Guys, we're not exactly doing well this month. We're under $80, the month is 1/3rd over, we still need to get at least $800 to the side to make this month's pay, and we have hardly enough food to fend to ourselves. We're becoming desperate to earn anything at this point. I'm doing what I can to look for a job, even on craigslist no less, but I have gotten nothing even with my 1.4 years of experience with Target from before.

If anyone, ANYONE has some money to spare for commissioning, look over to http://www.furaffinity.net/user/redimplight/ to get something out of whatever you could donate to us. At this point, any amount could help.

So rent is coming around and we're kinda down by around $380+ so my dear  redimplight is doing commissions at around 50% for her stream commissions today on her prices, so if you guys have some bucks lying around and you want stuff drawn out for you, it'd be greatly appreciated~!

Stream - https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....dImpLightWorks
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12977842/

again, her stuff consists of something like...

Her regular commission info (Sketches, Lineart, Flatcolor, cell shading, Soft shading, and fully shaded) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12587058/

Ref sheet, Icons (animated or still), and comics - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12587369/

> I don't like it

That's it, that's it ladies and gentlemen. That's all you need to say and count it as a critique. Nothing more, nothing less.

r u srs

People are so stupid, it hurts.

Hey guys~!

Do you have money to spend for your character(s) or character(s) you like for stuff? Naughty? Nice? All of the above?

You should go see Redimplight's page and if you like what you see, then you should throw in a note and ask for your commission~! http://www.furaffinity.net/user/redimplight/

Her regular commission info (Sketches, Lineart, Flatcolor, cell shading, Soft shading, and fully shaded) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12587058/

Ref sheet, Icons (animated or still), and comics - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12587369/

Not seeing what you want exactly? Ask her yourself and see where that takes you~!

The money will be used to help may for rent and fun stuff, every dollar counts~!

Psssst there’s ALSO a 10% discount if you add in Alan into the pic into the overall price~!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10354656/

We could kinda really use the money so if you could spare something that'd be wooonderful.

Who are you, how did you find me, and who's paying you to keep an eye on me?

Is there a specific time people would be able to watch a gaming stream? I literally have nothing going on for me for the next week and a half and I have very little company to tie me over so I wanna know if anyone would want to see me flail around at games while chatting with one another.

Anyone interested at all..?

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious


IT'S ART

The pokemons that I have as of now

Vurtuous (Magikarp) level 16
Terfic (rattata) level 17
Arin (Beedrill) level 17
Rianel (Butterfree) level 18
Bloodwing (Spearrow) level 18
Rathalos (Charmeleon) level 19

In Pokemon Box
Zubat (forgot to name it woops) level 9
Dureannel (Ekans) level 10



http://www.livestream.com/xephirious

Just a heads up that imma do another stream in about an hour and a half. Dunno Pacific time, use GOOGLE DARN IT YOU HAVE THE INTERNET.

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious

Will be up in a minute!

Are you interested with watching my very first Nuzlocke on a livestream? I'd like to know if anyone would be interested in seeing the heartbreaking that you'd get on a Nuzlocke...LIVE

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious

No buttheads >:V

Gonna do Dead Space again cause I'm a nerd and I really wanna stream and talk to people :B

Anyone interested to watch?

That those people who hated the people I used to be with hasn't even tried to talk to me for the longest yet I heard they feel so sorry for me for the relationship.

Huh.

Guys, I'm sorry, I clearly got myself way too drunk last night and left some of you in a bind questioning if I was gonna end it all. I have little to no memory of what happened, but I'm slowly getting info of what I did, waiting for those few to come online and talk to me about it.

Clearly I shouldn't be drunk all day everyday to stow away the heartache.

Disregard the last journal. Unfollow me if I put you in a state of panic and you feel like this was an ass move to do after making you worry. I don't blame you.

I'm sorry everyone.

If you don't see me online anymore, I'm probably not in this world any longer.

Thank you for those who's cared for me for the longest time.

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious

I gots a tablet so imma try it out with stuffffffff

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious

Because WHY NOT

http://www.livestream.com/xephirious


THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN

Switch 93%
Submissive 89%
Experimental 89%
Bondage 79%
Degradation 75%
Masochist 61%
Sadist 57%
Dominant 46%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 39%
Vanilla 29%

Switch, submissive, and experimental.

YUUUUUP

Quiz heeeere http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poe.....bdsm/index.php

Was more or less the best week of my life.

