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Posted 13 years agoIf ya wanna follow me over, go watch this account.~
Changing accounts because, well... figured since I don't have a character named Vespera anymore and stuff, should change it up. xD Yay spontaneous things!
Soo.... anyways, see ya guys on the other account if ya wanna watch me still.
Changing accounts because, well... figured since I don't have a character named Vespera anymore and stuff, should change it up. xD Yay spontaneous things!
Soo.... anyways, see ya guys on the other account if ya wanna watch me still.
Updates and possibly new account?
Posted 13 years agoIt's always been on my mind somewhat that I scrapped the character I named this account after. So... maybe its time for a new account, with a new name that fits with me, regardless if I have a character that fits it. So... those that want to watch me, send me a message or something and I'll add you when I make it.
As for the updates section, it's mostly about characters and possible stories. I'm... weird when it comes to my characters and I don't seem to stick to any for long. I do love Rei and Acai, and I am keeping them, but... I seriously don't know if they fit completely with me. They're more my little mind babies, y'know? I have an idea for some sort of canine based creature I could use, since canines are mainly what I'm like, but... I feel like it's too common, too simple. I need to find something that I could call my own, either a hybrid or a species or something. Dunno. So... as soon as I figure it out and have the means to get her done, you'll more than likely see her on the new account.
Just a little journal to stave off boredom.~
As for the updates section, it's mostly about characters and possible stories. I'm... weird when it comes to my characters and I don't seem to stick to any for long. I do love Rei and Acai, and I am keeping them, but... I seriously don't know if they fit completely with me. They're more my little mind babies, y'know? I have an idea for some sort of canine based creature I could use, since canines are mainly what I'm like, but... I feel like it's too common, too simple. I need to find something that I could call my own, either a hybrid or a species or something. Dunno. So... as soon as I figure it out and have the means to get her done, you'll more than likely see her on the new account.
Just a little journal to stave off boredom.~
Copy Cats. (Vent)
Posted 13 years agoEveryone knows them, the kind of people who haven't a original bone in their bodies. Unfortunately, in this fandom, they're everywhere; hell, it's causing me no amount of confusion at the moment, seeing as how I'm trying to create a new character and I don't want to copy anyone else.
All I have to say to you, and you probably know who you guys are, is that you're downright moronic. If you stopped thinking about gravy coated haagen-daz for just a minute and stopped shoving spoonfuls of duncan hanes frosting down you're fat, scrunched face, you'd probably have at least SOME original thoughts. I know I'm asking the impossible by asking you to cease daydreaming of deep fried big macs, but seriously... use your brain, what little there is of it anyway.
All I have to say to you, and you probably know who you guys are, is that you're downright moronic. If you stopped thinking about gravy coated haagen-daz for just a minute and stopped shoving spoonfuls of duncan hanes frosting down you're fat, scrunched face, you'd probably have at least SOME original thoughts. I know I'm asking the impossible by asking you to cease daydreaming of deep fried big macs, but seriously... use your brain, what little there is of it anyway.
Bored and curious.
Posted 13 years agoSo, as I'm laying here after a bike ride... I started to think. Thinking is all I can do sometimes, since life is undeniably boring where I live. And so, I've come up with a small little game... survey... thing, to see what are somethings people think of when they think me.
The categories are: What animal do you think I act like, what gender do I act like, and, finally, name one thing in my personality that stands out the most.
Have fun, kiddies. Your overlord is anxious to hear what you have to say.~
The categories are: What animal do you think I act like, what gender do I act like, and, finally, name one thing in my personality that stands out the most.
Have fun, kiddies. Your overlord is anxious to hear what you have to say.~
I... I have no words...
Posted 13 years agoWhat the fuck Japan? Seriously... what the fuck did I just watch? x.x
Bonds and old habits.
Posted 13 years agoEver stop and say to yourself, "Man, shit's so crazy now... Not at all like it was when I first started on such and such. I miss those days, for as weird as they were."? Lately, I've been thinking that all too often. I think somewhere along the way, I forgot who and what made me into the person I am today... and though I'd never want to relive those times, as they were full of drama and bullshit, I gotta stop and give my thanks to the crazy past. It showed me who I am, helped me carve out a path that I'm proud to walk on, and gave me the balls I needed to tell the world to go fuck itself. Maybe it's something everyone should do... Just take a moment and think back on what shaped you into a better person.
