Birth Control, Abortion, and Facts.
General | Posted 14 years agoOkay. So some people believe birth control and abortion should be illegal, and some don't. Here's the thing you don't know.
The people who want to ban birth control and abortion across our USA are doing so at the expense of everything, human prosperity, human survival, the existence of our societies.
Birth control and Abortion does not kill, ever, except in Abortion a few situations that are - SCIENTIFIC FACT!!!
It's a scientific fact if you get an abortion after being pregnant for 6 months or more you are guaranteed to kill a living being, but it is impossible for an abortion to kill anything living in you if you are pregnant less than 4 months, cause you don't have a human in you, in fact, you only have essentially a tumor with no form, no nerves, no organs, no ability to feel think see, no toes fingers hands eyes NOTHING! Scientific fact. Completely true. Yet, people say, Pro-life people say, all Pro-life people believe, the second a sperm hits an egg, you are pregnant with a human being. Fact. Another fact, it takes a month or two to have anything there, Pro-life people are guided solely by religion and nothing else, and believe in fantasy and view science and fact and reality as evil.
Simply put and fact, the following with abortion. If abortion ever gets banned anywhere, there is an 100% chance that women getting pregnant there will inevitably have complications that can be detected by modern medicine, but they will be forced to die by law. Another fact, women raped will be forced to have said child, attempting to move to another state and to another hospital to be tended to will result in severe penalties. Another fact, the majority of children born in that region will be to those who cannot properly take care of them anymore in the next decade. Another fact, some of these things have happened, women dieing, babies dieing, and raped girls being forced to have children even though they are ages 9-16!!!!!
A few facts about birth control. An egg is not a human-fact. A sperm is not a human-fact. Birth control only effects eggs and sperm-fact. Birth control bans are aimed at encouraging pregnancy and sex, as well as god's demands for humans to multiply and become extinct-fact. Birth control is banned in Mississippi, and Ohio agreed not to ban it luckily. Sadly, Pro-life people still want eggs to be considered humans with all rights and protection of actual humans. A women has over 1 million eggs in her womb. Normally, only 0-4 will become children. That means Pro-life people want people to constantly have sex at age of 9 thrue to the rest of their life. This is all fact.
Now, wanna know more facts? Many members of the Pro-life movement have committed arson across the country, as well as attacks against 'enemies' of their movement. Why? Abortion. Abortion was either allowed there, supported by someone, and the movement didn't get their way.
Now wanna know even more facts? Another group exists, the Pro-rights movement. It consists of people who understand that making abortion and birth control is essentially against the many laws that exist in our country. These people consist of people who use reason, logic, and understanding.
Can't except the facts? Get out of your fucking shell you asshole or kill yourself. Doing either will mean you did something good for this planet.
By the way, since religion defies the facts, and you think killing yourself for your religion will get you heaven, I promise you eternal torment in hell, amen assholes.
The people who want to ban birth control and abortion across our USA are doing so at the expense of everything, human prosperity, human survival, the existence of our societies.
Birth control and Abortion does not kill, ever, except in Abortion a few situations that are - SCIENTIFIC FACT!!!
It's a scientific fact if you get an abortion after being pregnant for 6 months or more you are guaranteed to kill a living being, but it is impossible for an abortion to kill anything living in you if you are pregnant less than 4 months, cause you don't have a human in you, in fact, you only have essentially a tumor with no form, no nerves, no organs, no ability to feel think see, no toes fingers hands eyes NOTHING! Scientific fact. Completely true. Yet, people say, Pro-life people say, all Pro-life people believe, the second a sperm hits an egg, you are pregnant with a human being. Fact. Another fact, it takes a month or two to have anything there, Pro-life people are guided solely by religion and nothing else, and believe in fantasy and view science and fact and reality as evil.
Simply put and fact, the following with abortion. If abortion ever gets banned anywhere, there is an 100% chance that women getting pregnant there will inevitably have complications that can be detected by modern medicine, but they will be forced to die by law. Another fact, women raped will be forced to have said child, attempting to move to another state and to another hospital to be tended to will result in severe penalties. Another fact, the majority of children born in that region will be to those who cannot properly take care of them anymore in the next decade. Another fact, some of these things have happened, women dieing, babies dieing, and raped girls being forced to have children even though they are ages 9-16!!!!!
A few facts about birth control. An egg is not a human-fact. A sperm is not a human-fact. Birth control only effects eggs and sperm-fact. Birth control bans are aimed at encouraging pregnancy and sex, as well as god's demands for humans to multiply and become extinct-fact. Birth control is banned in Mississippi, and Ohio agreed not to ban it luckily. Sadly, Pro-life people still want eggs to be considered humans with all rights and protection of actual humans. A women has over 1 million eggs in her womb. Normally, only 0-4 will become children. That means Pro-life people want people to constantly have sex at age of 9 thrue to the rest of their life. This is all fact.
