I have been obsessed with this song | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
I have been obssessed with Culture Club's Miss Me Blind, a song from the 80s. I have a whole list of songs I am obsessed with! Here is the link to it on Spotify:
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https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1.....HsRT3ZHNUh8jy6
Playlist by me!
hope ya enjoy it! :3
-VG πππΎ
I have been obssessed with Culture Club's Miss Me Blind, a song from the 80s. I have a whole list of songs I am obsessed with! Here is the link to it on Spotify:
Β
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1.....HsRT3ZHNUh8jy6
Playlist by me!
hope ya enjoy it! :3
-VG πππΎ
SHOUT OUT AND NEWS 4 | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
CONGRATULATIONS to
Hudi ! Just 96 hours ago, he won the 25 watches contest! I am so excited for him! I am sorry if I have yet to start on the art piece, I have been busy as heck recently, with my job and with school. It's been hectic, my good buddy. I think that even though you were the only one to send art, I am still happy. And it means something. You and I are close. I am hugging you from across the sea. My hug that I am giving ya right now spans over the whole Atlantic Ocean. ^w^
NEWS
>>> Bad day at work. If you read my last few journals, I had a really bad day at work, and I turned evil for an hour and a half before reverting back to being good.
>>> Broken out hands. For some reason, the cleaning spray at my job makes my hands really broken out. Today, I had a huge outbreak of hives on the palms of my hands, it was REALLY bad. I had to try to wash off the stuff in order to save my hands. Honestly, I am scared that it will get worse with the stuff that I use seeping through my gloves. Nothing works when it comes to my ravaged hands. Scary.
>>> FINALLY REVEALING THE BOOK OF VG VIRTUEGEN! :D I am excited to share daily pages of my life from my book, The Book of VG Virtuegen! I posted the cover today!
>>> ON MY WAY TO 50 WATCHES!! XD I am excited to announce that I am getting there... I am close to reaching 50 watches. Remember, I plan on doing my second contest when we get there!
>>> DISCORD ANNOUNCEMENT For those who don't know, I only can chat for like a minute to five minutes on Discord, because I usually limit my time on it due to me having problems with people in the past. I want to try to convince my parents to let me use it more, so I can chat with my fans!
>>> COLLAB with
Branimations181 Eagel is going to draw me as an inflatable mascot soon! I might post it when he finishes it, and I might make something for him as well!
>>> UPDATE ON SKEEKERS LORE-- still working on the current lore outline of my story. I plan on converting it into real stories, one by one, until I have an epic collection of stories.
Well, those are all of the updates I have for ya! Enjoy the rest of your night!
-VG ππ
CONGRATULATIONS to

NEWS
>>> Bad day at work. If you read my last few journals, I had a really bad day at work, and I turned evil for an hour and a half before reverting back to being good.
>>> Broken out hands. For some reason, the cleaning spray at my job makes my hands really broken out. Today, I had a huge outbreak of hives on the palms of my hands, it was REALLY bad. I had to try to wash off the stuff in order to save my hands. Honestly, I am scared that it will get worse with the stuff that I use seeping through my gloves. Nothing works when it comes to my ravaged hands. Scary.
>>> FINALLY REVEALING THE BOOK OF VG VIRTUEGEN! :D I am excited to share daily pages of my life from my book, The Book of VG Virtuegen! I posted the cover today!
>>> ON MY WAY TO 50 WATCHES!! XD I am excited to announce that I am getting there... I am close to reaching 50 watches. Remember, I plan on doing my second contest when we get there!
>>> DISCORD ANNOUNCEMENT For those who don't know, I only can chat for like a minute to five minutes on Discord, because I usually limit my time on it due to me having problems with people in the past. I want to try to convince my parents to let me use it more, so I can chat with my fans!
>>> COLLAB with