Also, I've noticed I've started picking up some of my old habits again. None of the really bad ones, but some of the small, personal ones. xD; Those things really do die hard, huh?
Also, I've noticed I've started picking up some of my old habits again. None of the really bad ones, but some of the small, personal ones. xD; Those things really do die hard, huh?
So, a baby seal walks into a club...
Posted 13 years agoJust posting a journal because... well, I'm fecken bored... and Alduin is kicking my ass on skyrim. >_> First time dying as an all magic character on hard.
ANYWAYS!!!
I need an opinion from my little minions, which means you guys. So... what do you think is hotter?
A.) A rogue cyborg/android/robotic creation that sees all organic life as inferior and constantly reminds his/her victims that they're beneath them.
-OR-
B.) A crazy, bloodthirsty, nympho feline beastman, whom serves as a personal priestess to a god who's domain is subjugation and pain?
:D Would appreciate the feedback~
ANYWAYS!!!
I need an opinion from my little minions, which means you guys. So... what do you think is hotter?
A.) A rogue cyborg/android/robotic creation that sees all organic life as inferior and constantly reminds his/her victims that they're beneath them.
-OR-
B.) A crazy, bloodthirsty, nympho feline beastman, whom serves as a personal priestess to a god who's domain is subjugation and pain?
:D Would appreciate the feedback~
A question that's always bugged me for years...
Posted 13 years agoIs it considered racist to drink a slurpee and listen to punjabi music at the same time? >_>
Le bump
Posted 13 years agoSurrender to the otter army of rum runners. There is no hope for survival.
Maybe I'm crazy. (Confused rant warning.)
Posted 13 years agoI wanna start by saying that I'm not saying this to offend anyone or their lifestyles or whatever. Just wanna get straight, honest thoughts on this matter 'cause I'm finding it a little... weird.
So, recently two of my friends who're both girls and in a relationship, engaged actually, have finally went public with the fact that they are in a lesbian relationship. Now, I'm proud of them and I support them completely... and this is where the "but" comes in. I recently heard that one of them is looking to explain the nature of their relationship with their 3 year old niece in the form of a book.
Now, like I said, I don't disagree with homosexuality and, quite frankly, I don't care at all about it, but... this seems a little, extreme to me. For some reason, it's kind of throwing my mind for a loop that she thinks she needs to explain herself to a three year old, and that a three year old is capable of understanding the whole thing. It just doesn't add up to me and kind of mindfucks me a little.
So, my question to you guys is... am I wrong for thinking this? Or does it sound a little whacked to you, too? I'm certainly no expert on parenting, as I'm 21 and really not ready for kids, but my common sense is tingling.
Also, no bickering or hate speak. I can't stand intolerance and will deal with it accordingly. Just looking for people's honest opinions. That's it and that's all. If you can't do that, there's the door... and don't let it hit your ass on the way out.
So, recently two of my friends who're both girls and in a relationship, engaged actually, have finally went public with the fact that they are in a lesbian relationship. Now, I'm proud of them and I support them completely... and this is where the "but" comes in. I recently heard that one of them is looking to explain the nature of their relationship with their 3 year old niece in the form of a book.
Now, like I said, I don't disagree with homosexuality and, quite frankly, I don't care at all about it, but... this seems a little, extreme to me. For some reason, it's kind of throwing my mind for a loop that she thinks she needs to explain herself to a three year old, and that a three year old is capable of understanding the whole thing. It just doesn't add up to me and kind of mindfucks me a little.
So, my question to you guys is... am I wrong for thinking this? Or does it sound a little whacked to you, too? I'm certainly no expert on parenting, as I'm 21 and really not ready for kids, but my common sense is tingling.
Also, no bickering or hate speak. I can't stand intolerance and will deal with it accordingly. Just looking for people's honest opinions. That's it and that's all. If you can't do that, there's the door... and don't let it hit your ass on the way out.
Arts!
Posted 13 years agoIt's Official...
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIdX.....feature=fvwrel
That is my official music for when I'm being evil... which is all the time. :D
That is my official music for when I'm being evil... which is all the time. :D
Bump.
Posted 13 years agoBump. Bump.
The Dreaded List
Posted 13 years agoGot this idea from my bish, 
. Figured since I have a shit ton of characters, an official list of the ones I'm using would be more prudent. And, so... here it is.
-Epic break-
ACTIVE
#1
Name: Rei. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6466191/
Species: Pandragoon. (Panda/water dragon hybrid)
Sex: Female
Orientation: Bisexual.