Now, wanna know more facts? Many members of the Pro-life movement have committed arson across the country, as well as attacks against 'enemies' of their movement. Why? Abortion. Abortion was either allowed there, supported by someone, and the movement didn't get their way.
Now wanna know even more facts? Another group exists, the Pro-rights movement. It consists of people who understand that making abortion and birth control is essentially against the many laws that exist in our country. These people consist of people who use reason, logic, and understanding.
Can't except the facts? Get out of your fucking shell you asshole or kill yourself. Doing either will mean you did something good for this planet.
By the way, since religion defies the facts, and you think killing yourself for your religion will get you heaven, I promise you eternal torment in hell, amen assholes.
Mississippi has banned birth control, next Ohio?
General | Posted 14 years agoIn Mississippi both Birth Control and Abortion is being banned. All such things will be illegal and considered murder later this November. However, this wasn't a victory enough to religious fanatics in the USA. My beloved country is facing an increasing number of insane, illogical, unreasonable laws being passed. Apparently people in Ohio view Mississippi as having done something that is good important and moral. There is a poll being established in which people will be made to choose whether or not the very same laws will be passed in that state as well. We have no knowledge what will happen if this poll starts, and what will happen when people start voting.
We do know that if such an atrocity happens, the human species will be further driven into hardship. We already have problems with overpopulation, the lack of food, water, medicine, to be shared not only in our own country where there are many poor, starved, and ill, but worldwide. We know that all people suffer when many suffer. We know that allowing religious fanatics and terrorist groups to thrive ensures suffering. These crazy Christians of the Pro-Life group must be stopped. We already know of the Pro-Life organization and its attacks on people not sharing their views as well as their many acts of Arson on medical facilities as well as community buildings. We can't let these people continue.
As such I'm asking everyone, in Ohio and outside Ohio, to vote against all laws that ban birth control and abortion.
Abortion exists for a reason, often pregnancies are not successful, and with our medical technology we can tell if woman will die from attempting to give birth, as well as if their child will not even been born alive (giving birth to a dead baby sucks). Also people who are raped shouldn't be forbidden from an abortion. Next, banning birth control such as pills, condoms, and more is bad. We should not let crazy things like this happen. People have sex and we have to accept it. Banning birth control will only mean more children will be born to people not ready or of age to be parents.
We do know that if such an atrocity happens, the human species will be further driven into hardship. We already have problems with overpopulation, the lack of food, water, medicine, to be shared not only in our own country where there are many poor, starved, and ill, but worldwide. We know that all people suffer when many suffer. We know that allowing religious fanatics and terrorist groups to thrive ensures suffering. These crazy Christians of the Pro-Life group must be stopped. We already know of the Pro-Life organization and its attacks on people not sharing their views as well as their many acts of Arson on medical facilities as well as community buildings. We can't let these people continue.
As such I'm asking everyone, in Ohio and outside Ohio, to vote against all laws that ban birth control and abortion.
Abortion exists for a reason, often pregnancies are not successful, and with our medical technology we can tell if woman will die from attempting to give birth, as well as if their child will not even been born alive (giving birth to a dead baby sucks). Also people who are raped shouldn't be forbidden from an abortion. Next, banning birth control such as pills, condoms, and more is bad. We should not let crazy things like this happen. People have sex and we have to accept it. Banning birth control will only mean more children will be born to people not ready or of age to be parents.
Tag and be Tagged
General | Posted 14 years ago1. What is one movie or TV show you feel is highly overrated?
TrueBlood
2. Which do you prefer; paws, or more human style feet?
Paws
3. Leather or Lace?
Both are good
4. Who would win in a fight between Ellen Ripley & Callie Briggs?
They are both awesome chicks with decent combat maneuvers, not sure.
5. Which of the many, many fetishes that permeate the furry community do you find to be the absolute weirdest?
It obviously has to be either with excrement, or male pregnancy.
6. What's the best birthday present you ever got?
Not sure... might be something to do with games.
7. What do YOU think MY favorite color is?
Not sure... might be a cool color rather than a warm color.
8. What are your three favorite sounds?
Meep
Squee
Meow
9. Would you put the lotion on your skin or would you take the hose again?
WTF?!?! Neither!
10. For the women..
Have you ever used the phrase "lady boner" in a conversation?
I'm glad I'm not a woman then...
11. For the men...
Which do you prefer; a 426 Hemi, or a Chevy Small Block?
