then repost as your __% Innocence. Lowest number you have the more you've done!"
100%
(x) Smoked. (If second hand smoking counts. Damned potheads at concerts. Burn forever!)
(x) Drank alcohol. (no more than sample tastes, about a shot glass' worth to date altogether.)
(x) Cried when someone died.
( ) Been drunk.
( ) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
() given a handjob.
() gotten a handjob.
() given a blowjob.
() gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
() Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95%
() felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
(x) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. =(
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%
( ) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
( ) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
(x) Hit by a car.
( ) Had a party
(x) Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%
( ) Played strip poker/darts.
(x) Got paid to strip for someone.
( ) Run away from home.
(x) Broken a bone.
(x) Eaten sushi.
(x) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
( ) Made porn.
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
( ) Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%
() Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
() Cried yourself to sleep.
() Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.
(x) Shot a gun
()Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
(x) Watched a person die.
() Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
(x) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
() Kissed somebody of the same sex.
() Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
( ) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%
(x) Avoided somebody.
( ) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
() Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
() Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%
(x) Got caught stealing something (as a kid)
( ) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
(x) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
( ) Gone out with your friend's crush.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant.
( ) Made a girl pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country. (Mexico)
( ) Started your house on fire.
(x) Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%
( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
( ) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
( ) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
() Had a job.
() Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
( ) Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
( ) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
( ) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (I came back though. my dad had forgotten his wallet so I had to go around the corner and get mine.)
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
(x) Been raped.
FINAL PERCENTAGE: 45%
Then repost as your __% Innocence. Lowest number you have the more you've done!"
100%
(x) Smoked. (If second hand smoking counts. Damned potheads at concerts. Burn forever!)
(x) Drank alcohol. (no more than sample tastes, about a shot glass' worth to date altogether.)
(x) Cried when someone died.
( ) Been drunk.
( ) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
() given a handjob.
() gotten a handjob.
() given a blowjob.
() gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
() Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95%
() felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
(x) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. =(
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 89%
( ) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
( ) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
(x) Hit by a car.
( ) Had a party
(x) Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%
( ) Played strip poker/darts.
(x) Got paid to strip for someone.
( ) Run away from home.
(x) Broken a bone.
(x) Eaten sushi.
(x) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
( ) Made porn.
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
( ) Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%
() Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
() Cried yourself to sleep.
() Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.
(x) Shot a gun
()Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
(x) Watched a person die.
() Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
(x) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
() Kissed somebody of the same sex.
() Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
( ) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%
(x) Avoided somebody.
( ) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
() Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
() Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%
(x) Got caught stealing something (as a kid)
( ) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
(x) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
( ) Gone out with your friend's crush.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant.
( ) Made a girl pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country. (Mexico)
( ) Started your house on fire.
(x) Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%
( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
( ) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
( ) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
() Had a job.
() Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
( ) Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
( ) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
( ) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (I came back though. my dad had forgotten his wallet so I had to go around the corner and get mine.)
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
(x) Been raped.
FINAL PERCENTAGE: 45%
Oh dear god...
Posted 14 years agoSooo... I have discovered my artist finally!
Posted 14 years agoSo I have figured out what the FUCK I am finally... I'm a PAINTER! Yes, I am a painter, and I think I am pretty damn good at it seeing it's pretty straight forward on what it is... it's a lot easier than drawing if you ask me!
I have already started prep work on my first little bit of art, so probably by Christmas I will have it done... that's if work doesn't get in my face and way of it!
P.S. I am spying on you /all/
I have already started prep work on my first little bit of art, so probably by Christmas I will have it done... that's if work doesn't get in my face and way of it!
P.S. I am spying on you /all/
WARWHACKY! SOMEONE HALP!
Posted 14 years agoIt's official, I've been on the warpath for a month, starting RP wars left and right for a multitude of a reasons, and it's just getting downright infreakinsane! So will someone please save this poor kit from himself and his nations before he destroys the world and everyone in it? *starry eyes*
Feeling like a psycho!!!!!11
Posted 14 years agoJust that, I feel like one so there! xD
Tomorrow never comes
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5euRZqufiqo
Heaven help us, we've lost control
This should be our finest hour
But were racing towards the end of days
Pulling back from the brink, despite our best efforts
The volume increases and the beat goes on
All the players marching to a different drum
The rhythm of the war dance
The beat goes on...
What will become of us if there's no one to watch over us
If we should face the certainty of our destruction
Forfeiting everything, pointless cries, futile dreams
There'll be no laughter, there'll be no tears
When tomorrow never comes.