>>> UPDATE ON SKEEKERS LORE-- still working on the current lore outline of my story. I plan on converting it into real stories, one by one, until I have an epic collection of stories.
Well, those are all of the updates I have for ya! Enjoy the rest of your night!
-VG ππ
Post evil arc | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
I think that my evil arc was stupid as heck. Yeah, that was all of my frustrations poured out into a couple of journals. To heck with being evil. I am sorry if I was a jerk. This is in advance BTW.
-VG πππΎ
I think that my evil arc was stupid as heck. Yeah, that was all of my frustrations poured out into a couple of journals. To heck with being evil. I am sorry if I was a jerk. This is in advance BTW.
-VG πππΎ
VENT 10/15/24 | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here.
Well, I have decided to un-evil VG. If I think about it, I don't have to be evil. I love my friends, and I have friends. I have people that care about me in the fandom. I might feel beaten down, but I have you guys, And I love you guys. Void, Hudi, Eagel, everybody. I don't have to conform to what life thinks of me. That's absurd. And now that I think about it, I was kind of being an asshole for an hour and a half. So, I am sorry about that. You guys are my biggest fans, and if I offended you with what I said, I am sorry. I think that I need to reach out and talk to you guys when I feel bad.
And I felt bad after I was hurt by that guy at work. And I felt bad for a while. But I am not alone, because you guys are here.
So no more being unhappy. When I need you guys, I need to be vocal about who I am and how I feel!
-VG ππ
Well, I have decided to un-evil VG. If I think about it, I don't have to be evil. I love my friends, and I have friends. I have people that care about me in the fandom. I might feel beaten down, but I have you guys, And I love you guys. Void, Hudi, Eagel, everybody. I don't have to conform to what life thinks of me. That's absurd. And now that I think about it, I was kind of being an asshole for an hour and a half. So, I am sorry about that. You guys are my biggest fans, and if I offended you with what I said, I am sorry. I think that I need to reach out and talk to you guys when I feel bad.
And I felt bad after I was hurt by that guy at work. And I felt bad for a while. But I am not alone, because you guys are here.
So no more being unhappy. When I need you guys, I need to be vocal about who I am and how I feel!
-VG ππ
MORE EVIL | EVG
Posted a year agoHi idiots, evil VG here!
I can't wait for you people to explode tomorrow when you find out I turned evil. Yeah, if you have a problem, leave for now, because I am evil. And I like it for right now. I'm having fun!
-EVG πβ€οΈ
I can't wait for you people to explode tomorrow when you find out I turned evil. Yeah, if you have a problem, leave for now, because I am evil. And I like it for right now. I'm having fun!
-EVG πβ€οΈ
EVIL AND MORBID | EVG
Posted a year agoHi idiots, evil VG here!
One day, you will die and be forgotten. One day, some punk is going to spray paint your grave and take a crap on it. Because human beings lack decency and are evil. I seriously am gonna do that one day, watch me.
Anyway, EVIL VG has to make some evil art. Because I have nothing better to do than treat other people like crap because I was treated like crap. Also, I did your mom last night.
-EVG πβ€οΈ
One day, you will die and be forgotten. One day, some punk is going to spray paint your grave and take a crap on it. Because human beings lack decency and are evil. I seriously am gonna do that one day, watch me.
Anyway, EVIL VG has to make some evil art. Because I have nothing better to do than treat other people like crap because I was treated like crap. Also, I did your mom last night.
-EVG πβ€οΈ
FIRST IDEA OF THE NIGHT| EVIL VG
Posted a year agoHi idiots, Evil VG here!
The first thing I have on my mind is to make evil VG ART π. And it's gonna be evil and horrible. You're gonna like it, my Virtuegen fan-slaves!
Well, there's not much to do at first. Anybody wanna challenge the mighty EVIL VG (EVG) and defeat him? Because I want to see you heroes try to topple the might of my now evil self. Because being good sucks and being evil is bad and cool. Also,
Hudi won the 25 watches contest. I actually don't care, though. Yada Yada Yada, blah blah blah. He won a contest, yay. It's not like anybody cared about the worthless contest I made anyway, only one person fricking submitted stuff to it, so yeah. Oh, and the art that came with it. I'm working on that, Hudster. Don't worry, it's not going to be stick figure drawing of you >:3
-EVG πβ€οΈ
The first thing I have on my mind is to make evil VG ART π. And it's gonna be evil and horrible. You're gonna like it, my Virtuegen fan-slaves!
Well, there's not much to do at first. Anybody wanna challenge the mighty EVIL VG (EVG) and defeat him? Because I want to see you heroes try to topple the might of my now evil self. Because being good sucks and being evil is bad and cool. Also,