I don't care for vehicles much.
TrueBlood
2. Which do you prefer; paws, or more human style feet?
Paws
3. Leather or Lace?
Both are good
4. Who would win in a fight between Ellen Ripley & Callie Briggs?
They are both awesome chicks with decent combat maneuvers, not sure.
5. Which of the many, many fetishes that permeate the furry community do you find to be the absolute weirdest?
It obviously has to be either with excrement, or male pregnancy.
6. What's the best birthday present you ever got?
Not sure... might be something to do with games.
7. What do YOU think MY favorite color is?
Not sure... might be a cool color rather than a warm color.
8. What are your three favorite sounds?
Meep
Squee
Meow
9. Would you put the lotion on your skin or would you take the hose again?
WTF?!?! Neither!
10. For the women..
Have you ever used the phrase "lady boner" in a conversation?
I'm glad I'm not a woman then...
11. For the men...
Which do you prefer; a 426 Hemi, or a Chevy Small Block?
I don't care for vehicles much.
Mississippi has banned birth control.
General | Posted 14 years agoRecently a vote took place in the state of Mississippi in which the majority who voted chose to side with the Pro-Life movement.
As a result, all forms of birth control except condoms, as well as any form of abortion, will be banned, as well as considered murder, by the end of this November.
I tolerate other people and their beliefs, but the Pro-Life movement has always been a dangerous movement of religious fanatics, well known for their policies which have involved the attacks on Pro-Choice movement members, book burnings, and even the destruction of abortion clinics via Arson.
When I saw on the news last night that these laws were to go in effect in Mississippi I had no doubt the Pro-Life movement took part, a Christian Terrorist group well known in the USA.
I only hope that similar laws will not be passed in other states.
As a result, all forms of birth control except condoms, as well as any form of abortion, will be banned, as well as considered murder, by the end of this November.
I tolerate other people and their beliefs, but the Pro-Life movement has always been a dangerous movement of religious fanatics, well known for their policies which have involved the attacks on Pro-Choice movement members, book burnings, and even the destruction of abortion clinics via Arson.
When I saw on the news last night that these laws were to go in effect in Mississippi I had no doubt the Pro-Life movement took part, a Christian Terrorist group well known in the USA.
I only hope that similar laws will not be passed in other states.
Almost Halloween you say...
General | Posted 14 years agoAnd I still have no friggin costume, and nothing to do on Halloween since my family deems one too old to trick or treat at the age of 18, and too pointless to partake in parties as the supposed evil of alchohol or drugs may be present. I swear I WILL die of boredom on this holiday if I can't do something with someone...
Athus Nadorian R.I.P.
General | Posted 14 years agoA kind hearted soul taken too soon by the world.
May he fly forever.
May he fly forever.
GMod Idiot Box...
General | Posted 14 years agoMost hilarious videos ever!I watched each video on Youtube today, surprisingly GamiCross (aka Nekogami on FA) was in the credits on Episode 10. Apparently Episode 10 featured alot of interesting people in the credits. I watched each episode from 1-10 in order and I have to say they are hilarious, I can't wait to see more! It did use up alot of my time, but all the laughter is worth it.
What I've been up to lately...
General | Posted 14 years agoIn addition to being sick for the past several days (the first day I spent throwing up, all I deal with now is a stuffy nose and sore throat), I've also been playing alot of GearsOWar3, HaloReach, Castlevania, and CastleCrashers, on my Xbox360.
I would go on the computer more, but I've been sleepy alot as well, and whenever I'm not sleeping, my brother or mother seems to be using the computer.
I noticed my cats have the sniffles as well and have been sneezing, I'm worried they might be alil sick too. I know my brother was sick, but he got better.
I would go on the computer more, but I've been sleepy alot as well, and whenever I'm not sleeping, my brother or mother seems to be using the computer.
I noticed my cats have the sniffles as well and have been sneezing, I'm worried they might be alil sick too. I know my brother was sick, but he got better.
Cape May Vacation
General | Posted 14 years agoFrom Saturday morning to this very Monday Morning me and my family went on a vacation to Cape May. We would have gone a bit before, but apparently hurricane Irene forced us to reschedule, very surprising... considering the lack of intense raining and winds.
Anyways our vacation was very good. I had a wonderful time at the beach, even though some fat white bitch killed a baby crab I wanted to save and bring back to the ocean (poor thing musta been sick), and we ate at several different places.
We ate at a place called the Lobster House, and I ordered Escargot and Seafood Bisque. It was amazing, the chef must have truly been an artist. I hope I become a great cook... or at least a really good one. Another place was called Carne's, which was surprisingly more a bar than a restaurant. I had calamari and hot buffalo wings there. But that was two dinners two different nights.