This isn't a game, turn the safety off
Still we want more
And so the beat gets faster
Everyone must play
'Cause fame will find you
Put your face on the cover of a loaded magazine
We're proud of ourselves
Our greatest inventions, methods of killing
Are reaching perfection
All the players marching to a different drum
The rhythm of the war dance and the beat goes on
What will become of us if there's no one to watch over us
If we should face the certainty of our destruction
Forfeiting everything, pointless cries, futile dreams
There'll be no laughter, there'll be no tears
When tomorrow never comes
As the warning sirens sound that the world is at an end
Rendered unto night, creations torn asunder
What will become of us, is there no one to watch over us?
There'll be no laughter, there'll be no tears
When tomorrow never comes[hr]
This song means a lot to me right now... I have been thinking a lot about what tomorrow will hold for me, what my future will hold for me. What will the future bring? Conflict? War? Agony? Pain? Sorrow? So many things to consider... I honestly fear it.
I do not laugh often... as I have nothing to laugh about, I have only one glimmer of happiness in this world, and I am trying my damnedest to keep hold of my happiness... I still owe this happiness for the twins I gave, and I cannot thank this glimmer enough for what that means to me...
Even now, I wish that days would go back to normal... when I had no worries, when I was care free, innocent, happy... I really do...
Maybe one day, when tomorrow DOES come for me, I will be with my mate, I will be happy, free, healthy, and maybe... make all of hers and my dreams come true...
Free art? JUMP ON THIS SHIT!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2096948/
GET ON IT PEOPLE! She needs help and this is a once-in-rare-chances!
GET ON IT PEOPLE! She needs help and this is a once-in-rare-chances!
Just a word of warning people
Posted 14 years agoI think someone just stole my password. So if my page changes or if I happen to send a fucked up message, PLEASE LET ME KNOW AT ONCE!
So what am I? Plus Updates on meself
Posted 14 years agoI’m sure this has crossed your mind a few times in the past before, hasn’t it? What are we… Are we just mortals? Are we just toys for others to use? Are we all idiots?
Well I recently thought about it, and I discovered what I am. And this is what I am:
I am a mate to a beloved kitty, even though she has been busy as hell and has no time to get on the computer.
I am a Fennec, you gotta love the ears, right? Right?!
I am a Phantom, meaning that even in a crowded room, I am unnoticed.
I am a computer nerd, I love working with them, on them, and in them!
I am a mytho-biologist. What does this mean? I like making up mystic creatures and animals.
I am that bastard that is headshoting you from across the map in a tank
I am MOSTLY kind hearted and understanding… Just beware of that button…
I am a Role-player, and have always loved to do so.
I am a multi-character fur, with over 150+ characters!
I am a southerner, and proud of it!
I am a Tennessean.
I am hoping that one day my happiness will become what I hope it will be.
If I can think up anything else, I will include it somewhere in the next journal… or in an edit of this one!
Anyways! UPDATES ON ME!
Talk about being kicked while I’m down… I had surgery once already, but now? They gotta replace the entire knee cap from the way the doctors are talking with my left knee. So now I will be stuck here, at home, bored, and in bed with a fucked up knee.
Sooo… If anyone here wants to keep me company over IM’s, please do so?? *headtilts*
My grade point average in school has been… less than what I expected… I make 75’s and so on here and there, with the occasional higher passing score creeping in there… I’m nervous about what I am gonna do to retake these things!
I recently started work on a project… if I can get my grubby little hands on a bit of money and a paypal account, I can complete it… I’ll let ya know how that turns out!
Well I recently thought about it, and I discovered what I am. And this is what I am:
I am a mate to a beloved kitty, even though she has been busy as hell and has no time to get on the computer.
I am a Fennec, you gotta love the ears, right? Right?!
I am a Phantom, meaning that even in a crowded room, I am unnoticed.
I am a computer nerd, I love working with them, on them, and in them!
I am a mytho-biologist. What does this mean? I like making up mystic creatures and animals.
I am that bastard that is headshoting you from across the map in a tank
I am MOSTLY kind hearted and understanding… Just beware of that button…
I am a Role-player, and have always loved to do so.
I am a multi-character fur, with over 150+ characters!
I am a southerner, and proud of it!
I am a Tennessean.
I am hoping that one day my happiness will become what I hope it will be.
If I can think up anything else, I will include it somewhere in the next journal… or in an edit of this one!
Anyways! UPDATES ON ME!
Talk about being kicked while I’m down… I had surgery once already, but now? They gotta replace the entire knee cap from the way the doctors are talking with my left knee. So now I will be stuck here, at home, bored, and in bed with a fucked up knee.