As some might've known already, I went to go visit  cherrysan94 from Monday to Friday. First two days, I was staying at the hotel overnight, then went off to spend the day with her, while on the next two days I was sleeping in her brother's room. Family rules. Aha. Don't blame them for that.

So all in all, I'll try to summarize what happened each day.

Monday - Okay, so I didn't get any sleep on Sunday cause I had to leave at around 6AM to get to a bus, ride it for 4 hours, get on a train for another 4 hours, then back to ANOTHER bus for ANOTHER 4 hours. So already, going at around 30+ hours of no sleep once I arrived to meet Cherry and her mother. And with that, we proceed to do our welcoming hug towards each other, get in the car, and drive off to sign myself into the hotel. I got my keys and we headed out on the road once again to get comfy at her house for the next 3 hours and eat dinner with them.

Oh my god, with nearly no food for, what, around 17 hours...I was staaaarving. Her parents made us burgers and fries. Dear lord, my mouth was watering from it. But what I really liked about it was that the entire family sat together and actually..TALKED. It was mostly Cody and Cherry's father talking, but it was SOME form of talking at least. Here at home, no one's allowed to speak for the most part. Just shut up and eat. So the conversation at dinner was a nice change. Time to relax, talked about each other's day, listen to a few stories, make silly remarks every now and then. I actually feel more apart of her family..More connected to the way of how I would think family should treat each other than with my own. Of course, I hide in my room all the damn time and can't exactly connect to anyone here with what I like and get the occasional sibling trying to bug me, though with little things such as being able to TALK at the dinner table is a nice touch. Not only that, but being able to...MAKE YOUR OWN FOOD. I felt like SUCH A BIG BOY MAKING MY OWN FOOD THE WAY I WANTED. For instance, we get our burger with cheese and buns already. They have these bowls out that would have fries, fruits, and more in the middle of the table. Anyone can reach over, or ask for it to be passed if they can't reach it, and take a good amount of whatever they wanted, and enjoy their food. Back here, we just..Sit at the dinner table and wait till we get our food, eat, then go off somewhere to leave our parents alone. So a vast improvement on the 'family being a family' part.

And after dinner, I went into Cherry's room, with the door wiiiiide open as apart of her parent's rules, and snuggles was assured. Cuddles and huggles and kisses for the next two hours till I had to leave. Her mother drove us to the hotel I was staying in all while me and Cherry were holding hands in the backseat of the car. Once I was dropped off, I took my backpack and walked to my room with Cherry, said my goodbye with a kiss, took a shower, and slept...FINALLY. Felt so good to get something in my stomach and then relax on a bed. So that ends our Monday events.

Tuesday - Woke up at around 7AM, got dressed and had Cherry arriving at the door at around 7:30AM. We waved towards her mother as she drove off and we started our adventure into town. From the hotel, we went to a coffee shop, Juice and Java, and I got myself a mint mocha, while Cherry got a Vanilla shake. God..I felt so embarrassed when I didn't answer the worker for my order to be hot or cold or something like that, it was like I froze up on them and forgot how to speak....Damn, I'm such a shy, awkward bitch. Though once we got our stuff, we went over to the other room of the shop and sat onto the couch, enjoying our drinks and listening to music together. My coffee was...Okay. Wasn't exactly what I expected, a little too...Ah.... Dry-bitter for me. But dear god, when I tried her shake, it was so freaking GOOD. Maybe helped that I had some of the bitter coffee, then shot up to something cold and sugary. In any case, we took our drinks once we relaxed long enough and headed out to a little bank area for Cherry to get money for her mother to make her think I was paying for my room at the hotel. And after that, our last stop of the day, which was the park.

Fuck. Hills. I hate walking up hills soooooo damn much, leaving us somewhat tired when we arrived into the park. We laid in the grass for a moment to rest a bit and, gasp, cuddle. I'm sure you weren't expecting THAT. Once we rested enough, we got up and went to a little area a bit downwards, being a bridge that has, like, a billion little "I love Joe" or "Sam + Ashley FOREVA" carved into it. Though over to the side was a bit of a waterfall on the rocks which was COLD AS ICE. But so refreshing after the hike around town. Sat on the bench and, oh my god, more CUDDLING. I swear, we should be arrested for how much we cuddled together the entire time I was there.