Personality: Very driven, worrying, and slightly mothering to those that she cares about. Always keeps a smile on her face, even when shit clearly isn't okay with her.
#2
Name: Acai http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7160168/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7538123/
Species: Lukitaani. (A volcanic race of otters that swim in lava. Or, simply put, lava otters.)
Sex: Shifter. Goes from male to female.
Orientation: Bi-curious.
Personality: A bit of a goofball who lacks coordination, but there is a high intellect under that goofy inside. A bit of an introvert at times, he/she is an observer; sitting back and learning is his/her forte.
#3
Name: Ro'qui (No images yet, have a profile written out.)
Species: Vezquen. (A race of crystal studded, arboreal felines that excel at magic.)
Sex: Female.
Orientation: Likes 'em all.
Personality: Very laid back and relaxed; rarely gets worked up about anything. Her calm nature makes it very easy for her to tease people, which she seems to do almost constantly. Has a soft spot for broken or helpless persons or things.
INACTIVE/RETIRED
#1
Name: Cryosia http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3829892/
Species: Skark. (Skunk/Shark hybrid)
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Ruthless, crass, and a downright trickster. She loves to torture and torment people.
#2
Name: Mora http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3396452/
Species: Cheetah
Sex: Male (Femboy)
Orientation: Bisexual.
Personality: Very submissive and shy; seems to have a lot of social issues.
#3
Name: Nereza http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4330673/
Species: Flare Behemoth
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Loves 'em all.
Personality: Domineering and business-like. Doesn't take shit from anyone.
#4
Name Mariya http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3171854/
Species: Toxic Spider Monkey.
Sex: Herm.
Orientation: Loves her some women.
Personality: Incredibly lazy when it comes to work. Definitely more of a party girl.
#5
Name: Rose http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339481/
Species: Husky
Sex: Female
Orientation: Lesbian.
Personality: Completely derpy. Always ends up in the craziest circumstances due to her fierce loyalty.
#6
Name: Korvya http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6002916/
Species: Felhemoth
Sex: Female
Orientation: Toysexual. (Meaning she loves her toys.)
Personality: A complete and utter nerd. Can always be found playing games or working on D&D stories.
#7
Name: Cider http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5265058/
Species: Horse.
Sex: Female
Orientation: Bi-curious.
Personality: Total country girl. Complete work-a-holic and heavy drinker.
#8
Name: Ankita http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3171930/
Species: King Cobra
Sex: Female
Orientation: Heterosexual
Personality: Total flirt. Uses her work as a tribal dancer to cheat morons out of their money.
#9
Name: Agupa http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4811720/
Species: Chimeric Monster
Sex: Shemale.
Orientation: Has no clue what sex is.
Personality: Innocent, almost child-like in degree. As a newly created being, she has a lot to learn.
#10.
Name; Hakue http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4925978/
Species: Goagon
Sex: Shifter. Goes from male to female.
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Sheepish and skittish. Would be afraid of his own shadow if he didn't already prove that it won't kill him.
#11
Name: Reina http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4854376/
Species: Destruction demon
Sex: Female
Orientation: Lesbian with a few exceptions.
Personality: Devious and a trickster at heart. Often has fun at the expense of others.
#12
Name: Myrn http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5739481/
Species: Rampiros. (Horned canines)
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Sharp, grumpy, and very straightforward.
-Epic break-
And so... there it is. A full list of all my OC's, active and retired. Some might come out of retirement when I can get pictures done.
. Figured since I have a shit ton of characters, an official list of the ones I'm using would be more prudent. And, so... here it is.-Epic break-
ACTIVE
#1
Name: Rei. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6466191/
Species: Pandragoon. (Panda/water dragon hybrid)
Sex: Female
Orientation: Bisexual.
Personality: Very driven, worrying, and slightly mothering to those that she cares about. Always keeps a smile on her face, even when shit clearly isn't okay with her.
#2
Name: Acai http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7160168/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7538123/
Species: Lukitaani. (A volcanic race of otters that swim in lava. Or, simply put, lava otters.)
Sex: Shifter. Goes from male to female.
Orientation: Bi-curious.
Personality: A bit of a goofball who lacks coordination, but there is a high intellect under that goofy inside. A bit of an introvert at times, he/she is an observer; sitting back and learning is his/her forte.
#3
Name: Ro'qui (No images yet, have a profile written out.)