One breakfast was spent at the hotel, and was set up like a buffet, the food was good. They had alittle bit of everything. Another place was The Bar and Grill, and the food was good there too. But today, we went to The Pancake House. Hmm, am I seeing a trend in names? Anyways I ordered a bacon and cheese omelet with a side of Navy Bean Soup. It was goooood.
Finally, other things to mention was that the hotel apparently had indoor and outdoor pools as well as an fitness center. I only went to the indoor pool, but I had a great time. This was definatly a great vacation, except for the stupid fat bitch who hates crabs... ugh.
Anyways our vacation was very good. I had a wonderful time at the beach, even though some fat white bitch killed a baby crab I wanted to save and bring back to the ocean (poor thing musta been sick), and we ate at several different places.
We ate at a place called the Lobster House, and I ordered Escargot and Seafood Bisque. It was amazing, the chef must have truly been an artist. I hope I become a great cook... or at least a really good one. Another place was called Carne's, which was surprisingly more a bar than a restaurant. I had calamari and hot buffalo wings there. But that was two dinners two different nights.
One breakfast was spent at the hotel, and was set up like a buffet, the food was good. They had alittle bit of everything. Another place was The Bar and Grill, and the food was good there too. But today, we went to The Pancake House. Hmm, am I seeing a trend in names? Anyways I ordered a bacon and cheese omelet with a side of Navy Bean Soup. It was goooood.
Finally, other things to mention was that the hotel apparently had indoor and outdoor pools as well as an fitness center. I only went to the indoor pool, but I had a great time. This was definatly a great vacation, except for the stupid fat bitch who hates crabs... ugh.
Birthday was good!
General | Posted 14 years agoIt was my birthday on Sept 5th and everything went well.
We went to a hibachi resteruant called Shogun's. I ordered the Seafood Deluxe, and had three drinks, yay for saki, I love that stuff! I also tried green tea flavored icecream, which tasted like a cross between mint and vanilla in my opinion. Finally I did go home and have a normal birthday party, with family, there was a cake, a pie, and some suprising gifts.
I got an entire outfit made to match with Reese's products. And tons of Reese's candy. I do love chocolate and peanut butter... I also got an 100$ check from my granparents, a few gift cards, and uh, my brother Sean accidently left his gift in his car when he drove up back north, but I'm sure he'll drop by sometime and it will be really cool.
In all it was a good birthday.
We went to a hibachi resteruant called Shogun's. I ordered the Seafood Deluxe, and had three drinks, yay for saki, I love that stuff! I also tried green tea flavored icecream, which tasted like a cross between mint and vanilla in my opinion. Finally I did go home and have a normal birthday party, with family, there was a cake, a pie, and some suprising gifts.
I got an entire outfit made to match with Reese's products. And tons of Reese's candy. I do love chocolate and peanut butter... I also got an 100$ check from my granparents, a few gift cards, and uh, my brother Sean accidently left his gift in his car when he drove up back north, but I'm sure he'll drop by sometime and it will be really cool.
In all it was a good birthday.
My birthday is soon, yay for September!
General | Posted 14 years agoIn 4 days it will be September 5th. In 4 days I will be 25. And that will mean in fours days will be another school year that starts, without interfering with my Birthday!
Considering all things, no-one in my family is younger than 18, we all graduated high school, and even with having jobs, it is still likely everyone will attend my birthday. This will make me happy.
I haven't really thought of what I want as birthday presents, because it hasn't dawned upon me to ask for such things, so I'll be happy at whatever my family tosses at me. They know me enough to get me something I like, even if it is not something I love.
Also, I noticed alot of my friends here on FA have birthdays today as well as up to September 5th.
So for everyone watching me reading this journal as well, that also has birthdays, Happy Birthday to you too!
Considering all things, no-one in my family is younger than 18, we all graduated high school, and even with having jobs, it is still likely everyone will attend my birthday. This will make me happy.
I haven't really thought of what I want as birthday presents, because it hasn't dawned upon me to ask for such things, so I'll be happy at whatever my family tosses at me. They know me enough to get me something I like, even if it is not something I love.
Also, I noticed alot of my friends here on FA have birthdays today as well as up to September 5th.
So for everyone watching me reading this journal as well, that also has birthdays, Happy Birthday to you too!
Hurricane Irene, the hurricane without a scene...
General | Posted 14 years agoApparently Irene left 10 people dead across the entire USA.
And the majority of them chose to either swim in the ocean, surf, or go boating. Morons.
Only 3 people I heard died that aren't complete and utter imbeciles, one died from a heart attack, which should not have to be included cause its not too much related, one was a child, his house was squashed by a tree, and one died from a car accident.