-EVG πβ€οΈ
VENT 10/15/24 (CW/TW) | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here.
Well, I'm fucking sick of this shit. I know I don't curse often, but I'm on my last straw here. And I am fucking done with shit. I'm tired of people treating me like shit every day. My anti-furry sister, douchebags at work, people acting like I don't fucking exist. So many fucking assholes in this world, I'm fucking done with this shit. I am stuck. My hands are shaking, covered in a rash from the abuse they have taken. I am unable to continue this life, unless I want to keep going and fuck up worse than before. I have had so many fuckups in my life, I don't think I deserve you people that I call my friends. I don't deserve a second chance, do I? That second chance has fucking amounted to NOTHING, and I am having the same fucking outcome as when I had my first shot at life. This is bullshit. I spend 13 years of my fucking life fucking around and other bullshit, and now look. Life throws me another bone when I ask for a second chance, I ask for a second plate because the first one fucking stunk, and again, some asshole took a hot, steaming shit on it. And I want to fucking end it all. I am never going to win my battle with mental health, because I was never meant to win. Even when you win, you lose, and that is fucking life in a fucking nutshell. My fucking basket case brain is so useless, I am never going to EVER be pleased with life. And if I ask for a third fucking chance, it will be shat on, too. Because God doesn't fucking care. God has done nothing for me. I got baptized with Holy water when I was young, when I became a Christian. But it's all bullshit. That bible is a book of a crock of shit, and even when I pray, I get fucked over. LET'S ALL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FUCKING DUMBASS FURRY, YAY! That is every fucking time I open my mouth or try to meet a new person. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE; I HAVE BEEN SUCKING LIFE'S DICK FOR 19 FUCKING YEARS IN THE LONGEST BLOWJOB EVER. WHAT IS THE POINT OF FUCKING BEING HERE? IS THIS FUCKING REAL? TODAY fucking sucks. I had to deal with another parent at work. AND this is bull fucking shit again, because this is FUCKING STUPID. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SPREAD KINDNESS, AND LIFE FUCKING TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME. Fuck, I am tired of this dumbass horseshit, because I did nothing wrong to those kids. I knew those kids were trouble, and I knew that those parents were trouble. All of the things in the world can't fucking help me, I only have 35 fucking followers to my name and lame, shitty ass content that I bang out mindlessly. I am fucking stupid, and I am a fucking stupid basket case. I cannot do this anymore. I am too traumatized to keep going. You can send me notes, you can kiss my ass, you can tell me things are going to be okay. But they are not going to be okay. Fuck my dream of being a famous furry. I know what I need to do now. If I can't be the good guy, I guess I am going to be the bad guy now. I'm doing a fucking heel turn, you bitch. I'm turning heel, because life as a face does not work. If I have to be the bad guy, so be it. I'm the bad guy now. I'm chaotic evil. I'm going to start doing stupid shit, because I'm sick of being fucked in the ass by life's moose knuckle. So, prepare for more NSFW content, prepare for dumbass shit. I'm at the level where I just don't care. I'm going to fucking post shit because I'm fucking enraged. I am the BLUE FUCKING TRICKSTER, AND I AM EVIL. YOU'RE GOING TO LIKE EVIL VIRTUEGEN OR I'M GONNA SHOVE THAT SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT.
I'M TIRED OF BEING A NOBODY. SO, I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO LIFE'S VIEW OF ME BEING THE BAD GUY. YOU'RE FUCKING WELCOME. NOW, EVIL VG VIRTUEGEN IS GOING TO DO EVIL VIRTUEGEN SHIT, because it's over. I've turned over a new leaf and turned heel like Kevin Owens. BYE BYE NOW!
-Evil VG πβ€οΈ
Well, I'm fucking sick of this shit. I know I don't curse often, but I'm on my last straw here. And I am fucking done with shit. I'm tired of people treating me like shit every day. My anti-furry sister, douchebags at work, people acting like I don't fucking exist. So many fucking assholes in this world, I'm fucking done with this shit. I am stuck. My hands are shaking, covered in a rash from the abuse they have taken. I am unable to continue this life, unless I want to keep going and fuck up worse than before. I have had so many fuckups in my life, I don't think I deserve you people that I call my friends. I don't deserve a second chance, do I? That second chance has fucking amounted to NOTHING, and I am having the same fucking outcome as when I had my first shot at life. This is bullshit. I spend 13 years of my fucking life fucking around and other bullshit, and now look. Life throws me another bone when I ask for a second chance, I ask for a second plate because the first one fucking stunk, and again, some asshole took a hot, steaming shit on it. And I want to fucking end it all. I am never going to win my battle with mental health, because I was never meant to win. Even when you win, you lose, and that is fucking life in a fucking nutshell. My fucking basket case brain is so useless, I am never going to EVER be pleased with life. And if I ask for a third fucking chance, it will be shat on, too. Because God doesn't fucking care. God has done nothing for me. I got baptized with Holy water when I was young, when I became a Christian. But it's all bullshit. That bible is a book of a crock of shit, and even when I pray, I get fucked over. LET'S ALL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE FUCKING DUMBASS FURRY, YAY! That is every fucking time I open my mouth or try to meet a new person. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE; I HAVE BEEN SUCKING LIFE'S DICK FOR 19 FUCKING YEARS IN THE LONGEST BLOWJOB EVER. WHAT IS THE POINT OF FUCKING BEING HERE? IS THIS FUCKING REAL? TODAY fucking sucks. I had to deal with another parent at work. AND this is bull fucking shit again, because this is FUCKING STUPID. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SPREAD KINDNESS, AND LIFE FUCKING TAKES ADVANTAGE OF ME. Fuck, I am tired of this dumbass horseshit, because I did nothing wrong to those kids. I knew those kids were trouble, and I knew that those parents were trouble. All of the things in the world can't fucking help me, I only have 35 fucking followers to my name and lame, shitty ass content that I bang out mindlessly. I am fucking stupid, and I am a fucking stupid basket case. I cannot do this anymore. I am too traumatized to keep going. You can send me notes, you can kiss my ass, you can tell me things are going to be okay. But they are not going to be okay. Fuck my dream of being a famous furry. I know what I need to do now. If I can't be the good guy, I guess I am going to be the bad guy now. I'm doing a fucking heel turn, you bitch. I'm turning heel, because life as a face does not work. If I have to be the bad guy, so be it. I'm the bad guy now. I'm chaotic evil. I'm going to start doing stupid shit, because I'm sick of being fucked in the ass by life's moose knuckle. So, prepare for more NSFW content, prepare for dumbass shit. I'm at the level where I just don't care. I'm going to fucking post shit because I'm fucking enraged. I am the BLUE FUCKING TRICKSTER, AND I AM EVIL. YOU'RE GOING TO LIKE EVIL VIRTUEGEN OR I'M GONNA SHOVE THAT SHIT DOWN YOUR THROAT.
I'M TIRED OF BEING A NOBODY. SO, I HAVE TO LIVE UP TO LIFE'S VIEW OF ME BEING THE BAD GUY. YOU'RE FUCKING WELCOME. NOW, EVIL VG VIRTUEGEN IS GOING TO DO EVIL VIRTUEGEN SHIT, because it's over. I've turned over a new leaf and turned heel like Kevin Owens. BYE BYE NOW!
-Evil VG πβ€οΈ
More Additions to the Virtuegen Family | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
Let's give a warm welcome to
BaroqueWorks ! I am very excited to welcome you to the world of THE BLUE TRICKSTER! Hope I can entertain ya with my content!
-VG πππΎ
Let's give a warm welcome to

-VG πππΎ
Bienvenidos a la familia de VG! | VG
Posted a year agoHola todos, VG estΓ‘ aquΓ!
Bienvenidos a
SqueakyPeak36 ! Estoy muy feliz! Llegaste aquΓ finalmente! Lo siento, el EspaΓ±ol no is mi primero idioma. Puedo hablar en el InglΓ©s, el EspaΓ±ol, el idioma Indonesio, y el japonΓ©s! Yo he aprendido EspaΓ±ol durante cuatro aΓ±os. Espero poder entretenerte con mi contenido. Disfruta tu estancia aquΓ!
- VG πππΎ
Bienvenidos a