Species: Vezquen. (A race of crystal studded, arboreal felines that excel at magic.)
Sex: Female.
Orientation: Likes 'em all.
Personality: Very laid back and relaxed; rarely gets worked up about anything. Her calm nature makes it very easy for her to tease people, which she seems to do almost constantly. Has a soft spot for broken or helpless persons or things.
INACTIVE/RETIRED
#1
Name: Cryosia http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3829892/
Species: Skark. (Skunk/Shark hybrid)
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Ruthless, crass, and a downright trickster. She loves to torture and torment people.
#2
Name: Mora http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3396452/
Species: Cheetah
Sex: Male (Femboy)
Orientation: Bisexual.
Personality: Very submissive and shy; seems to have a lot of social issues.
#3
Name: Nereza http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4330673/
Species: Flare Behemoth
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Loves 'em all.
Personality: Domineering and business-like. Doesn't take shit from anyone.
#4
Name Mariya http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3171854/
Species: Toxic Spider Monkey.
Sex: Herm.
Orientation: Loves her some women.
Personality: Incredibly lazy when it comes to work. Definitely more of a party girl.
#5
Name: Rose http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3339481/
Species: Husky
Sex: Female
Orientation: Lesbian.
Personality: Completely derpy. Always ends up in the craziest circumstances due to her fierce loyalty.
#6
Name: Korvya http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6002916/
Species: Felhemoth
Sex: Female
Orientation: Toysexual. (Meaning she loves her toys.)
Personality: A complete and utter nerd. Can always be found playing games or working on D&D stories.
#7
Name: Cider http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5265058/
Species: Horse.
Sex: Female
Orientation: Bi-curious.
Personality: Total country girl. Complete work-a-holic and heavy drinker.
#8
Name: Ankita http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3171930/
Species: King Cobra
Sex: Female
Orientation: Heterosexual
Personality: Total flirt. Uses her work as a tribal dancer to cheat morons out of their money.
#9
Name: Agupa http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4811720/
Species: Chimeric Monster
Sex: Shemale.
Orientation: Has no clue what sex is.
Personality: Innocent, almost child-like in degree. As a newly created being, she has a lot to learn.
#10.
Name; Hakue http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4925978/
Species: Goagon
Sex: Shifter. Goes from male to female.
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Sheepish and skittish. Would be afraid of his own shadow if he didn't already prove that it won't kill him.
#11
Name: Reina http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4854376/
Species: Destruction demon
Sex: Female
Orientation: Lesbian with a few exceptions.
Personality: Devious and a trickster at heart. Often has fun at the expense of others.
#12
Name: Myrn http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5739481/
Species: Rampiros. (Horned canines)
Sex: Shemale
Orientation: Bisexual
Personality: Sharp, grumpy, and very straightforward.
-Epic break-
And so... there it is. A full list of all my OC's, active and retired. Some might come out of retirement when I can get pictures done.
Alright, FINE! Get to know me!
Posted 13 years agoI've seen a fuckton of my friends do this and, y'know what... might as well.
0. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Brian, but call me Rei. I also answer to "Cunt" and "Bitch".
1. How tall are you?
6'1
2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark brown
3. What about eye color?
Brown with a small bit of hazel
4. What orientation are you?
Heterosexual, but I like fake, drawn femboys. :D
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Undecided.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Write, games, think up characters, and watch shit online.
7. What's your job?
Unemployed. Hope to rectify that soon.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Nothing, really. My hair is ok, I guess.
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My fat. >w>
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
How much of a bitch I am.
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
The sane people's faith.
12. Do you drink?
Eeeyup.
13. Do you smoke?
Only after I screw your mom.
14. What are your fears?
Being left alone for too long. I'd go crazy. >w>
15. What are your dreams/goals?
To be successful and comfortable.
16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Crushes, loads. Ex's, one.
17. Who's your best bud?
Easy one.
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Cinnamon rolls.
19. Favorite drink?
Peach, mango, or raspberry iced tea.
20. Favorite color?
Red, white, gold, and black.
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
To be able to change into any form I wanted.
22. Favorite movie?
Lethal Weapon 4
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood.
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Buffalo chicken cheesesteak.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Rag top jeep with no doors. :D
26. Most disliked bug?
Worms. Can't fucking stand them.
27. Most hated pet peeves?
When people say that they love you, but don't really.