So Hurricane Irene was so big and deadly, I never noticed it happenned, I thought it might happen, since it was raining heavy and wind was blowing near me, turns out that WAS the hurricane.
I lost power a few days later as power was attempting to be restored to other parts of my state.
So I didn't even lose power until after the storm.
So I wonder, why did anyone even worry?
Weather Channel, I hate you, alot. I bet those thousands of body bags you mentioned Virginia acquired were never even for the storm huh? Probably the earthquake...
And the majority of them chose to either swim in the ocean, surf, or go boating. Morons.
Only 3 people I heard died that aren't complete and utter imbeciles, one died from a heart attack, which should not have to be included cause its not too much related, one was a child, his house was squashed by a tree, and one died from a car accident.
So Hurricane Irene was so big and deadly, I never noticed it happenned, I thought it might happen, since it was raining heavy and wind was blowing near me, turns out that WAS the hurricane.
I lost power a few days later as power was attempting to be restored to other parts of my state.
So I didn't even lose power until after the storm.
So I wonder, why did anyone even worry?
Weather Channel, I hate you, alot. I bet those thousands of body bags you mentioned Virginia acquired were never even for the storm huh? Probably the earthquake...
My thoughts on a new account...
General | Posted 14 years agoHonestly I've seen other people make new accounts, seperate accounts for storing art of different sorts, or for having one adult based account and one clean based account. It's a rarity I make artwork, but I tend to watch alot of people and desire to FAV alot of things. However, I made it a purpose to never FAV adult content on this account, only general and mature content, so my family will tolerate me having this FA account. However, if I have a second private account for adult orientated interests it would mean that many artists I am currently watching will not only receive more comments from me, it would also mean they would get FAVs as well. However, having multiple accounts does indeed have a negative effect on the FA servers as it takes a great deal more energy and memory for more accounts to exist for every person. However, it is also because some people are annoyed by these things that I wonder if I should make a new account as well. Regardless, I am hoping people will read this journal and give me advice. Based on the advice given will depend on the action I will take.
I like games, but don't like spending tons of money...
General | Posted 14 years agoSo recently I dished out over $100 at a GameStop because of the games I have pre-owned apparently cost so much if I used my money for eating out or deliveries, I'd never pay off the games in time. That and I wanted to buy a bunch of Lego games to play with my friend Jade-Scale, but even the old ones pre-owned cost well over $30. I can't stand GameStop and its absurd prices, as well as the poor customer service. Yet, it seems that everywhere I go that seems to be the same. I can't even go to a place like Target or Best Buy without worrying that the same will happen, cause it does...
Jade, if your reading this journal, I'm gonna have to say sorry, we'll have to wait on gaming together till I acquire more money. I only have $20 in my wallet, and thats hardly enough to buy something for the gamecube or the oldest of PS2 games...
Jade, if your reading this journal, I'm gonna have to say sorry, we'll have to wait on gaming together till I acquire more money. I only have $20 in my wallet, and thats hardly enough to buy something for the gamecube or the oldest of PS2 games...
Wierd rumors spread by admins...
General | Posted 14 years agoCerberusnl is spreading a rumor I'm saying he is not doing his admin duties and I sent him links to various places stating stuff.
Truth is I never said he was not doing his admin duties. I was citing his abusive behavior towards FA members. I never even sent any links to anyone too. All I did was talk heavily with one of the distraught ladies who he was mean towards.
Even more odd, this Miharu_Okami person left shouts on my page which revealed to me that Cerberusnl was making these claims. She foolishly believes Cerberusnl and even blocked me, surprisingly she blocked me because Cerberusnl told her to block me.
This behavior is intolerable, and I'm gonna mention this to Dragoneer and link him to this journal, my page, and the topic associated with all this garbage. I view Dragoneer as one of several staff members devoid of corruption and does not appear abuse his power at all. It would make sense if he solves this.
Truth is I never said he was not doing his admin duties. I was citing his abusive behavior towards FA members. I never even sent any links to anyone too. All I did was talk heavily with one of the distraught ladies who he was mean towards.
Even more odd, this Miharu_Okami person left shouts on my page which revealed to me that Cerberusnl was making these claims. She foolishly believes Cerberusnl and even blocked me, surprisingly she blocked me because Cerberusnl told her to block me.
This behavior is intolerable, and I'm gonna mention this to Dragoneer and link him to this journal, my page, and the topic associated with all this garbage. I view Dragoneer as one of several staff members devoid of corruption and does not appear abuse his power at all. It would make sense if he solves this.
A good summer so far...