An hour or so later, we waited for her mother to pick us up and head back to Cherry's home. Then on, we went straight into her room, all while Cody continuously bugging us to spend some time with us. Ahaha. Haha. Ha. Ahhh. We were not exactly pleased when it was like every 15-20 minutes, soooo it got rather...Annoying after the third time. But he's only eight, so...I just hope later down on the road, he'll learn to control himself and keep himself occupied with something. So yes, more huggles and cuddles and some videogames and artz, all till it was dinner time once again. This time, Mexican night. Tacos and beans and cheese and ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. Got to make my own tacoooooo and it waas gooooooood~ And thus, back to her room for more cuddles and snuggles and some TV~ And once again, 9PM struck onto the clock and I had to go for the hotel one last time. Though this time, her dad took us to the hotel, so kinda nice to have him taking us once. But..Bweh, kinda felt bad on the car ride because it felt like time was going by so quickly and I know I'll be leaving before I know it...Bweh, was slightly hard to sleep that night.

Wednesday - Woke up once again at around 7AM, got dressed, blah blah, you know the drill. Came out of the hotel when she came and ventured out to a few stores for junk food. Why, because FUCK HEALTHY SNACKS. Nothing like cuddling with your loved ones with cheese fingers and sugary lips. That is the sign of TRUE love. So more walking uphills. Fun. So much fun our body was rioting when we were nearly at the store, cramping all over and SCREAMING FOR MORE. Blah. So anyways, went and got some chips, soda, and candy snacks~ Then went to AM/PM to get some breakfast. Nothing beats a breakfast than a Rib sandwich and MONSTERRRRR. But eating while standing isn't our style, so we went to the library and sat on the benches outside.

But one thing occurred to us while we were eating. It was around 9:40AM. We have to be at the hotel at around 11AM for check out. And our walk took about an hour to get to where we are....We had about 20 minutes to eat and make a bit of a dash to the hotel. Yes, we tried getting her mother to pick us up, but she wouldn't be able to make it in time since she has work...Soooo we ate somewhat fast, took our drinks and walked off. And this was when we had a bit of difficulty. With the food and monster in our stomach, the healthiest choice to a complete balance breakfast, for SOME REASON, WE WERE GETTING CRAMPS. HMMMM. WONDER WHY.

But in all seriousness, we walked as much as we could till we had to sit down for a bit, mostly for Cherry's sake so she won't overwork herself. At the end, I was able to arrive to my hotel, get my backpack, and turn in my keys at around...I believe 11:20AM. No extra fee or anything, we were home free. So with that, we waited to be picked up once again and went back to her house. More time with cuddling and snuggling and Cody being Cody, till it was about 5:30PM. This time, we went to a steakhouse.

And here's where the luls lie. So me and Cherry got to sit on our own table while her family sat right besides us on a different table. On our side, we got our drinks, rolls, and even our appetizer faster before THEY got theirs. We got multiple refills, even though our cups was still 3/4 filled with Dr.Pepper. And our food came in nearly 15 minutes before they got their own. The waiter came by frequently, making sure we were satisfied with everything, while he only checked up towards the family once or twice. This almost confirmed that restaurants would treat couples better than any sort of family, or a family that has young kids. Great service, great food, great EVERYTHING. Hell...Towards the end, there was a love song that came out of nowhere...Surprisingly a country song that fit the mood quite well. So....We kinda just...Stared at each other with a wide grin on our face.

No, there was no food in our teeth.

I think.

Maybe there was for me and she never said anything and I looked like an idiot towards the cooks.

Ew.

The thought is burning my mind.

ASLDKNGALSDFA SO ANYWAYS, CONTINUING.

We ate, we drank Dr.Pepper, we left with a happy stomach. Mmm mm mmmmm, BBQ burger~ Went home and enjoyed more cuddles and TV and Cody being CODY ONCE AGAIN. Oh..But the cuddling and kissing was so nice~ But the bad part about this night was that, yes, I was staying in Cherry's house for tonight and the next day, but I'd have to leave at around 10:30PM and go to Cody's room. So. Bweh, our time was short tonight and I went to bed.

Thursday - A day I've been looking forward to..Yet also dreading. As it would be the last full day I'll be with Cherry, but we'd have the entire day to hang out. With the few times of Cody bugging us and begging for us to kiss. Damn boy, being so awkward towards us whenever we get some time together and cuddling up on the bed. But nevertheless, we did enjoy this day filled with snuggles and cuddles along with the junk food be bought. I swear, I must've gained ten pounds from it all. But fuck it, it was worth it. Chips and pockey and soda galore~ Played more games, watched some TV, had to play Pokemon with Cody from time to time, eat BBQ chicken with the family, and squeeze in as much time as we could for the night. But oh...Such a terrible night to leave Cherry all alone in her room, knowing I'd be gone in the next morning.