28. Dislike in life?
Nearly everyone. I'm a saint to no one, or so I've been told.
29. Most annoying?
You got time and a lot of paper? No? Then don't ask me.
30. Most disliked TV show?
Uber feminist/chauvinist shows.
0. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Brian, but call me Rei. I also answer to "Cunt" and "Bitch".
1. How tall are you?
6'1
2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark brown
3. What about eye color?
Brown with a small bit of hazel
4. What orientation are you?
Heterosexual, but I like fake, drawn femboys. :D
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Undecided.
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Write, games, think up characters, and watch shit online.
7. What's your job?
Unemployed. Hope to rectify that soon.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
Nothing, really. My hair is ok, I guess.
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My fat. >w>
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
How much of a bitch I am.
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
The sane people's faith.
12. Do you drink?
Eeeyup.
13. Do you smoke?
Only after I screw your mom.
14. What are your fears?
Being left alone for too long. I'd go crazy. >w>
15. What are your dreams/goals?
To be successful and comfortable.
16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Crushes, loads. Ex's, one.
17. Who's your best bud?
Easy one.
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Cinnamon rolls.
19. Favorite drink?
Peach, mango, or raspberry iced tea.
20. Favorite color?
Red, white, gold, and black.
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
To be able to change into any form I wanted.
22. Favorite movie?
Lethal Weapon 4
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood.
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Buffalo chicken cheesesteak.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Rag top jeep with no doors. :D
26. Most disliked bug?
Worms. Can't fucking stand them.
27. Most hated pet peeves?
When people say that they love you, but don't really.
28. Dislike in life?
Nearly everyone. I'm a saint to no one, or so I've been told.
29. Most annoying?
You got time and a lot of paper? No? Then don't ask me.
30. Most disliked TV show?
Uber feminist/chauvinist shows.
Le bump.
Posted 13 years agoSo, yeah, need to get that meme of my page. So... here's a journal. :D
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll go back to my paranoid brooding and solving mathematical equations using monkey's blood and a crow's feather quill. <3
Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll go back to my paranoid brooding and solving mathematical equations using monkey's blood and a crow's feather quill. <3
Furry Nickname Meme
Posted 13 years agoTipsy and bored, so... yeah. Time for meme.
Follow this to figure yours out:
A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone
Name: Rei
R= Beautiful/handsome
E= Crazy as hell
I= Everyone's best friend.
Second name: Acai.
A= French kisser
C= Will kick your ass
A= French kisser
I= Everyone's best friend.
So... Apparently I'm handsome and crazy, but I'm everyone's best friend. And Acai is a french kisser it seems.
Follow this to figure yours out:
A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone
Name: Rei
R= Beautiful/handsome
E= Crazy as hell
I= Everyone's best friend.
Second name: Acai.
A= French kisser
C= Will kick your ass
A= French kisser
I= Everyone's best friend.
So... Apparently I'm handsome and crazy, but I'm everyone's best friend. And Acai is a french kisser it seems.
Writing and posting stories.
Posted 13 years agoSo, lately, I've been pretty frazzled. It's nothing serious, just a few minor annoyances here and there that can be easily ignored. But when they start to pile up, I need an outlet... and I don't think punching my wall again will do much good. xD
So, I've been tempted to start a series of stories... and maybe posting them on here. It may be something along the lines of scifi fantasy with a bit of a dark nature to it; twisted is my middle name, after all. Just want to see what people's opinions are before I do anything.
So, yeah, leave some feedback, bitches.
So, I've been tempted to start a series of stories... and maybe posting them on here. It may be something along the lines of scifi fantasy with a bit of a dark nature to it; twisted is my middle name, after all. Just want to see what people's opinions are before I do anything.
So, yeah, leave some feedback, bitches.
Looking for commissions?
Posted 13 years agoLook no further! For 
is the one you've been looking for! >w> Her work's pretty damn amazing, so... if you're interested, click the link below to find out more details~!
CLICK IT, I SAY!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3216787/
is the one you've been looking for! >w> Her work's pretty damn amazing, so... if you're interested, click the link below to find out more details~! CLICK IT, I SAY!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3216787/
A Simple Question.
Posted 13 years agoSo, I was just browsing around on my usual sites this morning and thinking as I'm apt to do. As I sat there, the thought crossed my mind that some people... are really not truthful. I've been involved in so many cases where someone will tell me what I want to hear to keep my complacent, only to be told be later what really was going down; this usually happens when they're in deep shit and the beans are about to be spilled, anyway.