General | Posted 14 years agoMy summer has been pleasent so far. We had quite a bit of rain the first month it started, and it did get quite hot at one point as well...
However weather is decent regardless. No storms, no heatwaves, just average weather.
My family has been doing lots of things with me. We've gone out to eat, celebrated birthdays, had parties.
My brothers and even our friend Pat have all been sharing gifts between eachother and me.
Also, Erik and Tidus are getting back together after their short lil break-up, which is pleasent news. He even visited.
We are suppossed to visit Cape May as a part of a lil vacation this weekend, which will be wonderful.
Happy thoughts.
However weather is decent regardless. No storms, no heatwaves, just average weather.
My family has been doing lots of things with me. We've gone out to eat, celebrated birthdays, had parties.
My brothers and even our friend Pat have all been sharing gifts between eachother and me.
Also, Erik and Tidus are getting back together after their short lil break-up, which is pleasent news. He even visited.
We are suppossed to visit Cape May as a part of a lil vacation this weekend, which will be wonderful.
Happy thoughts.
Don't like (freedoms).
General | Posted 14 years agoDon't like gay marriages? Don't get one... Don't like cigarettes? Don't smoke them... Don't like abortions? Don't get one... Don't like sex? Don't have it... Don't like drugs? Don't do them... Don't like porn? Don't watch it... Don't like alcohol? Don't drink it... Don't like guns? Don't buy one... Don't like your rights taken away??? Don't take away someone else's... {re-post if you agree}
-Copied from Ithiaca
-Copied from Ithiaca
Terraria!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoMy wonderful friend Pat got me copy of Terraria for Steam. Now I can play this wonderful game with him and all my furry friends here!
Family, pet, life, health, and more problems...
General | Posted 14 years agoGot into an argument with my father. Apparently my aunt Claire may have owned temporarily a cat of ours that was over 25 years old and died in her care. Me and my siblings saw the cat one day and said it looked suspiciously like our 'Mommy Cat'. Not long after it died. It's been over a year, and I asked where she was buried, citing my claims. My aunt and father both refuse to believe it was her, and my aunt Claire refuses to have ever had any stray cats, even though she owns around 10 cats, almost all strays which she keep indoors, on leashes. My father says our cat was ran over a year before this, and my mom keeps this and other secrets from us about our animals, and that I should accept everything he and Claire says as fact, and that he refuses to drop the subject ever until I accept all things he and Claire says as truth, fact, and absolute. He used the words truth fact and absolute, and yelled in my ear so much, I snapped at him, and Claire, and Claire's anti-homo psychopathic husband.
In other news, my ass is still pouring out blood, for the 6th year, I have half a tooth, I am growing, strange ridges in my feet, all which is fatiguing, and the tooth painful. There are no plans for me to see a doctor, we have no money to solve even one of those problems. The plan is to continue and see if things get better.
Finally, my brother Erik and his soul-mate broke up, but Erik desperately wants to be with Tidus again in the future, as he sees him as his true friend and lover. My sister is Japan is being separated by her husband because the army wants him to go into 'special' training. She will not see him for over a month. That and the weather has been whacky.
Karma will cause these things to reverse, I have been quite good, and so has Erik, Tidus, Liz, and her Husband.
In other news, my ass is still pouring out blood, for the 6th year, I have half a tooth, I am growing, strange ridges in my feet, all which is fatiguing, and the tooth painful. There are no plans for me to see a doctor, we have no money to solve even one of those problems. The plan is to continue and see if things get better.
Finally, my brother Erik and his soul-mate broke up, but Erik desperately wants to be with Tidus again in the future, as he sees him as his true friend and lover. My sister is Japan is being separated by her husband because the army wants him to go into 'special' training. She will not see him for over a month. That and the weather has been whacky.
Karma will cause these things to reverse, I have been quite good, and so has Erik, Tidus, Liz, and her Husband.
Fear and despair... sorrow and hatred...
General | Posted 14 years agoHrmm... lost a friend, still unhappy about it. Sits in the back of my mind each day.
Thought there would be ways to contact her. Turns out they are merely detours from the truth.
It seems someone I care for is making a life, by throwing away all friends she has had for years and years. Even her boyfriend. And it seems that she has already replaced everyone. And blocked all those who love and care for her out.
The worst part is her new boyfriend has a reputation of grabbing girlfriends and discarding them, I've heard of many people that he's down that to, by looking at the women's journals.
And I am also agitated with many other things. The complacency in my life has left me feeling neither pleased or at peace... only a silent chaos. Conversations and even music is like static...
I could feel happy... but instead the only thing I want to do is hide in my own mind... and even then it would be like hell, as my own mind is a prison just like the world around me, and through this GOD DAMN STUPID COMPUTER!!!