Yeah. Not much to say here. We didn't do much around the house, but we did do a lot between each other. Filling our heart with the love for one another.

Friday - Got up as early as we could for this day. Came into her room at around 6AM to wake her up. She was having a bit of trouble getting up, so..I just kinda snuggled with her on the bed for a good hour till she was ready to get up, and we went into the kitchen and got some breakfast. Got our food and watched My Little Pony. Aha. Ha. Yes. We both like the show. Once finished, we went into our room and snuggled one last time till we had to go to the bus stop for me to return home. Ah...Wasn't..Looking forward to that at all...Bweh. Another 12 hours of sleepless riding with no food or drinks.

<b> TL;DR SUMMARY </b>
I had fun. I like her family, I am madly in love with her, and I miss her terribly.

And with that, I am trying to occupy myself with college and getting SOME sort of job till the next time I visit.


But oh, how I miss her so much right now.

is doing emergency commissions to raise money. She is in desperate need of making at, say, around $40 or more, would definitely help. If you would all kindly donate your time and money to her, that would be greatly appreciated. She's even doing commissions at around half-off for the rest of this week and next week only, so if you want a cheap price commission, I'd hurry up and place yourself on her 'Commissions TO DO' list. As the prices goes...

TRADITIONAL
sketch: 1$
Inked sketch: 2$
Inked, colored -colored pencil-: 3$
Inked, colored -markers-: 4$

1$ for each additional character
3$ for a background



Digital
Sketch: 1$
Flat color: 5$
Shading -no background-: 8$
Shading -with background-: 10$
Comic -no shading-: 13$
Comic -shading-: 18$
"screenshot": 15$

3$ For each additional character
5$ For detailed background

Special items
Icon: 80 points/ 1$
Paperchildren 1 Char: 400 Points/ 3$
2 Char: 800 points/ 5$

POLICY:
I ask that you pay AFTER i finish your art. I dont want anyone to feel like i've forgotten them. But you cant refuse to pay if you dont like your work.
Prices may rise if your commission is complicated



For the things that she CAN draw, well. She's, in my opinion, great with a variety of pokemons, animals in a more anthro form, dragons, and for the sick and twisted mind, nightmare fuel. She ranges from G-XXX art, so there isn't too much boundaries with what she'll draw. But do ask about what you'd want for a commission on what she will draw and what she will not draw.

With that, again, if you would all so kindly ask for a commission or two?
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/cherrysan94/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3438348/

Pretty sweet, someone doing something like this. Anyone who wants free money, come and join~

Bear
[/]-you're the guy/gal nobody wants to mess with (suppose I could be dangerous...Nyeh.)
[x]-you're quite lazy, and don't like the cold (Oh yeah, who's the laziest person alive?! E3E )
[]-you're the biggest in your group of friends
[x]-you are easy to get angry, especially when protecting those that are close (...IT'S A HABIT. )
[]-you are a big eater, and will eat more than everyone else at the table
[]-you frighten others easily, but get frightened easily yourself
[]-you let your muscles do the talking
[]-you like to eat berries and fish
[]-you can sleep for days on end
[]-you're the "warrior" of the group

Total Points = 2.5

Wolf
[x]-you look out for those that are close to you, and are fiercely loyal (I would say more....CURIOSITY OVER EVERYONE, buuuuut...Ya knooooow...)
[x]-you prefer to stay in small groups of friends (It's safer that way, really >3> )
[x]-you are protective of what you have, and can sometimes be greedy
[]-you are tough, and can handle smaller injuries
[]-most people adore you
[x]-you like to run in wide open spaces
[]-your favorite game is tag
[]-you snarl over things that annoy you
[]-you enjoy to play fight
[]-you're the "knight" of the group

Total Points = 4

Owl
[]-you are very perceptive, and have great vision
[x]-you stay up most of the night, and sleep in longer than most
[]-you don't eat much, but what you do eat sates your hunger
[]-you are very fast and stealthy
[x]-you prefer to pick your foes off one at a time
[]-you are double jointed
[]-you can move almost silently when the need arises
[]-you have long sharp finger nails
[]-you are known as very beautiful
[]-you're the "archer" of the group