Sooo… If anyone here wants to keep me company over IM’s, please do so?? *headtilts*
My grade point average in school has been… less than what I expected… I make 75’s and so on here and there, with the occasional higher passing score creeping in there… I’m nervous about what I am gonna do to retake these things!
I recently started work on a project… if I can get my grubby little hands on a bit of money and a paypal account, I can complete it… I’ll let ya know how that turns out!
A broken heart that has been bleeding for too long
Posted 14 years agoWhat is wrong with me? As every day goes by, I feel myself becoming sadder, and sadder. Every time I look at my mistress/mates page, I see no mention of me, and a complete overlook of any contact with me from elsewhere.
Usually being ignored doesn’t bother me, I usually mask it by just waiting and keeping myself busy elsewhere, usually surrounding myself with friends, and other people I care for… But as of late? I have gotten the feeling this is more than being ignored due to IRL issues, I have gotten the feeling that I have been thrown to the back and completely overlooked.
Oh I have no issues with her friends… It’s truly not that, it is the fact that I have gotten to the point that I seem to not exist… I use to be able to talk to her ANYTIME with no problems, but now? I barely get a response from texts, I barely get a note. What am I, a ghost?
The most recent picture of my mate and her so-called sister, Jinxy, made me break down into tears… I am not well, no, I am not well at all. I want my place in Nite’s world back, or to be told if I truly stand in the cold with her.
Call me a cry baby, call me a fool, call me what you will… I will not be left in the dark, I will NOT be stepped upon ANYMORE!
Usually being ignored doesn’t bother me, I usually mask it by just waiting and keeping myself busy elsewhere, usually surrounding myself with friends, and other people I care for… But as of late? I have gotten the feeling this is more than being ignored due to IRL issues, I have gotten the feeling that I have been thrown to the back and completely overlooked.
Oh I have no issues with her friends… It’s truly not that, it is the fact that I have gotten to the point that I seem to not exist… I use to be able to talk to her ANYTIME with no problems, but now? I barely get a response from texts, I barely get a note. What am I, a ghost?
The most recent picture of my mate and her so-called sister, Jinxy, made me break down into tears… I am not well, no, I am not well at all. I want my place in Nite’s world back, or to be told if I truly stand in the cold with her.
Call me a cry baby, call me a fool, call me what you will… I will not be left in the dark, I will NOT be stepped upon ANYMORE!
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Son of a...
Posted 14 years agoWELP! Guess who is in a bad mood, and guess who is going to the hospital with a broken leg! Give up? ME!
This makes the second time I have broken the same leg, in the same spot too. I am gonna be in the hospital for tonight, wish me luck to hopefully end my pain!
EDIT: It's broken at the knee, but still fairly bad!
This makes the second time I have broken the same leg, in the same spot too. I am gonna be in the hospital for tonight, wish me luck to hopefully end my pain!
EDIT: It's broken at the knee, but still fairly bad!
Hah!!!
Posted 14 years agoTis all I have to say... HAH!
What is one to do?
Posted 14 years agoWhat is wrong with me? Matter of fact, what is wrong with everyone else?! It seems that everyone is off on some romantic honeymoon with their loved ones, off on some magical adventure, or is just too damned busy to even drop me a 'hello, how are you?'. Not saying it's everyone, but it's pretty fucking close.
Well as of late, I've been pretty lonely... it sucks, sure, it is remedied temporarily when someone DOES manage to get time to glomp me or something, but overall? I'm all alone... even in a crowded room I feel like I am standing out in the cold with nothing to relate to except my overactive imagination. And I ask you, what good is it when I have nothing to apply it to? I suck at writing, I can't draw, and I have no one to poke at... It drives me nuts!
So I ask someone... anyone who reads this... what am I suppose to do? Wait until hell freezes over for someone to come out of the blue and surprise me? Yea... last time I did that I nearly got raped. But seriously. WHAT to do?
Well as of late, I've been pretty lonely... it sucks, sure, it is remedied temporarily when someone DOES manage to get time to glomp me or something, but overall? I'm all alone... even in a crowded room I feel like I am standing out in the cold with nothing to relate to except my overactive imagination. And I ask you, what good is it when I have nothing to apply it to? I suck at writing, I can't draw, and I have no one to poke at... It drives me nuts!
So I ask someone... anyone who reads this... what am I suppose to do? Wait until hell freezes over for someone to come out of the blue and surprise me? Yea... last time I did that I nearly got raped. But seriously. WHAT to do?