All my friends are made through family IRL, and the friends on the internet I have discovered are hollow. They use you and discard you as if you were a crappy condom. I'M NOT MAKING A FUCKING JOKE EITHER!!! I hate all who discard friends and lovers for their own selfish agenda...
Yet at the same time I cannot help but desire such people. I want the old friendships back. I want peace and happiness. I want love. And I won't be getting any such things any time soon.
All things good are taken from me, and it is no different than with anyone else. I'm just surprised I'm lasting this long. Some people are even older than me. I wonder how this is even possible. These feelings are not meant to persist that long.
Thought there would be ways to contact her. Turns out they are merely detours from the truth.
It seems someone I care for is making a life, by throwing away all friends she has had for years and years. Even her boyfriend. And it seems that she has already replaced everyone. And blocked all those who love and care for her out.
The worst part is her new boyfriend has a reputation of grabbing girlfriends and discarding them, I've heard of many people that he's down that to, by looking at the women's journals.
And I am also agitated with many other things. The complacency in my life has left me feeling neither pleased or at peace... only a silent chaos. Conversations and even music is like static...
I could feel happy... but instead the only thing I want to do is hide in my own mind... and even then it would be like hell, as my own mind is a prison just like the world around me, and through this GOD DAMN STUPID COMPUTER!!!
All my friends are made through family IRL, and the friends on the internet I have discovered are hollow. They use you and discard you as if you were a crappy condom. I'M NOT MAKING A FUCKING JOKE EITHER!!! I hate all who discard friends and lovers for their own selfish agenda...
Yet at the same time I cannot help but desire such people. I want the old friendships back. I want peace and happiness. I want love. And I won't be getting any such things any time soon.
All things good are taken from me, and it is no different than with anyone else. I'm just surprised I'm lasting this long. Some people are even older than me. I wonder how this is even possible. These feelings are not meant to persist that long.
Internet... down... now... up!
General | Posted 14 years agoMy internet was down the first few days of May.
We apparently haven't been paying Verizon on time, we seem to pay a few days off every month.
This seems to result in every few months our internet goes down a day or two.
I managed to convince my mom to pay for her through the online automated payment methods Verizon has.
Well, I had internet yesterday, but sadly had to go up north to do stuff, and missed alot of time to do stuff.
It was great stuff though, I'm not Christian, but seeing my lil cousin get first communion done was wonderful. However, surprisingly I knew more of what to say and whether to stand, kneel, sit, or be quiet and listen compared to other churchgoers. I haven't been to a church in over a decade too... why is it I was the one behaving well?
Oh, we went to a restaurant afterward. I was also offered a short time landscaping job by a relative if I could do it few days. I accepted cause I'm jobless and need the money badly. I enjoy those kinds of things anyways. I actually do stuff like that at home all the time.
This morning I went out to eat with my mom for Mothers' Day. It was nice. I had hot Swedish Crepes with strawberry ice cream on top with bacon and pork sausage, and a small bowl of minestrone soup. Yummy! I also convinced my brother 'father to be' to pay for the entire thing, including tip, since my mom shouldn't have to do anything on Mothers' day.
And now I'm home and on computer. Been playing Pokemon, Pokemon Ranger, Pokemon Dungeon, and games on steam. Will do so for rest of day until my mom has anything for me to do.
Never take advantage of your mom on Mothers' Day. She deserves a single day of rest right?
We apparently haven't been paying Verizon on time, we seem to pay a few days off every month.
This seems to result in every few months our internet goes down a day or two.
I managed to convince my mom to pay for her through the online automated payment methods Verizon has.
Well, I had internet yesterday, but sadly had to go up north to do stuff, and missed alot of time to do stuff.
It was great stuff though, I'm not Christian, but seeing my lil cousin get first communion done was wonderful. However, surprisingly I knew more of what to say and whether to stand, kneel, sit, or be quiet and listen compared to other churchgoers. I haven't been to a church in over a decade too... why is it I was the one behaving well?
Oh, we went to a restaurant afterward. I was also offered a short time landscaping job by a relative if I could do it few days. I accepted cause I'm jobless and need the money badly. I enjoy those kinds of things anyways. I actually do stuff like that at home all the time.
This morning I went out to eat with my mom for Mothers' Day. It was nice. I had hot Swedish Crepes with strawberry ice cream on top with bacon and pork sausage, and a small bowl of minestrone soup. Yummy! I also convinced my brother 'father to be' to pay for the entire thing, including tip, since my mom shouldn't have to do anything on Mothers' day.
