Been a while since I've made a journal here.
Sometimes I forget this actually is a thing.

Anyway, I have a Bluesky account now, so you're free to follow me there if you got one too.
Eventually I'll be able to get codes for those who don't.
https://bsky.app/profile/grasszangoose.bsky.social

While I'm here, feel free to ask me anything you feel like.
It is Tuesday after all~

Wow, a Journal, haven't posted one of these in a while.

And on a Tuesday none-the-less.

Anyway, just a little something I want to put out there: I'm not really into villains, but the bad guys that I tend to like are alternate universe versions of good guys.
Regular villains rub me the wrong way, especially since people fetishize them ruining the world and doing horrible things to good people.

Saying this because of something on the way, and people like bad guys I guess.

Anyway, ask me stuffs if ya feel like it.

Please get vaccinated.

Friend of mine passed this morning.

Doesn't matter if you think you don't need it.
Getting vaccinated doesn't just protect you, but others as well...

It's my B-day.

24-year old Zangoose speaking.

Woohoo, I guess.

Kinda split between commission ideas, what would you like to see?

Aladar and (Kuro)Delga

or

Aladar and Incineroar

Really don't want to be a bitch, but Delga is my comfort character.

If you like Delga abuse, please leave.
I dislike it when people follow me that like it.
Like what you want, but do it elsewhere.

Wargreymon or BlackWargreymon

Choose one.

(Also if you have any good pics of them, that would be nice too)

Giant
Dinosaur
Daddy

That's all~
:D

Quit Faving my shit, Delga Abusers.

Stop finding me after a new Delga abuse pic comes along.
He's my comfort character.

Do what you want, but don't involve or find my stuff to go along with it.

It is your Zangoose.
I put (Semi) in the title because even though it's only six-thirty, it's really dark out, so...

Once again, I honestly have no idea as to what I should put here, but I should communicate with you guys regardless.

I'm not gonna ask some boring question like: "How are you guys?" since it's too simple and overdone.

Just wanna say that I love Delga very much, though that should be pretty obvious by now.
He is my precious Bean~ Seeing bad things happen to him isn't really good for my heath...

Also been really getting back into Solgaleo as well, so expect content with him in the near future.

Looking at Nidokings though kinda makes me a tad depressed and triggered.
Hard to imagine that I used to like them so much in the past. Circumstance was not kind to them.
Though I will always love them.

Buff guys, am I right?

Though as of recent, I kinda noticed my attraction to buff guys usually comes from ones that tend to grow through life, and now from going to the gym all the time.
Most gym baras have egos as big as their muscles, and usually only care about other buff guys; the small guy means nothing to them.

Personally, I think I've been doing quite well as of recent.
I haven't really been as distant as I have been the last few years, not that I'm super open, but I have been talking to more people as of late.
Don't think I'll even be as I was when 19 though (I was super out there and bubbly and shit)

Oh yeah, do even have people banging on your door for them to draw you something? That's something I've been dealing with for a few years now. I've kinda been considering letting people draw and gift me again, but I'm still not sure if I'm alright with that.
I do kinda wish people would stop asking though. Happens all the time when I just support them...

Well, that's about all I have for now.
Hope your day goes well.

Feel free to ask questions if you want because it's Tuesday as well...

Because it's been a long time.

Oh yeah, feel free to ignore that last journal; I was in a state.
Though I do feel a lot better getting it out of my system. Time to get that fire-cat out of the brain.

Sends me your Solgaleo images. Preferably solo, but sfw or Nsfw are fine.

Oh yeah, ask me stuffs.

I'm gonna do my best to be more positive and outgoing now. Getting all that crazyness out yesterday has really boosted my spirit. Hope it pasts~

Luv you~ <3

Welp, anyone who follows me on Twitter knows what I'm gonna say...

I'm afraid I cannot keep it to myself anymore...

This Zangoose does indeed have sexual fantasies about Incineroar.

I know! Hold your gasps.

It's been like this for a while really. No matter how much I despise him, he has wormed his way into my brain with each moment I think of his character and goals.

Incineroar's desires put the images and situations of him and myself in my mind.