- VG πππΎ
SHOUT OUT AND NEWS 3 | VG
Posted a year agohi guys, VG here!
Just 72 hours ago,
Hudi won the VG Virtuegen 25 Watches Contest! Congrats Hudi! Even while being the only one to submit art, he created an epic piece of my fursona! And I was proud of the piece!
Anyway, more news!
>>> 25 Watches Awards Continued
Premio de hablantes de EspaΓ±ol:
SqueakyPeak36
Most Interesting OCs:
ResidentRudi
Best Vore Award:
Voidthetoaster
Cutest Bear:
AndyRosebud
Best Fox with Glasses Award:
LafiFluffy
Well guys, here are some more awards! Enjoy!
More NEWS:
>>> Might take requests soon... I am thinking about taking requests tbh!
>>> Spread the word! Want VG to reach 50 watches? Be sure to tell your furry amigos about the Blue Trickster!
>>> College life: I hate having to juggle work with college right now.
>>> Going to Kings Island Haunt 10/26/24-- Going to a scary theme park event near me! It will be in a few weeks, so I am excited! Can't wait!
>>> Days until Halloween: 17 days ( 2 weeks and three days)
>>> Announcements and shout-outs continue daily-- Up until this Saturday, I will continue the shout-outs as a celebration for hitting my first milestone.
>>> October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month! Spread the word!
>>> Hispanic Heritage Month is nearly over!
Well, that is all of the news I have for ya! See ya!
-VG πππΎ
Just 72 hours ago,

Anyway, more news!
>>> 25 Watches Awards Continued
Premio de hablantes de EspaΓ±ol:

Most Interesting OCs:

Best Vore Award:

Cutest Bear:

Best Fox with Glasses Award:

Well guys, here are some more awards! Enjoy!
More NEWS:
>>> Might take requests soon... I am thinking about taking requests tbh!
>>> Spread the word! Want VG to reach 50 watches? Be sure to tell your furry amigos about the Blue Trickster!
>>> College life: I hate having to juggle work with college right now.
>>> Going to Kings Island Haunt 10/26/24-- Going to a scary theme park event near me! It will be in a few weeks, so I am excited! Can't wait!
>>> Days until Halloween: 17 days ( 2 weeks and three days)
>>> Announcements and shout-outs continue daily-- Up until this Saturday, I will continue the shout-outs as a celebration for hitting my first milestone.
>>> October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month! Spread the word!
>>> Hispanic Heritage Month is nearly over!
Well, that is all of the news I have for ya! See ya!
-VG πππΎ
SHOUT OUT AND NEWS 2 | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
CONGRATS to
Hudi ! He won the VG Virtuegen 25 Watches Contest more than 48 hours ago! So, I'm very excited to shout my friend out and congratulate him for submitting art to my contest! I hope more people join the next contest, it's going to be when I reach 50 watches. I hope that I can get there!
Anyway, I have a few announcements:
>>>> 25 Watches awards!
-Best Fursona:
Voidthetoaster
-Cutest fursona:
290MilesLeft
-Most interactive fan:
Hudi
-Most Interesting Fursona Name:
BlueThorium
-Cutest Elf:
JuraHumanElf
-Coolest webpage:
abtmtr.link
-Kindest VG fan:
Jotaro69
>>> Happy Sunday! I will see you all later!
-VG πππΎ
CONGRATS to

Anyway, I have a few announcements:
>>>> 25 Watches awards!
-Best Fursona:

-Cutest fursona:

-Most interactive fan:

-Most Interesting Fursona Name:

-Cutest Elf:

-Coolest webpage:

-Kindest VG fan:

>>> Happy Sunday! I will see you all later!
-VG πππΎ
SHOUT OUT! | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
congrats to
Hudi , yesterday he won the VG Virtuegen 25 watches contest! His well made winning piece was the only piece to be submitted!
-VG πππΎ
congrats to