And now I'm home and on computer. Been playing Pokemon, Pokemon Ranger, Pokemon Dungeon, and games on steam. Will do so for rest of day until my mom has anything for me to do.
Never take advantage of your mom on Mothers' Day. She deserves a single day of rest right?
Steam and Games
General | Posted 14 years agoI have Steam and am playing the games more often on it recently. My account is soldieratbay .
I play Half-life 1 & 2 death-match, as well as Team Fortress 2 and Dawn of War 2 Retribution.
I also hope to add ore games to my list/library, but at the moment I'm doing just these.
I probably won't accept a friend request if you don't tell me who you are, just try mentioning to me on here or on Steam who you are and where we have met.
I play Half-life 1 & 2 death-match, as well as Team Fortress 2 and Dawn of War 2 Retribution.
I also hope to add ore games to my list/library, but at the moment I'm doing just these.
I probably won't accept a friend request if you don't tell me who you are, just try mentioning to me on here or on Steam who you are and where we have met.
The Myth of the Mist (Today's Weather)
General | Posted 14 years agoToday it is foggy outside, which is somewhat nice, as I like the fog.
The fog seems to eerily coming up from the ground itself in a mist like form which feels, odd, pleasant, a bizarre form of energy even.
In ancient times people believed when there was fog and mist the world of the living is connected with the dead, that spirits of the dead could walk amongst those still alive and physical in form.
I honestly like the thoughts maybe my nearby buried pets are seeking company in my home, as we are keeping the doors open for short periods of time. And the chance that my departed family members watch over me makes me feel happy.
I can feel energy from the mist, but other than that, I cannot tell anything else as fact or possible, all I feel, is energy.
The fog seems to eerily coming up from the ground itself in a mist like form which feels, odd, pleasant, a bizarre form of energy even.
In ancient times people believed when there was fog and mist the world of the living is connected with the dead, that spirits of the dead could walk amongst those still alive and physical in form.
I honestly like the thoughts maybe my nearby buried pets are seeking company in my home, as we are keeping the doors open for short periods of time. And the chance that my departed family members watch over me makes me feel happy.
I can feel energy from the mist, but other than that, I cannot tell anything else as fact or possible, all I feel, is energy.
My IRL Fangs and Claws updates & Other neat things about me.
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, I noticed that my desire to grow fangs was near impossible, but was slowly and steadily being accomplished. My teeth each look elongated with spikes, which is nice, but unfortunately bad oral hygiene leaves my 'fangs' at risk of becoming 'normal' teeth, as well as needing a dentist's visit, something I've long desired for many years, but now fear.
In addition to that I grew out my nails substantially, both the pink and vital part as well as the white part that needs clipping. Recently urging by my family convinced me to trim my 'nails', but I had not done it in so long I over-trimmed. Not only was the situation bloody, but my 'claws' are back to being ordinary nails.
Lastly, I've found myself as lonely as ever, outside my family and my pets, I have no-one IRL. I hope to get more friends, but it seems my isolated lifestyle prevents it. Too much gaming, gardening, and such. But I do frequently visit the mall, movies, and restaurants.
Well, here's hoping my life improves.
In addition to that I grew out my nails substantially, both the pink and vital part as well as the white part that needs clipping. Recently urging by my family convinced me to trim my 'nails', but I had not done it in so long I over-trimmed. Not only was the situation bloody, but my 'claws' are back to being ordinary nails.
Lastly, I've found myself as lonely as ever, outside my family and my pets, I have no-one IRL. I hope to get more friends, but it seems my isolated lifestyle prevents it. Too much gaming, gardening, and such. But I do frequently visit the mall, movies, and restaurants.
Well, here's hoping my life improves.
Pokemon, Halo, and GearsOWar plus Everquest2 and DDO.
General | Posted 15 years agoI got lots of games all of which I want to play online and with other people. I don't have my friend code for B&W but I will update when I do. I have many event things and rare pokemon already, feel free to ask for anything.
Also I hope to be playing the GOW3 Beta with people as well as Bulletstorm and Halo. Please send tells about your XboxLive gamertag.
Finally Everquest2 and DDO have been really fun of late, and I hope people play with me. The latest expansion for Everquest2 came out the beginning this month, and is optional with content from all expansions and free stuff. It's so cool Everquest2 is FTP now btw, so no money = you can still play.
Also I hope to be playing the GOW3 Beta with people as well as Bulletstorm and Halo. Please send tells about your XboxLive gamertag.
Finally Everquest2 and DDO have been really fun of late, and I hope people play with me. The latest expansion for Everquest2 came out the beginning this month, and is optional with content from all expansions and free stuff. It's so cool Everquest2 is FTP now btw, so no money = you can still play.
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