Like being slighty out of it after being kidnapped.
Incineroar looming over me on a bed, his giant hand pressed lightly on my neck, pinning me under him.
He looks down, an evil grin on his face as we reside in a dark room.
Leaning down, and whispering into my ear with smooth, deep voice.
"You are mine, my little Zangoose~" Sending shivers down my spine as his other hand explores my torso which looks frail compared to his.

Yeah, stuff like that.

I have no sentimentality towards him, but he's my sweet poison.
The moments I've been slipped away from Solgaleo and into his arms, are as sensual as they are evil.

The Zangoose is Incineroar's goal; his treasure, and it's almost impossible to not think of the things that go on in his mind, whether they be real or not, of what he would do with me.

I am a sinner, and I hate him so much.
I hate that he makes me think like this.

Stupid Incineroar.

I hate you make me love your body.

Zangoose will throw a water balloon at you when you're not looking, and it will be cold.

It will be as cold as his soul.
So basically lukewarm and mildly uncomfortable as long as you dry off quickly.

Incineroar bad.

Solgaleo and Delga good.

This has been your Zangoose PSA

Was Zangoose an idiot and looked up Delga w/out sfw filter on?
Yes.
Was one of the first options an animated of Incineroar fucking Delga?
I wish it wasn't.

Apparently there's a program with models that people use to make simple animations, and to no one's surprise, when the Delga model got finished, people used it in just the way you'd expect.

No, not just porn, a lot of Delga rape and bottoming.

I hate to say over and over that people can do what they want, but come on!!!

So, how's your morning going...

Like man, I used to do them all time.
I've really changed over these last few years.
Sorry I'm not the bubbly, open, carefree Zangoose I used to be when I was 19...

Sometimes I wish I was like other furries.

There's just a lot of common kinks out there that they enjoy that either disgust me or terrify me...

Why am I the way I am?

My last journal was three months ago.
So, how have you guys been? Me, pretty good.
Currently taking time off of work for obvious reasons, so I've been chilling to all Hell.

The area I live in doesn't have too many cases, but I have been inside a lot, not that I'm complaining of course. As the title says, I have a ton of time on my hands now. (In general. It's almost 9pm here as I'm writing this) I'm sure quite a bit of us do.

Really don't know what to write here, but I'm writing stuff anyway.

I'm a slut for Terrakion. That is my current mood while writing this journal.
Is it important? Beats me, I'm just writing what I can, and I'm not afraid to admit that he does things to this Zangoose... Should do way more with him.
I'll almost never admit I'm horny, but if Terrakion is there, maybe it's potentially happening.

Wow, I really just wrote that...

Well, I have no reason to lie, just ask me anything.
Zangoose speaks the truth!

Just putting whatever I can out there since I haven't used the journal section in forever.

Am I spouting randomness to make this journal longer for absolutely no reason?
Yes, yes I am.

Anyway, before I say too much and get out of hand...

...

Yeah, I lost what I just gonna say.

Zangoose!

Yeah, I notice I only do these probably once a month, maybe less.
I remember when I had way fewer followers and did them every week, with not much results to be expected ^^;

Ask me stuffs.

I wanna get a commission with my Spyro and another dragon.
Who should said dragon be?

Nestor
Bubba
Gavin

Are my first choices, but any other dragons you can think of? (They don't have to be from the Spyro franchise)

Been a while since I've done one of these, so why not?

Ask me a question, and I'll ask you one in return.

You know, one of the most annoying things in the world, is when someone watches you, just for you to find out that they found out about you from your ex...

In other news, I'm on vacation, so how are you guys?

I'm talking about an artist who doesn't mind doing something kinda dark.
You know, something not for the faint of heart.

Know anyone?

Been a while, so why not?
It's kinda late though.

Ask me stuffs, and Zangoose shall answer~

I know the world can be kinda blah, but it's almost astounding the lack of faith people have today.

Or a character or two you like.
I paid for a commission and I don't exactly know what to do with it right now.

Maybe you'll get lucky and I can think of something with said OC/Character.

If you have a suggestion, that also helps. Sfw or Nsfw