-VG πππΎ
I am Vibing with this song NGL.. it is my mood | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
I am vibing with this song. It is SO good. Rest in Peace Bray Wyatt / The Fiend. WWE remembers you and your legacy will live on under Uncle Howdy and the Wyatt sicks.
the song I am referring to:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l89VxkNRGEw
-VG πππΎ
I am vibing with this song. It is SO good. Rest in Peace Bray Wyatt / The Fiend. WWE remembers you and your legacy will live on under Uncle Howdy and the Wyatt sicks.
the song I am referring to:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l89VxkNRGEw
-VG πππΎ
Vent: I trust my friends (TW / CW WARNING: TRAUMA)| VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
I have been thinking deeply about my vents. And I am sorry if I cause you worry. My instability causes problems for people I know, and it makes it hard for people to be around me. I don't want to cause drama or problems due to my mental health. The thing is, I trust my friends. I trust Hudi. I trust Rudi. I trust Thorium, and I trust Void. But I feel so invisible. I'm in pain right now, but I need to break barriers that keep me from doing what I need to do. I need to break through and ask my parents to help me find ways to trust people, because I have had an indelible mark left on me from trauma that has caused me to be unable to trust people. For thirteen years of my life, I dealt with being a social outcast. I went through hell at school, The thing is, it was bad. People liked to rile me up just for fun. I was pelted with snowballs in the winter, and I had hand sanitizer squirted in my hair. I was called gay and a "fag" by the jocks. I was humiliated by my track and cross country coach and singled out in front of everybody by him. There was nobody to trust. People feared me, and I could not reverse the damages done. I was a loner. I became a furry in 2021, when I got COVID-19 for the first time. I believed that this was my calling. I didn't care that I was not like normal people. i was happy with Virtuegen. But I do not feel happy at all. The thing is, I was unhappy. I had no friends in the fandom yet. I had nobody. When old friends became bitter enemies with me on Discord, I was forced to leave the server I was in. The anti-furry bigotry of Bauer with him banning furry content made us fight back and push back against the unfair treatment by him. He was an anti-furry, like Brayden. And I had to put up with being called a "faggot" and being told to kill myself on the bus from and back to school. I was close to giving up, when things looked bad. I had no real furry friends. Until I met Astern. Astern and I talked on Discord for a while, and we finally met at school. A kind and friendly gay kitty, he and I became very close. But since we graduated, we have not spoken to each other in a long time. This was earlier this year. I had to meet new people. My mom and the rest of my family were not too happy with me being a furry. My family would poke fun at my expense and make fun of me for being a furry. My mom refused to stop listen to me when I told her that I was tired of her misunderstanding of the fandom. And she refused to research anything on the fandom that would help her. She would not let me connect with other furry fans. My sister flat out told me that she was an anti-furry this year, and she hates that I am "weird". I finally decided to join Fur Affinity in June of this year. I met a bunch of new people. Yet, there were still problems. Back on Instagram, for a short few days, I felt traumatized by anti-furry people sending me hate. And I had some problems on FA as well. I accidently made MauzyMice (a famous furry creator) mad at me, and she deleted some of my comments on her post. I had apologized as well, and she also deleted that. So I was afraid of backlash against me where I would have people getting mad at me. I didn't realize the hurt the Boykisser meme had caused Jenny. And I should have realized how uncool that was for me to comment that. Also, I met Lexi. Lex is a Canadian furry I met on FA and Discord. One day, he seemed to be really unhappy. He was going through things. He seemed like he was mad at me. I tried to help him, wondering if this was my fault at all. It might have been. He said "He was tired of being a dick to me and he had been an asshole for too long" to me. But he never apologized. He seemed mad at me, and I was unable to figure out why. he didn't want to talk to me anymore. Do a favor and do not talk to him about this, as I don't know why. Also, Plasmy the Protogen had started to talk to me for a while, but one day, he deleted his account from FA. I have no clue as to why he did this at all. Recently, I have been struggling with my job at Get Air and with college. I have wanted to find new relationships with people, so I try and start conversations with people. But every person I know seems to be way more popular than me or somebody that might not want to talk. And I have been frustrated with my attempts to talk to girls, sso I have been in a period of self-loathing, where I accuse myself of being an "incel" that will never have a shot at that sort of thing.
It was very confusing why this happened. All I want is to be a popular furry and a role model that got a second chance at life, because my life has sucked for a very long time. And look now. All I want is to be free of the curse. I want to have friends. And I need you guys to trust me. I trust my friends. I trust you.
-VG πππΎ
I have been thinking deeply about my vents. And I am sorry if I cause you worry. My instability causes problems for people I know, and it makes it hard for people to be around me. I don't want to cause drama or problems due to my mental health. The thing is, I trust my friends. I trust Hudi. I trust Rudi. I trust Thorium, and I trust Void. But I feel so invisible. I'm in pain right now, but I need to break barriers that keep me from doing what I need to do. I need to break through and ask my parents to help me find ways to trust people, because I have had an indelible mark left on me from trauma that has caused me to be unable to trust people. For thirteen years of my life, I dealt with being a social outcast. I went through hell at school, The thing is, it was bad. People liked to rile me up just for fun. I was pelted with snowballs in the winter, and I had hand sanitizer squirted in my hair. I was called gay and a "fag" by the jocks. I was humiliated by my track and cross country coach and singled out in front of everybody by him. There was nobody to trust. People feared me, and I could not reverse the damages done. I was a loner. I became a furry in 2021, when I got COVID-19 for the first time. I believed that this was my calling. I didn't care that I was not like normal people. i was happy with Virtuegen. But I do not feel happy at all. The thing is, I was unhappy. I had no friends in the fandom yet. I had nobody. When old friends became bitter enemies with me on Discord, I was forced to leave the server I was in. The anti-furry bigotry of Bauer with him banning furry content made us fight back and push back against the unfair treatment by him. He was an anti-furry, like Brayden. And I had to put up with being called a "faggot" and being told to kill myself on the bus from and back to school. I was close to giving up, when things looked bad. I had no real furry friends. Until I met Astern. Astern and I talked on Discord for a while, and we finally met at school. A kind and friendly gay kitty, he and I became very close. But since we graduated, we have not spoken to each other in a long time. This was earlier this year. I had to meet new people. My mom and the rest of my family were not too happy with me being a furry. My family would poke fun at my