Total Points = 2

Fox
[/]-you are clever, and let your wits settle your problems (I wanna say I'm somewhat clever to know how to handle a problem :V )
[/]-you are fast, and able to escape danger easily
[x]-you are the weakest in your group, but not necessarily the easiest prey
[x]-you are stealthy, and prefer to avoid conflict when possible
[x]-you would rather get into you enemy's head rather than their face (Because physical pain is usually temporary, while emotional pain will most likely be permanent~ Or lasts longer. Because the truth hurts APPARENTLY. )
[/]-you are agile but clumsy sometimes
[]-you have red hair
[]-you don't like others being where they're not suppose to be
[x]-you enjoy sneaking up on people
[]-you're the "thief" of the group

Total Points = 5.5

Deer
[/]-you like to be around a lot of people, and stick with crowds (Soooometimes.)
[]-you can escape danger with pure speed and endurance (LOLNOPE)
[/]-most consider you the easiest prey (Suppose that's true if you knew how to hit my buttons.)
[]-you aren't very strong, but when you're angry you can pack a punch
[]-most consider you very graceful
[]-you have very acute senses, especially hearing and smelling
[]-you are a vegetarian
[]-you love the ballet
[]-gymnastics are your specialty
[]-you're the "cleric" of the group

Total Points = 1

Bat
[x]-night time is your time to shine
[/]-the daylight blinds you a lot
[/]-you don't see very well or at all
[x]-you'd rather fly than walk (WHO DOESN'T? )
[x]-you are known as different
[]-you have big ears and/or long fingers
[]-you like hanging upside down
[x]-you like sleeping during the day
[/]-you're "One of a Kind"
[]-you're the "spy" of the group

Total Points = 5.5

Rat
[x]-you're considered evil and dark and sometimes emo
[/]-you like areas that are damp and dark (In my room, FUCK NO, GATTA HAVE LIGHTS. Anywhere else, lolboogeyman what is this I don't even)
[]-you practice or want to practice magic or the dark arts
[]-you prefer candle light over regular light
[/]-your favorite color is black
[]-you love things that have to do with skulls or death
[/]-you have a demon inside of you struggling to get out (AND HIS NAME IS ALCOHOLIC. *slapped hard*)
[x]-you enjoy being alone (believe it or not.)
[x]-you hate your parents/siblings
[]-you're the "death" of the group

Total Points = 4.5

Mouse
[]-you're very timid and skittish around almost anything
[]-you're the one most bullies can stuff into a locker
[]-cats scare you
[/]-you have nightmares almost every night (Strangely O-o )
[x]-you still sleep with a stuffed animal
[x]-night lights are your best friends (Well...More than a night light... <3 )
[]-your meals are quite small
[x]-you have friends that you can hide behind
[/]-you are known as being quiet and baby cute
[]-you're the "coward" of the group

Total Points = 4

Pig
[]-you're known as being smelly and uncleaned
[]-you sleep in trash
[]-eating is your favorite sport
[]-chocolate and pizza are considered healthier snacks than apples to you
[]-you sometimes wear the same clothes for two weeks in a row
[]-showers and soap are your worst enemy/nightmares
[]-you tend to break wind a lot
[]-mud is your best friend
[x]-your house is a mess but you don't care (MY ROOM IS MY HOUSE.)
[]-you're the "slob" of the group

Total Points = 1

Monkey
[x]-you're happy-go-lucky and random
[]-you love eating bananas
[x]-you are known as cute but dangerous
[]-you love swinging and heights
[]-you are awesome at climbing trees
[]-you know how to say things in sign language
[/]-playing is your speciality
[x]-you enjoy joking around
[x]-you can stay awake forever if you wanted to
[/]-you're the "fun one" of the group

Total Points = 5

Snake
[x]-you love being evil and mean
[]-you're the type to smash people into a wall
[/]-you carry a knife with you at all costs (I do, actually. Whenever I go out.)
[]-you've had over 10 girlfriends/boyfriends (LOLWUT, A FURRY THAT NEVER HAD THAT MANY? WHAT MADNESS IS THIS? *ego slapped*)
[]-you're no longer a virgin
[]-you've been arrested before
[x]-you love partying
[]-you usually eat your meals whole or chew only twice or so
[]-leather is epic to you
[]-you're the "criminal" of the group

Total Points = 2.5

I'm a batty fox.

I'M A MOTHER FUCKING FLYING FOX.

I CAN MAKE HAT INTO AN ORIGINAL CHARACTER.

DO NOT STEAL, I CALLED IT.