who has a Wii U and wants to play mario kart 8 with me?

I'm on telegram now, add me @ VernAss if you want

in response to recent events here are other places you can catch me

https://www.weasyl.com/~vernum
https://twitter.com/Vernumv

If something like this happens again I will be leaving. It's unacceptable.

also note that I'm currently inactive on weasyl but that will definitely be where I move if FA crashes like that again.

so, first I would like to say that I used to identify as homosexual, but for me that never seemed to fit perfectly for me. Though I like men, for me the genitals of said man are irrelevant. I find myself sexually attracted to trans and intersex men, as much as I am attracted to cis men. And not in a fetishized way commonly associated with these type of feelings towards trans and intersex men. (i.e. cunt-boy fetishes and the offensive terminology used to name the fetish) I have discovered that I am not necessarily attracted to a penis, but that I am attracted to masculinity, and for me, the idea of a man lacking male genitalia is not emasculating. The idea of it being emasculating is why its fetishized, its as if that by them having female genitalia they are somehow naturally submissive to a natural male, which is not only indirectly sexist, but very diminishing towards people with these types of bodies. A trans or intersex male can be just as virile as a cis male.

So, finally I come to how I identify sexually. I identify as Androsexual now. I find myself not attracted to people of the same sex as me, instead I am attracted to those who are outwardly masculine, so this includes those who look and/or identify as male. Androsexual is much more fitting of my sexuality than a term like homosexual, as homosexual implies that I, a cis male, am attracted to only other cis males. Homosexuality does not fit my sexuality as I understand it.

TLDR I'm androsexual not homosexual

yay we did it! I'll try to be less lazy with how often I post stuff

I dont have many friends to play with and I'm getting rusty

I applied for a job at a few places the other day. I'm really excited to hear back. Really wanting a job at Target

why  -REED ?

Answer as your fursona. .....fine

Name?
Vern

Birthday?
who cares

Gender?
who cares

Relationship status?
who cares

Zodiac?
Virgo

Siblings?
who cares

Favorite colour?
green

Are you a ~pet or master~?
fuck off

Love or Lust?
what does this even mean? lust is very unhealthy though

Favorite drink?
some form of juice

Favorite alcoholic drink?
rum and coke or absinthe. cider is good too

Favorite food?
anything I can get my disgusting cytoplasmic membrane on

Text or Call?
....call?...

Ever met a celebrity?
who cares

Favorite body part?
hands and face

Do you prefer light or dark hair?
WHO CARES

Intelligence or attraction?
um what? these arent really exclusive to eachother.....intelligence?

Last song you listened to?
Skulls by Royksopp

Think of something funny?
my ass

Tag some people!
fuck off

I'll be alright

been feeling kinda bleh lately. I'd like to get to know you all a little better.

ask questions, talk to me. I like talking.

To see what stuff I like go here http://vernumv.tumblr.com/

And recently I made a twitter to share my thoughts https://twitter.com/Vernumv

not this guy :)


this guy has though  -lofi
details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6836077/

what a cool guy, butter him up with some tunes

Basics

Name: Vernum
Nickname: Vern
Location: South Carolina surrounded by swamps and marshes
Age: 18
Height: 5'9" (175cm)
Zodiac sign: Virgo
Pets: an Australian cattle dog, a neurotic Chihuahua, 3 asshole cats, and a bitchy leopard gecko
Favorite thing about yourself: I like lots of different things
Worst habit: being a mentally self destructive little shit whoops
Fun fact: I almost lost an eye

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male but neutral terms are acceptable I don't give a shit
Sexual preference: Gay but I've felt romantic feelings for women before
Romantic preference: um.....does monogamous count?
"Kinsey Scale" score: what?
Relationship status: single but not really looking
Myers/Briggs type: INTP
Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw probably, not big on HP

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": sorta depends but probably a night owl
First thought in the morning: uuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fine
Last thought before falling asleep at night: some deep question I don't know the answer to

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: student
What do you do well: history, science, and art sorta
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: hmmmmm, I think I'd be 23


Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: oh no, never, I'm not 21 yet ;)......but seriously I do with severe moderation
Smoke: no that's dumb
Do Drugs: used to have an Adderall prescription for 4 years, it was not fun, I value sobriety
Exercise: .......no......
Have a go-to comfort food: spaghetti
Have a nervous habit: wrist wringing

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): my eyes and I kinda like how my nose is sorta crooked
In Others: eyes, face, voice
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): my openness to various ideas and being able build off of them
Food: Sushi! fried green tomatoes with marmalade, shrimp and grits, chicken biscuits, spaghetti, anything edible
Drink: grape crush
Animal: anything weird and/or prehistoric stuff, Cambrian era and trilobites
Colors: Green and white
Artist/Band/Group: Tool and UNKLE are pretty good, I like classical too, composers I like are Debussy, Tchaikovsky, and Sibelius
Author/Poet: Tennyson
Actor/Actress: I dunno
Blogger: I dunno

starting probably at 10pm EST and will end before 12am EST I will make a post when I start

yay

I dunno yet, comment if you would come

why are there IMVU ads on the side bars of submissions? are you serious? that is sssssooooo disrespectful to artists to have that distracting ad there. was the ever present giant ass banner under the site updates not enough? seriously IMVU, who the fuck are you advertising to on here?

 deriaz

go buy his shit, he's open. throw your monies at him, make it rain.


also he's easy to work with and is high quality and generally a great person.





do it

sorry

anyone wanna chat?

why am I so stupid when it comes to love.....well not even love since I can't even progress past the crush stage. I feel so lonely sometimes

sorry about my bitching

I have 30 watchers now, thank you

7 insecurities:

my barrel shaped body
the fact that I speak like a moron
people find me boring
my art
my writing
how horrible my handwriting is
groups of strangers

6 fears

heights
being alone outside at night
seeing other people get stuck with needles or cut open
falling in love with a lie
being manipulated
being disregarded

5 turn ons

i dunno.....hairy arms
beards
ears that stick out are cute
smarts
someone to cook with

4 goals

degree someplace in the biology field
have an A-frame house
do science
cut back on my meat consumption and have a vegetable garden

3 likes

museums
art
music

2 weaknesses

im lazy
im too idealistic sometimes

1love

a man I havent met yet

im bored

a quote that describes my view of the world

"as within, so without
as above, so below."

the within/without statement means that internal feelings affect outwardly into the world.

and the above/below statement has two meanings, as in heaven, so on Earth, but also as thoughts, so actions.The above is the mind, the below is the body. negative thoughts lead to negative actions.

I'm so happy I have something to explain my outlook on life now.