expense and make fun of me for being a furry. My mom refused to stop listen to me when I told her that I was tired of her misunderstanding of the fandom. And she refused to research anything on the fandom that would help her. She would not let me connect with other furry fans. My sister flat out told me that she was an anti-furry this year, and she hates that I am "weird". I finally decided to join Fur Affinity in June of this year. I met a bunch of new people. Yet, there were still problems. Back on Instagram, for a short few days, I felt traumatized by anti-furry people sending me hate. And I had some problems on FA as well. I accidently made MauzyMice (a famous furry creator) mad at me, and she deleted some of my comments on her post. I had apologized as well, and she also deleted that. So I was afraid of backlash against me where I would have people getting mad at me. I didn't realize the hurt the Boykisser meme had caused Jenny. And I should have realized how uncool that was for me to comment that. Also, I met Lexi. Lex is a Canadian furry I met on FA and Discord. One day, he seemed to be really unhappy. He was going through things. He seemed like he was mad at me. I tried to help him, wondering if this was my fault at all. It might have been. He said "He was tired of being a dick to me and he had been an asshole for too long" to me. But he never apologized. He seemed mad at me, and I was unable to figure out why. he didn't want to talk to me anymore. Do a favor and do not talk to him about this, as I don't know why. Also, Plasmy the Protogen had started to talk to me for a while, but one day, he deleted his account from FA. I have no clue as to why he did this at all. Recently, I have been struggling with my job at Get Air and with college. I have wanted to find new relationships with people, so I try and start conversations with people. But every person I know seems to be way more popular than me or somebody that might not want to talk. And I have been frustrated with my attempts to talk to girls, sso I have been in a period of self-loathing, where I accuse myself of being an "incel" that will never have a shot at that sort of thing.
It was very confusing why this happened. All I want is to be a popular furry and a role model that got a second chance at life, because my life has sucked for a very long time. And look now. All I want is to be free of the curse. I want to have friends. And I need you guys to trust me. I trust my friends. I trust you.
-VG πππΎ
CONTEST IS ALMOST FINISHED | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
Well, you guys are out of time to send submissions... well, actually.. I will give you until midnight tonight to submit some VG art to the contest! Wanna win? Well,only one person is going to win if ya don't submit this soon! You might have the chance to win! Good luck, and hope I see your art of me soon!
-VG πππΎ
Well, you guys are out of time to send submissions... well, actually.. I will give you until midnight tonight to submit some VG art to the contest! Wanna win? Well,only one person is going to win if ya don't submit this soon! You might have the chance to win! Good luck, and hope I see your art of me soon!
-VG πππΎ
Vent 10/10/24 | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys.. VG here..
I keep wondering if I am an undesirable person that meets the requirements of being an "incel". I have a couple of reasons why I think that I might be one. When I saw "might", there is a hint of worry in my voice that should denote self-generated concern and worry that has a negative view of "incels". First off, I have never dated a single person during my lifetime. I have never had a date, not once. My frustration at this causes me to think that I will permanently have nobody in my life. Second, I have a lonely feeling from years of rejection. I worry about "becoming" an incel. I don't want to be like them. The thing is, I would never stoop to racist, sexist and homophobic bigotry stemming from being lonely and having very few chances at being able to find the woman of my dreams that would love me equally as much as I would love her. Many of the people that are these "incels" are bigoted and write long manifestos, and also hang out in places like 4chan and Discord. They objectify women and hate women and sexually active men that seem to do "better" than them. I would never objectify women. Women are as equal as men. They are not just "things" that guys want. They are human beings with feelings and emotions. And when guys treat women like that, I am disgusted. Many incels are misanthropic. I do not hate humanity, since hatred is such a strong emotion. Honestly, I like societies. They provide a network of relationships that strengthen bonds. I don't think I am better than anybody else. I don't want to be superior, I want to feel average. Only then might I actually shoot for the heavens. When I joined the fandom, that was when I wanted to be a popular furry. I just want to be seen as a popular and good person, not an extremist loner. I will admit, I do feel self-loathing and self-pity. I'm not racist. I respect different cultures and races too much to stoop down to that kind of thing.
I think that I feel irritated with life. I want to go into specifics, but I don't want to give away much. The thing is, I am very unhappy with it. I want to finally feel like I am good enough to try to talk to people, to be able to meet new people and foster long-lasting relationships. It's hard to live like this. I trust my Virtuegen fans very much. What should I do? Am I an incel, or am I a good person? I just don't know what I eant to do at this point. I'm sorry if I ranted for two days in a row about life. I'm at a new all-time low, where I feel miserable and stupid for not trying to talk to people and shaming myself for not trying. I feel like this often, where I literally want to scream and rip my fur out and scream profanity, because I don't know where to go. I am a lonely person that has very little time to talk to people, and I think that I need to convene with my parents to help me try to find a way to break the ice and jump into a new world where I am not afraid to try and am not afraid of failure. What should I do, folks?
-VG
I keep wondering if I am an undesirable person that meets the requirements of being an "incel". I have a couple of reasons why I think that I might be one. When I saw "might", there is a hint of worry in my voice that should denote self-generated concern and worry that has a negative view of "incels". First off, I have never dated a single person during my lifetime. I have never had a date, not once. My frustration at this causes me to think that I will permanently have nobody in my life. Second, I have a lonely feeling from years of rejection. I worry about "becoming" an incel. I don't want to be like them. The thing is, I would never stoop to racist, sexist and homophobic bigotry stemming from being lonely and having very few chances at being able to find the woman of my dreams that would love me equally as much as I would love her. Many of the people that are these "incels" are bigoted and write long manifestos, and also hang out in places like 4chan and Discord. They objectify women and hate women and sexually active men that seem to do "better" than them. I would never objectify women. Women are as equal as men. They are not just "things" that guys want. They are human beings with feelings and emotions. And when guys treat women like that, I am disgusted. Many incels are misanthropic. I do not hate humanity, since hatred is such a strong emotion. Honestly, I like societies. They provide a network of relationships that strengthen bonds. I don't think I am better than anybody else. I don't want to be superior, I want to feel average. Only then might I actually shoot for the heavens. When I joined the fandom, that was when I wanted to be a popular furry. I just want to be seen as a popular and good person, not an extremist loner. I will admit, I do feel self-loathing and self-pity. I'm not racist. I respect different cultures and races too much to stoop down to that kind of thing.