So, I ask you, anyone who is reading this, how do you deal with people who withhold information from you when it inconveniences them, but when you get closer and closer to the truth, they finally have no other choice but to spill it? And when they do spill it and act like they should be a victim given the circumstances, what do you say to them?
This has no bearing on anything too recent, just an idle thought I had while reflecting on my various interactions with people.
So, I ask you, anyone who is reading this, how do you deal with people who withhold information from you when it inconveniences them, but when you get closer and closer to the truth, they finally have no other choice but to spill it? And when they do spill it and act like they should be a victim given the circumstances, what do you say to them?
This has no bearing on anything too recent, just an idle thought I had while reflecting on my various interactions with people.
Oh, he mad.
Posted 13 years agoSo... it seems like some people just can't leave shit well enough alone. Bad shit happens, let's make it water under the bridge and be done with it, 'kay?
To the lazy, arrogant moron, I leave this message: It would be rather nice if you were to just seriously drop off the end of the earth. Your inability to let things go, to leave the past in the past, and your sheer lack of intelligence, which you make up for in distrust, will only serve to your disadvantage in life.
As for the smelly little turdling, you had your shot, you blew it. Grow up, which is something that you've needed to do for a long while, and realize that the entire world isn't about you. Life is tough and if you stopped pissing yourself long enough to realize that, you'd be better off.
Not revealing names and not going to answer anything. If this offends you, then I'm sorry, but you wanted it straight. Accept my opinion and get on with it. If you can't... then sit there and feel butthurt all you like. I'm not bothered in the slightest.
To the lazy, arrogant moron, I leave this message: It would be rather nice if you were to just seriously drop off the end of the earth. Your inability to let things go, to leave the past in the past, and your sheer lack of intelligence, which you make up for in distrust, will only serve to your disadvantage in life.
As for the smelly little turdling, you had your shot, you blew it. Grow up, which is something that you've needed to do for a long while, and realize that the entire world isn't about you. Life is tough and if you stopped pissing yourself long enough to realize that, you'd be better off.
Not revealing names and not going to answer anything. If this offends you, then I'm sorry, but you wanted it straight. Accept my opinion and get on with it. If you can't... then sit there and feel butthurt all you like. I'm not bothered in the slightest.
FOREVER ALONE! The Meme
Posted 13 years agoSINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get
♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you
;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) = We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o//
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top
>:3 = I want on top
♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you
;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) = We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o//
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top
>:3 = I want on top
The Point of No Return.
Posted 13 years agoThere are only a few things that really piss me off and one of the biggest is when people start spreading rumors about those I care for. Yes, we're human and we make mistakes. That applies to everyone in this universe. But do we really have to be so catty that we struggle to make their lives a living hell? What about when we, ourselves, were the ones to offer our hands to help them when they needed it the most, only to get into a fight with said person at a later date and twist the story around so that they seem like a liar and a cheat? Doesn't that warrant questions before you pass a judgement? Maybe humanity really is devolving.
We can all stop being bitchy little bleeding cunts about everything and just realize that yes, things did go sour and yes, some people are liars, but until you have undeniable proof that comes from someone that ACTUALLY KNOWS the person, don't say shit at all. Half the time, people just tell people what they want to hear to get them to smile again. This world is built up on one lie after another; the truth is the world's rarest gem. So, please, if you're going to be a nasty cunt to me and those I hold dear, do the world a favor and get smart. Otherwise, kindly fuck off. Thank you.
Now, if you'll all excuse me, I'm going to go get some rum.
We can all stop being bitchy little bleeding cunts about everything and just realize that yes, things did go sour and yes, some people are liars, but until you have undeniable proof that comes from someone that ACTUALLY KNOWS the person, don't say shit at all. Half the time, people just tell people what they want to hear to get them to smile again. This world is built up on one lie after another; the truth is the world's rarest gem. So, please, if you're going to be a nasty cunt to me and those I hold dear, do the world a favor and get smart. Otherwise, kindly fuck off. Thank you.
Now, if you'll all excuse me, I'm going to go get some rum.
Rrrrrrrggghllblllghlrgle!
Posted 13 years agoMurlocks are invading your underwear drawer. How do you handle this?