I think that I feel irritated with life. I want to go into specifics, but I don't want to give away much. The thing is, I am very unhappy with it. I want to finally feel like I am good enough to try to talk to people, to be able to meet new people and foster long-lasting relationships. It's hard to live like this. I trust my Virtuegen fans very much. What should I do? Am I an incel, or am I a good person? I just don't know what I eant to do at this point. I'm sorry if I ranted for two days in a row about life. I'm at a new all-time low, where I feel miserable and stupid for not trying to talk to people and shaming myself for not trying. I feel like this often, where I literally want to scream and rip my fur out and scream profanity, because I don't know where to go. I am a lonely person that has very little time to talk to people, and I think that I need to convene with my parents to help me try to find a way to break the ice and jump into a new world where I am not afraid to try and am not afraid of failure. What should I do, folks?
-VG
Vent 10/9/24 | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys... VG Here.... :(
I honestly feel so lonely right now. It's a strange thing that really is doggin' on me. Seriously, man. I feel like I'm invisible in the fandom. It seems so hard to never really get interaction beyond just 30 somethin' likes and a couple of favorites. My dream is to become really popular in the fandom and finally be liked by people, because for 13 years of my life, I was the nerdy outcast that was ignored, made fun of and stranded. It was somethin' that I really could not let go of. And I had a few chances to talk to cute girls, but I was turned away by one and never had the courage to ask another girl again. My limited success was frustratin'. and I still feel like I am not good enough to talk to people today. Today, I wanted to talk to a very cute girl at college, but I lost my chance to talk to her. Now I feel like I want to be gay instead, because being straight SUCKS. Every girl I see is either too pretty, already taken or way out of my league, or maybe all three at once. I dunno, I feel like this part of my life has left me down in the dumps. And I think that I might find the same gender attractive. But I don't really feel it. I wanna say that there is a certain guy I find kind of cute, but I don't know how to say it. I want to train myself to like men over women, but since I am so straight, I never feel it. And it feels like a stupid fantasy. I think being bisexual would be more fun that being straight, especially with the stigma around being a cisgender white guy that is a nerdy weirdo that nobody likes. because that straight to gay pipeline in the furry fandom is so funny, I can believe it.
I wish there was a way to fix my attitude on life. I know this is personal or maybe too mucb information shared, but you guys are my friends. I trust you guys. What should I do? try to talk to people? Or maybe not?
-VG
I honestly feel so lonely right now. It's a strange thing that really is doggin' on me. Seriously, man. I feel like I'm invisible in the fandom. It seems so hard to never really get interaction beyond just 30 somethin' likes and a couple of favorites. My dream is to become really popular in the fandom and finally be liked by people, because for 13 years of my life, I was the nerdy outcast that was ignored, made fun of and stranded. It was somethin' that I really could not let go of. And I had a few chances to talk to cute girls, but I was turned away by one and never had the courage to ask another girl again. My limited success was frustratin'. and I still feel like I am not good enough to talk to people today. Today, I wanted to talk to a very cute girl at college, but I lost my chance to talk to her. Now I feel like I want to be gay instead, because being straight SUCKS. Every girl I see is either too pretty, already taken or way out of my league, or maybe all three at once. I dunno, I feel like this part of my life has left me down in the dumps. And I think that I might find the same gender attractive. But I don't really feel it. I wanna say that there is a certain guy I find kind of cute, but I don't know how to say it. I want to train myself to like men over women, but since I am so straight, I never feel it. And it feels like a stupid fantasy. I think being bisexual would be more fun that being straight, especially with the stigma around being a cisgender white guy that is a nerdy weirdo that nobody likes. because that straight to gay pipeline in the furry fandom is so funny, I can believe it.
I wish there was a way to fix my attitude on life. I know this is personal or maybe too mucb information shared, but you guys are my friends. I trust you guys. What should I do? try to talk to people? Or maybe not?
-VG
VG VIRTUEGEN NEWS #1| VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
We have new people here! I want to welcome a few new Virtuegen fans.. first.. thank you to
rusfox590 ,
EpicMegaSwag and
LafiFluffy ! Thank you guys for choosing to watch me, I will do my best to entertain ya. Give them a warm welcome!
Also, some news...
>>>I am thinking about how I can connect with my watchers and followers. If ya guys have any tips on how I can interact better and get to know ya better, let me know down in the comments.
>>>I also think about how I can grow as a content creator. I really wanna become a popular figure in the fandom. But I really don't know how. I think that you guys might have some wisdom on how I can go and get bigger and bigger. Also, I want to thank
Hudi . I think that I am glad that I got to know you, and honestly, it's kinda your fault that I am now obsessed with Polish culture >:3. Yeah, I started learning Polish on Duolingo. Man, they have crazy accents on vowels. But it sounds fun. And I was browsing and learning Polish curse words and slang, and they have funny curse words. (Some are borrowed from other Slavic languages, and some are kind of unique.) I wonder if they ever make dairy free pierogis? I think that Poland is cool.
>>>Next, Hurricane Milton is coming. I am praying for all of the Virtuegen fans that are also Florida furries. So be safe,
ResidentRudi . (you are the only one that I can confirm is in Florida, so be safe.) I have heard it is gonna be really bad.
>>>Next, I am still developing my new style. I used a lot of inspiration from certain styles from past decades, because I like retro. It blends my interests.
>>>THE CONTEST IS ALMOST OVER!!! Only 48 hours left until the VG Virtuegen 25 Watches Contest ends. We have had one submission so far. here is the link to the contest:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Last day to submit is tomorrow. Be sure to submit if ya can! Next contest is when I hit 50 watches. See you then.
>>> More News: I am currently writing the book of VG Virtuegen, an large book all about ME! I might post some photos of the pages soon, just because I wanna share more of my creations.
>>> More stuff: I might make a new post where you can ask my OCs questions and stuff. Stay tuned, Virtuegen fans!
>>> Do you have tips for my content? leave them in the comments below!
>>> I might make this a daily report on life. Hopefully this is something you guys pick up on and find fun or interesting.
Well, that is all of the news I have for ya. Until Next time, Virtuegen fans!
-VG πππΎ
We have new people here! I want to welcome a few new Virtuegen fans.. first.. thank you to