Also, I need more rum. @w@
Also, I need more rum. @w@
Confession Meme
Posted 13 years agoTagged by
Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
My biggest fear, huh? I'll be honest and say that my biggest fear is being alone. Whenever I'm left alone for long periods of time, I start talking to myself and, sometimes, even holding conversations with myself. I fear that if I'm left totally alone, without anyone there to talk to, I'll go insane.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
The nightmare actually happened a few nights ago. In it, I was visiting someone that I loved, but when I got there, they were already happily attached to someone else and I was told I was only causing trouble by being there. Eventually ended with me waking up and being pissed as fuck. xD
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
There's a lot of stupid shit that I want to forget. I know mistakes build character, but these incidents were just horrible. The biggest one would probably be the time I was hitting on my brother's girlfriend and nearly got the shit kicked out of me. That's why to this day I don't ever want to get between two people in love. Ever.
Confession 4: Best dream.
The best dream I ever had was the one where I was stranded on an island with an unlimited supply of tacos, pudding, rum, and soda. That has to be what heaven for me is. :D
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Sitting outside of Space Mountain in Disneyland with my dad. I was shit scared to go on rollercoasters and my dad also hated them, so... we sat outside while everyone else went on and just ate popcorn and drank coke. xD
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Being left in a room full of strange furries at FAU. >.> Furries are scary people when you don't know them. Oh, and the time I was made to hug a fursuit. >.> Those things scare me.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
When people complain about food at restaurants and send it back. It drives me nuts when they find the littlest, most retarded thing wrong with their dish and they're rude about sending it back. I mean, I get that if you don't like something on it and they put it on there anyway, that it's fine. But when you order a steak and you want it kind of bloody and they give it to you pink? Just eat the damn thing. Probably more healthy for you, anyway.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Everything and anything. It's what keeps my brain sharp. :D
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Oh, this was a hoot. We hated each other so much. She thought I was obnoxiously rude and I was overly critical about her manner of typing. Basically, she met the grammar nazi side of me. But I pushed past it and talked to her on FA, which then led me to hanging out with her in SL, which then led to her coming to visit me, when then led to the cons... And all the while, we became closer and closer. Now, we're inseparable.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
The only way to get the truth is through pain.
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
When I'm talking to someone and they just up and disappear. I'm guilty of this myself, so I guess you can say I'm a hypocrite, but it still annoys me to no end.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
I want to get into an honest to God brawl. No guns, nothing advanced... Just a bunch of people with sticks kicking the shit out of each other. And, if that's how I die, I can die happy.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
I regret a lot of things, but they always make me never do them again. The biggest one would be cutting myself. I learned then and there that it really isn't worth it and so, I'll never do it again.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I have no talent whatsoever. This question is void and shall die in a fiery inferno. :D
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My brain and the way it makes awesome characters, at least in my own opinion.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
If I changed myself, I wouldn't be me. Now, if you said "improve yourself," I'd have to say that I'd probably change my skin. I have horrid skin.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
I tend to light matches whenever stressed, annoyed, pissed, or tired. >.>
Confession 16: Most important person/s in your life at the moment.
Well, there's my mother and my second older sister, of course. May sound cheesy and childish, but I do care for them both. They're my little anchor of sanity in a crazy family.
Then there's the one person whom I would do anything for, short of cutting off my dick and mailing it to China. xD But, yes, she's quite the amazing person and without her in my life, I'd probably be a depressed psychopath locked up in a mental ward somewhere. She kinda entered my life at a crucial time and threw a lot of things into perspective for me. And let's not forget her beyond charming personality... I could go on for days about this woman. She's just that amazing, even if she doesn't see it herself. <3
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Mechanical knowledge and skill. I would -love- to be able to repair and create machines, but I suck so badly at math. xD
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Being told that I have nice legs, hair, eyes, and lips. xD;
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Everything and anything. I believe there is a handful of good people out there, but society as a whole is just... horrid.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Anything involving dogs being hurt or abused.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
The word "Pussy" always sends me into a raging gigglefit.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
A necklace with a dog tag on it. I got it back in March a few years ago and, while I don't normally wear it because of a lack of comfortable chain/cord, it's still something I treasure and keep in a box on my nightstand.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Uhm... My little ponies? xD
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
>.> I practice beating people with sticks.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To finally finish school and set out on my own.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That the entire tiled floor of a grocery store was lava and that you had to step on the colored pieces to get across.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I like turtles. :D
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Paranoid, freakish, big, insane, perverted, goofy, gentle, cold, calculating.
Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
My biggest fear, huh? I'll be honest and say that my biggest fear is being alone. Whenever I'm left alone for long periods of time, I start talking to myself and, sometimes, even holding conversations with myself. I fear that if I'm left totally alone, without anyone there to talk to, I'll go insane.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
The nightmare actually happened a few nights ago. In it, I was visiting someone that I loved, but when I got there, they were already happily attached to someone else and I was told I was only causing trouble by being there. Eventually ended with me waking up and being pissed as fuck. xD
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
There's a lot of stupid shit that I want to forget. I know mistakes build character, but these incidents were just horrible. The biggest one would probably be the time I was hitting on my brother's girlfriend and nearly got the shit kicked out of me. That's why to this day I don't ever want to get between two people in love. Ever.
Confession 4: Best dream.
The best dream I ever had was the one where I was stranded on an island with an unlimited supply of tacos, pudding, rum, and soda. That has to be what heaven for me is. :D
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Sitting outside of Space Mountain in Disneyland with my dad. I was shit scared to go on rollercoasters and my dad also hated them, so... we sat outside while everyone else went on and just ate popcorn and drank coke. xD
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Being left in a room full of strange furries at FAU. >.> Furries are scary people when you don't know them. Oh, and the time I was made to hug a fursuit. >.> Those things scare me.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
When people complain about food at restaurants and send it back. It drives me nuts when they find the littlest, most retarded thing wrong with their dish and they're rude about sending it back. I mean, I get that if you don't like something on it and they put it on there anyway, that it's fine. But when you order a steak and you want it kind of bloody and they give it to you pink? Just eat the damn thing. Probably more healthy for you, anyway.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Everything and anything. It's what keeps my brain sharp. :D
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Oh, this was a hoot. We hated each other so much. She thought I was obnoxiously rude and I was overly critical about her manner of typing. Basically, she met the grammar nazi side of me. But I pushed past it and talked to her on FA, which then led me to hanging out with her in SL, which then led to her coming to visit me, when then led to the cons... And all the while, we became closer and closer. Now, we're inseparable.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
The only way to get the truth is through pain.
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
When I'm talking to someone and they just up and disappear. I'm guilty of this myself, so I guess you can say I'm a hypocrite, but it still annoys me to no end.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
I want to get into an honest to God brawl. No guns, nothing advanced... Just a bunch of people with sticks kicking the shit out of each other. And, if that's how I die, I can die happy.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
I regret a lot of things, but they always make me never do them again. The biggest one would be cutting myself. I learned then and there that it really isn't worth it and so, I'll never do it again.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I have no talent whatsoever. This question is void and shall die in a fiery inferno. :D
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My brain and the way it makes awesome characters, at least in my own opinion.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
If I changed myself, I wouldn't be me. Now, if you said "improve yourself," I'd have to say that I'd probably change my skin. I have horrid skin.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
I tend to light matches whenever stressed, annoyed, pissed, or tired. >.>
Confession 16: Most important person/s in your life at the moment.
Well, there's my mother and my second older sister, of course. May sound cheesy and childish, but I do care for them both. They're my little anchor of sanity in a crazy family.
Then there's the one person whom I would do anything for, short of cutting off my dick and mailing it to China. xD But, yes, she's quite the amazing person and without her in my life, I'd probably be a depressed psychopath locked up in a mental ward somewhere. She kinda entered my life at a crucial time and threw a lot of things into perspective for me. And let's not forget her beyond charming personality... I could go on for days about this woman. She's just that amazing, even if she doesn't see it herself. <3
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Mechanical knowledge and skill. I would -love- to be able to repair and create machines, but I suck so badly at math. xD
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Being told that I have nice legs, hair, eyes, and lips. xD;
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Everything and anything. I believe there is a handful of good people out there, but society as a whole is just... horrid.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Anything involving dogs being hurt or abused.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
The word "Pussy" always sends me into a raging gigglefit.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
A necklace with a dog tag on it. I got it back in March a few years ago and, while I don't normally wear it because of a lack of comfortable chain/cord, it's still something I treasure and keep in a box on my nightstand.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Uhm... My little ponies? xD
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
>.> I practice beating people with sticks.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To finally finish school and set out on my own.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That the entire tiled floor of a grocery store was lava and that you had to step on the colored pieces to get across.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I like turtles. :D
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Paranoid, freakish, big, insane, perverted, goofy, gentle, cold, calculating.