Also, some news...
>>>I am thinking about how I can connect with my watchers and followers. If ya guys have any tips on how I can interact better and get to know ya better, let me know down in the comments.
>>>I also think about how I can grow as a content creator. I really wanna become a popular figure in the fandom. But I really don't know how. I think that you guys might have some wisdom on how I can go and get bigger and bigger. Also, I want to thank

>>>Next, Hurricane Milton is coming. I am praying for all of the Virtuegen fans that are also Florida furries. So be safe,

>>>Next, I am still developing my new style. I used a lot of inspiration from certain styles from past decades, because I like retro. It blends my interests.
>>>THE CONTEST IS ALMOST OVER!!! Only 48 hours left until the VG Virtuegen 25 Watches Contest ends. We have had one submission so far. here is the link to the contest:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Last day to submit is tomorrow. Be sure to submit if ya can! Next contest is when I hit 50 watches. See you then.
>>> More News: I am currently writing the book of VG Virtuegen, an large book all about ME! I might post some photos of the pages soon, just because I wanna share more of my creations.
>>> More stuff: I might make a new post where you can ask my OCs questions and stuff. Stay tuned, Virtuegen fans!
>>> Do you have tips for my content? leave them in the comments below!
>>> I might make this a daily report on life. Hopefully this is something you guys pick up on and find fun or interesting.
Well, that is all of the news I have for ya. Until Next time, Virtuegen fans!
-VG πππΎ
CONTEST UPDATE! TWO DAYS LEFT!| VG
Posted a year agoHi guys! VG here!
The contest is almost over. If you are going to submit art for the 25 watches contest, be sure to send it ASAP, because the contest has only 48 hours left. So far, we have had only one submission so far. Hopefully ya guys can get something in. Anyway, good luck. Here is the link to the Contest:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Good luck, Virtuegen fans!
-VG πππΎ
The contest is almost over. If you are going to submit art for the 25 watches contest, be sure to send it ASAP, because the contest has only 48 hours left. So far, we have had only one submission so far. Hopefully ya guys can get something in. Anyway, good luck. Here is the link to the Contest:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Good luck, Virtuegen fans!
-VG πππΎ
CONTEST IS ALMOST OVER | VG
Posted a year agoHey guys, VG here! just a reminder, the 25 watches contest celebrating me reaching my first milestone IS ABOUT TO END! Three days remain until the contest is over and the ranking period begins!
link to contest!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Wish you luck!
-VG πππΎ
link to contest!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
Wish you luck!
-VG πππΎ
New Watches (Now at 30)| VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
Thank you to some of my new watchers that hit the watch button recently! Thanks to
zilikslider and
Edgyfurry98 ! I hope I can entertain ya with my content!
BTW, the new version of my 25 Watches Celebration Contest is out, here's the link to it: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
See ya guys!
-VG πππΎ
Thank you to some of my new watchers that hit the watch button recently! Thanks to


BTW, the new version of my 25 Watches Celebration Contest is out, here's the link to it: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58292616/
See ya guys!
-VG πππΎ
I'm active on other places | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
So, I realized that there is not an option to link your Instagram account on FA, and that made me sad. But I do have the link for it if ya ever check out my content on there. You can DM me on Instagram and let me know who is who. Some of my stuff on FA is also on Instagram, so you might see some stuff from past submissions on there. \
link: https://www.instagram.com/vg_virtue.....;utm_source=qr
So, that is where you can find me. Tootles, Virtuegen fans!
VG πππΎ
So, I realized that there is not an option to link your Instagram account on FA, and that made me sad. But I do have the link for it if ya ever check out my content on there. You can DM me on Instagram and let me know who is who. Some of my stuff on FA is also on Instagram, so you might see some stuff from past submissions on there. \
link: https://www.instagram.com/vg_virtue.....;utm_source=qr
So, that is where you can find me. Tootles, Virtuegen fans!
VG πππΎ
VG's all time favorite song | VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
I have been thinkin' about if I have an all-time favorite song, and I think I know which one it is. Honestly, I gotta say, it's Come and Get Your Love by Redbone, and it is a song from the 1970s. You might remember the song being used in Guardians of The Galaxy in 2014. It's a song that makes me happy when I am sad, and it is such a great song.
Here's are links to the YouTube videos of the music video and the audio:
Audio: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc0KhhjJP98
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BA4rSO-h9Io
Well, I hope you like it! :3
-VG πππΎ
I have been thinkin' about if I have an all-time favorite song, and I think I know which one it is. Honestly, I gotta say, it's Come and Get Your Love by Redbone, and it is a song from the 1970s. You might remember the song being used in Guardians of The Galaxy in 2014. It's a song that makes me happy when I am sad, and it is such a great song.
Here's are links to the YouTube videos of the music video and the audio:
Audio: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc0KhhjJP98
Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BA4rSO-h9Io
Well, I hope you like it! :3
-VG πππΎ
Therians |VG
Posted a year agoHi guys, VG here!
So, I want to express something I recently re-discovered, and I now am obsessed with it. Therians are so cool, I think it is super fun and interesting. But I hate how people hate on them for no reason. It's unfair for people to bash therians and call them things they are not. So I want to meet therians and support them. Any VG Virtuegen fans that are therian out there? I'd love to chat with ya!
-VG πππΎ
So, I want to express something I recently re-discovered, and I now am obsessed with it. Therians are so cool, I think it is super fun and interesting. But I hate how people hate on them for no reason. It's unfair for people to bash therians and call them things they are not. So I want to meet therians and support them. Any VG Virtuegen fans that are therian out there? I'd love to chat with ya!
-VG πππΎ